Chapter 4

Sian had no idea how she made it though work that night, she was so wrapped up in what had happened today that she was surprised she made it through the rest of the shift. This could have been to the help of Chase which she would have to thank him for, especially as he has decided to crash at a friend's to give Sian and Sophie some privacy. Sian lay in bed that night thinking about Sophie going over everything that had ever happened between them, and hoping just hoping that chase was right and that she still loved her.

12pm came and gone as Sian stared at the clock, it was just advancing 13.45 when a soft chap was heard at the door. Sian approached the door unsure how to act as she opened it to Sophie. She was still as beautiful as ever more grown up.

"Hi" Sian said as she let her in

"Hi" repeated Sophie. Nice friendly start Sian noted to herself this is going okay so far. Sophie smiled at her and Sian instantly went weak at the knees, it was her smile, the smile that told Sian Sophie still loved her. Sian had to use all her strength to hold herself back and not go rushing towards Sophie filling her with lost kisses, instead she just sat on the couch and gestured Sophie to do the same. There was a long silence as they both looked at each other just talking in each other's appearance, until Sian finally spoke

"So how have you been?"

"Okay you?"

"Yeah okay, what you doing now?"

"Philosophy at York" Sophie answered

"Wow soph, that brilliant" Sian beamed full of pride for her love.

The conversation continued, revealing that Sophie was living in York also and had been for the past 2 years, she told her about Rosie and her mom and dad, nothing had changed. And in turn Sian told of her internship and how her mum illness has made her want to become a nurse. Sophie beamed clearly proud of her too.

"So..."Sophie asked "you and chase huh?"

Sian laughed "no no no" and told the story of her and Chase how they had become best mates and that he knew she was gay. This seemed to cheer Sophie up alot.

"Sophie" Sian began

"Yeah" Sophie questioned

"I came back you know" Sian told her "I came back for you, I couldn't leave you, but I erm, I seen you with another girl and kind of freaked out and left, that's why I never got in contact with you"

"Sian" Sophie exclaimed "then you must have seen me push her off me and exclaim I loved you"

"You did what?" Sian asked in disbelief

"Sian it was nothing she came onto me but I didn't and still don't want anyone but you, I cried myself to sleep every night, holding this" Sophie pulled out the heart shaped necklas Sian had given her all those years ago

Sian stared at her "aw Sophie I feel like a silly cow, I thought u didn't love me anymore and didn't want to be with me, I was scared cause u are the only person I have and will ever love. Even now"

"So u haven't..." Sophie started

"No have you..?" Sian asked

"I wanted to just to feel something again, but I couldn't I loved you too much, and always hoped we would get back together"

"me too" Sian said "when I seen you in the museum I couldn't believe it, I had been thinking about you all day as well, I was really hurt when I seen u with that girl, and just couldn't bring myself to be with you, yesterday I was sure u had moved on and didn't love me anymore, but chase reassured me, cause Sophie I know it has been 4 years but my heart never stopped loving you, I never stopped loving you, I haven't actually been truly happy or complete since I left you, no one has ever made me feel the way you do and I truly hope you still feel the same way soph, cause no one understands, gets me or loves me like you do. And it is my biggest regret to this day that I left you" Sian said her eyes filled with tears

"I never stopped loving you either, I need you Sian, you complete me" Sophie said as she one came over to sit beside Sian

Both girls started at each other with tears in their eyes, Sian couldn't help but notice how fitter Sophie had got, the tears filled down her face "I've missed so much of u Sophie"

"We have plenty of time to make up now" Sophie said as she pressed her lips to Sians.

Upon that touch it felt like not time at all had passed, the familiar touch, Sian's hunger grew with the force of Sophie crushed up against her, their tongues hungrily searching for each other. It has to have the most passionate and happiest time of Sians life. Sian pulled away and starred into Sophie's eyes

"Sophie Webster. I love you I will never stop loving you. I mean it this time I'm never letting you go, you're too precious to me"

"I love you Sian, again more than you, I never want you to let me go and will never let you go. I'm in this for the long haul babe"

And with this they kissed each other fiercely as Sian gently pulled Sophie off the couch, she hitched hr thigh up to her own, and Sophie jumped onto her, gripping her legs round her hips, the motion made her moan as she made the way to the bedroom and quickly burst through the door with the girl she loved.