"I know, that if I do this...it won't bring us together; No matter how much I want you...You're something I can't obtain."
The blonde whipped around again, eyes now wide with his glower, hands still tightly latched onto the threads of another haystack. Hiccup hesitated, but bit his lip and pressed on, pushing a free hand against his hip as he pointed a finger at him. "YOU called me the name! YOU made the mistake of letting me hear it! So YOU can TELL me what it means to you! What -I- mean to you! Because, OBVIOUSLY, it's SOMETHING big." He fixed the twin with a sarcastic and smug smirk, chin held a bit higher with satisfaction at the righteous anger he had just shown. He had never puffed his chest out that much or DEMANDED something of Astrid; it was nice to stand up to something.
Tuffnut's grip opened on the haystack, dropping it to the floor with a hiss as the straw struck the smooth concrete. A weird, malicious smirk twisted the corners of the blonde's mouth, his eyes sparking with a broken resolve. Hiccup's heart picked up speed, hammering in his chest like a mouse's, stopping his breath short in his lungs. This time the advance wasn't slow and fear inspiring, it was fast and controlled, like a lion moving for its kill. Hiccup's breath came back, his eyes widening when he saw the inevitable pounce; fear took over and he turned to run. A hand caught his shirt front instead, eliciting a yelp from him as he was jerked forwards and slammed against the strength of the predator's chest.
"YOU wanted this..." The words hissed over his ear, panic quickening his breath at the strange feelings the moist heat of the blonde's breath was stoking within him. He turned his head away, trying to either push the twin back or push out of his grasp, planting a booted foot firmly against the blonde's locked knee and pushing a fist against the muscle of his thinly clad chest. Words escaped him this time, instead a quiet whimper tumbled from his lips when he felt the boy's free hand take hold of his chin and turn his face back to his own. He opened his eyes, once more trying to push away when he saw what looked like the starting threads of insanity in the slate hues.
Instead of escaping though, he was crushed, the air falling from his lungs as his lips were suddenly pressed too hard against the blonde's. Eyes widened, struggle renewed, heart trapped between melting and fluttering in terror. The hand that was now on the back of his head slid fingers farther up into the tangled nest of his hair, nails running over his scalp, pulling the soft strands just enough to tilt his head and send a rush of heat through him. He moaned, losing it to the sudden engulfing warmth of Tuffnut's mouth, his tongue pushing past his lips like it had a thousand times before.
The twin pulled away with a heavy breath, biting at the boy's lower lip enough to draw blood, shuddering when he felt his hips push against his own. His face hardened again, eyes filling with something close to disdain as the hand threading through the brunette's hair suddenly clamped down and twisted with a fierce jerk. Hiccup almost screamed, tears pricking the corners of his eyes as he squeezed them shut, hands flying to wrap around the wrist attached to the offending hand. Tuffnut pulled the little viking's body away from his own, forcing him to his knees before him, groughly lifting his head when the boy tried to bow it in tears. "Do you want to know what that name means to me? What YOU mean to me, Hicca?" His tone was empty as he spoke down to the brunette, brow arching in slight interest when the sniffeling boy slowly managed to nod his head beneath his grip.
"That name is something PURE. It's something BEAUTIFUL, to me." Hiccup looked up at him in confused surprise, the pain of his scalp numbing to something his addled mind could almost push past and ignore. Tuffnut bent forward, pulling Hiccup's head back a little as he did, inciting another pained whimper when he did. "That name is my salvation. The mantra I murmur when I have nothing else to fall back on. YOU, Hicca, are my Valhalla on earth." Again Hiccup managed to sniffle and look at him, the words beginning to sink in, watery emerald hues lowering and softening as he thoughtlessly swiped at them with a quick hand.
"WHY, though?" He looked up at him finally, eyes finally fixing onto his own, bottom lip quivering before he bit down to stop it. "I'm not pretty, I'm not a girl, I'm not even a good fighter. WHY am -I- so great to you?" Tuffnut's grip slacked a little, his face falling as he was confronted with a question he never thought to answer. Did gods question why they were gods? He frowned, gripping down on the brunette's hair again, pulling it to lift him a little higher in posture, glowering as he watched the boy flounder in his grasp again.
"This isn't a matter of SEX, Hicca. I don't care if you're a girl or a boy. This isn't a matter of TALENT either. I don't KNOW why you're so damned important to me. I don't KNOW why I can't stop thinking about you or the things that I want to DO to you. I just know I DO." Hiccup gasped, eyes opening in surprise as Tuffnut suddenly released him, standing to loom over him again. "YOU asked for this, YOU wanted to know what SICKNESS I was hiding inside. Do you want to know what you mean to me? You want to know what I think about doing when I look at you?" He growled, but Hiccup nodded quickly, heart lifting at the fact that, though the blonde was upset about he, he was opening up to him finally.
~~**~~Alright, time to warn you again if you don't like force, if you don't like domination, and you don't like mild S&M, please turn back now. The next chapter coming up isn't horrible, it's very mild, but I REALLY don't want to upset anyone. That said, I need to take this time to explain something else important.
Tuffnut's sickness varies in each chapter to fit the chapter, but stays the same at the same time. Now, what I mean by that is, his sickness, the one the story's mainly tilted after, is his forbidden love for Hiccup. But, it varies in situations. It's ALSO his dark desire to utterly dominate Hiccup. When HE talks about his sickness, he's talking about the darker part of him that wants to tie the boy down and fuck him till he screams. Don't get me wrong, he loves Hiccup, that's why he's trying to separate himself from Hiccup. He wants to protect the boy from the twisted side of him that he knows would hurt Hiccup ONLY to reassure himself of Hiccup's undying love towards him. He was Hiccup to submit, because he wants to know that Hiccup loves him. Tuff knows that's not right and it's not normal, so he's doing his best to hide that disease from Hiccup.~~**~~