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November

Previously...

"Sorry, I just..." I paused. I definitely couldn't hide this forever. "I'm just going through some stuff..."

"Do you want to talk about it?" she asked, and I nodded.

I bit my lip in hesitation.

"Guyden and I broke up," I said.

Angela switched to "best-friend-mode" at that second. She led me to the living room, sat me down, and made me tell her what happened. Then she bashed Guyden for an hour straight, which impressed me. I didn't tell her the real reason we broke up, but that I'd had a feeling for a while that things wouldn't work out. It wasn't a total lie, but in reality I'd ignored the feeling.

After about three hours of crying, junk food eating, and talking, I finally said goodbye to Angela and started to boil water for my dinner. By the time the Ramen noodles were soft, my phone went off. I picked it up and looked at the mini-screen. It read: New Message from Edward Cullen.

I did a little happy dance before opening the phone and reading the text, which I regret because Edgar saw. I was just too excited because I hadn't talked to him in weeks.

Hi, how are you? the message read. I texted him for the rest of the night. I told him that I had had my ultrasound, and he tried to give me a play-by-play of the wrestling match that Emmett and Jasper were having. Edward was much quicker to respond, which didn't surprise me. I told him to give Alice my number so she could talk to me too. Around eleven, I told him that I wanted to sleep and that I'd talk to him tomorrow. He responded with: Sweet dreams. I could almost hear his velvet voice whispering it in my ear.

That night I dreamt a horrible dream. It was pouring rain on First Beach. Victoria's fire red hair whipped around her face in the wind. Her blood red eyes bore into mine hungrily. I looked down and tried to scream, but my voice was stolen by the wind as soon as I opened my mouth.

Around my feet were the scattered limbs of the ones I had once wanted to call my family. I glanced up at her as she stretched her arms out and dislocated Edward's head from his torso. I wanted to scream. I started to run but my legs were heavy and sluggish, like there were weights attached to my shoes.

She dropped his limbs and grinned evilly. That's when I noticed that there were wolves around our feet. I stopped trying to run and bent down to stroke the fur of a sandy brown-colored one. Victoria was next to me in an instant, her hand just inches from my throat.

I shot forward in bed, sweat pouring down my face. Edgar meowed angrily and moved away from me. I took a deep breath and held my hand out to Edgar. I made a clicking sound with my tongue to get him to come. He eventually did, climbed into my lap, and sat down.

I petted him between the ears while I calmed my racing heart. I'd never had a dream that gruesome or terrifying. I hadn't dreamt of Victoria in years. After I'd moved to Portland, Jake said that they hadn't seen her or smelled her scent. I waited for her to attack. She just happened to be something that contributed to my anxiety. After a while, I assumed that she'd given up or was planning something huge.

Was Victoria coming back?

Edward's POV

Texting Bella was nice, but it was nothing compared to being in her presence. As soon she told me that she was going to bed, I made my trip to Portland. I arrived at Bella's apartment complex a little past midnight. I silently climbed over the gate and went to her apartment.

Her bedroom window was locked. I looked a bit more and found one to her tiny kitchen that was cracked open. The kitchen was mostly clean; her table was cluttered with school books, school work, and bills that probably needed to be paid. Maybe I could make a random donation to her front door. But, knowing Bella, she'd probably send it to the police or donate it.

I flinted to her bedroom and opened the door quietly. Bella was laying on her back, her head thrashing from side to side. I took a step into her room and a tiny head shot up. There was an overweight black and white cat next to Bella's sleeping body. It watched me carefully. Every time I made a move it hissed, obviously protecting Bella.

A pet cat. Huh. I'd always pegged Bella for a dog person.

Bella mumbled and tossed and turned. Suddenly, she shot forward in her bed and screamed. She quieted, but her breathing was heavy. I quickly hid behind her open closet door. Bella eventually lay back down and went back to sleep.

What did she dream about? Did she still dream of Forks? Her mother? Me? Or did she have night terrors of me? Did I scare her? If I did, she was finally having an appropriate reaction. I came out from behind the door and watched her. I wondered what she'd been doing since I'd left. I wanted to know what she did every day after I left.

I watched her sleep until the room was lit with patchy sunlight covered the floor. Bella's alarm went off and she rolled over and brought her hand down on the snooze. She groaned and rolled over again, almost smothering her cat. He quickly jumped to the other end of the bed.

I quietly slipped out of her bedroom and out her kitchen window. I made it home fast but was not greeted by something good. Rosalie stood in the garage, working on her car. She turned when she heard me approach.

"Where have you been?" she asked.

"Out. Is Alice home?"

"No," she replied. "She's out with Jasper."

"Oh," I said. I took a step for the door, but she stood in my way.

"What's going on, Edward? You and Alice have been sneaking around for the past few weeks. You've been in and out of Alaska. And I saw you texting away on your phone last night."

Love remains the same- gavin rosdale

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