a/n: Hey guys I hope you liked the beginning. I would love to hear your thoughts on what I should do next.

I thought I'd had a tough time sleeping the night before filming, but honestly I don't think I've slept a wink since.

And it was all Austin Moon's fault. He was so confusing. He'd given me hell all through high school, but sleeping with him. . .

It was amazing. That's what scared me the most. Because I wanted to do it again.

"Allllly. Earth to Ally." I was so lost in thought I hadn't realized Caitlin had walked up behind me.

"Oh, sorry, Caity." I blew out a breath. "I'm just a little tired."

She grinned. "Sure, you're tired. It has nothing to do with the fact that Austin Moon is sitting right over there."

My face probably looked life a fire hydrant.

"Is it that obvious?!"

"Well," she giggled. "Maybe not that-yes it's that obvious."

I groaned, my head in my hands.

"Austin and Ally!" Paul was calling us over.

Somehow I was able to pick my feet up and walk over.

Austin was wearing low ride jeans that showed a strip of his boxers, and a grey t-shirt. I breathed in, trying to calm down my beating heart.

"You guys," Paul was grinning. "All the stuff we have of you is absolutely fantastic! Seriously, you guys are doing great."

I looked up, and saw that Austin had a smug expression. I swear, guys always think that just because a girl looks like she's enjoying herself it makes them some sort of sex god. Never mind the fact that heactually was a sex god. No one should look that pleased with themselves.

"But I do think you guys should get to know each other better." Paul was still talking.

"Wait," I was confused. "You said we were great. Why do we need to get to know each other better?"

"You are great," he said kindly. "But I just think you need to click a little more. I mean you're supposed to be like 'soul mates,' and all that shit."

"I don't mind," Austin spoke up, and grinned at me. "I would love to get to know you better."

Of fucking course he would.

And that is how I found myself having lunch with Austin Moon at a little cafe. The shop itself was adorable, with warm yellow paint and wooden chairs.

But I couldn't focus on any of that. Every time Austin shifted I took the time to study his body.

I hadn't had enough time to look before. Well, I mean I'd looked, I just would have liked to look longer.

Now I could see the way he hunched his shoulders, and how his back curved at the top.

We were supposed to be talking, 'getting to know each other.' But it was completely silent.

Until he finally spoke up. "Are you still mad at me?"

Okay. Not what I'd been expecting.

He looked serious, though. Not like he was making fun of me.

"I mean, you were kind of a dick." I shrugged, not knowing what to say.

He nodded, "I was. And I'm sorry."

My mouth dropped. I never thought I would catch Austin Moon apologizing to anyone, let alone me.

"You're sorry?" I asked in disbelief.

"Yes, I am." He was looking straight into my eyes. "Really."

"Well, I don't forgive you." I'm pretty sure I was just saying that. Surprisingly, I wasn't mad at him anymore. Huh. Maybe it was because we had slept together. Go figure.

He leaned his head forward, and took my hand. "You don't forgive me?" His voice was low and deep.

"Mmm, no." I tried my best not to stutter.

Inching forward, he traced patterns on the palm of my hand, making me shiver.

"Are you sure?"

He was so close. His smell engulfed me. I breathed in, my head spinning.

"I'm-I, uh, sure." I just wanted him to come closer.

His forehead touched me and I closed my eyes.

"Ally," I could feel his breath on my face.

"Austin," I murmured, reaching forward.

But he pulled back, and I made a sound of displeasure.

"Tell me you forgive me."

I could barely think, let alone formulate a sentence.

"Forgive, uh, forgive you."

He grinned. Smug bastard.

But then his lips were on mine, and I forgot everything.

I pulled him closer, nibbling his bottom lip.

"Ally," he groaned against my lips.

My nipples peaked, and I wanted him. Wanted him right there.

"Ally? Allyson, is that you?" I knew that voice, maybe, I couldn't really be sure. My brain was functioning at about 35 percent right then.

I pulled away, my head clearing a little.

Turning around, I froze.

My mother.

Fuckity fuck fuckers.

My mom does not know that I'm a porn star. I mean, I'm not ashamed of my job. Not at all. But it's still not something that I really wanted to share with the family.

However, it was going to be a little difficult to explain why I was making out with a random guy in a cafe.

"Mom," my voice squeaked. "What are you doing here?"

She frowned at me.

"I mean, um. Hi." I was blushing now.

"Hello, Allyson." She was staring at Austin. "Who's your. . . friend?"

"Hi, Mrs. Dawson," Austin held out his hand. "Ally and I went to high school together."

I breathed out in relief. He could obviously tell my mother didn't know.

"Oh." My mother looked a little confused. I hadn't exactly had a lot of friends in high school.

"Right," I cut in. "Mom, this is Austin. Austin, this is my mother."

My mom relaxed a little. She looked kind of, happy. She probably thought I was socially retarded and was just glad I had at least one friend.

A friend that she had seen me making out with.

Just as I was thinking this, my mom looked at us, her face puzzled.

And then she smiled. "Ally, is he your boyfriend?"

"What!" I coughed. "I mean, why would you say that?"

Now my mother looked confused. "If he's not your boyfriend then why were you kissing him?"

That was a good question. I didn't think because our porn director thought we needed to get to know each other a little more was gonna fly, though..

I glanced at Austin nervously.

"I-" Austin cut me off. "Of course she's my girlfriend." He wrapped his arm around my waist, pulling me into his side.

My eyes flew to his. He looked completely serious.

"What are you doing?" I hissed.

He ignored me. "In fact, I was wondering when I would get to meet my Ally's family."

He didn't. The little fucker.

My mother smiled. "Well, we would all love to meet you. What perfect timing. We're all heading to the beach this weekend. Why don't the two of you join us."

My heart was slamming around in my ribcage. "I'm, uh, I don't think-"

"We would love to," Austin smiled his dazzling smile at her.

I was really going to have to talk to him about the whole cutting me off thing. And the telling my mother we were in a relationship thing.

I snorted. I would have plenty of time to talk to him. On our beach weekend, where we would get to pretend to be in a relationship around my family.

Austin Moon was seriously complicating my life.

a/n: So I am really excited for the next chapter, and you guys should be too ;)