Note: To my lovely reviewer who took the time out to write such a beautiful and detailed review: Thank you! :) second, I just want to notify you &everyone else who has read my story that this is less of a fanfiction and more of my own explanation to what is really going on in Shahid and Amrita's life. Why has Amrita been blamed for Shahid's breakup and what does she really have in the whole scene. Third, I can't let you lovely people hanging and not write my own version of Shamrita love story :D I'll give an ending that'll surely bump up your sprits about this beautiful couple
On to the this chapter. Read along and Enjoy.
P.S, thank you so much, Ash for sharing the link on your Twitter. I got such amazing bunch of people to read the craziness of my mind. :D

"You were never to blame. Yet I blame you."

As Shahid struggled with his endless thoughts, he couldn't ignore the memory of that one day. The day which lead to many things for him. Which lead where he was.

Flashback...

Shahid was on sets of his movie "Jub We Met". He and his girlfriend Kareena were busy memorising their lines. They were not much on talking terms for so long. It had been a difficult phase. None knew why but somehow they both didn't feel that same spark any more. Ever so often, Shahid looked at her to catch a single glimpse of her. But she never returned his gaze. He sighed. It was like they were two strangers somehow connected with a forceable bond. Lately their conversation have become more of work and less personal. They were two separate entities. No matter how hard Shahid tried, things didn't seem to get back to normal.

While Shahid was busy analysing what was up with them, which he did every day, a spot boy came up to them. He addressed Shahid and when he looked up at him, the spot boy spoke up...

"Sir, your friend Amrita is here to see you. Should I call her in here?"

A wave of smile spread on his face. He didn't know what possessed him but somehow he seemed to have forgotten about everything else. He also forgot that Kareena was sitting right beside him. He immediately stood up...

"No its okay. I'll go see her myself." He said patting the spot boy on his back. Without even looking back to what Kareena's reaction was to his sudden excitement and happiness, he went straight to the gates of film city and saw her standing there. She looked..."innocent". Everytime Shahid saw her, the only thought that came in his mind was innocence. He always thought that she was like this sweet angle that wanted nothing but happiness for everybody. He slowly approached her and the moment she spotted him, she turned around happily with the brightest of smiles on her face and came to him. He opened his arms to welcome her with a warm hug. They both released eachother and smiled...

"What are you doing here, Amy?" Shahid asked smiling...

"Well aren't you happy to see me?" She asked teasing him.

Shahid gave a little laugh..."Of course I am. Its just that, not even my brother or anyone from my family would come see me at work."

Amrita smiled. "Because they see you everyday at home." She almost blushed with the thought of getting to see him everyday..."you've been so busy that we hardly get any time together. I was just going back home so I decided to come see you here. I knew that you were shooting here at this time, so I came..."

Shahid smiled with happiness...it was the sweetest thing to do. Even though he was so bound with work commitments and then his relationship which really didn't leave much room for him to socialise with his friends, Amrita still thought about giving their well developed friendship time. He couldn't help but hug her again.

"I'm really happy you came. I was missing you actually..."

They both stood there and talked and smiled and laughed for an hour or so. Unnoticed to them, they were being watch over by someone at a distance. It was Kareena. She was seizing with jealousy and anger. She paced back and forth as she waited for Shahid to return. After what seemed like forever to her, he finally returned to his place. Shahid had a smile on his face. He sat down and picked his script back up. He had no idea what had went through Kareena's mind so he was being pretty normal. Until he noticed the look she was giving him.

"What's wrong?" He finally asked her. And as if she was waiting for a que to start off with a dramatic scene, she stood up, threw her script on the table in front of them...

"Whats wrong?" She yelled..."you have the audacity to ask me whats wrong? Really Shahid?"

Shahid was caught off guard. What was up with her? He asked himself. Why was she so angry all of a sudden? "Kareena, relax" he looked around and saw everybody looking at them..."don't make a scene. This will get in media you know that. Why don't we go talk in the makeup van?"

"NO!" She yelled again and pushed him back. "I'm not going anywhere with you. No wonder all these rumours were coming out about you two. Accept it, Shahid. Say it to my face, you love her? Right? Thats why you left so quickly to go see her."

"Oh c'mon... Just be realistic for one minute, Kareena..." Now Shahid was just as angry as her. She was blaming things on him when she was to blame just as much. No matter what his feelings were, he always was faithful in his relationship. He even tried to distance himself from Amrita just to make Kareena satisfied and still he got blamed? "She was here to see me. She was like a guest here. Obviously I had to go. I had to attend her. Whats so wrong about it?"

"Whats wrong is that I was sitting right here and you didn't even look at me." Kareena shouted again..

"You could come along. I was NOT STOPPING YOU." Shahid couldn't hold it in anymore. "Besides, if we are playing the blame game, why don't I join it as well, huh?" Shahid smirked..."Don't I know anything? I've heard rumours of you and Saif coming close during your photoshoot. I just never believed on them because I trusted you. Damn it! I trusted you way too much. And don't I know that you're already bored of this relationship? A friend of mine told me that he heard Karan Johar telling you that you could do better than Shahid and you didn't even tell him to shut up? Or to just tell him that you love me? Kareena lets be honest with eachother, we both have things to pin on each other. So stop making me look the bad guy. And her?" Shahid said pointing towards the direction Amrita was standing a while ago..."she had nothing to do with this. Stop blaming her will you?"

"OH YEAH?" Kareena shouted on top of her lungs. "if you care so much about me blaming her, why don't you just go to her then? And don't dare put anything on me. You and that little 'goody two shoes' friend of yours are the only people to blame. I don't have anything to say. BYE!" Kareena shoved the script in him and stormed off.

Present...

Shahid still remembered it so clearly. He re-called her ordering a separate makeup van from the next day. She refused to come to sets with him. Rest of the film was shot in awkward silence. There were scenes that Kareena completely refused to do and their director had to have them shoot separately and they were later merged. Shahid remembered going out of India for another film of his and when he got back, it was all over officially. Shahid didn't know who was to blame, he still didn't know. But somehow the media blamed someone who had nothing to do with it. Amrita. The news of her coming to see Shahid on sets was out and was repeatedly used in the media as a reason of his breakup.

It was then that Shahid realized something. The rumours would die down in days but if he approached Amrita and would tell her about how he felt, the media would put a stamp on her being the bad guy and causing his breakup. For her sake, for the sake of her reputation, Shahid decided to not tell her about how he felt about her.

Shahid laughed at how silly he was to think he'd forget Amrita if he dated Priyanka. They didn't last a year. And Amrita's thoughts never left Shahid. The only thing that he thought would be best to do was to remain at a distance with her. It was important for Amrita how people saw her and he respected it. He didn't want her to be blamed for anything. And yet he blamed her... He blamed her for being in his heart. He blamed her to steal his every thought. He blamed her for being so naive that she couldn't guess it herself that he really loved her. Yes he blamed her. For not being his. He blamed her for not returning his feelings.

Shahid Kapoor would never know if Amrita Rao loved him. Because he refused to tell her. He refused to give media another story. He refused to let people point fingers at her. He would live his entire life without the girl he had loved for so many years if it meant to protect her. His love was unconditional. It was timeless.

But will Shahid ever get the courage to take a step?

To be continued...

Note: Guys, this is not the end. I'll write my own story now. This was just a background. Shamrita fanfiction in the next chapter.
Thanks for reviewing. :)