Max's Journal

by FantasyAddict97-10

Ella made me do it! She's paying me 100 dollars to write in this thing every few days. I won't be writing all those mushy feelings in here, so get over it! I must be a sucker for money. And Disclaimer: I do not own MR.

38. August 26, 2010

Alright, this chapter may make some people mad. All of you will love the next one, no matter who your favorite character is. =)

Journal NOT a Diary!

Max's Journal

August 26, 2010

I feel... alone. Betrayed. Heartbroken. And even terrified.

Iggy's sitting in his dog cage, slowly dying, torn to shreds. Why? Max. And I was forced to watch it all. But it's hard to even call that monster Max. It wasn't Max. I felt the real Max. In pain, hurting from being forced to kill her brother. Max would never do that, I know that.

Remember when I looked in that door and saw a familiar...thing? Cat hybrid? Yeah, that was Max. Her bird DNA was replaced with cat, even some of her human DNA is cat. But I had to sit behind the glass doorway, tied to a chair and held by whitecoats, and Max tore Iggy to pieces.

Like I said, it wasn't Max. She was trying to overcome the cat part of her, the part that wanted to kill the bird. You could see that monster fighting itself, Max vs. Cat. But the cat hybrid won. As she attacked Iggy, you could see Max fighting it, trying to pull away, trying to stop it.

I have a feeling I'm next.

I can't even look at Iggy anymore. He's a bloody mess. Literally. I'm not trying to talk Britain. He's actually covered in blood.

"Help me," he whispers, slowly stretching a blood-covered hand out of his cage. Not just to me, to anyone. I wish I could do something.

Maybe the whitecoats won't dystroy it after I'm killed by Max. Maybe someone will... I don't know... save it. Publish it. I actually think that might be a good idea know, for everyone to know the truth. My life is full of maybes, it's really annoying. Maybe (see?) your life is full of maybes. Multilply it to ten and you might get close.

-Fang

August 26, 2010

Kill me. Someone. Slowly. Give me the pain Iggy's feeling. I... attacked him. Fang was watching it all. The hardest part wasn't trying not to kill Iggy, even though that was hard by itself. The hardest part was watching the pain in Fang's eyes. The heartache, dissappointment and he turned away.

Now I know what their doing. Making me kill myself, but not through cat/bird hybrid. They're trying to make me kill my flock, make me all alone. So I'll break down and just... die. The easy way to get rid of us. And it's working, that's what scares me the most.

I wish they were the ones with the bird hybrid. I would so LOVE to kill them.

Wait.

That gives me an idea.

Oo, this is gonna be good!

-Maximum