hi... this isnt edited so bare with me... uh yea

Edward's POV

Rosalie's stare was daring. "Well? Answer me." She demanded.

"What does it matter to you?" I challenged.

"Well the last time you were sneaking around and acting weird you brought Bella into our lives and screwed everything up." She said.

"Well, you won't have to worry about that anymore." I said walking past her and into the house. Her thoughts were a bit guilty.

"Wait," she called and I stopped. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to...

"Really Rose, don't concern yourself with it." I told her.

"I'm sorry, but I can't help but to. Things are...normal." she said.

I chuckled darkly, "If only you knew..." I said and flinted into the house.

The house was pretty quiet. Alice was silently reading a large book quite fast. Emmett was out hunting nearby with Jasper. The bears were starting to go into hibernation so he wanted to get a few in before they were gone for the season. Carlisle was in his study studying medical books he had memorized, while Esme was redecorating a room. I sighed at how mundane it seemed yet so strange. Everyone was bored one way or another.

"Don't worry about Rose Edward," Alice chimed not looking up from her book. "You know she is about people messing with the balance."

I sat next to her. "I know I just wish she'd back off. She's making me feel guilty for not telling anyone else than you and Carlisle about Bella."

Speaking of which, she thought, her future concerning college has been very flip floppy lately. She has a whole semester and a year left. Then she has to go to teaching school. I don't think I told you that. She decided that she was going to teach right before she found out about the baby.

"No, you didn't," I mumbled under my breath.

Oh, well yes. Anyway, now that she's pregnant she's very confused about what to do. She sighed. Poor thing, she's so uncertain.

"Yeah, well, Guyden will help I guess," I said.

When I said that her mind started drift to something else for a split second, then it snapped back to a vision she had earlier today. Damn it, she was getting too good at that.

"Alice..." I said.

"What?" she said innocently.

"What was that?"

"What was what?" she said.

"You know damn well what," I said, my voice even and calm.

"Am I not allowed any thoughts to myself Edward?"

"Not at this moment, no." I said crossing my arms across my chest.

"Humph!" Her mind then became steel trap of only the book she was reading. I sighed and flipped on the TV. I guess whatever she is trying to keep from me, if it's important enough she'll think about it.

I stared absently at the TV and tried to imagine what Bella was doing.

Bella's POV

Geez being pregnant sucks. After struggling to get up and almost smothering Edgar-he likes to sleep on top of me, literally- I got in the shower. For once, I didn't get sick but I was starving. I dressed in my sweats because that all that fit my growing belly. If I had to guess, I'd say it was about four inches out.

I ate some cold pizza and made out to my truck just in time. I got to class with seconds to spare and took my seat next to Angela and Ben.

"About time you showed to class," Ben joked. Angela shot him a look.

"Yeah, figured I get back to normal." I said. The professor came into the classroom and called us to attention.

I was in and out of the lecture. Trying to plan my future somewhat. I needed a bigger place to live defiantly. My tin one bedroom apartment was not enough. I wasn't sure I could afford it though. I could barely afford my payments on this one. I had a job interview for a maid service this weekend. I'd interviewed one last week but they wouldn't hire me for obvious reason.

I guess some maid services didn't want to hire a mentally unstable pregnant college student. Oh well, their loss.

The bell rang finally and I rose from my seat and swayed a bit.

"You okay, Bella?" Angela asked. I felt the blood drain from my face and I felt sick.

"I need to use the bathroom." I said rushing past them, to the bathroom right outside of the classroom.

After losing my breakfast I came out the worried faces of Angela and Ben.

"You okay?" She asked. I nodded slowly. We turned to walk down the hall.

As usual I didn't notice where I was going and got bumped into. My books fell out of my arms and onto the floor. I expected to be helped by who bumped me but I wasn't. they just kept walking. I turned as they walked pass and they did the same and met gaze with Guyden. He glared at me them my stomach. I felt a flood of tears well up that I held back by biting my lip.

His glare shouted that this was m fault. That I was some sort of evil source of the problem or rather my baby was. Was he blaming the baby? How dare he! My baby was simply doing what it was suppose to do. I hated him! Absolute hatred. This didn't come easy to me. I didn't just hate people like that. I'd hated James and Victoria, but they tried to kill me so that seemed normal. Even Edward hurt me beyond complete repair and I didn't hate him. It was my fault I wasn't good enough.

I was brought out of my thoughts by Angela. She handed me my books. "Oh Bella, I'm so sorry. He really is a huge jerk. Don't worry; we'll egg his dorm or something."

I laughed quietly. If only this could be fixed with a carton of eggs. "It's fine. I'm over that douche."

I thought for a moment. Was I really completely over him? I'd said I didn't want him in my life or my baby's. I'd come to terms with fact that I' be alone raising he or she. I guess I was. I was done with Guyden Gallows. I sighed. If only I could say the same for Edward Cullen.

sorry its so boring and intermonalguely. next one will be better. i promise. =P

pls review or ill...throw cookies...or something.