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Fan-Fucking-Tastic!

Beth's POV

'Katy, Shut up.'

'Beth, he never stops looking at you, and I know you feel the same way.' My eyes flicker to James' for a second and see him become suddenly really interested in his food.

'First off, I don't know how he feels and am pretty certain he doesn't feel the same way, second, I always said that I would never be one of those girls in love with James Potter.' Well it is true, I am quite certain that he only sees me as his tutor, homework help, someone to help him with his marks and at tops, his friend.

'So your in love with James?'

'NO, Just that I said that I-'

'Never would, Okay. But the past two months you have been happier to have someone other than me to talk to. And he seems to really like you.'

'No he doesn't.'

'Also I have seen other members of the male species checking you out lately.'

'Name three not including James Potter because I think that you are just being stupid about that one.' Even though he is only one I want to notice me. Unfortunatley, he never will. He could have any girl I wanted. Why would he go for me? Red headed, shy, sarcastic and average looking. He is smart (when he puts his mind to it), confident, witty and definatley not average looking.

'Kane Thomas, Matt Robins and look right down there is Shane Peterson. Head Boy captain of the Ravenclaw Quidditch team and absolutely gorgeous.' I turned my head to see, as Katy said, Shane looking at me me intently but as soon as He saw me turn round he ducked his head and turned a deeper shade of red. I suppose he was attractive with his dark grey eyes, sandy blonde hair falling into his eyes (just enough to give him mystery but short enough to look into them. He is tall around 6 foot, slim but with muscles (you can just tell). But I prefer dark haired, hazel eyed people. Who the hell am I kidding?

'He's alright.'

'ALRIGHT. He's gorgeous.' That was loud. I buried my head in my hands and I could feel my face heating up every second. 'Okay, stop staring, you don't know who we are talking about, just eat your food.'

'Katy, Sit.' She had stood up in the middle of her rant. 'Okay, maybe but...'

'If you don't think he likes you then this is the perfect way to find out.'

'Thats like using Shane, I hate using people.'

'Okay then, think of it as one date and then you can decide whether you want to carry on or not.'

'He hasn't even asked me out.' She turned her head and I did the same just to see Shane stand up and make his way over here.

'-yet.' Katy smiled as she said the words.

'Hi Beth, Katy.' He nodded in her direction.

'So, um, I was kinda wondering if you would maybe want to go out with me sometime? Like next hogsmeade trip which is scheduled for next saturday?' Katy coughed which sounded an awful lot like 'I told you so, Haha' I gave her a glare and sturned back to Shane and smiled.

In the words of Chris Miles-Fuck It.

'Yeah, sure.' He looked like all his past present and future birthdays, christmas' and hanakas had come at once while he was winning the quidditch world cup.

'Okay, I'll see you later.' he waved slightly and put his hand back in his pocket.

'Yeah, I will.' When he turned round I hit Katy on her arm and put my head in my arms, but not before I saw James' hurt, angry face. Tutoring will be fun tonight, right?

James' POV

I was sat at the Gryffindor table while eating/prodding my dinner with a fork while Fred was wolfing his down at full pace. Why am I prodding my food you may be wondering. Because I am currently watching Beth laugh/joke/argue with Katy. It really is fascinating. She looks my way for a second. My head whips down so fast my neck is in alot of pain right now.

'Hey, You alright?' I looked up to see Fred looking worriedly at me. But when my eyes seem to go towards to Ravenclaw table he understands. 'I like how you said that I shouldn't put those thoughts of her being hot into your mind. Whereas now she is all you think about.'

'Shut up Fred.' But the thing is I can see myself being with her, Fred says that we would look good together, but everyone else can't see it. I haven't spoken to my family but they'd be fine with me marrying a troll, as long as it wasn't the one that nearly killed Aunt Hermione, if I was happy. They'd be fine with any girl that makes me happy. Or boys even. Because dad sat me down during the summer, telling me that being gay wasn't a bad thing. Foe some reason having a signed poster of Oliver Wood (Keeper for England) on my wall means i'm gay. Who knew?

'ALRIGHT. He's gorgeous.' Katy shouted standing up. Beth tried to pull her down ber her arm, she said something else but I didn't hear her.

Anyways with the dreams I have been having of me, Beth and the room of requirement I don't think i'm gay unless Beth is a man. But she doesn't look like a man and I don't think that she would be allowed in the girls dorms if she was a man.

I looked at her only to she Shane Peterson standing over her beautiful smiling face. Wonderful. He walked away looking as happy a teenage boy can get. I have a feeling I know what just happened, but I really hope that I am wrong. Fred looked at me. I think I looked livid, but I'm not sure. Her eyes lock with mine, hers full of worry and concern whereas mine are probably filled with malice and hate. Then she laid her head between her arms on the table.

'Mate, It's alright.'

'It's not all fucking right Fred.' His face looks a little shocked. I have never gotten this mad before, not really.

'James, its just one date, she didn't even looked that impressed, shes just going to be polite.'

'How the hell do you know? She was smiling for gods sake.'

'She was smiling at a joke that Katy made, she wasn't smiling before and I think she likes someone else.' Fan-fucking-tastic. She likes someone else.

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