A.N. I couldn't really…channel how it would be to be lost like Alice would have been but I think I did a pretty good job. I hope I did. Hope you like it.
"Hello? Um? Are you okay?" said a pretty voice. "Lady? Hello?"
The only thing I felt was the burning in my throat. The only thing I saw was blackness. The thing I heard was steps, breathing, and a heart beat. I opened my eyes. The smell was beckoning me. Her smell was beckoning me. With out thinking, I attacked. The sweet liquid cooled the burning. When I was done I looked down at what I attacked. It was a…girl? She had brown hair and her eyes were still open, they were the color of the sky but blood shot. She was just a girl, a small pretty girl that shouldn't have been in the woods.
"Oh my…" I fell to my knees in front of her. "Oh my God…no I couldn't have killed…I—" I thought and thought; and everything was black. I couldn't remember what my name was, or anything. I looked down at the girl. "I am so sorry." I said.
Then I saw a doll. I picked her up. It smelled like cinnamon, sugar and a pinch of sunshine. And it smelled like…caramel and cookies. It smelled human…like me. On the back it said 'To my lovely Alice whose love can fill the Earth - Love papa.' On her foot it said Susie.
Alice that's my name.
I laid the doll next to the girl. "I am so sorry."
I was a monster. I killed a girl; a little innocent girl. What was I? Why couldn't remember anything? Why couldn't I control myself from killing her? The only thing I did know was that what I just did was the worst thing I did in my life.
I started to walk my vision blurred and I could see me killing more people. I couldn't control the burning in my throat and I killed a family. There was a girl her hair was dark; her eyes were red. She had a gray cloak. There was a man behind her. His hair was brown and he was muscular. "Kill her." She said; and he killed me.
I gasped backing away. I turned looking at the trees, just staring. I walked forward. My vision blurred, again. I was out there for days but there was no burning in my throat. I drank form the animals. I wasn't going to get killed in this vision. I wasn't going to kill a person in this vision. I couldn't see anything else, but this one looked like the better deal so that's where I went.
Two days later…
Animal blood didn't taste as good as human blood, but it was blood. As much as I wanted it I couldn't kill another person, though that was just out. I knew somehow that it would help me in the future if I didn't drink human blood again. After I killed my first animal I started to go strait. My vision got blurred. There was a man his hair blond and his eyes were red.
"Hello?" I asked.
"Um, hello?" he asked.
"Hi my name is Alice."
"Ookay, my names Garrett."
I smile. "I know what your name is. I need your help!"
"In what?"
I shrugged. "I don't know."
My eyes were brought back to the present. I started to skip through the trees to meet my new friend, Garrett.
I found him soon after.
"Hello?" I asked.
"Um, hello?" he asked just like in my vision!
"HI MY NAMES ALICE!" I said but more loud then in my vision because of all the excitement bubbling in me.
"Oookay? My names Garrett."
I laughed. "This is so great! Opps I'm messing this up. Aw! Opps…grrr. Please ignore what I was saying."
"I can do that." He said.
"Shhh. I said ignore what I was saying." I sighed, smiling. "I know what your name is. I need your help."
"In what?"
I shrugged. "I don't know."
Garrett stared at me with out blinking. I stared back. "Hm, I can help you with that."
"Really?"
"I think so…newborn? Where is your creator?"
"Creator? I don't know. I do not have one."
"Of coarse you do, everyone has one. Well every one of us, vampires. Yours must have left you or…must have had to leave while you were changing for some reason."
"I don't know. I don't remember."
"You don't remember your past life." He asked.
"No." I said.
"Do you remember the change?"
"No."
"Hm, that's…special."
"Well, what am I?"
"Vampires, we drink blood to survive, but it is not the way humans think we are…" He told me about our power. And the only rule that we had. Do not let humans know what we are. He told me about the Voltri and other things. It sounded familiar but I couldn't remember where I heard it.
"Do you remember anything?" he asked.
"The only reason I know my own name is because there was a doll there and it had my name on it and I just knew."
"Special." He said.
"I bet you're dying of thirst you want to hunt?"
"I am thirsty but I only drink animal blood."
"Why?" Garrett asked.
"I don't know. I just don't want to kill."
"Oh, there's a coven up north that doesn't drink human blood. They're kind for vampires. They call them selves the Cullen's."
"Really? Where do they live?"
"Last place I heard was New York. But I think they already left there by now."
"How do you know them?" I asked.
"I ran past them once. Curious to whom's hunting territory it was, and I found them. They treated me well. They seemed…special and I liked them. I told them if they ever needed extra muscle that I'd be here around the south."
"How many are there?"
"Four, last time I checked."
"What do they do?"
"Carlisle's the leader; a doctor; he's never drank a drop of human blood. Edward he's a mind reader; he was changed at seven teen years of age; he still looks seven teen; not really old enough to really work. Esme is Carlisle's wife. And Rosalie was made to be Edward's mate but they don't like each other that way, so they're not. But I'm making it sound like he made them just to make them. But Carlisle made them because they were dying."
"Dying how?" I asked.
"Edward was dying of the Spanish influenza. Esme fell off a cliff. And Rosalie was raped."
"Oh."
"Well, I am thirsty. I'm going to go hunt. I guess you should…do what ever you want."
"I'll find you if I need anything."
"Are you a tracker?" he asked.
"No." I said like an allergic reaction. "No, I'm not a tracker." A flash of dark red eyes went through my head.
"James." I whispered.
"Your creator?" asked Garrett.
"No. A tracker."