They both sat there on the couch holding hands, unsure of why Tina got so mad, but it didn't matter. They knew what they had just done, had just said to each other. They had just said it out loud to each other. They had quoted their song to each other. The one they would some day sing at their wedding. The one that meant more than sex. It was more intimate than sex and they just quoted it out loud to each other.
Wow! He remembers our song. I was sure he had forgot about it by now. I sure he no longer remembered it or what it meant. Then he proves to me and to Tina that he still remembers it and he still loves me. I threw in the thing about friends because Tina was standing there. She knows we are more than that. It just feels weird to actually say that again, actually say out loud that we are more than friends. Kurt is lost deep in thought as he stares at Blaine.
Blaine is lost in tought as he looks at Kurt from the corner of his eye.
"Oh my God! Just choose a song already!" Santana loudly yells at Jake.
"It has to be the perfect song!" Jake snaps back at her.
"No song is perfect," Kitty says to them. "I guess if you are going to take forever then I will sing next!"
"No! I am going next! Just give me a few more seconds. I think I have it." He says all softly while looking at Marley.
"Well then go already!" Sugar barks at him completely annoyed at how long it took him to choose a freaking song.
Jake rushed to the stage. "I had to get a song. Sorry it took me so long. I had to have the perfect song. I wanted to sing it to Marley. We all know how she is kinda shy and stuff so I chose a song that talks about not saying much. Like how even though you aren't talking I can hear you loud and clear. You don't have to say words for me to know what it is that you are saying. So I love you and hope you like the song I picked for you."
Everybody says "Awe!"
Jake starts singing. "It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart without saying a word, you can light up the dark..." He continues singing as Blaine glances over at Kurt.
Kurt has a huge smile on his face. Wow! This song says it all right now. We aren't speaking and haven't spoke since our moment a few minutes ago and we both feel so in love. He completes me so well. Maybe I should just come out and tell him this. Tell him I know he is in love with him. He doesn't have to say it, but I know that he is. I think I shall do this. Wait, Kurt be careful. Don't freak him out. I don't think it would freak him out.
He's smiling and he can't stop. I guess he feels it too. He feels how much we love each other without actually saying it. I should tell him I love him. That I don't say those words often enough. Even though I don't always say it that I will always mean it. Blaine, stop and listen to yourself. He knows this. Saying it would be all that much better. Maybe I'll tell him in a minute.
They are both lost in thought and yet completely in love with each other. They know at this time their relationship that this songs speaks volumes. It explains them so freaking well. They keep sneaking glances at each other and falling more in love with each passing second. They want each other so bad. Yet they don't want to push things this soon. Jake continues singing and looking at Marley in deep thought and love. Marley keeps staring back at him ever so lovingly. She looks like she is gonna jump up on the stage and kiss him. He starts singing the chorus a second time.
"There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me the touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall you say it best when you say nothing at all..." He contiues to sing looking directly at Marley.
Blaine looks down at his Kurt's hands as that line is sung. Kurt does the same thing. They look up at each other.
"Kurt?" Blaine says very softly and lovingly.
"Yes, Blaine," Kurt says back to him.
"This song...it, umm, it umm, it's, it's, umm, uh, a great song," Blaine stammers.
"Yes, it is. It is a very good song." Kurt says.
"It is, uh, umm, umm, it is, uh, more than a song though," Blaine stammers while looking in Kurts eyes.
"How so?" Kurt asks, even though he knows the answer.
"Well, it, uh, it just is." Blaine says to him.
"What exactly do you mean?" Kurt ask him. He is very curious as to what Blaine has to say.
"Well, uh, it explained us when we first met. You were in love with me from day one. Yet you never said anything. You kept it a secret. You were doing all you could to say love me without actually saying it. At Valentines Day you say we are just like When Harry Met Sally. That is when I liked you for real. I just couldn't say anything because I hadn't had a huge moment yet and I was just getting over the awful Gap Attack thing. Then you sang Blackbird. That is when I realized I was in love with you. Really in love with you. Which sucks that it took a bird dying for me to see this. Then I was still looking for a song for us to use as a duet. I came into the room that day to see what you were doing and I fell even more in love with you. You were making Pavarotti a casket and I knew in that moment you were adorable. I knew I was really in love with you even more than I had thought before. You had no clue. I was quiet. I was saying it when I chose to sing that duet with you. I was saying I was in love with you without actually saying it. We both did this for so long. This song means more than just some words." Blaine says to him.
"I see what you saying. We were in love and didn't say anything. We were saying it best when we said nothing at all. Neither of us was smart enough to realize it. Blaine, I have something I would like to tell you." Kurt says while looking into Blaine's eyes.
"Yes, Kurt, go ahead. You can tell me anything." Blaine says back to him.
Anything, huh? I can tell him anything. Wow...this is going to be tough. He just spilled out his heart to me and I feel like I should do the same thing. I am in love with him and he deserves to know it. At this very moment I need to say it to him. Quit being a pussy and just tell him. Hurry up and do it.
Kurt is lost deep in thought and then the music ends and it breaks his concentration. "Kurt? What was it that you were going to say to me?" Blaine asks him.
It flashes back to Kurt's bedroom
"What was I about to tell you?" Kurt asks Blaine.
"What do you think it was?" Blaine asks Kurt.
"I'm not sure. I was drunk. It could have been a number of things." Kurt says jokingly.
"A number of things, huh?" Blaine chuckles. "I'm sure it was only one thing."
"I know this is off topic, but does my dad know you are here?" Kurt asks concerningly.
"Yes, he knows I am here." Blaine assures him. "I went to get a glass of water because I was thirsty and he was getting ready to leave to for work. He told me that I could stay as long as wanted, but no funny business. He told me to make sure you were okay because you never sleep this late. I then told him that you were fine just had a bad headache. He smirked at my comment. I'm sure he knew something was up when you fell twice coming up the stairs last night."
"I fell coming up the stairs? And not once but twice? How did that happen?" Kurt asks
"That is getting ahead of the story," Blaine reminds him.
"Oh. Well I'm getting a little hungry. You want to go downstairs and I'll make us some breakfast and you can finish the story?" Kurt asks him.
"Sounds like a plan to me." Blaine says.
Kurt and Blaine both hop off the bed and get ready to head downstairs. Blaine watches as Kurt puts on pajama pants and a tank top. They are both in almost the exact same thing. Blaine is wearing Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle pants and a white tank top. While Kurt is in Llama pajama pants and a black tank top. They both head downstairs.
"Scrambled eggs and toast okay with you?" Kurt asks Blaine.
"That sounds yummy." Blaine tells him. "I'll get the orange juice ready. If that is okay with you?"
"That is perfectly fine with me." Kurt says to him.
Kurt makes the scrambles eggs and Blaine makes the toast. They sit down at the table ready to eat breakfast.
"So what happened next? Did I tell you what I was about to say?" Kurt ask.