Haibara was too stunned with what she just received. She cant believe it. After gathering all the courage she can muster, she quietly sneak up to her room. The coast is clear. Agasa is asleep and the Detective Boys have gone home. She locked the door and plopped down to her bed and started reading the diary.

Tear rolled down her eyes after reading the whole thing. Its NOT a very revealing diary that says:

" I just asked mom, Shiho really was adopted."

" I caught Dad cheating with Vermouth."

" Mom just killed another politician, I cant handle it anymore."

Instead it was a simple one. Akemi did not write on it every day. She wrote on it irregularly. She will write what happen on any chance she can get. Unfortunately, those chances doesn't come too often. Everything was being monitored.

Akemi wrote on her diary what she is thinking She wrote about how she misses her family. There were traces that says how much she wants to escape, to be free but it was erased furiously. She fears that someone else might read it.

Through out the diary there are also some faint clues about the organization's movements that Conan will find really useful.

Akemi continued writing about her thoughts that she almost filled all the pages. On the last couple of pages she wrote a bold letter. She have clearly signed it too her younger sister. She found out some way to give it to her. In this letter she poured out all the emotions that she put on hold on the rest of the diary.

"Dear Shiho,

I miss you so much. Even if we see each other every time, it feels like there is a barrier keeping us apart. That barrier is the Organization our parents were part of. I want us to break free. So we can live a peaceful and safe life together. I have tried to find a way for us to escape but I made some grave mistakes on doing it. They caught me even before I could do any more action. I don't have much time left. Please do your best to be free of this horrible organization. They will ruin and end your life just like how they did to our parents and soon me too. But be careful, if they see a traitor, they wont think twice about killing it.

I have lots left to do before I go meet mom and dad. I am sorry I never told you this in person. I am sorry you became a part of the Miyano family. If you weren't you wont be suffering like this. I am sorry for everything. . Please, please be careful in everything you do. I love you very much my sister, Shiho.

Akemi.

The letters in the letter kept getting smaller. She tried to squeeze all of it in a small space. But in the end, Akemi have done what she wanted. She have told her sister all of her feelings.

Haibara was overcome with emotions. Happiness, guilt, sadness, loneliness. Happy to have her sister closer to her hearts. Guilt because she made her sister think it was all her fault. Sadness because of her loss.

Loneliness because no one around seems to care. Except for Conan. And the Detective Boys, Professor, Mouri Ran….

" They care about me even if I am a very cold girl. They care for me even if they have their own problems , their own desires. They care for me even if they don't know me. I am not so lonely after all." Haibara thought to herself