Say You Need me/ A Skrillmau5 Story.

Author: VividZombie/Chuchucabose
Pairings: Sonny/Joel, Skrillex/Deadmau5, and Skrillmau5
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~1731
Summary: A drunken night together that neither can remember begins to bring together Sonny and Joel, and let's not forget their new little bundle of joy!
Notes/Warnings: BoyxBoy and I do not own Sonny or Joel. They belong to each other. Mpreg and major smut. Enjoy! :3

Chapter 4

Claws slipping up his neck Sonny chokes in a shuddering breath as he feels the monster squeeze warningly, giving him a taste of the strength he had over Sonny. Glowing red eyes ooze a crimson liquid Sonny refuses to acknowledge as blood choosing instead to glance at the round ears of the mock mau5 head that Joel wears on stage.

Oh how he wanted desperately to believe the head was ceramic and that it was just Joel playing a prank but by the way those eyes were watching him; a tongue coming out to slip across the razor sharp teeth in the beast's mouth, Sonny could tell that this monster meant business.

Eyes slipping shut Sonny thought of the family that would be taken away from him, when the monster achieved his goal, a single tear rolling down his cheek in despair for them. He could hear the click of the monsters teeth as his jaw opened up wide ready to perform the final kill, silencing Sonny for good.

BANG, BANG, BANG!

Shooting up out of bed, Sonny screams and convulses, legs trapped in the blanket and under Joel's weight. Tears flowed freely down his face as Joel sat up next to him, hugging his little goblin close to his chest as he wiped away the tears. The sun streaming in through the shades burned their newly awakened eyes.

"Shh, Shhh. It's okay. Someone's just at the door. You're fine, I'm here; Shhh." Joel rocked Sonny back and forth trying to comfort him the way his mother used to comfort himself when he would wake up from the thunder booming over head late at night.

"Joooooel, don't leave... Please never le-eeaave me." Sonny's voice was a soft whisper that cracked at the end as more tears flooded down his face.

BANG! BANG! BANG!

"Joel Open up! I'm freaking out man! I can't get a hold of Sonny! Have you seen him? He's not answering his phone!"

"Roadhog? Is that you?" Joel calls down the hall, unwilling to leave his Goblin for even one second.

"Yeah, have you seen Sonny? Please tell me you've seen him. I've checked everywhere!"

"You going to be okay for five seconds while I go talk to hog?" Joel whispered looking into Sonny's eyes. Only getting up and putting on the pants he found on the ground, when Skrillex gave a shy nod lying back down and curling around the blankets Joel had just evacuated, breathing in the smell of smoke and something that was distinctly Joel. Joel couldn't help but think Sonny looked fuckin' adorable and small, all cocooned up in his bed, in his blankets. The beast in his chest purred at that small victory.

A feeling of possession and ownership slipped into his chest right under his sternum and curled hotly there for a moment, while he gazed at his Sonny. Dragging his gaze up from his Goblin, Joel noticed the marks behind the headboard fluffing his pride a bit as well.

Heading down to the front door clad in nothing but the skinny's that he had hastily shimmied off last night before bed, Joel opened the door greeted with the worried face of Sonny's manager.

"Calm your tits, dude. Sonny's fine. He's in my room right now." Down the hall the sound of the shower running could be heard as Skrillex discovered Joel's master bathroom.

"Why the fuck didn't he call me then?! God, I've been running around for 3 days looking for that little twerp!" Pushing his way inside the Hog slumped onto the hospital white couch pushed off the side of the living room centered directly in front of the plasma screen on the pasty white walls.

"I don't know. We've been busy lately."

"…We? Do I smell a new single coming on?" The Roadhog eyes lit up as the words left his mouth. A new single with mau5 could open up so many doors and the fans had been hounding him lately to get Skrillex and mousy into the studio, and some of the more hard core fans trying to get them into bed together but eh what can you do? Girls are crazy creatures.

"New single? Who's making a new single?" Skrillex stood in the door way clad in nothing but a pair of fresh black skinny's, much like how Joel was, hair dripping and shoved under a beanie.

The sight of him caused Joel's heart to lurch in his chest thumping hollowly against his ribcage. No matter how many times he had looked at Sonny before every time it took his breath away, he was always breathless when it came to his goblin. Even before all this fucked up shit happened.

Did he even mean anything to Sonny? I mean sure he was carrying his child and what not but were there any feelings behind any of it? Did Sonny want a relationship? Did he want marriage? Hell Joel had a hard enough time wrapping his mind around the fact that he could be gay.

He had never liked another guy before, it had always been chicks. Maybe it was just a Sonny thing? 'Yeah, that makes more sense' Joel mentally settled in the black hole that is his mind. It was just a Skrillex thing; after all he had always had a soft spot for the boy.

In the time that Joel had spaced out, lost in his whole mental war with himself in trying to understand the hungry beast that had decided to gnaw at his inside's; lodged deep inside his chest at every stupidly cute thing he did, Sonny had crossed over to Rob. Sitting next to him on the white couch, they were both hunched over looking intently at the Roadhog's laptop whispering quickly to one another.

Sonny's hair dripped a steady stream of water onto the glass coffee table, looking like the inky tendrils of Joel's chuthulu tattoo. Both Rob and Sonny never once looked up at him, to absorbed in what he assumed was them making plans, as he went into the nearby kitchen to grab an early lunch.

"Tonight? Isn't that a little short notice?"

"Nah mang, the fans love this secret last minute stuff. All you gotta do is tweet about it and the most dedicated fans nearby will come out. And there is the neatest little bar like right down the street that I already talked to, has a nice stage and everything. It'll be perfect!"

"I don't know dude. I'm not sure I'm really feeling well enough to go out and do a show today…"

"You look fine to me. Listen, you just up and left the face of the earth for 3 days! Do you have any idea what that did to your image? We need to start getting you out there and doing gigs again… besides the fans miss you."

" 'aight I guess tonight wouldn't be so bad. Joel can come too right?"

"Of course! Anything for my little buddy!"

Joel couldn't see their faces but from the sounds of their voices that drifted in through the open door connecting the kitchen and living room, Sonny wasn't thrilled. But the little goblin never liked disappointing his fans.

Strolling in through said mentioned open door, Sonny's face was down cast as he plopped himself into the seat across from Joel at the table, listening as Rob let himself out. The door echoing the slam throughout the house.

"Roadhog schedule you a gig?"

"Yeah, it's tonight. That little bar right up the road? It's there." Leaning forward Skrillex rested his forehead on the cold wood of the table, a sigh escaped his lips.

"You don't want to go or something? I thought you loved shows?"

"I do! It's just sometimes they can get crazy and drinking while pregnant is not a good Idea and I don't know if I could stop myself. Would it be too much for me to ask if you came with me? You know to help keep me sane and what not?" Peeking up from where his hair had fallen onto the table next to him Sonny could see Joel's lips pull back into a smirk, arms crossing over his chest defiantly.

"Depends; what would I be coming with you as?"

"What the fuck you talking about, mang?" Sonny's eyes scrunched up under his glasses in confusion. 'I swear sometimes Joel could be so fucking frustrating.'

"What would I be coming with you as? Concerned boyfriend? Best friend? Lover? Partner? What am I to you?

"I don't know dude! Boyfriend? Father of our child? You are what you've always been. You're my Joel."

Joel could see the splash of a blush coat Sonny's cheeks as he retreated behind his hair again, embarrassed at the display of his sentimental side. His lips stretched into a pleased grin as he stood up, crossed over to his goblin and picked him up bridal style, carrying him into the bedroom and plopping him down onto the bed ignoring his squeals of protest at "being carried like a woman".

"What are you doing, Mang?

"When do you need to be there tonight?"

"They need me there at seven for sound check. Why?"

"That means we have two hours for a nap, before I have to take my new boyfriend to his show." Rolling Sonny onto his side and slinging an arm over the waist presented to him, Joel leaned down to place chaste kisses to the back of Skrillex's neck. Enjoying the sharp intake of breath he was rewarded with.

Joel felt fingers slid in between the ones wrapped around Sonny's waist, only to rest them on the slight bump presented from Skrillex's stomach.

"You know Joel, of all the people for this to happen to me with, I'm glad it was you."

"Me too Skrilly, me too. Now go to sleep, you're going to be up late tonight."

Deep down into the black rabbit hole they spiraled together.