A/N:I'm back! ohmygod guys can you believe it has been almost an entire year since i last uploaded something like holy shiz. im really sorry but it took my mom 10 months to order a charger... 10 FREAKING MONTHS! ok well im not gonna keep ya'll for much longer on with the runther (oh how ive missed this)

DISCLAIMER:I do not own shake it up thnx for rubbing it in my face on with Vatalihootsit it up!

MADELINE'S P.O.V.

"ROCKY!" I yell chasing mt bestfriend down the hall being shushed by atleast 3 teachers in the process

"What maddie?" she question looking at me like i'm insane. I mean i am but who cares about that...

"I heard you and Gunther had a date... ther was mention of vatilhisit" I say raising my eyebrows at her. she and Gunther have both been saying there kiss was a heat of the moment thing for the past week but I know better.

"um first off it's vatalihootsit. second off if CeCe andTinka usually come with people on their dates then i didnt get the memo, and third that kiss was a fluke me and Gunther are just friends... even less than that apparantley" she says sadly looking at her shoes... oh no what did that idiot do now.

"what do you mean?" I ask her sincerity laced throughout my voice.

"Vatalihootsit day... its a holiday from the old country where you invite your worst enemies into your house to 'break bread'... he and Tinka invited me and CeCe... im their worst enemie." she says saying the last part a bit louder than the rest.

"Rocky... worst enemies do not look at eachother the way you and Gunther look at eachother... the way he,and Tinka look at CeCe however..." I say patting her on the shoulder comfortingly. She looks up at me eyes watering and i pull her into the largest hug I can muster she speaks between sniffles.

"it's just it was so hard to sit there and pretend like I didnt know their parents. Like I wasnt used to the multiple hugs and the outlandish accents. It was so hard to sit there and not blush when Gunther called me smart. It was so hard... to act like i wasnt hurting inside when they outright ejected the idea of being friends with me and CeCe... even if I know it was all for show... even if i know they're always gonna be my friends it still hurt to hear those words, and it was so hard to act like i didn't belong there. To act like I didn't already have a key, like i wasn't used to their parents being overly fond of me, like i wasnt used to the weird food, and the random songs, and all the other stuff... it just felt so much worse than i thought it would... I guess I'm lucky I'm a good actress" she says to me choking back tears.

"Oh sweetie... of course it hurt... you love them. you love that entire family and they love you it's supposed to hurt when you act like you dont love something that you do. love was meant to be expressed and when it isn't all you can really do is hope that one day it can be" i say as i stroke her hair...

"Maddie... what if that kiss wasn't a fluke... what if me and Gunther are meant to be something more than friends... friendship shouldn't hurt this much" she says while pulling out of our hug

"I dont know... same thing I guess. you just have to hope that one day you have the courage to express it" i say to her with one hand still on her arm

"What are we gonna do?" she asks

"We?"

"'We... you, me, Gunther, Tinka, Ty, Carson, Jazmine, Ryan... what are we gonna do?"

"I dont know sweetie... I dont know"

A/N:So how was this for my return to the keyboard? i hope good i took a more emotional route here i hope thats okay the funny will be back soon... as far as Jaz, an Ryan go imagine Jazmine as Peyton List and Ryan as Bradley Steven Perry.