a/n: Wow, so I feel like everyone I talked to had an awful week. Maybe it's a worldwide thing. Anyways, hope this makes it a little better.

I'd never really felt lonely in my life. I was alright with being alone, and if I really needed someone I'd always had my brother or my parents.

But now I was realizing just how truly alone I was. My big brother was married to the love of his life. My parents were enjoying their kid-free lives. And I was sitting in my empty apartment, which had never felt this big before.

I blew out a breath, and fell back on the couch cushions. I missed Austin. That's all there was to it.

We hadn't really talked since we'd gotten back from the beach. Maybe he was regretting it. Maybe it was just too awkward.

Of course, I hadn't called him either, but that's just because I had no idea what to say.

Hey, you're the only person in the whole world that I've ever felt this connected to.

It was just too stupid. And besides, he probably wasn't even thinking about me anymore.

We'd been filming for about three months when Paul pulled Austin and I aside.

"We're almost ready to put a rap on this movie, guys."

Paul was grinning at us like this should be the best news of the year.

It wasn't.

My stomach was churning. Finishing this movie meant that I'd probably never see Austin again.

"Great," I managed to say. "I'm sure it'll turn out really well."

Austin looked at me, his face undecipherable. It hurt just to see him. To remember what we'd done.

I gave them my best smile. "Well, I'd better get back to my, um, stuff."

"Not so fast, Ally." Paul stopped me. "We just have one last scene we need to finish."

Austin frowned. "I thought we had all our footage."

"Well, we do." Paul started. "But, well, it's the sex scene guys. We were editing it last night and we just thought that if we did one more take where you guys were fighting a bit more, it might come out a little sexier."

I gave Paul my best youarefuckingruiningmylife face.

There was no way I could have sex with Austin again. Not when it could be the last time.

"Are you sure, Paul?" I tried not to let all the desperation I felt seep into my voice.

"Is that a problem, Ally?"

I could feel both of their eyes on me. Austin's were burning a hole into the side of my face, but I couldn't look at him.

"No, no. Of course not."

"Excellent," Paul clapped his hands. "Once more then."

Yeah. Once more.

Thursday had been everyone's last day on set, so Friday morning had only me, Austin, Paul and some of the crew in the studio.

Reed was doing my hair, while I sat in the chair, contemplating my fate.

I had two options. I could either run out of here screaming, tempting but I didn't want to lose my job. Or I could have sex with Austin and risk the chance of smooshing the last unbroken piece of my heart.

Some stupid love song was playing on the radio, and I found myself humming along.

some lift you higher and some pull you down

but i never feel better than when you're around

we like to sing along

even when we don't know the song

and you meet people

just like you

who care about the things you do

and you think

if people out there love you

then you can too

oohhh

before i met you

ii thought it was normal

all the greys and the blue

and all i have are fantasies

oohh

i feel like if you held me this tight

i'd remember this night and all it came too

"You're voice is beautiful."

I spun around and found Austin watching me.

Swallowing, I breathed out. He looked gorgeous in a pair of jeans and a grey t-shirt from some long faded band.

"Thank you. It's what I really want to do."

He smiled. "So your life goal's not to be a porn star?"

It's amazing how much I laugh around Austin. It's the part where I'm not with him that I realize how unhappy I am.

"Surprisingly, no." I grinned at him.

"Really, though. You do have a beautiful voice." He was serious now. "I'm sure the world will love it."

A sadness washed over us, as if we both knew we were nearing the end.

Paul poked his head into the dressing room. "Are you ready, guys?"

We walked over to the set, our footsteps the only sound that could be heard in the studio.

"And action!"

"Doug, I'm serious, you have to get out of here!" I shoved Austin back, trying to make the scene a little more physical.

"I am not going to leave you here, Amelia." Austin's voice was a little deeper, his eyes hard and focused.

If I tried, I could pretend he was saying this to me, instead of my character.

Taking a deep breath, I put a hand between us. "I do not need your help."

My eyes felt watery, and it helped me seem angrier. "And I certainly do not need you."

I went to shove him again, but Austin grabbed my hand and pulled me into his body.

My heart sped up, we were touching everywhere. My breasts pushed into his chest, and I could feel him breathing hard too.

"Doug! Stop! Let go."

Austin's arm slipped around my waist. I couldn't even try and fight him.

"Tell me you don't love me."

Suddenly, this was all too familiar. I couldn't separate Austin from his character.

I knew what my next line was, but I just couldn't seem to get it out.

Austin pulled me in even closer, his voice a rough whisper. "Tell me you love me."

He leaned in a little farther, making sure the cameras couldn't hear him. "Tell me you love me, Ally."

I gasped, my eyes shooting to his. Had I hear him right?

And then he was pulling me onto the bed, his body just above mine.

His brown eyes were looking into me, and I could feel everything.

And I knew what my next line was.

"I love you."

He grinned at me. As if he didn't already know.

I couldn't stand it anymore. Reaching up I laced my fingers into his hair, pulling his lips towards mine.

He groaned into my mouth, and I shifted against him.

His leg pushed in between mine, his knee right against my center.

I moaned into his mouth, and he began to kiss down my neck.

His hands moved up my waist, sliding my dress off.

I could feel his warm hands against my skin, and it made me shiver.

Not wanting to wait anymore, I reached my hand down his pants, rubbing his cock.

He groaned, and pushed into me.

Wrapping my legs around his waist, I slid my hand up his shirt.

He unhooked my bra, and took my nipple in his mouth.

I cried out, arching into him.

His hands help me up, while I reached down to unbutton his jeans.

"I want you so bad," I whimpered.

He looked into my eyes. "You can have everything."

And then his fingers were playing with my clit, pressing into me.

Gasping, I twisted.

His name was on my tongue, so I bit down on his shoulder, trying to keep from screaming.

And then his finger pushed up, and I couldn't help it anymore.

A muffled whine escaped my lips.

"Oh, god. You're so fucking sexy when you scream."

Pulling his pants all the way off, I breathed out, needing to see all of him.

I rolled us over, so that I was sitting on top.

I took his cock in my hand, rubbing up and down.

His stomach went up and down, and I leaned down and licked his abdomen.

He growled and grabbed my hips.

I got the message. I positioned myself over his dick, and pushed down.

I gasped as he filled me, and he moaned beneath me.

His hands led my hips, and soon we found a steady rhythm.

I could feel him coming, and knew I was close.

A spark started in my stomach and I cried out.

My muscles clenched, and I felt him come inside me.

Panting, I collapsed onto his stomach.

Austin's lips were right next to my ear, making sure no one could hear anything. "Did you mean what you said, Ally?"

I tried to look away, but he caught my chin. "Please, Ally. Please tell me."

I took a deep breath. "Every word, Austin."

I squeezed my eyes shut. "I love you."

I felt his lips on mine, gentle and soft. "I love you, too."

a/n: Yay! They're in love! Well, I think that was my last update for this story because I want to start my new one. Also, there were some original song lyrics in there so make sure to tell me what you thought. Have a super Saturday night!