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Chapter 7: All screwed up

Tina pov

The feelin' that I feel is so good feelin'
I feel so in lo-lo-lo-lo-love
If he only knew what he does to me
My man, my man, my baby
Oh he makes me feel so lovely, so sexy
I'm so in lo-lo-lo-lo-love
How I love him for his generosity
My man, my man, my baby

I didn't know exactly why there was Christmas song in my head in the middle of May, but frankly I didn't care. I had better things to think about; like Puck.
I moaned when he moved his mouth from mine, kissed the curves of my neck, and sucked on the spot between the base of my neck and my shoulder, above my collar bone. His one hand caressed the small of my back under my shirt, making my skin flare, while the other was holding my upper leg like he was never ever going to let it go. And I would be perfectly fine with that; just to stay here with him and make out into eternity.

You know, if anyone had told me a week ago that I was going to spend my Thursday breaks in the choir room, sitting/lying on the table while making out with Puck, I would have laughed him in the face, or rather, I would have brought him to the madhouse. Because somebody who thought I was going to fall in love with Noah Puckerman and vice versa, hád to be seriously mentally disturbed.
But it did happen. It was crazy and twisted and weird, but it had happened, fortunately.

The sound of a bell ringing made us both startle. Oh darn the school bell!
Why the breaks last so very very short, while the classes last so very very long? I sighted, partly from frustration, partly from disappointment, and Puck helped me stand up.
So far the making out into eternity…..

"Why such a sad face?" Puck asked. "Am I that bad of a kisser?"

I giggled. "N- no you're amazing."

"Duuuh of curse I am, I'm Puckzilla; king of kissing, every girl's dream…."

I laughed. "Yeah right, y- you're more Puckzilla; king of big ego's!"

A very lame joke, but still he sniggered. That was one the things I really liked about him; he seemed to think I was incredibly funny. And the other way round it was the same; he always brought a smile on my face to with his macho- remarks.

We walked outside. People who saw us would probably think we had been rehearsing our duet. I know this may sound weird but we had some kind of unspoken agreement to keep our 'dating' secret. And I was actually quite content with this settlement; I really didn't feel like facing other people's opinion about us. Though it was a bit of a pity I couldn't rub Mercedes with the fact Puck did has changed, and that he did like me.

"See you after school?" Puck whispered in my ear, and I smiled.
"Y- you certainly will." I whispered back, and I squeezed his hand softly before heading towards science- class, with a warm feeling in my heart I had rarely experienced before.

Suddenly my eye fell on a colorful poster. SCHOOL DANCE! I looked to the date, it was next Thursday.
Normally I never went to school dances, but maybe if I went with Puck I would actually enjoy myself. I pictured myself in a beautiful sparkly dress, dancing with Puck all night….
Of course going together would kind of break our secrecy deal, but we couldn't hide it forever anyway, and this would be a perfect subtle way to introduce our liking- each other to the rest of the world.
I decided to bring up the topic this afternoon.

Puck pov

I'm going to the dance with Tina. I'm góing to the dance with Tina. I'm going to the dance with Tína!
And that totally freaked me out.
Yesterday she had suggested we'd go together, and I had said yes. I couldn't help it; how can you say 'no' to Tina?
And you know what? I was actually looking forward to the dance (well, dancing with her), but at the same time I wanted to hide away in my fucking basement with 10 bottles of coke, 50 bottles of beer, my psp3 and my entire horror movie collection, until next Friday.
Oh yeah, and with pizza's and hamburgers of course.
And Tina…. I couldn't imagine a better week: videogames, brain eating zombies, and Tina. I know it may sound cliché, but I've never felt something like this for a girl before. And trust me, I've had some girls before. Teenage girls and mid- aged girls; cheerleaders and models; white girls, black girls, latina's. Name it and I've had it, but none of them were like Tina. She made me feel all good about myself and stuff. She didn't expect anything more of me than just be me.

I closed my locker after dumping my books, and stared right into Santana's face. I almost had a heart attack. Again. What the fuck? Why do girls keep popping up behind my locker door lately? First Rachel… now Santana…
"Umm what's up?" I asked cautiously.

Santana squeezed her eyes a little bit. "Why are you ignoring my text messages?"

"Ummmm."
How am I going to lie myself out of this?
"My phone's dead."
Good one!

She squeezed her eyes a bit more, and I remembered Santana was like, the queen of lying.
"But I can see it's in your pocket, why are you carrying a dead mobile? Shouldn't you let it fixed?"

"It's already fixed, I've received it this morning but I forgot to check my inbox."
Ok the truth was that I actually didn't feel like texting or sexting her. I didn't exactly know why, but since my aversion to sexting had begun the day I kicked the crap out of Karofski for Tina, I guessed it had something to do with her.

Santana bit on her lower lip. "You know Puck, if I didn't know better I'd think you're making up poor excuses…." She moved her forefinger (which was red polished) slowly over my chest, and smiled sensually. "That makes me a bit sad…. But if you follow me to the ladies' room you can make it up with me."

Oh damn.
That tempting though vicious smile.
Oh damn.
That tight cheerleading uniform.
Oh damn!

Santana walked away, and I followed her. (Come on, which guy wouldn't follow her?) She opened the door of the ladies room, and went inside. I quickly looked around me, to check if nobody saw me, and went inside as well.
Believe it or not; I had never been to the ladies' room before. It smelled like perfume and bleach, and something else I couldn't place. Santana was leaning against the white- tiled back wall and seemed to be at her ease completely. I however didn't feel that way.
"Is there nobody…?"

"No I've checked; we're all alone." She said, and walked towards me.

I cleared my throat. "I don't know if this is a good place, somebody could enter any second."

She frowned. "What's wrong with you Puck? Why are you acting so strange? I thought you'd like the risk of being caught…"

"Well, I- I do…" I said with a trembling voice.
What the fuck why is my voice trembling?
Trembling made think of stuttering, which made me think of Tina, and I knew I couldn't do this.
"Sorry Santana I don't think this is a good idea."

But she ignored my words, and put her hands on my chest, gently pushing me against the sinks. She brought her face close to mine. "But I do think this is a good idea…"

There were 2 voices arguing in my head on that moment.
Voice no. 1: Santana's hot, do it now!
Voice no. 2: You can't do this to Tina! You like her remember? Don't waste it!
Voice no. 1: Fuck you voice no. 2! Homogamy isn't human nature! And besides, Tina will never find out….
Voice no. 2: Don't listen to voice no. 1 Puck! If you do this you'll regret I forever, you've changed!

Before I could make up my mind, Santana kissed me. She tasted like cherry lip gloss and mint gum. I remembered how Tina tasted, like coke and vanilla, and I knew I had to stop this. Just when I wanted to break the kiss, and push Santana away, I heard a weird sound. The sound of a camera making a picture. The sound of doom.
I pushed Santana away and saw Mercedes standing in the doorway, with her i- phone in her hand. The little black camera lens stared at me accusatorily.

"Mercedes no!" I yelled, louder than I meant to. She startled a bit of my heavy reaction, put her i- phone in her pocket, and walked away quickly. I realized yelling at her had been a mistake, and I wanted to go after her immediately, to talk to her and convince her not to show the photo to Tina.
The floor was very slippery, but I still managed to reach the hallway, though half-falling. Behind me I vaguely heard Santana's voice saying something like: "Djeez what's wrong with him?" But her words got drown by the sound of the school bell.
"Mercedes, wait! Mercedes!" I yelled again, but she didn't hear me, or pretended that she didn't hear me. I wanted to run after her, but all of the sudden doors opened everywhere, and in no time the whole hallway was filled with students. I saw a last glimpse of Mercedes' blue jacket before she disappeared in the crowd.
I'm screwed.


There ya go, the first dramatic turn. Hope you liked it, 'cauz there's more where that came from! xD (I like a bit of drama)

And now: click on that beautiful, appealing blue button…
You see it? No? Just a little more down… a little bit to the right…
Yes, there it is! You've found it!

Ps: The song was 8 days of Christmas from Destiny's child (Can't help it, it's snowing outside and that makes me wanna listen Christmas songs xD)