"This is just a dream…right?" Kaorin asked, her knees shaking as she stared into the eyes of her three-year crush.
"It's no dream," she whispered, leaning down to ever so slightly brush her lips along Kaorin's ear, making the girl shudder. Sakaki gently slipped away whatever clothes Kaorin was wearing before moving her lips to hers. A gentle kiss; as if she was kissing just the breeze of the wind.
Kaorin hesitantly reached out, her hands tugging at Sakaki's clothes as well, the fabrics fading away as if she really was the wind itself. "Oh Sakaki," she whispered as she lightly caressed Sakaki's nude body, so soft to the touch like air.
"If it were a dream, could you be feeling…this?" Sakaki asked, reaching down to rub between Kaorin's legs. The young girl gave a jolt. Indeed, that little caress sent shivers throughout her body. How could this be a dream if it felt that good?
"Sakaki, please…" she begged, looking her lover in the eyes as she squirmed, trying to make Sakaki rub her more even if she had to grind her hips into her hand. Sakaki smiled and complied, rubbing her more fiercely, loving how Kaorin moaned and whimpered to her touch.
"Sakaki…" she moaned, continuing to grind her hips against Sakaki's diligent hand.
"Kaorin…" Sakaki whispered into her ear, "Kaorin…Kaorin…."
"Kaorin! KAORIN!"
"Huh?" Kaorin moaned, reaching up to rub her eyes. They soon adjusted, awaking to the inside of an average camping tent, "It…was a dream?"
"Kaorin, wake up already!"
"I'm awake! Just give me five minutes, okay?"
"Fine, but if you don't hurry we're gonna have breakfast without you!"
Kaorin frowned, both angry with her dream getting interrupted and the fact that it was a dream after all. "But it felt so real, so…good," she smiled and blushed, remembering. It was then she looked down…and found the source of her dream pleasure…
Azu-Diary
By Ashura05
Month Two-May
Kaorin, Tuesday April 30, 2002
OMG OMG OMG! I just had the most amazing dream with Sakaki…I sure wish I could remember it, but it felt so real! Like Sakaki was actually pleasuring me! And maybe she was, or at least channelling herself into her own damn cat! Yeah, you heard right. I wake up, feeling my panties wet and who do I find snuggled between my legs pawing that wet spot in his sleep? MAYA! I almost got an orgasm from a CAT! Thank GOD I have my own tent or…or…oh I don't wanna think about it.
I just hope Maya didn't notice…
Camp was fun as usual. We all went fishing and Maya helped me catch a few fish! He looked so cute pawing them when I reeled them in. I played back with him, dangling the fish just a few inches above his head. Of course I let him have some. =P
Maya, Tuesday April 30, 2002
Fishie Fishie in the sea, won't you come and get sliced up by my feline paws of death! Mwahahaha! Mmmmm, yummy fish…Maya likes! Ya dat's rite dawgs, Maya and my bud Kaorin went fishing today and the king cat gots to help her catch `em! The fish put up a good fight, but I finished them off for her. Teamwork, baby!
The girls at this camp just looove me. They all wanna pet and feel me and tell me just how cool of a cat I am. Yeah dat's right, bitches. You just can't get enough of my awesomeness. I feel like a pimp cat or something in my own little girl scout harem.
Oh, mental note: don't cuddle up to Kaorin's legs before I go to sleep.
Kaorin, Sunday May 5, 2002
This is my last day alone with Maya. We've been getting along quite nicely. He seems to be sleeping away from me, but after that little incident a few days ago, I'm kind of relieved.
I found him tapping on my computer the other day when I accidentally left it on. He didn't do any damage to it, but I left firefox on and he managed to get into my bookmarks…thank GOD he can't tell Sakaki about any of that! Oh god if she knew…I would die! I would die! T_T
But….he can't and so my secret is still safe. You promise not to tell, right Maya?…right?
Maya, Sunday May 5, 2002
I had my suspicions, but it is confirmed: my pet Sakaki's bud Kaorin is indeed a lesbo. She left her comp on so what does this cat do? Yup, I haxed it and went for any dirt I could find. I didn't hafta look far. Her bookmarks were full of shit that screamed, "Hello, my name is Kaorin and i'm a friggen dyke!"
Well curiosity kills the cat, doesn't it…but imma still alive, biotch! All I got was a "OMG YOU DIDN'T!" and making me promise not to tell Sakaki. Well this big cat can't speak, so I didn't hafta answer to no stinken promise! Now, what to do with this info…
Hehe, I wonder how hard it would be to put this stuff on a flash drive while the lez is sleeping *insert evil grin here*
Kaorin, Monday May 6, 2002
Oh wow…I got a hug…Sakaki gave me a hug… 333 I feel so warm and fuzzy…like a little kitty cat…
Though he seemed more tired than happy to see his owner. Funny, I got plenty of good sleep last night. Also had a nice dream of Sakaki…they're getting more frequent lately the more I spend time with her. :3
Sakaki, Monday May 6, 2002
I was very happy to get back and see Maya and Kaorin again. It was nice visiting my parents, but being with friends always feels nicer. Maya seemed very sleepy. As soon as we got back she fell fast asleep. Enjoy your cat-nap, Maya.
Maya SpyKat, Monday May 6, 2002
Secret…Agent Cat, secret...
My gawd this dyke could sleep through a friggin earthquake if she was dreaming about Sakaki! Least I think it was Sakaki; she moans pretty quietly. In short, even though I knocked over a pile of CDs right next to her bed I still got the 2GB flashdrive filled with lesbian pics…both real & hentai. I would've had some fun with these myself, but Maya was on a mission, baby!
So forgive me Sakaki for not being that enthusiastic about seeing you today but Maya was a very tired kitty!
~Sleepies~ ZzZzZzZzZzZz
Kaorin, Wednesday May 8, 2002
I've been emailing Chihiro a lot lately. Turns out she kinda knew about me being a…a…*gulp*…lesbian. Yeah there, I said it. I don't think I'm ever gonna like boys like that, so whatever, right? Right. *sigh*
Rainbow-girl Yuri keeps bugging me that I never go to LGBT anymore…excuse me, but I don't want people to know about that just yet, so shut your trap before my entire class hears you! God, she is so loud and hyper it drives me INSANE! Okay, I'm exaggerating a bit, but telling her to shut up is like telling Ms. Yukari to slow down: IM-POSSIBLE! She kind of reminds me of someone, but I can't put my finger on it…
Maya, Wednesday, May 8, 2002
Sakaki's a light sleeper. This does not bode well for SpyCat. I spendz afternoons with the dyke and Sakaki and I like to sleep in so I have no time for which to carry out my mastah plan. I need reinforcements soon.
Kaorin, Friday, May 10, 2002
Ugh, homeworks. T_T Astronomy and Calculus are done, since they are my two favs…I feel like such a nerd saying that, but hey, I'm an Astronomy nut. :P English is just…ugh, I would hate it if Sakaki didn't offer to tutor me this weekend. THANK YOU! History is also a drag, but manageable. Japanese, meanwhile, bores me half to death. Thank GOD none of my teachers remind me of that…that…THING that RUINED half my high school LIFE! Though my Cal Prof. is kind of pretty. She's young, like in her early 30s. She's really nice. =)
But of course, no one beats Sakaki! ^_^
Sakaki, Friday, May 10, 2002
I offered to tutor Kaorin in English this weekend. She seems to be having a hard time with it. She wanted to return the favor, but there aren't any subjects I'm particularly poor in. I'm sure she could give me all sorts of help in Astronomy if I was taking it.
I think I saw Kami-Neko today. But I barely caught a glimpse so I might have been mistaken. Hmmm…I just realized that calling him that must be a big ego-boost to him, since "Kami" also means "God", even though I'm writing it as "bite." Maybe that's why he always felt like he was superior to me…
Maya, Friday, May 10, 2002
Tell me if you heard this line before, "YOU'RE A GIRL?" Yesh, the topcat himself was just blown away at the fact that my archrival, my nemesis, my sworn enemy, is actually a friggin' girl!
Boy, gurl, or what have you, it don't mattah to me, long as the bitch gets the job done. Either she sneaks in when Sakaki's out playing with me and Kaorin or she distracts Sakaki long enough for me to do what I gottah do. Sakaki and that kat have an old history so that plan should work, too.
So what does the ho get for helping me? HA! You silly humans and your crazy ideas of fairness. In my world, if you are top cat, the bitches and the bums have to do as I say! And I am the top cat of this campus, let me tell you! Well, this dorm for now but eventually the entire campus will be my turf. KamiNeko is my first underling so far, but she says there are others in the building who will bow before my POWAH!
Kaorin, Sunday, May 12, 2002
Say Diary, did you think something was going to happen during my tutoring session with Sakaki? Did you really think I'd somehow end up in the perfect situation to tell her my feelings, that she'd accept and we'd be on the floor making out? No? Good, because neither did I. Really, in fact I went there totally not exp
(the next few lines are riddled with a few tear drops and are impossible to read)
was totally…oh, I'm sorry I just realized I cried all over the page. I've gone and wiped my eyes and since I've torn my heart out all over the smeared page I feel so much better. It was full of so much nonsense it's WAY better that I can't even read that musshy crap. So yeah, nothing happened. I was SO nervous the whole time and didn't get much into this little love-struck brain of mine, but being that close to Sakaki as she looked over my work…SO worth it!
More tutoring sessions will follow, and I won't have any STUPID expectations this time. Well, if something does happen it would be nice…maybe we can…OH GOD STOP DOING THIS TO YOURSELF, KAORIN!
Maya, Sunday, May 12, 2002
The Kaorin girl was over again today. Something about "tutoring," whatever that is. Apparently it involved two girls being apart doing separate things then suddenly very close as one MAYBE watches what the other is doing…then they start the process all over again until she "gets it right."
I'll never understand humans. Is it some sort of dating ritual or a masochistic torture game? Either way, the dyke was red as a tomato and I don't think she gotz a sunburn. The whole event made Maya feel like he was watching some lesbian roller coaster ride of hell. I mean damn, any more emotional turmoil and she's gonna explode!
I really need that bitch of a cat to work her magic already. I like that lezzy girl and cat gone it if it takes all my nine lives to get them together, so be it!
Kaorin, Wednesday, May 15, 2002
My love is for you:
erupting vibrant fire
painful in my heart.
Your love is to me:
mysteriously hiding.
Could it be for me?
Sacred and divine
A flower waiting to bloom
Reminds me of you.
Scary yet so kind.
A cool unseen by any man,
a girl like me sees.
Afraid to tell you.
Would you hate me? Or love me?
To ask? Or to lie?
The LGBT club thought my diary was good for me, so they suggested I make a poem or two to get my feelings out a bit more. I feel a lot better. 3 Every day I spend with Sakaki brings us closer and closer. I'm no longer nervous and fidgety around her. LOL I'm actually feeling more like myself! I even let loose a little and yelled at some punk kid and his dog! How dare they try to attack Maya! Maya was so happy he was rubbing up on me the rest of the day! O.O Sakaki was even making a jealous face. I hope I don't ever cause her to make that face again. If we were together, she would be my one and only…
Oh yeah, so we've gotten pretty comfortable being best friends, but…my heart is leaping out of my chest! I…I want to tell her! I want to confess my undying love for her. To tell her she is my world, that she makes everything bright. That I want her and only her. That she is my other half…
I'm getting ahead of myself. Even I know that I'm just getting caught in the moment here. I've watched her for three years, but I've only got to known her for barely two months. Am I seeing some sort of ideal in her, or is this really my Sakaki I'm imagining being with? Sometimes I wish Sakaki were a boy…
Maya, Wednesay, May 15, 2002
Now, just to set da record straight, okay? Maya is not, I repeat, NOT scared of no and his WIMPY-ASS OWNAH! I was all ready to go all HellKat on both of their hides, but my girl Kaorin's got my back. That girl has a tiger in her, I tell ya! Maya might have even heard a roar back der! To show my respect, I made sure to cuddle up to her and show her my love and stuffs. Not because I was glad she saved me or anything, NO! Just to show her that she is my bud and I gotz her back, know what I'm sayin?
Oh, and that dumb dog started it. I didn't do nothing. Where was I? Simple. On Sakaki's lap, eating mah cheezburger.
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Kaorin, Monday May 20, 2002
What…the heck…I…I'm struggling to make sense of all this in my head, let alone one paper. Fine, I'll just say it! Yuri kissed me. On the cheek. Yeah. This is weird. I…I dunno what else to say, it's so weird. I'm just gonna go to bed and ponder this whole thing…
I LOVE SAKAKI! You know, before you get any wrong ideas or anything. My mind's kinda clear now so I'll finish up. I don't really know how to deal with this. Yuri is so spontaneous like that I dunno if she means it or is just doing it to freak me the hell out. If so, it's WORKING! Yuri, you're a nice girl, but find someone else because Sakaki is the only one for me.
Sakaki, Tuesday May 21, 2002
I…I saw kami-neko…I do not know what he was doing up here, but I had to go look. It has been so long since I last saw him, after all. He bit me, of course, but as his sharp teeth sank into my fingers, i felt a wave of nostalgia wash over me. Just like old times.
Maya's acting weird today. Not sure why, exactly. He's sleeping right now, so I'll see how he acts tomorrow.
Maya Spycat, Tuesday, May 21, 2002
Mission completez. Yuri planted on Sakaki's computor Good job, KamiNeko. You shalls bee rewardeds plenties…just as soon as i get mah hands on moar catnip. Ooooh Sakaki, how could youz hide this from meh for so loooong? Is sooo good mmmmnnnnn!
Sakaki, Wednesday, May 22, 2002
Umm…I found these…files on my computer…I…I have no idea how they got there. They're all filled with girls…doing…things I shouldn't be looking at. I'm turning red all over just thinking about it…I remember Nyamo-sensei telling us about boys, but this is just…I don't know what to make of this.
I also found out why Maya was acting so weird…he got into the catnip I had been saving for our anniversary! Maya, no!
Maya, Wednesday, May 22, 2002
Maya, yes!
Kaorin, Friday, May 24, 2002
Don't know if I wanna go back to LGBT meetings anymore…I think they are trying to pair me up with Yuri. We went on a little dinner outing thing…they made it so I sit next to her…when we walked they moved so we were walking next to each other…
Yuri, you're fun, but I'm in love with Sakaki. Deal with it and stop it I just KNOW that was your hand on MY ass!
current mood: violated T_T
Sakaki, Friday, May 24, 2002
I looked through some of those pictures again…a lot of them look very happy…and I don't mean when they're just about to…I don't know if I feel comfortable saying this. Glad nobody but me can see this. I have no problem with people being like that. I don't know how I feel about it, myself. I just…always thought girls should be with boys. But looking at those pictures sometimes…makes me feel…
I don't think I'll look at those anymore. Maya's watching.
Maya, Friday, May 24, 2002
I see what you did there, Sakaki. ^^ Do those pictures make you HOT? All hot and bothered and wanting a certain short-haired girl? I bet they do!
I feel like an old naughty kat. In human years I'm pretty much a preteen. Oh, and reason my speech is getting less crazy? I have to write these things late at night or in the morning-both times when I'm sleepy.
It's not because some pansy author is trying to avoid making me sound gangster to avoid pissing certain people off. Certainly not.
Maya, Monday May 25, 2002
Maya is feeling catnip-withdrawal symptoms. No diary entry for today.
Kaorin, Monday May 27, 2002
Oh…wow. I swear in all the years I've crushed on her, I have NEVER, EVER fantasized or masturbated to Sakaki. Well maybe not consciously, but after today, I finally did. I'm a dirty girl. T_T
So what caused me to dirty my body with thoughts of Sakaki dripping wet while her eyes scanned my own equally naked body? The fact that it actually happened. Yes. You heard right.
I was shocked to discover today that my shower…was completely broken. The hallway naturally filled with cries of "EEEEEEK!" as the freeezing cold water hit my skin. Brrrrrr. So I was forced to bathe in the public dorm bath…great.
Now, you may call me a lesbian because I have a crush on Sakaki and have no interest in guys (thanks to the teacher-who-shall-not-be-named), but I have no problem with being naked with a bunch of girls. It's just I was scared Sakaki might be there too. After all, I heard as I headed down there that the hot water was out for the entire block of our dorm.
My fears came true: I was in there for ten seconds before my goddess herself stepped inside. OMGOMGOMG NOOOOOOOO! My face…it must have been soooo beet red! Well I wasn't gonna let Sakaki see me totally gawking at her so of course I did what any sensible crushing girl would: look away and try my hardest not to look her in the eye.
But my curiosity got the better of me so of course I tried to sneak a peek without Sakaki noticing. And of course wouldn't you know it but as soon as my eyes wander of her gorgeous dripping wet figure do they meet her own eyes….staring at me.
Wait, what? Why is Sakaki staring at me? And no, this wasn't just a glance or anything, she was staring RIGHT. AT. ME! Why? Oh god I just couldn't think! I couldn't breathe! I couldn't dare look a second longer. Thank GOD I had an ally in the bathhouse!
"Am I that good-looking, Kaorin?"
That little ice-breaker came from my good lesbian friend Yuri. Oh, and did I mention she had a lesbian tattoo on her arm? You know, the ones with the symbols for female interlocking? That one. So Ms. Obviously Lesbian hugging me in the public baths pretty much ruined my social life in one glomp.
But on the plus side Sakaki did not discover my stares and seems to not mind Yuri and me being buddies…maybe she's a bit dense? If so, I don't mind. It's…kinda cute for her cool image. On the bad side most of my dorm probably thinks I'm a lesbian and that Yuri and I are a couple. Once again, she's fun and everything, BUT I'M IN LOVE WITH SAKAKI-SAMA!
Sakaki, Monday May 27, 2002
The water was out in our dorm today, so I had to go to the public bath. I felt kind of embarassed; I've never liked to change in front of people, let alone be naked, even if it is a public bath. Well, my friend Kaorin was there, so it wasn't so bad.
You know, I never noticed before but Kaorin has such beautifully smooth skin. I was amazed at how perfect it was; flawless. I felt embarrassed staring at her like that, but really does look pretty when she's naked. I feel like a pervert for saying that, but it's true. She must take really good care of her skin. I try my best, but I still have blemishes here and there. I should ask her how she does it.
I met one of Kaorin's friends today, Yuri. They really get along, even if they were fighting a little you can tell they're good friends. Kaorin said she met her in her astronomy class while she gave her a playful kick. Very cute.
What was interesting was the pendant around Yuri's neck. It's the symbols for girl interlocking with each other…it reminds me of those pictures I found on my computer the other day. I wonder if Yuri's a lesbian? Does Kaorin know?
Yuri, Monday May 27, 2002
Kaorin's crush located. Name: Sakaki. Good points: Long black hair, large breasts, possibly kind-hearted, good at sports. Bad points: Scary-looking, tall, dense, shy personality if any, pimple on left side of her nose (might go away).
How in the world my Kaorin would fall for such an uninteresting girl is beyond me. -_- Is it the boobs? Seriously, is THAT the reason? Ugh, I'm feeling boob-envy again. Boob…it's a funny word, really. Boob…boobalicious…boobalicious boobies boobying Boob's boob boobly. Bison have got nothing on me! =P
So yeah, water was out in the dorm so I got to go to the public ones and see Kaorin (and her stupid crush)'s naked body. It's…wow. I want it. I want it under my own naked body as we make out in my bed with the lights off under sweet moonlight…yeah, I bet she would look AMAZING in the moonlight. Such creamy skin…it's asking to be licked. Well, least I got to touch it…so…so smooth… 3
Well until I can get Kaorin safely alone so I bring our a little of her dere side, I'll just enjoy the dreams I hopefully'll get to have tonight. ^_^