We always seem to end up at Rachel's house. Not that I mind it, but I just want some alone time with Blaine. Look there he goes expalnging about the one time he kissed Rachel. It gets brought up everytime new people are around. I hate hearing about it. I was trying to impress Blaine that night and then that happened. I really wish we weren't here. I love coming to Rachel's house, just not in the mood tonight.

Rachel begins to talk kinda loud and it breaks Kurt's thinking.

"Then I thought I liked you and that you had feelings for me. Tina knows what I'm talking about," Rachel jokes as she looks towards Tina.

"It was a phase. I was stupid to ever think anything could have happened. Can we just let it go?" Tina says slightly annoyed.

"I wish I could forget about it. But everytime someone gets a cold it is the first thing I think about," Sam says while laughing.

Brittany chimes in, "Sam does make a good point."

"Guys stop already," Tina whines.

She always whines about it. Get over it Tina. We will always make fun of you for that. You Vapo raped my ex boyfriend. When Kurt actually thinks this he gets sad. My ex. Such a sad thing to think about. I wish he wasn't my ex. Look at him sitting over there. His hair is perfectly gelled to his head. Look at those yellow pants he is in. He has to roll them up at the bottom because he stole them out of my closet the other day. He told me he loved them and was going wear them. I told him they'd be to long, but he didn't care. Man, he looks sexy in my pants. Look at that jaw line of his and his heart eyes. I still love him. I really, really love him. I just wish I could tell him that. It seems to soon though. I think I have made it clear that we are friends although I don't want to be his friend. I want us to be more. Rachel starts yelling and it actually startles Kurt and he jumps out of thought.

"So who is wants to sing a song?," Rachel screams drunk and very loud.

"I do, I do," Unique yells.

"Of course we are going to do karaoke," Santana annoyed and sarcastically says as she glares at Rachel.

"Do you have any better ideas?" Unique says while staring right at Santana. Santana is slient. "Thats what I thought."

Unique grabes the mic and runs to the front of the room. She starts belting out "I'm a Diva D-I-V-A. I'm a Diva."

I wish Blaine would come sit by me on the couch. Kurt then sighs really big.

Blaine is standing over there near Tina and they are talking about songs.

I really wish he would stop talking to her and come sit by me. Oh God, look at him. That tight black shirt looks gorgeous on him. That bow tie is so sexy. Oh look at how he walks it is as if he is floating on air. He is such an angel. He is my teen angel or I wish he was. I am finally starting to trust him again. I know after what happened at the wedding that he will never cheat on me again. He is in love with me and I'm in love with him. He is getting closer. His lips are so perfect. All I want to do is kiss them. Now that is all I am going to be thinking about. I also could use some more red wine. Maybe even some tequila. Blaine finally starts to speak and Kurt snaps out of it.

"Mind if I join you?" Blaine poiltely asks, knowing he was going to sit down beside him regarless of Kurt's answer.

"I don't mind at all. Please sit down," Kurt softly says and pats the couch right beside him.

The whole time Blaine is sitting next to Kurt he is staring at him. He is studing every part of him.

We have been sitting here for five minutes and he hasn't said a word to me. I wish we could jut talk. Why does he keep looking at me? Just look forward. Pretend you are paying attention to the music. Maybe he will stop. I am glad he is staring at me, but it is a little creepy. I need to say something to him. Yet I don't know what to say. Maybe I should make sure he is okay since he won't stop looking at me.

Kurt turns and looks at Blaine. "Blaine," Kurt says loudly. "Why are you staring at me? You have been doing it for almost five minutes now and you haven't said one word. It is starting to creep me out. Are you okay?" Kurt asks him worried.

"I'm fine, Kurt. It's just-just-just-" Blaine puts his head down unsure how to say the next thing.

"What is it?" Kurt ask while anxiously waiting for a reply.

"It's just-just-" Blaine puts his head down again.

What could be so important that it is taking him this long to tell me about it? Just say it already. Say you are in love with me. I feel the exact same way. I would say it back for sure. Then I would probably kiss him. Or that might be to much. Saying I love you is a huge step. I haven't told him that in so long. I want to say it, but I don't want to freak him out. I need to say something to him. I need to tell him that he can tell me anythng. That he doesn't even have to say it right now. Kurt sighs loudly and and decides to finally say something.

"Look, whatever it is you need to tell me I am fully listening. I know we aren't back together, but I'm not going anywhere." Kurt reminds him

Wait? What did I just say to him? I mean I'm not going anywhere, but I hope he took that well. He looks so sad. Why he sad? Is it because I said we aren't together? Maybe that was the wrong thing to say. I really wish we could sing something together. I really wanna sing to him, with him. I wish we could sing our song together. I wish we could sing Come What May, but I know that would be too soon. I bet he doesn't even want to sing with me. I wonder if he has listened to that song lately. I bet he hasn't. I bet it is too hard for him to listen to it. I just wish we could sing it to each other like we use to do. I mean it is more intimate to sing that song than to have sex with him. That song expresses us so well. I just wish I could explain that to him again. I wish I could remind him that I still love him. I really want to be back together with him. I'm just scared. I know I shouldn't be scared, but I am.

Kurt stops and looks over at Blaine. Their eyes meet. They stare at each other for a few seconds. The music finally ends.

"Whose next?' Unique loudly screams.

"I think Blaine should sing next," Tina all lovely, loudly, and very drunk suggests.

"Well who would I sing with?" Blaine asks while looking at Kurt.

"I'll be you, your, you partner again." Rachel drunkenly stammers. "I mean we were so good last time."

I hope he tells her no. I really want to sing with him. Tell her no. I'm going to stare at him and hopefully he can read my mind. Hopefully he will get it. I could say something out loud, but I don't want to seem desparate. Kurt begins to look at Blaine. Hoping he will be able to read his mind.

Blaine looks at Kurt and smiles. Then he looks at Rachel. Then he looks back at Kurt. Blaine's puppy dog eyes are staring at Kurt.

I should just ask Kurt to sing with me. I know he really wants to. Or I am hoping he wants to. I have to ask him to sing with me. Rachel was great last time, but me and Kurt have chemistry on that stage. We were made to sing out songs together. I'd rather sing with him anyways. Blaine takes a deep breath and then lets out a sigh. You can do this.

"What song are we going to sing?" Blaine turns and asks and then looks towards the stage.