This update is in Loving Memory of Jason. He was a great person and is missed more and more each day. Oh, i don't own All Time Low (i wishhh(: , nor Grey's Anaotmy. Read;Review;Enjoy

I'm gonna break your little heart
Watch you take the fall
Laugh it all the way to the hospital
Cause there's nothing surgery can do
When I break your little heart in two

Meredith hit the ignore button on her cell phone for the hundredth time that morning. Her ring tone seemed oddly ironic at the moment. She couldn't blame All Time Low, though, this was all on Derek. Her phone started to ring again so she just answered it. "Stop fucking calling me! I'm turning my phone off," She yelled then hung up. After turning it off, she headed downstairs and into the kitchen.

After grabbing a water bottle she walked back upstairs and stared at her phone. She wanted desperately to talk to him, but she just couldn't. She turned her phone back on for the sole reason of Izzie calling her.

I'm an asshole. I know that. Please, I just want to
talk to you. I don't know what I was thinking when I was
listening to Nancy. You could text me to, it's up to you
-Derek

I don't want to talk, Derek
-Meredith

Do you want space?
-Derek

Obviously
-Meredith

I'm gonna break your little heart
Watch you take the fall
Laugh it all the way to the hospital
Cause there's nothing surgery can do
When I break your little heart in two

"Hey, Izzie," Meredith picked up her phone. "Can you possibly hang out today? Please say yes."

"Sure," She laughed. "Want to come over here?"

"Uhm, Is Derek going to be there at all?"

"I'm not sure, why?" She asked. "What happened?"

"I'll explain later. I'll be at your house within the next hour," Meredith mumbled and then soon hung up the phone.

After getting ready for the day, Meredith headed back downstairs where she literally ran into Lexie. "Sorry, Lex."

"It's okay," She said. "I'm sorry about what Derek did, by the way."

This caught Meredith completely off guard. "How uh, how do you know what he did?" She asked her.

"I don't really. I just heard you come inside yesterday and I figured he did something wrong." She smiled slightly.

"Oh," Meredith nodded. "Thanks, Lexie." Meredith felt a little better. Even if she couldn't connect with everyone in her family all the time, moments like that helped.

x.x.x

"Can I hit him? Honestly, I could make him bleed. I spent half my life in a trailer park; I know how to fight." Izzie said.

"I love you, Iz," Meredith smiled. "I'm basically avoiding him for as long as I possibly can."

Izzie let out a sigh as her door opened. "I swear, Mark. Is it that hard to knock once in a while."

Mark smiled and then knocked on her already opened door. "Anyway, we may have an issue." He paused. "Derek's is kind of here getting something for his bike."

"I am so talking to him." Izzie shook her head.

"And I'm not here, comprende?" Meredith looked at him and he nodded.

"I'll be right back," Izzie jumped up and walked out to the shed, where Derek was. "Seriously?"

"Izzie," He let out a sigh. "I know I'm an asshole, you don't have to remind me."

"So you think you get off that easily? No. She's your best friend, Derek. She would tell you if she did anything with him. You know that."

"Yeah, I know."

"Than why'd you say it?" She leaned against her brother's dirt bike. "What? Are you scared that there could be something more between you two?"

"Yes!" He let out a sigh. "What happened at that party wasn't because we were both drunk, Izzie. I care about her a lot and I feel like a complete douche-bag for what I said yesterday. I don't know if we can go back to what it was like before. I fucked up our friendship and that's on me."

"You need to talk to her."

"She doesn't want to talk to me, Izzie." He said. "I don't blame her."

"I'll convince her," She said. "Trust me, but you cannot screw up again, understand?" She looked at him and he nodded.