Chapter 10: Blow Me (One Last Kiss)

That morning at Kurt's house was amazing. Sure, Kurt was still hurting, but not as much. Blaine thought that maybe he wasn't as hurt simply because he had already had his heart broken before, no thanks to him.

Blaine had stayed the night with Kurt. After they woke up, Blaine went home to change. While he was at the house he was ambushed by his older siblings.

"Hey squirt!" Cooper said as he tousled Blaine's hair. "It's nice to see you out of that gel helmet."

"Hey Coop." Blaine said sarcastically. But his mood instantly changed when his sister came around the corner. "Angel!" he cried as he hugged her.

"Hi little brother. It's so nice to see you." She said as hugged him back.

"When you'd get in?" he asked more so to Angel than Cooper.

"Last night actually. While you were out with your ex, which I still can't believe you cheated on. I mean Kurt's a dime a dozen, you'll never find anyone else like him." Cooper exclaimed. Angel shot him a look.

"Ignore him. And I'm sorry about the break-up. It must have been awful." She said.

"Oh please Angel. Don't treat him like the victim; he's the one that cheated."

"I don't care; our little brother was in a tough spot. But it's good to know that you both are in a good place." Angel smiled.

"Thanks. Where are mom and dad?" Blaine asked looking around the living room.

"Out with the Weinsteins', they'll be back soon." Cooper said.

"Oh, well I'm gonna go get dressed. I have to go see Kurt." Blaine said as he walked towards the stairs.

"I still don't see how he can be friends with you. I mean, you were his first everything right? How can he be around you and not think about how much you broke his heart?" Cooper asked sternly. It made Blaine stop in his tracks.

"Because we have a bond. Whether it's friends or lovers, we'll always be there for each other." Blaine said and went upstairs.

"You need to stop being such a dick to him." Angel snapped.

"What? Like you weren't wondering the same thing? They were perfect for each other until Blaine started thinking with the wrong head." Cooper said and walked away.

"Accidents happen, but I'm sure they'll find their way back to each other." Angel said as she went into the kitchen.

SESESESESESESESE

After the party, Seb crashed at Eli's house. He felt sick and exhausted. Plus he was hung-over. He couldn't believe he had sex with Parker. And to add injury to insult, Kurt saw the whole thing. At least he thinks he did.

"God, Seb what the hell were you thinking? Now I have no chance with the hobbit." Eli snapped.

"Ugh! Enough Eli! Damn he doesn't want you, get over it!" Sebastian yelled. Eli looked hurt for a moment, but his grimace returned.

"Look, I want him and I'm gonna have him. He was the best sex of my life. And besides, I get to torment Hummel, so it's a win-win situation." Eli said.

"I don't understand you. Why do you want Blaine so much?"

"Truth be told, I had a crush on him a long time ago." He took a deep breath. "When Blaine and I were kids, we went to a Sadies Hawkins dance together. We had fun, until we got bashed. I moved away and never saw him again. But when I came back you guys were with Jessie."

"Wait a minute; you were the one that Jessie kept threatening?" Sebastian asked.

"Yep. I never figured out why, but now I know. He obviously wanted Kurt and Blaine together, even though I had him first." Eli said.

"But they weren't dating then." Sebastian said.

"Shows how close you guys really were." Eli replied.

"Wow and now Blaine hates you."

"Only because I ruined his relationship. After Jessie went missing we stayed in contact with each other. Kurt obviously didn't know. Then when Kurt went to NY, Blaine felt depressed and came to me. I don't think any of our intentions were to have sex, but we did." Eli explained.

"So Blaine's the one that got away?"

"Yeah he is. I guess I'm such a bastard because my heart is still broken. It sucks to know that the person you want to be with doesn't want you back. So that's why we're gonna do everything to get Kurt back into your arms and Blaine with me."

"You know, you haven't told me why you treat Kurt like dirt." Seb said.

"I guess I'm jealous. I know it isn't his fault that Jessie was evil. But he still left Blaine to go to New York. He left him alone and I will never forgive him for that. So once I get Blaine and show Kurt how to treat a man with respect he deserves, it'll serve him right." Eli said as he tossed Seb some clothes.

"Wow dude, just wow." Seb said as he went to shower.

KBKBKBKBKB

Kurt was sitting in the living room waiting for Blaine to arrive. He honestly didn't know what to feel. He felt numb. His heart had been broken twice by people he knew and trusted. Maybe he needed to stay away from boys for a while. Just focus on him and him only.

"Hey." Finn said as he sat next to him.

"Hi." Kurt said not taking his eyes off the TV.

"I bet you're real excited for Sebastian's party huh?"

"You have no idea." Kurt smirked.

"It's like I can hear that 'dun, dun, dun' music. Is something wrong?"

"Huh? Oh, uh, no. I'm fine. Just a little tired. But hey, have you been feeling good lately?"

"Yeah, I'm fine why?"

"It's just that you've seemed moody and like out of it lately." Kurt said. "You haven't been…"

"No! I mean, only once this year Kurt, but after getting a message from this 'J' person I stopped. I know that I shouldn't have done it, but I was nervous. That recruiter has been on our cases lately and I wanted to be the best." Finn said.

"That doesn't mean you can start it back up! What if your 'problem' had come back?" Kurt asked.

"It's not, I promise. I have too much to live for. Besides I can get the scholarship without the drugs, I promise." Finn said.

"Alright, Blaine should be here soon." Kurt said as he stood up.

"I can't believe you're doing this. Sebastian is gonna so stoked." Finn said as he walked outside.

"Oh it'll be something that he never forgets." Kurt said as he texted Quinn and Tina the lyrics to the song he wanted to sing for Sebastian's party.

Once Blaine showed up he was lead outside with the rest of the Glee club. He was shocked at what was set up. Sebastian's party was still gonna happen even after all that had happened. Maybe Kurt was gonna forgive Sebastian.

"Hey Kurt, can I talk to you for a moment?" Blaine asked. Puck and Kurt seemed like they had been in pretty intense conversation.

"Yeah sure, Puck?" Kurt said. Puck nodded his head.

"We'll talk later." He smiled and left.

"I thought Puck was straight?" Blaine joked.

"He is, he's helping me with something." Kurt said as he looked at the set up.

"Okay, so you're still going through with the party?"

"Yeah, I mean why cancel it if everything was already set in motion? Oh!" Kurt checked his phone. "He's here. Everyone he's here I'll be right back." Kurt said as he rushed into the house. He looked in the mirror one last time to make sure he had on the best acting face ever.

"Hey babe." Kurt said as he kissed Sebastian on the cheek. "Wow you look like hell."

"Kurt can we talk?" Sebastian asked.

"No time for that, we have to get out to the backyard." Kurt said as he started walking towards the door.

"Kurt, this is really important. I think we need to talk about last…"

"SURPRISE!" Everyone yelled. Blaine glared at Sebastian. Sebastian was taken aback because he wasn't expecting this. He thought that Kurt had forgotten his birthday.

"What is this?" he asked.

"A party dude." Puck said as he clasped an arm around Sebastian.

"Why does he look like a sick dolphin?" Britney asked Santana.

"I don't know, hey Chipmunk, what's with the hang over look?" she asked.

"No, no, no, no questions. It's a party after all. And baby I have a surprise for you." Kurt said as he walked up to a microphone, Quinn and Tina followed him. "Everyone, this is my gift for Sebastian. Hit it!" Kurt went from happy boyfriend to something darker than Sebastian or Blaine had ever seen before. As the music came through the speakers Sebastian knew he was in trouble.

Right now he's probably slow dancing with a bleached-blond tramp,
and he's probably getting frisky...

Kurt looked directly at Sebastian as he sang.

right now, he's probably buying him some fruity little drink
'cause he can't shoot whiskey...

Sebastian felt embarrassed. He knew something was coming, but he didn't think it would be this.

Right now, he's probably up behind him with a pool-stick,
showing him how to shoot a combo...

Sebastian couldn't even remember what the hell had happened last night. All he knew is that he had sex with Parker and Kurt saw it.

And he don't know...

That I dug my key into the side of his
pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive,
carved my name into his leather seats...
I took a Louisville slugger to both headlights,
slashed a hole in all 4 tires...

Luckily Kurt wasn't the hostel type to actually do what he's saying. But this 'J' person could and it scared the hell out of him.

Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats.

Right now, he's probably up singing some
white-trash version of All American Rejects karaoke..
Right now, he's probably saying "I'm drunk"
and he's a thinking that he's gonna get lucky,
Right now, he's probably dabbing on
3 dollars worth of that bathroom cologne...
And he don't know...

Kurt didn't know what to think, but he knew how he felt. Vengeful? He had never felt that way before. Even after Blaine cheated on him, he couldn't get revenge. He just avoided Blaine at all cost.

That I dug my key into the side of his
pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive,
carved my name into his leather seats,
I took a Louisville slugger to both headlights,
slashed a hole in all 4 tires...

Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats.

I might've saved a little trouble for the next guy,
'cause the next time that he cheats...

Kurt looked at Sebastian and then at Blaine. For some reason he felt powerful and strong. He didn't know if it was the song or maybe he was finally letting go of dating…for now. But he felt good.

Oh, you know it won't be on me!

Both Blaine and Sebastian felt the slap to the face. They had both hurt Kurt and they could never forgive themselves.

No...not on me
'Cause I dug my key into the side of his
pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive,
carved my name into his leather seats...
I took a Louisville slugger to both headlights,
slashed a hole in all 4 tires...

Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats.

Oh.. Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats...

Ohh... before he cheats...

Tina and Quinn just stared at Kurt after they were finished. Everybody in fact just stared. This was supposed to be a fun event and now it seemed scandalous.

"Kurt what the hell is going on?" Finn asked.

"Oh Finn honey, it would seem that Kurt had been hurt in some way and was expressing himself through a song." Rachel said and then glared at Sebastian.

"Hold up! Sebastian cheated?" Mercedes asked.

"Yep. And Kurt and I witnessed the whole thing. Well most of it anyway." Blaine said. There were gasps throughout the yard. Dave Karofsky just smiled.

"I-I didn't mean…Kurt can we please…"

"There's nothing left to say. Happy birthday asshole." Kurt said as he threw something at Sebastian and walked into the house. Blaine shoulder bumped Sebastian as he ran after Kurt.

"Dude, it's time for you to leave." Finn said with Puck, Sam, Mike, and Karofsky backing him up. Even Santana was with them.

"Alright." Sebastian said as he walked out the door, through the house, and out to his car. He couldn't believe it. All that time ragging on Blaine for being a cheating bastard and he ended up being no better than him. Sebastian opened the box that Kurt had thrown at him. It was a hotel key with a letter inside.

'Just thought that our first time should be special.'

XOXO Kurt.

It tore Sebastian apart. He knew that he really wanted to give his all to Kurt. Ever since the Blaine issue, Kurt had been reserved on having sex. Yeah they would mess around, but never full on sex. Kurt had wanted to give himself over completely to Sebastian and now he never would.

KBKBKBKBKB

"Hey Kurt I just wanted to see if you were feeling better?" Blaine asked as he walked into Kurt's bedroom. He had waited for the girls to leave before he spoke with Kurt.

"Yeah, I'll be fine. I mean it's not the first time I've had my heart broken. It sort of doesn't even compare to the first time." Kurt said as he looked out the window.

"I still really regret that." Blaine said.

"Of course, but it doesn't matter now. It's my junior year of high school. I just want to live my life." Kurt said. Blaine sat next to him.

"Kurt I want you to know that no matter what, I'll always be here." Blaine said and smiled. Kurt looked at him and hugged him.

"Thanks, I really need this right now." Kurt said. Blaine backed up and looked into Kurt's eyes. He leaned in and kissed Kurt on the lips. Kurt seemed into it before he pulled way.

"I'm sorry Kurt, I wasn't thinking." Blaine said. He looked into Kurt's eyes to find nothing there. It was as if Kurt had shut down. And then it happened. Kurt was in Blaine's arms kissing him senseless.

"Kurt what…?"

"Don't speak; just take me to the bed." Kurt said. Blaine couldn't get them to the bed fast enough. Clothes were shed and skin was on skin.

Blaine lay between Kurt's legs and as he sucked on his neck. Kurt moaned and bucked beneath him. It had been so long since he had had sex. Blaine spit in his hand and fingered Kurt open. It was like a heat of passion or a moment of passion, whatever.

He entered Kurt nice and slow. He didn't want to hurt him, it seemed like Kurt was extremely tight. Once he was fully inside, he looked Kurt in his eyes.

"Are you sure?" he asked.

"Blaine you're already inside me…do you really want to stop now?" Kurt asked as he wrapped his legs around Blaine pulling him in deeper. Blaine moaned wantonly.

"Yeah you're right." He said as he leaned down and captured Kurt's lips with his own. His thrusts were nice and slow. It was almost like making love… that is until Kurt wanted it hard and rough.

"C'mon Blaine, that's too slow." Kurt said as he flipped them over. Blaine was bewildered as he watched Kurt begin to ride him.

"Oh Baby…damn…go faster." Blaine grunted as he held on to Kurt's hips. Kurt nodded his head and bounced up and down, fucking himself on Blaine's cock. God how he missed this. Blaine's dick hit up against his prostate just right.

"Right there! Oh God Blaine!" Kurt yelled as he moved faster.

"I know…ugh…Jesus." Blaine groaned. It all became too much for him as he spilled his seed deep within Kurt.

Kurt could feel the warmth of Blaine's cum and he came completely undone. He bounced 1…2…3 more times before he came untouched all over Blaine's stomach and chest.

"Holy fuck BLAINE!" he screamed as he rode out his orgasm. When he was done he fell on top of Blaine. Blaine wrapped his arms around Kurt and kissed him. His cock slipped out of Kurt and he laid him down beside him.

"God that was incredible." Kurt said.

"Uh, Kurt?" Blaine said. Kurt looked over at him. "We didn't use a condom."

"Oh, well I'm clean." Kurt said.

"Same here." Blaine replied.

"Eww, ugh yuck." Kurt said as he felt Blaine's cum drip out of his ass. "I'll be right back." Kurt got up and came back with a wash cloth. Once they were cleaned up they just laid there.

"Kurt, we can't do this." Blaine said as he turned towards Kurt.

"Why not?" Kurt asked.

"Because I'm just a rebound. I want you to want me, because you want me. Not because you're hurting. I'd feel like I was taking advantage of you." Blaine said as he stood up.

"Blaine please, it's been so long. I need this." Kurt said as he pulled the blanket up to cover himself. Blaine looked at him and crawled back on top him. They kissed and rutted against each other until they were both hard again. And then came round two.

When they were finished Blaine sat up and walked over to the window. Kurt watched Blaine's beautiful full round ass walked away.

"I told you I needed it." Kurt said.

"Oh please you had Sebastian. You didn't seem to care about rubbing the fact that Sebastian fucked you senseless to me." Blaine snapped.

"Nothing happened!" Kurt shouted. Blaine just looked at him.

"What?"

"Nothing happened. I said that because I was hurting. We never had sex. Fooled around a lot yes, but never full on love making. Like you and Eli. Well you and Eli were just fucking, it wasn't love." Kurt said.

"Like that wasn't just what we were doing." Blaine sighed and shook his head. "I don't understand. Why'd you lie?"

"Because I was hurt?" Kurt deadpanned. "People do crazy things when their hurt." Kurt looked at Blaine sternly.

"You're right, they do. Why did I screw up the best thing I ever had?" Blaine asked himself.

"Because you're an idiot." Kurt murmured. Blaine heard him and sat next to him.

"Yeah I was. But Kurt if we did try again, I wouldn't hurt you, ever." Blaine said.

"I don't know. I'm so conflicted. I need to think about things." Kurt said. Blaine immediately understood and put his clothes back on. He kissed Kurt one last time.

"Take all the time you need. It's your decision." Blaine said and left. Kurt fell back against his pillows and thought for a moment. Did he really just have bareback sex with his cheating bastard ex, that now was his sort of friend again? God, what had he become?

"From this day forward, I'm going on hiatus. No more boys unless I feel they're the one." Kurt said to himself as he picked up his phone and dialed a number.

"Hey Puck, about that conversation earlier? Make sure the stakes are high. I need to do some retail therapy soon."

SKSKSKSKSKSKSKSK

That Monday Kurt was at his locker when Sebastian walked up to him. Kurt put on his bitch face and walked away. He wasn't really in the mood to speak with his ex. He was tired of getting hurt.

"Kurt come on! We need to talk. I screwed up royally and I never should've done it." Sebastian said as he followed him.

"Whatever." Kurt replied.

"I should be the one that's upset. You forgot my birthday." Sebastian snapped. Kurt stopped dead in his tracks. He gave Sebastian a look that made him shrink in on himself.

"What…did…you…just…say?" he said each word laced with a menacing tone.

"Y-you f-forgot my b-birthday." Sebastian stuttered. Kurt wanted to slap him.

"D-did you not see what I was doing on Saturday?" Kurt retorted.

"That was after my birthday. And besides I don't see why you're getting all worked up anyway. I saw you and Blaine together." Sebastian said.

"What the fuck are you talking about?" Sebastian pulled out his phone and showed Kurt 'J's text.

"Can't speak huh?" Sebastian asked. "Is it because you cheated on me first? Or because you got caught. How long has this been going on?"

"You son of a bitch! That dinner was for you! Blaine helped me plan a nice birthday dinner for you since you so called don't like parties." Kurt said as he wrapped his hands around himself.

"What?"

"Yeah, it was gonna be a nice quiet dinner for us then I was gonna…" Kurt shook his head. "It doesn't matter now. Apparently you like parties and sluts." Kurt looked at Parker who scoured away after seeing him.

"Kurt I swear what I did with him was an accident. I was drunk and h-hurt. I thought you forgot about me and was going back to Blaine." Sebastian said.

"Cheating isn't an accident, falling off your bike is an accident. You don't just trip and fall into so random guys asshole!" Kurt shouted. Everyone seemed to stop and stare at the head Cheerio and Lacrosse Captain.

"Oh please like you didn't fuck Blaine. Admit it Kurt you fucked Blaine too!" Sebastian screamed. Kurt slapped him in the face.

"Unlike you I know how to keep it in my pants. We're through." Kurt lied and walked away.

"Damn, dude Princess is pissed." Eli laughed as looked at Sebastian.

"Fuck off Eli." He said as he walked to his locker.

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Finn had been on edge lately. He felt like he was having a relapse. But he couldn't be could he? He hadn't done anything since the beginning of the year and even then he was able to stop himself and focus on his coping techniques. But something hadn't been right.

He seemed to be getting strong lately. It wasn't like he didn't like it because he did, but it seemed really strange. His sexual appetite seemed to spike at certain times. Can't say that Rachel was upset about that though. So maybe things weren't going wrong. He felt his neck getting stiff so he put some more of his cream on it.

"Hey dude." Puck said as he put on his gear.

"Hey man." Finn replied.

"You okay?"

"Why the fuck does everyone keep asking me that! I'm fucking fine!" Finn slammed the door and walked out of the locker room.

"What's up with him?" Karofsky asked. Puck shook his head.

"I don't know, but I'm gonna fine out." Puck said.

On the field Finn seemed to get really distracted. It was as if he was shutting down. He felt tired all of a sudden. After his freak out with Puck, it was as if he'd lost all his energy. He didn't even run when some yelled 'Hut!'

"Finn catch man!" Dave yelled. Finn shook his head and as he caught the ball he was tackled too.

"Nice try Hudson!" Roscoe yelled at him. Finn got up and looked around dazed.

"What the hell was that?" Coach Bieste yelled.

"You okay Finn?" Kurt asked. He was concerned for his big brother. He hadn't seen him like this since he was using. And he really hoped he wasn't using again.

"I ugh, I don't feel so good." Finn said and rushed to the locker room. He hadn't eaten anything, so all he did was dry heave over the toilet.

"What the hell is wrong with me?" Finn asked as he felt a migraine start to form. He heard his phone beep from inside his locker and went to check on it.

'Seems like you're having a bad day Finny. Are you sure you're okay? Wouldn't want you to have a relapse now would we?'

J.

"This can't be good." Finn said as he shut his phone off and leaned over the toilet once more.

Next time on DLS: Finn finally snaps. Sebastian wants revenge. Kurt is put on the spot. Big changes for Kurt and Finn.

A/N: Tsk, tsk, tsk Klaine what are you doing? And Sebastian oh nice fight. Could've been longer, but nah stopped it right there. And Eli? What the hell. Told you this story would have twists and turns. Poor Finn, did you guess his secret yet? Kurt's will be coming up soon too. Oh and he'll also have a secret that not even he will be expecting. Oh and the introduction to the Ander-siblings. Angel is an Angel while Cooper, well he's Cooper. More to come. Read and Review XOXO ShadowBeauty.