OMG I know it has been forever since I update but I am inspired now because I got to go to the Twilight convention in Novi MI this last weekend. I couldn't have asked for a more awesome weekend, Chaske Spencer, Booboo Stewart, and Alex Meraz were extremely nice. I don' think I am every going to stop freaking out that I got to meet them. Okay on with the story sorry it took so long to update.

The weeks went by faster than I could ever guess, I was so happy having the baby's with me and Paul. Everyone was safe and happy life couldn't get better than this. The only thing that had been an issue is that Paul's nightmares had gotten worse. I felt bad that my poor wolf was not getting the sleep that he needed. I knew he tried at night but every time he closed his eyes the nightmares would start. The worst part was I had no idea how to help him. I woke as I felt Paul tossing and turning next to me. I always knew it was a danger to wake him out of his nightmares but my love for him wouldn't let me leave him like that.

"Paul, Sweetheart wake up it's just a dream." A scooted back quickly while almost tumbling off the bed as he bolted up right. He looked over at me as his breathing beginning to return to normal.

"That sounded like a nasty one, are you okay?" I asked as I scooted closer to him.

"Yeah, I'm fine I didn't hurt you did I?"I looked at Paul confused, he had never come close to hurting me, what was the difference now.

"No of course not honey." He closed his eyes as I leaned over kissing him on the forehead.

"Maybe I should start sleeping on the sofa at night; I couldn't live with myself if I hurt you?" I looked up at him as he opened his eyes looking down at me with sorrow in his eyes.

"No Paul, that's not going to happen so do not even suggest it. If you are going to start sleeping out in the living room you know damn well I will be joining you because I can't sleep without you next to me."

"Dre I am only doing what I think is best." I reached over taking his large hand in my own.

"I know that, but we are a team now and if there is a problem in our life's it's our job to work together to make it better."

"I don't know what we could do to stop my nightmares, there getting worse every night. "I had been asking him for weeks to tell me about the dreams. But every time I asked about them, he only pushed me away saying he needed to deal with them on his own. It had hurt at first to hear him talking like that, but I knew it was nothing personal.

'I know you don't want to tell me about them, but I think it would be a good idea for you to get it off your chest and tell me."

"I don't want to scare you Dre, I don't want you to see me as the monster I really am." Was that what was really going on this whole time, he thought I would see him as a monster. Hell I thought we had been past this. I could never see him like that, not when I really knew what kind of man he was.

"Paul Lahote, do not ever let me hear you call yourself a monster again, do you hear me you are the farthest thing for a monster you are a protector and a damn good one. Without you the kids and I wouldn't even be here today, and mostly likely Mom and dad too."

"Dre I now I had to do what I did but it still does not make me feel any better."

"I know hansom, is there anything I can do to make you feel better?"

'Just lay here with me." I hated hearing the tone of his voice, so tired so beat down. I wanted to help him but I just didn't know how too." I smiled slightly as I reached over, gently running a hand down his abs.

"I just can't get out of my mind what that creep keeps saying to me." I lay still as he began to talk; Paul had never opened up about his dreams to anyone not even to me. With his age he was now able to hide things from the pack that were bugging him or he wanted to keep privet, I knew there was no way in hell I could help him unless he opened up to me.

"What did he tell you?" I didn't even need to ask who he was talking about, I already knew he was talking about the monster he had saved me from.

"He said that in the end he will win and everyone I love will die by my hand."

"You know that's not true Paul right?"

"Sometimes I wonder because I feel like he controls me, he's in my nightmares and he's still there when I wake up. I feel like I am going crazy and there is nothing I can do about it."

"You not crazy Paul, do you think it would help if you talked to someone about it?" I watched as he starred at me in confusion.

"It's not like I could go to a shrink, I would end up in prison for murder."

"That's not what I meant Paul; I mean someone that help deal with ghosts." I almost smiled as he smirked at me.

"You think that's what's going on here?" Paul looked at me a little skeptical, but I didn't have any better explanation for what was going on.

"That's the only thing that really makes sense to me, I've never known you to have nightmares and I know you have been through some pretty scary stuff."

"You think I was scared?" Paul smirked at me as he wrapped his arms around me, while pulling me close. It made my heart warm to see him smile again. He had been so tired the last few days, which made his smiles few and far between.

"No I know you Paul, you're a tough guy." I couldn't help laugh but a little as I thought of the tough guy everyone else thought Paul to be. I knew otherwise, and I was pretty sure the pack had a good idea that he wasn't the kind of guy he let himself be portrayed as.

"Don't you forget it beautiful." I smiled as he settled down beside me again. I leaned down and kissed him as he fell back into a peaceful sleep. My poor wolf was so tired it had only took him a minute to be out like a light. I settled down next to him and prayed he would be able to sleep peacefully for the rest of the night.

Sam's POV

I had been watching my imprint like she was a ticking time bomb, I was so excited that any day now we were finally going to have the chance to be parents again, this time the little one would really be ours. Emily on the other hand was getting more and more moody with me as the days went by. I sat out in the living room as she slept. I knew she needed her space; I couldn't help it how protective I was of her I love her and that baby more than life itself.

I hated when it was my turn to go out for patrol, what if something happened and Emily needed me. There was no way I could avoid my wolf duties, hell Paul had just started patrolling again and we were already running ragged trying to catch up to the remaining leeches. Then there was also the fact that I knew Paul would be taking Andrea home with him soon. I knew my wolf would morn for his pup when she moved out. I hadn't told Emily how my wolf and I were feeling about Andrea moving out, I knew she wouldn't understand.

"Dad" I looked up as Andrea walked down the step.

"What are you doing up princess." I felt better having Andrea with down here with me for a moment.

"Paul had another nightmare, I'm worried about him." I was worried him too.

"I am too; it's not good for him to going on as little sleep as he has."

"He feel back to sleep for now but I don't know how long it's going to last."

"Has he told you anything?"

I watched as she fidgeted with her hands before looking back at me.

"Dre if you know something you need to tell me so we can help Paul, it's not normal for a wolf to be going through what he has."

"He said Joshua keeps invading his dreams, that bastard told him he was going to end up killing everything he loves."

I felt a cold chill run down my spine with Andrea's words, I should have known what was going on, my wolf was being haunted. Please review and I will update