Chapter 18

I see Kurt when I get down the steps he's looking at me awkwardly. "Kurt, is everything okay?"

He shakes his head, "I have to tell you something," Kurt spots the CD in my hand, "What's that?"

"It doesn't matter," I say, tired of him changing the subject, "What do you have to tell me?"

"Scar," Kurt says nervously, "Don't be disappointed."

I sigh, "Just tell me."

"After homecoming when Scott was in the bathroom, I told you that he was cleaning off something he spilled on himself. That wasn't completely truthful." Kurt looks down at his Prada shoes.

I shake my head, "Okay, then what was he doing?"

"He was cleaning himself off but, it wasn't anything that he spilled." Kurt looks at me hoping that I understand what he's talking about.

"Kurt, sweetie, I'm not a mind reader. If you want me to know what you're talking about you're going to have to tell me." I tell him honestly.

Kurt gulps, "You cannot tell my dad."

I nod, "Fine, I won't tell anyone, especially not your dad."

Kurt sighs, "Okay, well remember how I was kind of drunk after homecoming?"

"Yeah," I respond thinking back to homecoming.

"Well," He looks back down at his overpriced shoes, "Um, we came back here early, my dad was out with one of his friends, so we came down here, and he kissed me."

I nod, "Kurt, I got that from the way he kissed you goodbye-"

"I'm not done." Kurt answers his voice shaking, "We got a little carried away with the kissing and . . ."

"Kurt, I'm not going to get what you're trying to say, just spit it out." I tell him truthfully.

Kurt looks up at the ceiling and takes a deep sigh, "He was my first kiss, and my first other things."

Then the light bulb goes off in my head, "YOU HAD SEX?"

"Shut up!" He hisses, "My dad is upstairs you know."

"Are you serious?" I smack him, "How could you not tell me?"

Kurt looks at me, "I tried to, but it was impossible considering all the distractions that you've had going on in your life."

I look at him confused, "This is kind of more important than all of that!"

"Please be quiet, I have more pressing concerns, then that." Kurt snaps.

My jaw drops, "Is there something else that is life changing you have to tell me? Are you some medical miracle and pregnant?!"

"Don't be ridiculous, Scar!" Said Kurt, "I get it you're upset that I didn't tell you but-"

I'm livid and shaking with anger, "Who else know?"

Kurt looks down, "What do you mean?"

"Who else knows, other than Scott, that you are no longer a virgin?" I repeat my question.

Kurt bites his lip, "Mercedes, and I'm guessing she may have told a few other people."

"So basically everyone but me." I'd never been more livid, "I thought I was your best friend. I guess I was wrong, I tell you everything that happens to me, but when something big happens to you, you decide not to tell me!"

"Scarlet, calm down!" Kurt says, "I wanted to tell you honestly, but I couldn't, you were in love and everything, and-"

"Under no circumstances am I in love, at least not yet, and overall I have told you several time that I value your friendship more than a relationship with any guy! That's it I'm dumping him, if that's the only way I can get my best friend to tell me things then that's what I'll do!" I go to leave.

"You're not dumping him! At least, you're not going to dump him over something as stupid as this." Kurt yells at me.

I look down and he continues talking, "I was going to ask you for advice if you're still talking to me."

"I'm listening," I answer him not meeting his eyes.

Kurt sighs and speaks up, "Well I must have given Scott the wrong impression, because recently, he's been wanting it more and more, and it seems like we don't do anything other than that."

"Did you talk to him about this?" I ask, I can't but feel bad, he was stressing out and I completely freaked out on him.

Kurt shakes his head, "No, I'm afraid he'll get mad."

I look at him oddly, "Has he . . . forced you to do anything you don't want to?"

"No!" Kurt exclaims, "Never! It's just pressuring."

I nod my head still avoiding his eyes, "I think you should talk to him about it," I meet his eyes, "and please be safe."

Kurt smirks, "We're very safe."

I hug him, "I'm sorry for freaking out on you."

"I'm sorry for not telling you." Kurt smirks as he grabs the CD Noah gave me out of my hands, "Now what is this?"

I shrug, "I don't know, Noah gave it to me as a way to try and reconcile, knowing him it's probably jut him talking about what a catch he is and how lucky I'd be to be with him."

"Shall we find out?" Kurt asks me.

I sigh, "Why not?"

Kurt puts the CD in his stereo. We immediately hear Noah's voice, but it is not like how I predicted, he's singing "Hero" by Enrique Iglesias. At that moment I knew. I knew that I was falling hard and that there would be no turning back after this.

"Kurt," I say shakily.

"Yeah," He says in a hushed tone.

"You know what I said about not being in love with him?" I ask.

Kurt nods.

"I don't think that statement will be valid for much longer."

AN1: Let me have it. I know it's been a long time since I've updated but I've family things to deal with and school and what not.

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