I know, I know, don't kill me. It's been a few days. But that isn't all that bad, right? I mean, we got that new episode last night! I just watched it, being a Canadian I have to wait until it comes online.

It was alright, but Kyle wasn't in it, other then a bit. Was he one of the friends of The coon? I didn't recongnize him or anything.

Anyway I didn't get many reviews, but thanks to the people who did. Review this please? I'll try and make it longgg! :)

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And if anyone I know in real life is reading this, please excuse the akwardness of knowing someone like me writing something that happens in the 7th paragraph ;)

Kenny's POV

We ran and ran until we couldn't breathe. Butters' dad followed us with his car for a little under a mile, but we lost him by hiding behind some old dude's house. Even so, we kept running after that. We needed to get away from him, and we never know, he could end up finding us. I can't let that happen.

The only good thing about Stephan forcing Butters to run so much back then was making it so we could get away from the bastard. I was far more tired then him once we stopped. Still, everything would have been better if that incident didn't happen. Maybe then he wouldn't have gotten beat so much afterwards, and he would have been safe.

And here we are, at the park in the next town over. The adorable boy is wearing my jacket, leaving me with an old Terrance and Phillip shirt, the show we all grew out of. Well, all of us except Cartman. By now, Butters isn't in so much pain, he does have a rainbow of colors on his body, but it doesn't hurt him to lay down, which he is doing right now, next to me.

I grab his hand once more, and entwine our fingers together. I turn my head to see him doing the same. His eyes are so big, so blue. Although we both have blonde hair and blue eyes, we look nothing alike. His hair is much lighter, like sand. Mine on the other hand, reminds some people of corn, and not just because said person imagines everything as food. I'm sure it's obvious who I am thinking about, the fucking fatass.

I have the most adorable boyfriend in the universe, I swear it. Sure, I come second as the best looking boyfriend, not to brag or anything. Let's face it, I'm hot. Sure as hell not modest, though.

"Kenny, you're staring again," Butters reminded me. He had caught me starring at him a lot lately. How could I help it? It's hard not to stare at something so gorgeous.

Instead of responding, or reminding him for the ompteenth time, I kiss him. This is our first kiss, and it is happening right now. So soft, lovingly. None of the girls' I had kissed were this amazing. Our lips moved perfectly together.

After the two of us came out for air, I wrapped my arms against the now sitting boy's waist, pulling him closer. A few seconds later, he did the same to my neck. This was the first kiss I ever shared with someone that was not sexual, just pure romance.

After what seemed an eternity of happiness, we finally pulled apart. I wish I could be that close to him forever.

Kyle's POV

When I accepted the proposal of moving back into my house and never again mentioning my sexual orientation, I completely forgot the whole 'asshole of a younger brother' part. I forgot he knew everything. If he found out I liked Stan from my computer, he must have found out other things. I know I shouldn't have written things that were so private on my computer, but where else am I to write them?

Mom and Dad pretend that everything is normal when it's not. Things will never be normal if I can't be who I really am around them. Ike doesn't say anything about me to or around our parents, but when they're gone, the torture starts, and it just so happens that now is one of those times.

"So, how is your faggy little relationship going?" He knew nothing about the short moment Stan and I had together, but that doesn't mean he doesn't treat me like more happened. It was just a hug, and I think it was him telling me he likes me back. We didn't say anything else since he left soon after to go in the other direction of his house, and me to mine.

I think he was telling me he liked me, but I'm having a hard time believing it. I guess I should have gotten my hopes of for him liking me, instead of my parents accepting me, because that's how it ended up.

Ike still stood there, in front of me, waiting for a reply. I roll my eyes, push past him and head to the fridge, making another nutella/chip sandwich, smiling at the memory of the day we created them.

"God Kyle, you're so gay that even the food you eat is faggy."

"That's enough, Ike!" I practically yell. I've had enough of this shit. Him being a homophobe is much worse then me being bi. In fact, there was nothing wrong with me, only him. "You shut your fucking mouth, and listen," I say before he can retort. "there is nothing wrong with being bi. And there is a difference, by the way. I am not gay. I like girls, too. It wouldn't matter if I was, though, because there is no difference between straight people and gay people. We're all the same," I smile at my little speech. It felt good to stand up for something so important in my life, even if I did only say it in front of one person.

He is clearly not as impressed with my speech as I was, because he keeps on making fun of me. "Making faggy speeches now, aren't we?" Before I can eat my sandwich, I chuck it at his face. Me with my bad aim, it ended up hitting his shirt, but as long as it hit him, I'm happy.

After that, everything happened so fast. You would have never known that someone so much smaller, so much younger could be so much stronger. He angrily walked over to me, and I just expected him to push me back and swear in my face, which is what he always does. But no, he had to come over, and punch me in the face with more force then even I had ever used. I never knew a blow to the face would hurt so much.

In reaction, I pushed him back. Sadly, I didn't use as much force as I had planned. He moved back only an inch, and was still more angry then I had ever seen him. The much younger boy proceds to kick me in the balls, causing me to fall down in pain. Yes, it does hurt more then it looks.

Just the other day, after that one moment with my best friend, I thought that maybe things would be better. Here I am now, laying on the kitchen floor, in pain, less then twenty-four hours later. Stupid, stupid me.

Mom and Dad come home not too much later after that. There is nutella on the floor, and apparently that is enough to outrage a mother. Not only does that make her mad, but Ike tells her that I hit him, and nobody believes me when I say what he did to me. And I didn't hit him, only throw a sandwich at him and push him ever so lightly. Nobody believes me. Nobody ever believes me.

My punishment is no supper, which according to them is a big deal. Not so much to me. I go upstairs to my room, and head straight to my computer. I delete everything that Ike had surely read, and deleted the things I hit extra well, so he could never read them.

Once I'm done, I log onto my MSN and see three names online- Bebe, Token and Stan.

Kyle says: Hi.

Stan says: Hey :) Suppp?

Kyle says: Life sucks. Help me.

Stan says: Ohno what happened?

Kyle says: Rents act as nothing happened, Ike beat me, Mom and Dad pissed at me. Nobody believes me.

Stan says: You eat?

Kyle says: Nope. Punishment=no supper.

Stan says: Meet me at Sizzlers. 15 minutes.

Kyle says: kay bye :)

Stan says: cya soon ;)

Stan has logged off

I know sneaking out again would piss everyone off even more, but I don't care. They want to ruin my life, go ahead, but at least let me have so fun while you're at it.

That was actually my first kissing scene. I know I suck at it, but I will get better. It's hard for someone to write a kissing scene when you haven't kissed a guy since 7 years old ;)

And pleasee review!~ I need to know if you guys like it, because I'm not sure where everything is coming from. Remember, I don't plan.

And depressing stuff in the next chapter! :/