Authors Rant Part 2
I'm baaaaaaaaack! Lol. Well the last time I did this I wasn't in a good place. But I still stand by my words. I think I'm gonna do this every few episodes of glee.
Now on to 4.09. It was a decent episode. Really glad that Kurt and Blaine are talking again. Blaine being a Cheerio? OMG I was so... Well the thoughts I was thinking were rated NC 17. But seriously, it was hot. Felt bad that they lost though. But from the rumors I've heard, they might just get to compete again. Yay! Kurt blew his audition out of the water. I thought it was really good. Kind of wished that we could've seen him telling Blaine. But yeah.
Glee Actually 4.10, beautiful. I did want to say something about that though. I felt that Kurt chickened out of going to see Blaine. I mean sure he probably would've been home alone. But something just didn't seem right. If Burt and Carole were going somewhere else why would Burt appear in New York? Well it's quite simple, either he knew he had to tell Kurt about his condition, or he lied to him in order to surprise him. And boy did he, prostate cancer? Really? Ugh glee writers, read some fan fiction if you can't come up with any ideas.
Kurt seeing Blaine was beautiful. But I do believe that he was battling a severe internal battle. He was overjoyed to see Blaine, but as soon as he mentioned Burt, something changed in Kurt. I'm pretty sure Kurt was thinking, 'Oh so you're here for pity reasons. Okay' but it could've been something else. When Blaine asked if Kurt was happy to see him, I could tell that Kurt was hesitant. And I also saw that they almost kissed. Another reason why I believe Kurt was acting the way he was. He knew that he wanted Blaine again, but still wasn't at the right place for him yet. Kurt's in a vulnerable spot. I hated the non- heart to heart that they were supposed to get. I mean come on, get us all hyped up and for what? Blaine initiating the friend zone? Kurt should've been the one to do that.
Back at the apartment was awkward and funny. Burt and his future son in law were adorable. I can see that Kurt wanted so bad so snap at Blaine when he said something about holding out for 20 seconds. I read on Tumblr that someone wanted Kurt to say 'And you couldn't hold out 2 more weeks before cheating on me?' I laughed so hard I nearly cried. And Blaine not talking to Kurt about his future? What the hell. So they can talk to each other about their lives together in Province Town, but they won't talk about Blaine's dreams? Bullshit. I liked how at first Kurt seemed hesitant, but said it would be okay. And Blaine's heart eyes, yeah he's definitely not gonna let Kurt go. Same goes for Kurt. He tried so hard to focus on his dad, but I can tell that he wanted so hard to show some kind of emotion towards Blaine, but felt conflicted.
Now for my comments. Burt having Prostate Cancer, huge slap in the face to Kurt and the fandom. And for people who say that Kurt's being cold and distant. Well I was one of those people in the beginning. I realize now that Kurt was in a tough place. His dad has cancer and seeing his ex for the second time after the breakup, he was overwhelmed. Kurt tends to internalize his feelings. This will eventually lead him to exploding. I mean I would be conflicted too. Seeing my ex for the first time on different terms would make me hesitant too.
I'm old school so I feel once a cheater always a cheater. I can't go back to season 2 or 3 without crying. I don't hate Blaine, but I have lost my respect for him. I have particular beliefs on cheating. I would take Blaine back eventually. Mainly because I believe that Klaine's bond is too strong. I want them back together, I really do. But I can't forget what Blaine did and it still hurts.
I don't hate him, no he's way too cute and compact for that. But I do hate what he did. It could've been different. I only want Klaine back together if Blaine slept with Eli (I still don't think he did) then Kurt gets to sleep with Adam.( that's what they're calling him now.) Because I feel that if the bond was broken (sexually that is. Full on Penetrative sex) and Blaine did sleep with Eli, then that means he's only slept with two people. One which was the only person he should've been with and some stranger. While Kurt could sleep with Adam while they were in a respectful relationship. Then he could come to the same conclusion Blaine did. It would be fair that way.
I don't want it to happen either, but it would just be fair. Now my other way for them to get back together is if Blaine didn't sleep with Eli and came to a conclusion after kissing him and rolling around in the bed, then Kurt could go through the same thing. It would just seem fair. I really hope that Blaine didn't sleep with Eli; it would just kill his character. I get it that they wanted to show Blaine with faults. We've seen that. Hello, he ran away to Dalton, he got gay bashed, he thought he was bisexual, didn't want to go to the prom( gay bashed at Sadie's Hawkins dance), he got drunk and wanted to have sex, didn't like to be without his hair gel, he had issues with his brother and father. Yeah he's faulted and not perfect; don't add cheating there to kill Blaine's character.
I could see that that in the flashback that Blaine's hair was a mess; he was putting on his shirt, and looked guilty. Okay, maybe he had the intent on cheating and backed out once the shirts were off. I could see in the back that Eli had a glass in his hand. Maybe Blaine stopped it at a certain point and asked for a glass of water. He then felt something and came to his realization and started putting on his shirt. And during the breakup if he did sleep with Eli, then he'd be begging for forgiveness. He seemed indifferent. He didn't even say it would never happen again. There's things missing in that equation. Plus he was going to say something on Glease before Kurt stopped him.
In the Christmas episode, I feel that they should've talked more. Kurt could've told him more about he felt. And Blaine could've explained what and why he did what he did. But I understand why they didn't and that was because it was the Christmas episode. I do feel that they will talk and with talk of being drama at the Wemma wedding, I have a strange feeling that it will be at the wedding, especially of Kurt brings Adam.
Now about Kurt's love interest. I'm really excited to see it. In the beginning I was dead set against it. But now, I believe that Kurt does need to see someone else. He's confused right now and the love of his life betrayed him in the worst possible way. So yeah of course he needs to be confident that he wants Blaine back. And another thing, people say that Kurt's moving too fast. Yeah that may be true, but when you're heartbroken you do stupid things, ex. Blaine? So yeah with him being hit on by some totally hot and older stranger, I can see why he'd go for it.
Kurt thinks that he isn't sexy. So far he's only had Blaine, whose drop dead gorgeous, and chandler no comment, and Karofsky make a pass at him. So when he's down on his luck and someone approaches him, he's going to blush and think about things. Hence why he talked to Rachel, knowing that he can't really talk to Blaine about the issue. I'm really excited to see how that goes. Indo hope Kurt talks to Blaine about Adam though. As much as my spiteful side wants Kurt to rub Adam in Blaine's face (Because let's admit, we'd all do that because we want that other person to hurt, I know I would.) But I don't think it would be right for him to do that. A nice polite conversation of a new romance, and Blaine being hurt a little, but not doing anything drastic. Just be happy that Kurt's happy or fight harder to win Kurt back.
As for Blaine, I don't care what they say. Blaine shouldn't be crushing on anyone. I mean, he's still in love with Kurt right? So why crush on someone else? Now Tina I can understand, but I thought she was working things out with Mike. And him crushing on Sam? No, they would be making him like Kurt, and they're already making Kurt the male version of Rachel. But hey, whatever. I really hope they do that storyline justice. And another thing, if Blaine did go all the way, why in Glease would he try so hard to tell Kurt? "Hey Kurt after I had des with someone else, I relaxed that it was you that really want?" Because if that was what he was going to say then, I have zero respect for him.
I also saw that people asked some source about Adam being nice to Kurt and people responded negatively about it. The reason that person asked that is because there's a script page with Adam (Paul then) said something about Kurt being a twink. Basically he's like Kurt's own Sebastian. He seems like he could be cocky, but maybe they'll change it. I kind of want something good to happen with them. I want to see Kurt be more free and act different with Adam than he did with Blaine, but come to realize later on that he really loves Blaine and Adam understands and Klaine is reborn.
There's probably more I'll add but can think of anything right now. Probably will be back after the hiatus or maybe sooner. And like I said before, be nice to the cast and crew fans. Be respectful to the characters and the cast. They're working their butts off to keep this show alive and I want it to go on to season 5, with Kurt and Blaine's wedding.
Oh. Klaine wedding. That would totally make me forgive the cheating. Like at the end of season 4, Blaine could propose. Saying along the lines of "I know you'll have doubts, but hopefully this will erase them." And then he pulls out a ring and it ends with Kurt saying yes. And season 5 with moving forward with relationship issues and fun times. Then maybe one of them will call it off and then put it back on. Then the season could end with them getting married. I could see it now, Kurt in white, because let's just admit it; Chris Colfer in a white tux would be amazing. And Darren in black even better.
Also, I hope that when they do get together, that in New York they change. Be a bit more mature, like more kisses, mentioning's of sex, and all out adulthood. And maybe they could change the way they dress too. Keep Kurt fabulous and have Blaine tone down the preppy rich boy look. He'd be a graduate no need to dress like a grandpa anymore. Though I did love his bowties. But yeah a mature couple in New York. They could even have challenges in school. Like going up against each other and so on and so forth something like that would be awesome.
And I'll say it again, I want Klaine back together, I really do. I just want Kurt to have his realization moment the same way Blaine did, either sleeping with Adam or coming close to it. Deep in my heart I don't believe Blaine went all the way. It just doesn't seem right. Too many left open doors. And if he did Darren, Ryan Murphy, or the guy that played Eli would've said so. I don't hate Blaine; I've lost respect for him. But he's slowly gaining it back. By reaching out to Kurt and forgiving himself. And by being there for Kurt and Burt. I gave him some props. But he still has a ways to go. I'm confident that they'll get back together, simply because they have a bond that can't be broken. If it was truly over, Kurt would've never talked to Blaine again, plain and simple.
I really do hope for a heart to heart though. We might not get it, but hopefully something will come of it. I need for some validation that Blaine didn't go all the way. I know it would make sense if he did, but I just don't see it. I really would prefer them to get them together before Blaine's prom. It would be magical for Kurt to show up asking for that dance and recapturing season twos Prom Queen Episode. A girl can dream right? Let's just hope. And that ends my rant, until I can come up with something else. And I did, let's get Ryan to let our boys sing A Thousand Years Part 2 by Christna Perri. It could have a double meaning. Like while its supposed to be for the Wemma wedding, but it could be Kurt and Blaine singing it to each other. It's a beautiful song that would be perfect for them. So twitters, tumblrs, and facebookers, let's all get the message out there for Klaine to sing A Thousand Years Part 2 at the Wemma wedding.