TITLE: Does It Have To Be Pink? Chapter 12
PAIRINGS
ROMANCE: Faberry, Brittana
RATING: M
A/N: So Faberry are back together yay but now they're on a sex ban, a one month sex ban how will that work out for them? Thank you to everyone who still loves this story, reviewed, fav, alerted and all that jazz. 100 reviews on this story that is so great, thanks you guys. Also I got a little bit of feedback on the sequel idea, those of you who mentioned it said you like the idea of a college sequel, so I'm still thinking about doing that soon, if that's something you'd read let me know.
Also I'm sorry if this chapter seems a bit rubbish, tbh I didn't really know what to do with it
"Ok so no sex for one month, that's the deal" Rachel said as she paced back and forth in her room, with a notepad and pen making a list of strict rules for her girlfriend to follow
Quinn sat on Rachel's bed and nodded along accepting all the rules Rachel was throwing her way, she wanted to be a good girlfriend and stick to each and every one but Rachel seemed to have a way of making even the simple things seem confusing.
"That includes no under the shirt touching, however I will allow over the shirt touching to a minimum" Rachel said turning to look at Quinn and pointing her pen at her making the blond nod yet again.
"Ok" the girl simply said
"We can still make out obviously that's a no brainer there but if it gets too heated I have the right to stop it and hands are not allowed to wander to dirty places" the brunette said sternly
"Fair enough" Quinn accepted
"As for nudity, no skin can be shown to each other, other than the average amount of course. So no changing in front of each other or any of that kinda stuff"
"Makes sense" the blond agreed
"Because I know how horny you get when you see my boobs or ass" Rachel noted casually but with a slight hint of amusement in her voice
"They are nice boobs and ass" Quinn smirked, trying hard not to let her eyes trail away from Rachel's face, though that task was hard when Rachel still insisted on wearing those damn short skirts
"I know baby" Rachel smiled as if she were mocking Quinn's lust
"Are you gonna wear those short skirt for like the whole month?" Quinn asked
"Why? Do they distract you?" Rachel asked back with a bit of a smirk
"Very much so, yes" Quinn nodded
"Maybe I could wear something a little more knee length, but no promises; after all you are old enough to control yourself by now" she winked at her girlfriend
"I wouldn't be so sure" Quinn muttered quietly "Oh wait, what about…you know…self pleas…masturbation?" Quinn questioned
Rachel took a few seconds to think about her answer before relaying it to her girlfriend "I will allow you to relieve yourself, but only when it is absolutely necessary otherwise this experiment isn't really worth doing"
"How come?"
"Well if you're touching yourself Quinn then you are getting some kind of relief and then it affects if it's the feeling you want or me"
"Rachel I told you already I don't care about the sex, that's just a plus, it's you I want" Quinn explained for what felt like the millionth time
"Then you won't be bothered with me doing this experiment will you?" Rachel smiled widely
"Fine, I won't masturbate unless 'absolutely necessary'" Quinn gave in with a sigh
"Good, other than that keep your hands where I can see them at all times" Rachel said, jotting down the latest rules in her pad before placing it on her dresser in her room. "Now I will allow us to make out now if you would like?"
"Get over here" Quinn gestured her over and Rachel jumped on the bed, their lips immediately seeking each other out.
At Santana's house:
"So she actually wrote down and presented you with a list of rules of what you can and can't do?" Santana asked before she cracked up laughing at the blond. Quinn knew it was a bad idea to tell Santana anything but the Latina seemed to see right through her when she lied. Currently she and San were sat on Santana's bed just hanging out; it was day one of the celibacy pact she had made for her girlfriend and so far so good.
"Yes San, she made a list now stop laughing. If that's what she needs to forgive me over all this shit then I'll do anything" Quinn admitted
"Wait you're actually gonna spend a full month with no sex, not even a bit of finger action?" Santana asked getting a shake of the head from Quinn "What about some oral, surely you're still getting some of that?" Quinn again shook her head "Jesus Quinn I feel sorry for you, but then again if Britt asked me to do that I think I could so cope, as long as I still have ol' trusty lefty here" Santana said holding her left hand up and staring at it like it was god's gift (maybe it was), Brittany sure saw it that way.
"No I told her I'd only self-love if I really needed it" Quinn said, confident she could do this
"Wait, you're not even allowed to play with yourself?" Santana laughed again, even harder this time
"Fuck off Santana, you'd so do anything for Britt too" Quinn pushed the Latina so hard she almost fell off the bed as she continued to laugh
Santana stuck out a hand to steady herself, gripping her bed "Whoa, shit!" she cried as she wiped a stray tear away from her face caused by her hysterical laughter. "Ok I'm sorry Q, but you have to admit, all this is totally Rachel. I actually admire both her and you for testing your relationship like this, and you'll totally get through it, I know you guys will. Plus me and Britts totally have bets on who's gonna cave first and my moneys on you so don't you dare screw up, literally"
"Santana, has anyone every told you, you suck?" Quinn asked
"Oh all the time" Santana waved away the accusation
"Speaking of Britt, where the hell is she?" Quinn asked looking around Santana's room expecting her to be there, somewhere
Santana shrugged her shoulders "I don't know, at her house most likely"
"But you two are always together, like always, everyday" Quinn noted with slight surprise
"Jesus Quinn she's my girlfriend, not my twin sister, we're not like tied together or something"
"You usually are" Quinn said, in fact it felt kinda weird being with Santana when she wasn't with Brittany.
"So are you not like pissed at Berry for practically locking away your clit for a month because in case you haven't realised Quinnie, you are literally not getting any action for a whole month girl" Santana asked like she was actually interested, making sure Quinn knew what she had actually signed up for
"Angry? No why would I be angry at her for that. I don't care about the sex ban, I need her to trust me again and if that's what she needs then I'll do it. I am however kind of annoyed she actually believes that I'm only with her for the sex, I mean like she thinks I just want sex and that's all she is to me and that's all I care about. I'd have thought by now she would have known how much she actually means to me and how much I love her"
"Well then show her she's wrong" Santana shrugged once more before continuing "Look I can't really blame her for being confused about you Quinnster, I mean you are kinda hard to figure out at the best of times. You keep your feelings locked away and like me you don't really like to show them, but guess what? Me and you, we aren't actually all that different"
"I wouldn't say that exactly" Quinn protested
"Well I would, and let me tell you something, a little nugget of wisdom if you will Q. Sex is sex ok" Santana stated bluntly "It's the same everywhere pretty much, it's so easy to have and to get. Put any two people together and they could have sex, I mean me and you could totally have sex right now" Santana said gesturing between them as she continued on her speech "Now here's where we're the same, me and you we're in a relationship that we actually care about ok? So yeah we call it 'making love', but at the end of the day making love is just sex, both acts are the same" the Latina shrugged her shoulders as she lay down the facts
Quinn stared blankly at her friend not really sure where this was going "And how is this helping?" the blond questioned with a brow raised
Santana held out a hand in her defence "I'm getting to that part ok? As I was saying, yeah we may call it something else but physically they're the same thing right? But emotionally they're not; they're completely different when it comes to that. The point is it's not the act that means something to us, it's who you're doing the act with"
"So sex doesn't hold the meaning, Rachel does?" Quinn asked beginning to understand where Santana was heading with this
Santana smiled and nodded like she had just handed Quinn the secret of life "Exactly, show Rachel it's not the sex or the 'love making', it's her you care about"
"So sex and making love are the same because it's just an act, it only means something when you do it with someone that means something?"
"You're starting to get this Q. Sex isn't the meaning, Rachel is. I mean that girl you did it with first time around, why did you lie to Rachel about her? Because she wasn't special to you, she didn't mean anything but Rach was and she did" Santana explained
"So I put Rachel ahead of Jess?"
"Now she's got it" Santana said proudly like there was someone else in the room other than her and Quinn.
"Is that the same with you and Britt?"
Santana nodded "Every single time. Sex is sex, making love is just sex, it only has a deeper meaning when the person you're experiencing it with holds that meaning for you. And honestly I'd much rather make love just once than have sex a hundred times"
"Wow, I've never seen you like this, so emotional" Quinn giggled, getting a glare from the smaller girl "But what do I do to show Rachel that it's not the act it's her?" she wondered
"I don't know that's for you to figure out, Blondie. I don't do all that lovey dovey stuff, gets too tiring" Santana lay back on her bed, leaving Quinn to shake her head at how unbelievably fast Santana could change
A few days later in the Berry household:
Rachel was in her kitchen, flipping through a vegan cookery book trying to find something that went beyond the simple tofu dishes she usually had, when a knock at her front door distracted her. "Coming!" she yelled, she closed her book and went to the door
Rachel opened her door to see Quinn standing on the other side with her backpack thrown over her shoulder "Quinn? What are you doing here, did we have plans?"
"Can't a girl just surprise her girlfriend once in a while?" Quinn asked, grin on her face
"Of course, come on in?" Rachel stepped aside and allowed her girlfriend to pass and enter her home.
"Your dads aren't here right? I checked and their car isn't on the drive" Quinn asked looking around the living room
Rachel smiled; it was cute how Quinn still acted nervously when she had to interact with her fathers, though with their recent history she couldn't blame her "No they went to their baking class"
"Good, then I can have you all to myself tonight" Quinn smirked and stepped closer to Rachel slinking her arms around the smaller girl's waist and joining their lips together, the kiss lasted several seconds before Rachel broke it
"That's cute but this is still the first week of our deal, don't go getting any ideas" she informed the blond
Quinn nodded "I know, that's not why I'm here. Rach, I know I've been pretty much the worst girlfriend in the world for the past few weeks but like I said I'm gonna do it right now and I wanna make it up to you, starting from today. I was with Santana the other day and she said some things that really started making sense and she was right too"
"Wait Santana? As in Santana Lopez?" Rachel playfully questioned
"I know right? I swear god must have been secretly Latina because she totally has some knowledge under those razorblades she carries around. Anyway enough about San, back to why I'm here" Quinn said walking over to the couch and slipping her bag off her shoulder, placing it down.
Rachel wandered over, curious about her girlfriend's plans for the night. She watched as Quinn pulled out what looked like a DVD box set. "What's that?" the brunette asked
"Well, I was thinking about taking you to dinner and a movie tonight, but I know you don't like modern movies as much and so I got this" Quinn held out the box set for Rachel to see "It's a musical box set of 20 of the best classical musicals ever, everything from 'Funny Girl' to 'Chicago' and of course my favourite 'Rocky Horror', well actually my favourite musical is-"
"-Lion King" Rachel interrupted, if there was one thing she knew about her girlfriend it was that she loved 'The Lion King' even if she wouldn't admit it to anyone else
Quinn smiled "Right, but this box set doesn't include Disney clearly so 'Rocky' Horror' is a good second"
Rachel took the box set from the blond to get a closer look at the included titles "'Rent, Wicked, Cabaret, Grease, West Side Story, Quinn this is amazing, thank you" Rachel smiled before kissing Quinn's cheek, surprisingly the diva didn't have most of these films on DVD, only VHS, Rachel was very old school
"That's not all, it's totally your choice how many and in what order we watch them, and instead of going out for dinner, I thought we could just order from that little vegan place you love so much, I know it's your favourite" Quinn suggested hoping Rachel would be into it
Rachel beamed a bright Rachel Berry smile at the blond and pulled her in for a tight hug "That's way more perfect than just dinner and a movie"
"So I did good?" Quinn asked once she got her breath back
"You did better than good baby, I love this, and I love you" Rachel leaned up to kiss Quinn
A few hours later:
"I think I'd like to be a T-Bird, I could totally rock that jacket" Quinn commented as she and Rachel sat watching the credits roll on Grease in the comfort of Rachel's room, they'd already watched Wicked, ate all their ordered food and said goodnight to Rachel's dads when they returned home from their baking class.
"I think you'd look so hot in that jacket" Rachel smiled at her, "I'd so be your Sandy" she whispered into Quinn's ear
"And I'd totally be your Simba" Quinn laughed so hard she snorted through her nose causing Rachel to laugh just as hard, she wouldn't mind being a lion if it meant spending her time with Quinn, well that and she'd be Queen of the Pride Lands
"God you are such a dork you know that?" Rachel grinned getting up to turn her DVD player and TV off for the night, "Tomorrow night we so have to watch Mamma Mia! Ooh we could sing along" Rach said excitedly as she jumped back on the bed in front of her girlfriend
"We can do whatever you want Rach, but you'll have a hard time keeping up with me because 'Honey, Honey' is so my go to for karaoke" Quinn teased
"And why am I only just discovering this now?" Rachel smirked, picturing Quinn singing Abba was one thing but picturing Quinn doing karaoke was a whole new thing that she just had to see "God I love you Quinn Fabray"
Quinn looked deep into Rachel's eyes as the diva crawled in even closer to her "I love you too Rachel Ber-"she began but didn't get a chance to finish her sentence before Rachel's lips were securely locked on her own. Quinn's hand instinctively grabbed the back of Rachel's neck to hold her in place, as their tongues met. Quinn was about to let her other hand roam but she then remembered the deal she had made and forced her hand to grip around Rachel's sheets to stop it from ruining this perfect moment.
Feeling the arousal starting to tingle in her lower regions as their embrace grew more heated, Quinn pulled back from the kiss "What's wrong?" Rachel asked
"Nothing, I just don't what to screw this up" Quinn admitted and lowered her head, Rachel quickly figuring out what she meant
"Oh I'm sorry, I didn't mean to-"
"It's ok" Quinn said looking back into Rachel's brown eyes
"Do you wanna go home? I'd totally understand if you need to be…alone" Rachel said sadly
"No, I wanna stay. Can we just lie here though?"
"Whatever you want" Rachel nodded, crawling next to Quinn and positioning herself so Quinn could spoon with her
Quinn took Rachel's lead and snuggled up behind her, wrapping her arms around her to just simply hold her "No wait, turn back around" she insisted
"What's wrong with spooning?" Rachel wondered turning her head to look back at Quinn
"Nothing, I like doing it but tonight I just wanna see your face" Quinn said and Rachel did as she wished and turned back around so she was facing Quinn and Quinn was facing her, no more than an inch between their bodies.
Rachel smiled when she saw the glistening look in the blond's eyes "You really are a romantic aren't you?"
"I try"
The pair wrapped their arms around each other and held one another tightly before falling into a soft satisfied sleep.
It had been just over a week since Quinn and Rachel had spent the night watching musicals and so far Quinn couldn't be happier with her new girlfriend image she had created for herself and by the looks of it Rachel couldn't either. Quinn was doing everything right like she had promised, she and Rach had been out on several fun dates this week and Quinn had done many little romantic things to show Rachel she meant more to her than anything else and wasn't just a way to get off.
Quinn smiled when she looked down the hallway at school to see her girlfriend opening her locker and being slightly shocked when she found a box of chocolates along with a note. Rachel knew instantly the candy was from Quinn and she opened the note excitedly
To Rach
Life is like a box of chocolates but least I'm always around to eat the ones you don't like ;)
I love you
From Quinn xxx
Rachel giggled when she read the words in her head. She put the cute note safely in her locker then felt an arm wrap around her waist and lips press a loving kiss on her exposed neck "I see you already found part one of your gift, but don't worry they're vegan friendly" a soft voice whispered in her ear
Rachel's smile grew wider as she turned around to greet her girlfriend who stuck out her hand that was grasping some flowers "Flowers too?" Rachel questioned
"They're part two" Quinn grinned dorkishly as Rachel took the bouquet from her, she instantly breathed in their refreshing aroma
"They're beautiful Quinn, thank you" Rachel placed the flowers in her locker so she could give Quinn a hug and kiss
"No Rach, they're just flowers, you're the beautiful one" Quinn replied perfectly, Rachel just shook her head at the comment as she started to giggle
"How did you get the chocolates in my locker?" the brunette wondered
"Oh come on Rach, it's not hard to figure out your locker combo is Barbra's birthday" Quinn smirked and leaned in to capture the brunette's lips once more
"Aww look San Faberry are making out!" the girls broke apart when they heard Brittany's soft voice
"And she has chocolate" Santana noted excitedly as the couple got closer to Rachel and Quinn
"Hi guys" Quinn groaned slightly at them, they always seem to be around when she has a 'moment' with Rachel
"Hey Quinnie!" Britt waved franticly at the other blond before throwing her arms around her and squeezing her tightly in a Brittany type hug
Quinn gasped for some breath and attempted to hug her friend back, while Santana eyed up Rachel's box of chocolates "So are you like not even gonna offer us one Berry? I thought we were friends" Santana said mockingly offended
"Oh, um sure I guess you can have one" Rachel replied timidly and opened up the box holding them out for the Latina
"Ooh don't mind if I do" Santana smiled and picked around the ones that 'didn't look worthy' until she saw one that looked good enough to eat. She picked it up and tossed it in her mouth "Ew nuts, I hate nuts" Santana complained getting giggles from all the other girls at the clear reference.
"Well good because they're not for you anyway" Quinn informed as Santana stuck her tongue out.
The Latina just shrugged and took Britt's hand "Oh well me and Britts gotta be somewhere, right Britt?"
Santana tried to walk off but Brittany stood her ground with a pout on her lips and sad eyes "But I didn't get a chocolate" she whimpered and Rachel being Rachel held the box out for the taller girl
"Here you go Britt" she said kindly
"Ooh" Brittany's features immediately perked up and she took a chocolate at random (she didn't like to judge the chocolate on flavour in case it hurt their feelings) and munched it down with a smile, somehow smearing chocolate all over her face and around her mouth as she went. Santana couldn't help but smile at her girlfriend; she truly was adorable even when she wasn't trying to be.
"Come on Britt-Britt, let's go get you cleaned up" she suggested, for once not sexually and she took the blond's hand once again when Brittany grinned at her and they made their way off to the closest bathroom.
"Will those two ever change?" Rachel asked with a laugh and shake of the head
"I hope not" Quinn responded, her life wouldn't be the same if she didn't have her two crazy best lesbian friends by her side
It had now been over two weeks since Rachel had put her sex ban in place and Quinn was doing well with it, in fact she hadn't really thought about it too much, that was until she decided to go over to Santana's house to hang out, a mistake she would soon realise
Currently she was sat at one end of Santana's bed while Santana and Brittany were at the other practically dry humming in front of her as they made out. Quinn subtly cleared her throat but the girls didn't do anything other than moan louder so Quinn attempted another fake throat clearing but more obnoxious this time
"You know Q I have some cough syrup in the medicine cabinet if you'd like some" Santana suggested barely taking her lips off of Britt's, long enough to get the sentence out in the first place.
"I don't have a cough, I just think I should probably go so you two can have some alone time" Quinn said, feeling very awkward. She thought she would be used to her friend's high libido by now but nope she still found all this to be uncomfortable to be around
Brittany finally sat up and pushed Santana back gently much to the Latina's disappointment "Oh right, I forgot Quinn was here. We should include Quinn, Sanny"
"Didn't we try that once? From my recollection it didn't work out all that well" Santana remembered that night
"No I don't mean like that, I mean we should be talking to Quinn, I mean you did invite her over to hang" Britt stated
"Fine" San agreed as she sat up and straightened her clothes and hair "So how's the whole sex ban working for ya?" She said in a tone of voice that suggested she didn't really care
"Fine I guess" Quinn replied quietly
"I bet you've been spending a lot of time with your hand though right?" Santana laughed
"Actually no, I haven't" Quinn said surprised by her own answer
"You haven't had sex in over two weeks plus you haven't jerked it, like at all? Jesus Quinn what's up with you?" Santana looked at her like she had grown another head
"I guess I just haven't really needed to, plus it's not the same without Rachel there" Quinn shrugged
"No wonder you're so uptight recently"
"Uptight? I haven't been uptight, have I?" Quinn wondered
"Quinn I suggest you go home and take matters into your own hands, you can't go two weeks without an orgasm, that's just not healthy" Santana said Brittany nodding along in agreement
"I guess I have been a little horny recently"
"That's my girl, now go have some fun and let me and Britts get our mack on" Santana smiled sweetly as she ushered Quinn off the bed and out of her room "You know the way out right?" she asked but didn't give the blond chance to reply before she shut the door in her face
Though Quinn was pretty sure it was just an excuse to be alone with Brittany, she realised Santana was kinda right. She hadn't masturbated for a long time, even when she was having sex with Rachel she usually masturbated at least once a week, but since the whole sex ban thing she hadn't done it once which was weird for her and she couldn't work out why. Quinn guessed she hadn't done it because Rachel had asked her not to. She was horny though and she had been good, so she went home with the intention to please herself.
Once Quinn got back to her own room she collapsed on her bed, Santana's words still running through her head. The more she thought about it the more aroused she was becoming, she remembered promising Rachel she would only touch herself if she really, really needed to and she had gone two full weeks without an orgasm so she was pretty sure having just one wouldn't be so bad. She got out her phone and quickly found a picture of Rachel she had taken after they had had sex one night, her body on full display to the camera; she remembers having to do some pretty embarrassing things to get Rachel to agree for her to keep the picture (things like carrying her books around school)
Meanwhile Rachel herself was lying on her own bed just thinking of Quinn, thinking of how wonderful she had been recently and how open minded she was with her ideas. In fact Quinn had pretty much been the perfect girlfriend over the last few weeks. Rachel was staring at a photograph of Quinn, the very same picture she kept under her pillow for lonely nights such as this. She missed the blond, missed feeling her pressed against her own naked body. She wished she could feel her again but she put this stupid sex ban in place to prove a point. The more she pictured Quinn lying next to her, the wetter she grew between her legs, she knew she would need to deal with herself or she would never be able to get to sleep.
Quinn's eyes raked over the picture of Rachel she had on her phone, she had never seen a sexier girl in her life and she would never know why Rachel was so insecure about her body when she looked that good. Quinn smiled at the shy grin Rach was giving in the picture and let her right hand slip down her stomach until it came to the top of her pants
Rachel didn't waste any time either, she knew exactly what she was about to do so she stepped off her bed and pulled all her clothes off before slipping back on the bed getting under the covers and picking the picture back up. She felt kinda awkward having to do this when she had made Quinn promise she wouldn't touch herself unless absolutely necessary but she really missed Quinn and she felt lonely, besides she figured Quinn had most likely gotten herself off at least once since the ban was put in place. No one could ever make her feel as good or as beautiful or as sexy or as loved as Quinn could and she just missed the way Quinn touched her, the way she protects her when she wraps her arms around her and makes her feel so warm. Rachel wished she could just feel that feeling again right now.
Quinn's fingers crept under her pants and into her panties, finding her hot wetness; she too missed Rachel and was just as lonely without her. She only ever felt complete when she was with the brunette and she just wanted to go over to Rachel's house right now and show her physically how amazing she was. Quinn just wanted to make Rachel feel good and sexy all the time, because she was just so in love with her that it hurt. Quinn groaned at the restrictions her clothes were causing, she pulled her hand out and yanked her top and bra off throwing it out of the way before pulling her pants off next until she was down to just her boyshorts. She lie back on her bed and let her hand go back under her underwear and back to her heated folds, a moan again escaping her lips from the touch.
Rachel's own fingers teased her hard nipples, imagining her fingertips were Quinn's soft warm inviting lips, wrapping around her nubs and licking and sucking in the passion they shared. Rachel moaned, feeling her clit twitch from the sensation she was creating for herself. She couldn't take it any longer, her fingers snaked down her body until they brushed over her trimmed triangle of soft hair, she toyed with it for a few extra seconds before gritting her teeth and giving in, she had to touch herself now.
Quinn looked down at her boyshorts; she watched her hand move in and out under the waistband as she lightly rubbed her sensitive clit. Her other hand lay flat on her abs stroking them lightly up and down as if her hand was Rachel's. She always loved the way Rachel would kiss and touch her abs, how gentle Rachel could be with her movements, she was sure her abs were the diva's favourite part of her body and so she always tried to keep them in the best shape possible.
Rachel continued to play with her nipples as her other hand brushed her clit, she tried to pinch and squeeze her breasts in the same way Quinn would do. She loved how gentle Quinn was when she touched her body, sometimes she was so gentle and careful she would have to force Quinn into being rough with her. Sure she loved the way Quinn caressed her while they were making love but sometimes she just liked to be handled in a rougher way than Quinn was used to being with her. Rachel quickly realised no matter how she touched her own boobs she just couldn't seem to find the right rhythm or pressure she enjoyed so much when her girlfriend was doing it. She just couldn't for the life of her find those sensitive soft spots that Quinn can so easily locate.
Quinn circled her clit but she wasn't getting anywhere, the tension within her only seemed to be growing and didn't look like it was about to be released anytime soon. If she were with Rachel she would already be on the edge by now, in fact she would be blushing by how embarrassingly close to the edge she really was and willing herself to hold on. Quinn looked at the picture she had of Rachel; she smiled as she scanned the diva's happy face. She wished she could see her in person right now. Quinn needed something to help her get off, and she was quickly realising Rachel's picture alone wasn't enough, she needed Rachel herself.
Rachel whined, she cursed herself for her lack of will power to continue in pleasuring herself, she wasn't really horny anymore, in fact she didn't think she was ever horny to begin with. She just wanted to be held by Quinn and have the blond whisper sweet nothings in the ear like they had done so many times. She missed being with Quinn, physically and emotionally, it had only been two weeks and she already knew the next two weeks would be torture but she was determined not to give up, she put this ban in order and she was now gonna play it till the end. Her face saddened with that thought and pulled her hands away from her body, wiping the small amount of wetness from her fingertips into a tissue before throwing it on the floor in disappointment. She couldn't make herself feel as good as Quinn could, maybe that was because she didn't feel as good when Quinn wasn't around. She sighed deeply and rolled onto her side, pulling her bed sheets snugly back over her naked body and thinking about how much she really missed the blond's touch.
Quinn bit her bottom lip, groaning with frustration, it just wasn't the same. It didn't matter how much she imagined her hands and fingers were Rachel it just wasn't working, she was horny as hell but it wasn't for the orgasm that came with masturbating or sex, it was for the girl. She was horny for Rachel. To be with her, to hold her, to love her. And it was then Quinn realised that Santana really was right; it wasn't about the sex it was about who you do it with. She didn't really care about the relief of getting off, all she cared about every time she had sex with Rachel was the fact she was with Rachel, and that she could make Rachel feel so good and Rachel could make her feel just as good back and that's what made sex that much more special for her. She didn't just care about the pleasure she got from it, she cared more about the intimacy she shared with the girl she loved.
Quinn extracted her hand from her underwear and looked down at the wetness that smeared her fingers, she wasn't even as wet as she would have gotten if Rachel was there. She wiped them off on her abs remembering the many times Rachel would playfully clean her fingers off by using her toned stomach, Quinn had gotten used to it by now and she kinda found it to be cute. Quinn smiled as she watched the glistening shine that coated her. She got up and headed towards her ensuite to take a nice cold shower before going to bed, she had just under two more weeks of this sex ban but that felt a lifetime; she just wanted to be able to be with her girlfriend again.
A/N: Hello readers, so a mix of angst and some romance in there too and some smart Santana advice. I once again apologise if that chapter was a bit weak but I filled it full of dorky references to musicals because references are cool.
So for the next chapter I think it's time we get back to the fluffy sexytimes what do you say? Some Faberry make up sex like the good old days of the early chapters so you can be sure Rocky will be making an appearance too, how does that sound?
Please leave me your reviews and let me know if you liked that chapter and if you're excited for the next one, thanks for reading