*cowers in fear* Im really sorry guys. I feel like ive let you all down!
I know its been forever since i last posted an actual chapter but i have been busy school- exams this week, home life and i'm really into my others stories. All that crap combined is pretty much a filler.
I finally began reading Tempted today and i'm only on like page 91 and im already switched teams from erik to stark. Go Stark! Kaylee would be proud of me. Lol. Winter break starts next week so i'll have more time to read and write. Also, tell me if you've read Tempted yet and if you liked it or not. Don't give anything away because I havent finished it yet and i'll have to hurt you. You should have seen what happened to my friend when she 'accidently' told me that Stevie Rae dies in Betrayed and my other friend who told me about what happens to Bella in Breaking Dawn, (kaylee was with me on that one. We were so mad!)
Enjoy this chapter. Not sure when the next will be up.
p.s. i get to use my awesome spanish skills in this one. And by that i mean Google Translate.
I folded my arms on my desk and hid my face in them. I felt like
crying. My Spanish teacher was going on with a lesson, but I hadn't
been listening at all. Everything was crap right now. I was in danger;
normal for me. I was in pain; something I'd gotten us to. I closed
my eyes and tried not to think about Stark or Edward.
"Senorita Isabella. ¿Te sientes bien?" I heard my teacher call out,
asking if I was okay.
"Si, senora," I replied after my head snapped up.
"Bien, entonces ¿cómo se dice "I have to study more"?" she asked,
obviously hinting that my grade was low; I really didn't care.
"Uh... Tengo que estudiar más," I said, my accent horrible.
"Muy bien." She turned back to the board. I sighed and prayed
that the bell would ring soon.
At some point in the class I dozed off and woke up right before
the bell rang, then I high tailed it out of there. I went down the
hallway and toward my dorm. When I finally reached the room and opened
the door, I saw Edward sitting on my bed. Nala and Hikari were on
Zoey's bed hissing at Edward. His head snapped up when I opened the
door.
"Hi," he said. I ignored him and went to my dresser. I pulled out
my pajama bottoms and went to the bathroom. I slipped out of my jeans
and into my pajamas. I really wanted to sleep, something I've been
doing every chance I got. Because with sleep came the numbing. Not
relief from the pain, just a temporary numbing, like taking medicine.
I walked out of the bathroom, and he was still sitting on my bed.
"What do you want?" I said, walking over to Zoey's bed and picking
up my pet cat and petting her between the ears trying soothe her. She
hissed and fumbled in my arms.
"I think that we should talk," he said quietly.
"Great. 'Cause I'm jonesing for another heart-wrenching
conversation!" I said.
"I want to talk about the dog," he said, "What were you thinking?
Being friends with a young werewolf! They're extremely dangerous!"
"That's really none of your business, Edward," I snapped.
"I just want you-"
"Safe!" I cut him off, "I swear, if I have to hear you say that
one more time..."
"Why are you acting like this?" he asked. "Why are you acting so
bitter and angry toward me? What happened to the sweet Bella I fell in
love with last year?"
I sat down on Zoey's bed and stared down at the carpet. "I don't
know. Every time I turn around I'm getting hurt. I just don't know what
to do anymore. Everyone I love left me, and I just can't-," my voice
broke.
"What happened to you?" he asked. A flicker of anger pulsed
through me.
"What do you mean what happened to me?" I said loudly. "You left
me, Edward. I loved you and you just got up and left like it was
nothing. What did you expect to happen? I'd say 'Oh, too bad, I really
liked that guy. I'll miss him' and then go on with my life like "you
never existed" as you put it. Not likely, Edward."
"I'm sorry, Bella, I just-" he said.
"Don't bother, Edward." I said and then he got up to leave. He
started for the door then paused with his hand on the knob.
"I still love you Bella," he said. And then he was gone. I
began to cry until something hard hit the back of my head and
everything went dark.
Hurray for cliffhangers! Not really.
Review and more chapters will come i swear.
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