As they begin to sing Lucky, Kurt and Blaine can't stop looking at each other.
All I wanna do is grab his hand and squeeze it really tight. I want him to know he is my best friend and I am in love with him. Both Kurt and Blaine are thinking this. They want each other to know so bad. Yet Kurt is afraid that is too soon and Blaine doesn't want to push Kurt into something he isn't sure Kurt is ready for. Yet at the same time Blaine knows Kurt is ready. He knows Kurt is more than ready.
"Boy I hear you in my dreams I feel your whisper across the sea I keep you with me in my heart You make it easier when life gets hard," Brittany sings to Sam.
Kurt and Blaine both turn and look at each other. He really does make my life easier. I just wish he was in my life as more than a friend. Look at him sitting there in my pants. I heard that he wears them alot. I guess he does this because he misses me. I wish he would just hold my hand. Please just hold my hand. Maybe I could sing that song. I mean last time I sung it about my dad, but this time it could be about him. The new people have no clue that is how I used it last time. No, Kurt listen to yourself. That song was a moment and a very sad one at that. You can't do that.
Why are we not holding hands yet? I mean I guess that is my fault. He keeps looking at me. All I wanna do is take his hand. I better do it before the music ends or I will have lost my chance. What is taking me so long? We have done more than just hold hands since we have broken up. There was Mr. Schue's bomb of a wedding. That was alot more than just holding hands. This shouldn't be this awkward. Blaine, just take his hand. It's not as hard as you are making out to be. Just hold his hand.
At that time Blaine inches his hand closer to Kurt's. Not holding it yet, just enough to where his thumb is touching Kurt's pinky. Oh my God! He just touched my pinky. Kurt lets out a slight sigh. As a smile runs across his face. Blaine notices that Kurt is smiling and it makes him smile as well. I guess now I have to grab his hand. He moved it closer. It is obvious that he wants me to do this. Take his hand. It's that simple. This isn't as hard as you are making it out to be. We did alot more than just hold hands at Mr. Schue's bomb of a wedding. This is a pretty intense thing, but that was way more intense than this. Grab his hand before the song ends. You have to or you will lose the opportunity do do it at all. It is what he wants.
"And so I'm sailing through the sea to an island where we'll meet you'll hear the music fill the air I'll put a flower in your hair," Sam sings as he looks into Brittany's eyes.
Music will fill the air. I hope the music is Come What May. That is the music I would like the air to be filled with. I wish he would hold my hand. I thought I made it obvious when I inched my hand closer. I was really hoping he caught the hint. Even if he would just touch my hand, I would be okay with just a touch of the finger tips at this point. Something to let me know that he caught the hint. Something to let me know that he wants to hold my hand. Blaine is deep in thought as he stares at Kurt's hand. Maybe staring at his hand will give him the okay to hold my hand.
Sam and Brittany continue to sing as they lovingly look at each other.
"I really am gonna puke now," Santana says all hateful and sarcastic. " I have been in love, well like with one and love with the other. Last time we were here those trouty lips were all mine," Santana loudly reminds the entire room. "If only Brittany were mine and not his."
At that time Kitty looks at her and says, "Well you lost that one by moving away. But it will be okay. They are cute together and you will find new love one day. Just wait and see."
"Oh shut up! You are only being nice because you are drunk. I know I am only missing her and getting angry about because I am drunk as well. So just shut up!" Santana barks at her.
Kitty looks sad and walks away and sits on the other side of the room near Ryder.
"As the world keeps spinning 'round you hold me right here, right now, " Brittany and Sam sing to each other.
Yes hold me right now. Hold my hand right now. Do it quick or the song will be over. I don't want it be over before we have held hands. Kurt please take my hand.
About that time Blaine feels Kurt hand move away. It makes him sad.
Crap! He looks sad now. I moved my hand so I could place it on top of his and he looks sad that my hand has moved.
Kurt then puts his hand back to where it was. Then he inches it closer. By this time his hand is barely on Blaine's hand.
Oh my God! His hand is barely on top of mine. I think I'm gonna die.
Then Kurt moves it completely on top of Blaine's hand. He rubs Blaine's hand with his hand.
He is rubbing my hand! This feels so right.
Then Kurt moves his hand off of Blaine's and nudges the under neath of Blaine's hand. Blaine then turns his hand to where the underneath is now showing. Kurt takes his hand and rubs Blaine's palm a few times back and fourth. He rubs Blaine's fingers.
Oh My God! He is about to hold my hand. A huge smile comes across Blaine's face. He hasn't been this happy in a loong time.
Then Kurt does it. He entangles his hand with Blaine. There fingers are now entangled with each other. They look at each other and smile.
See it wasn't that hard. You did it. You are holding his hand. It feels right! Kurt then looks toward the stage.
We are holding hands. This is amazing. I knew he would get the hint. I just knew it. I'm so happy. Blaine can not stop smiling.
They continue to hold hands through out the rest of song. Both of them keep smiling and taking small glances at each other. They are so happy to be here in this moment holding each other's hand. It is as if the rest of the world no longer exist. As if they are the only two in the room.
