Whatever's On Her Mind

by SoBrittanaProudlySo

Quinn tells Rachel she is in love with her in the Bridal shop, and Rachel begins to think about her own feelings for the girl. Rachel has Finn and she thought that was all she ever needed, but now she has all these new feelings for Quinn she needs to sort out.

6. Chapter 6: I Think About You Too

TITLE: Whatever's On Her Mind Chapter 6

PAIRINGS

Faberry (Quinn/Rachel)

RATING: M

A/N: Ok I got review commenting on a few grammatical errors, first I'd like to say sorry for that kinda thing I do try to read through all my work and correct all errors but nobody's perfect so I do apologize for any mistakes made, sometimes I just read through things too fast and miss things. Also I have tried to not make the same mistakes in this chapter so if you were that person and you read this chapter let me know if I did better.

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Rachel's POV

God I have never been more excited about going on a first date, not that I've had much experience in that type of thing. I made sure to pick out my outfit beforehand I could have the maximum time to look my best, not that Quinn cares about that sorta thing, her brain is slightly more complicated than Finn's, Finn was easy to please just wear a short skirt and a low cut top and I could probably get away with murder when I was with him. Though then again I'm sure Quinn would appreciate a similar attire.

The thing with Quinn is I can talk to her more, Finn normally had a one track mind and it would often get in the way, but Quinn she's a lot more developed than Finn was. Don't get me wrong I loved going out with Finn, I just hope going on this date with Quinn will give me some sort of direction, tell me what I'm feeling for her, help me understand. God it still seems weird, I'm going on a date with Quinn Fabray, that's definitely not something I would have thought myself saying just a week ago.

I spend almost an hour purely on my hair and I feel a little silly for doing so, it doesn't even look any different, I guess this is the way Quinn would like it as it's what I would usually do with it at school, just something casual and simple for now. I decide to wear a plain sun dress, even if it is dark outside it doesn't mean I can't look nice. Once I'm ready I go down stairs to wait for Quinn, I'm an hours early than the time we agreed upon at school today but I am Rachel Berry early is my middle name, well technically its Barbra but I can joke too.

"Hey honey" my dad says as I walked into the kitchen "You look nice honey, where are you off to?" he asked as he sipped at his freshly made coffee

"Thanks dad, I'm just going out" I say nervously

"Oh with Finn?" he assumes, I haven't told my dads yet about the wedding being postponed, they would most likely be relieved but I can't face all their questions just yet, least not until I know what is going on in my life.

"Uh yeah" I answer hoping he will now droop the subject

"That's nice, how are you two doing?" my face drops from his question, why did he have to ask that right now. He isn't stupid so I know he most likely senses my apprehension of his question, especially when I take several seconds to answer.

"Um...yeah we're good" I can't bring myself to look at him, I never lie to my fathers but this was a lie that had to be maintained right now.

"That's good then, you know me and your father like Finn, right?" he asks and I presume he asks this because he wants me to know they approve and that I don't need to worry, but it isn't that that is making me seem unnerved right now

I look up at him "Yeah I know dad"

"Are you ok Rachel? You seem a little nervous"

It's not often he uses my full name, both of my dads normally call me Rach or honey or any other sweet cute but perhaps a little childish nicknames they could come up with, so I know he's asking me from genuine concern and wonderment. "I'm fine dad, just dating you know" I laugh a little hoping to reassure him of my state of mind

"But you've been out with Finn many times baby, it's not new" he looks at me confused and I realise just how close I am to spilling it all to him.

"I know it's just, I'm early and I just don't want anything to go wrong" is all I can think of saying at this point, but luckily he understands and nods

"This isn't a sex thing is it? Cause when me and your father started having sex we…"

"Dad please stop!" I cut him off, there are some things kids really shouldn't never talk to their parents about and sex is definitely one of them, though it does make me feel a little better that he assumes Finn and I never had sex, I suddenly feel a little less awkward. "I'm just gonna go wait in the living room" I smile at him and he smiles back

"Ok honey, but if you need to talk about anything, and I mean anything, you know me and your dad are always hear to lend an ear, or two…or a bottle a lube if need be and condoms" he jokes

"Dad god, stop talking please!" I beg feeling even more nervous now than I was at the start. "I appreciate your help but I'm going to go to another room now" I say before turning around before he can speak again and walking into the living room, taking a seat on the couch.

6:51pm

Quinn's POV

I pull up at Rachel's house, and beep the horn, we agreed I shouldn't go to her door and knock for her in case her fathers see, I know she hasn't told them about the breakup yet, if that's even what it was and I know she needs more time so I agreed to stay in the car until she came out.

I see her leave the house and wave bye to someone inside I presume it has to be one of her dads, maybe both, the next thing I notice is how beautiful she looks, as she makes her way to my car. I really would like to get out of the car and go around to the other side to open the passenger door for her, but I know I can't risk her dads seeing us just yet.

She gets in the car and I have to laugh, it is unsurprisingly still a little awkward "Hey" her small voice greets me, and it automatically makes me smile.

"Hey yourself" I say growing a little confidence

"You're early by the way, almost ten minutes" she tells me and I laugh again cause I knew if anyone would notice it would be Berry

"I know, I figured you liked the early bird, so why not, and besides I couldn't wait any longer. I was actually ready an hour early anyway, I was a little nervous about tonight" I admit, hoping my honesty will help break the rest of the awkwardness

"God Quinn, that's so lame" she jokes pushing me by the shoulder "Just kidding, I was ready much earlier, and just as nervous, then my dad started making me talk about Finn and how we were doing and all that, just making it worse" her smile began to fade as did mine

"You didn't tell them did you?" I ask in my own panic

"Course not, but they will find out eventually you know, I'm not good at lying and I don't like it, besides they'll see through me soon enough" she says sadly

"I don't want you to have to lie to them, but I can't risk anyone finding out, what if my mom finds out?"

"Quinn my dads won't tell your mom, they don't even speak, I know you're scared that she'll find out you're gay but that won't come from me nor my dads. I promise if they find out I will make them keep it a secret" she grabs hold of my closest hand and squeezes it tight

I trust Rachel and I know her dads wouldn't say anything considering they're gay themselves but I just can't help but freak out thinking of the many different ways my mom could possibly find out. Rachel is the only one I have told, but I have a funny feeling Santana has it figured out, she's always been pretty smart even though she hides it well and she saw us at the Lima Bean yesterday and she has a pretty good Gaydar so I wouldn't put it past her, but thankfully she hasn't mentioned it yet. The thing that worries me most is if she tells Britt, I do trust Brittany also but unfortunately the girl has a tendency to let things slip out, after all that's how everyone eventually found out about the whole Brittana relationship. I know she would never deliberately out me but her mouth moves faster than her brain at the best of time.

"Quinn are you alright?" Rachel's voice pulls me from my overthinking thoughts

I look at her and see the worry in her brown eyes "Yeah Rach I'm fine" a squeeze her hand back to assure her

"You do trust me right Quinn?" she seems uncertain

"Of course I do Rachel, I trust you I do, just I'm scared that's all"

She leans in a little closer towards me "I know you're scared but you don't need to be" she whispers and for several seconds silence takes over us both as we just listen to each other's breath

"Can we just have fun tonight, let's forget Finn, your mom, my dads and just have a good time?" Rachel asks attempting to lighten the mood. I nod my head at her with a new found smile "So what does the famous Quinn Fabray have in mind for a first date then?" her laugh fills the car.

"Well I was thinking of something simple but sweet, a movie then we can get some vegan take out from that vegan place I know you like so much" I suggest hoping shell like my idea, I know it's totally cliché but what else do you do on a first date anyway

"Sounds great Quinn, but we don't have to vegan food just cause of me, we can get whatever you want"

"I want vegan, really Rachel this night is all about you, and it's my treat so just accept it ok" I laugh

She laughs back and says "In that case how can I resist"

"Ok then let's go" I say and start the ignition

9:12pm

"Wow I had no idea that film was so violent, I just thought it was a kids movie, but then blood and swearing all over the place" Rachel said as we walked out of the movie theatre, I knew she'd like it ha-ha, seriously though behind the screaming and almost crying I'm pretty sure she enjoyed the movie.

"Did you have a good time?"

"Yes" she responds with a smile

"Good, because it's not over yet" I promise "Hope you're hungry"

"Starving" she smiled even wider and I wish I could offer my hand to her to hold but I'm too focused on all the eyes around us and it just makes me fear someone seeing us

"Come on" I nod towards where I parked the car and we begin to head back to it.

So far the nights gone alright, better than I expected actually, we haven't had a lot of time to talk yet, one of the reasons I picked going to a movie was to avoid too much conversation but also I want to talk to Rachel, get to know her a bit more, I know we can click if we were giving the chance to just connect, and that's the reason behind the vegan food. I don't even know if I like vegan food but as long as it gets me closer to Rachel I'd pretty much do just about anything right now.

We arrive at the vegan place rather quick, small talk keeping us company all of the way. I let Rachel order for the both of us as I had no idea what any of it even was but she assured me it was delicious and that I would enjoy it, despite it looking like something I'd find in the back of the fridge after a month of not cleaning it out.

Once we received our food Rachel suggested we go back to my place as we were only a few blocks over, it was still pretty early so I told her it was a great idea and we headed towards my house.

"Is your mom home?" Rachel asked as we pull into my drive

"I'm not sure" I answer, it's one of those times I wish she would be out but knowing my luck she would be home.

I cut the ignition and got out of the car, Rachel took the bag of food and also stepped out the car "What did you tell your mom you were doing?" she asked

I was a bit apprehensive to answer her question as it reminded me of the fact I actually lied to my mother about where I was going "Um…I told her I was hanging out with Santana and Brittany" I reconsidered not going in the house but I really wanted to spend more time with Rachel, I didn't want our date to be over just yet so I just kept walking towards my front door, trying to think of an excuse in case my mother noticed that Rachel was neither Santana nor Brittany, of course she would notice, moms always notice.

"You coming?" I ask when I notice Rachel isn't following me anymore, she looks at me clearly nervous again "It will be alright, don't be so worried" I throw her a warm smile and it seems to work as she starts walking again, till she is by my side again.

I try the front door and it is unlocked so I know my mom is in, I quietly sigh at the thought but it's not like I wasn't expecting her to be home, what else does she do all day, and I'm not about to let her ruin my time with Rachel.

We step inside the house and I close the door behind us, Rachel has been here before so she doesn't attempt to be surprised by the size or the interior this time round, besides I think she's still too terrified about the possibility of meeting my mother.

"Quinn! Is that you?" my mom calls from what sounds like the kitchen

"Shit" I whisper before shouting back "Yes mom! And a friend too!"

I walk towards the kitchen gesturing for Rachel to follow, my mom is sat at the kitchen island eating dinner by the looks of it "Hey mom" I greet her

She looks up at me "Hey Quinnie" then her eyes dart to a sheepish looking Rachel behind me "Oh I thought you were meeting with Santana and Brittany" she asked a little confused but sent Rachel a welcoming smile anyway not wanting her to feel too out of place like I knew she was already feeling

"This is Rachel mom" I inform her

"Oh the one from glee club" she finished and offers her hand for Rachel to shake, and Rachel steps forward feeling a little more confident in herself and takes my mother's hand.

"Lovely to see you again Mrs…ah Miss" Rachel stuttered

"Please just call me Judy" she squeezes at Rachel's hand to ensure her she doesn't need to be embarrassed over her mishap. Once their hands parted my mom turned to look at me "So what happened to your other friends?" she generally wondered

"Oh...um…well…they had to go home" I answered but then realised that that didn't explain why I was now with Rachel, luckily the little diva saved my ass by butting in

"Quinn was at the movies with Santana and Brittany and we all ran into each other, but after the movie they had to leave and I said I'd keep Quinn company instead" Rachel lied to my mom, for someone who didn't like it, she sure was pretty good at it, maybe even better than me when it came down to it.

"I thought you said you were going to Breadstix?" she asked completely catching me off guard

"Um change of plans, they had already eaten so, hence the movie instead, and me and Rachel just picked up some vegan food" I was surprised by how easily that lie came about but it wasn't like it was the first time I had spontaneously lied to my mother and I'm almost certain it wouldn't be the last time, considering I'm keeping a pretty big lie from her right now, well I prefer to say withholding the truth over lying but it's almost the same thing.

"Vegan? I didn't know you liked vegan food Quinnie" she said

"I've never tried it before but Rachel is a vegan and so I thought it would be easier getting one thing than two separate things" I look at her then at Rachel who clearly can't decide where she should be staring right now "Uh we're gonna go up to my room and eat, if that's ok" I say warily

"You can eat down here if you'd like, I promise I won't embarrass you" she laughed

"No that's ok mom, come on Rach" I begin to Rachel out of the room

"Well you're free to eat in your room but just don't get any tofu on your bed, honey"

I lead Rachel upstairs and towards my bedroom, almost forgetting she knows where it is due to the fact she's been in it before. The night we almost kissed. Once we're inside I make sure to lock my door behind us, I know my mother has a habit of bursting in without much warning and I don't know where tonight will lead with Rachel but one things for sure, I don't need my own mother messing it up with her extremely bad timing.

Rachel takes a seat on my bed and sets the bag of food down next to her, it doesn't go unnoticed by myself that she is currently sat in a spot where I regular touch myself to thoughts of her and dirty pictures in magazines. I wonder what she would say if she knew I make myself come right there.

"You gonna sit?" she smiles at me and its only then I realise I'm just standing there staring at my bed like it's a natural thing to do

I look at her and smile back, taking a seat next to her. I'm glad the vegan food is cold because it wouldn't have gotten here hot if it was heated. Rachel hands me one take out box and she takes the other, I open and begin picking at it, I have absolutely no idea what it is but I'm willing to try it if Rachel tells me its good. Like my mother predicted, it looks like some sort of tofu, I bite down at a bit I've picked off and I'm rather surprised it isn't half bad, so I keep eating as yet another awkward silence takes over. I'm glad though it doesn't last long before Rachel giggles and breaks it.

"You like it?" she looks at me as she nibbles at her own food in a much more lady-like manner.

"It's pretty good actually" I laugh back and take another bite

"You should tell her you know" Rachel says next and it confuses me right away because I was pretty certain we were just talking about whatever it was we were eating, but now she's talking about something completely different.

"What?" I muttered with a mouth full of food

Rachel giggles again and I just can't help the smile that it creates on my face once again "Your mother, she seems like a lovely woman, and she got over your pregnancy, I'm sure she would get over this too. You should tell her who you really are Quinn" then my smile drops again

"No, no way Rachel I told you, I can't do that, and yes she got over my pregnancy but that's only because I gave the baby up and with the whole divorce thing, if she didn't get over it she wouldn't have anyone left" I explain

"She's your mother Quinn" she says and it frustrates me she thinks it's that easy

"Yeah she is but that doesn't matter, I was raised in a different way to you ok Rachel, it's not as easy as it would be for you. You have two gay dads they wouldn't care if you were gay, but me, I was raised by parents that have a permanent stick up their butt and I just can't risk losing everything I have by telling her that I'm…gay" I lower my voice and break eye contact with Rachel with the last few words. It's still hard for me to accept it as being the truth, even though I know I have no other choice.

"I'm sorry, I don't want to push you" Rachel apologizes

"That's ok, let's just not mention it again ok, after all you were the one who said we should just have fun tonight"

"Sure, let's talk about something else" she gives me that sweet smile again and it just seems to melt all my worries away and I want to curse her for it but I just can't do that, she's too beautiful.

"You look amazing tonight by the way, I like your dress, is it new?"

"Thank you, you look good too, and yes I got it a couple of weeks ago actually"

"Not especially for me then?" I joke

Rachel laughs along with me but her face soon turns serious "Quinn can I ask you something?"

"Rachel we're on a date, questions are expected" I tease

"Ok then, have you ever been with a girl before?" that wasn't really the sort of question I was expecting but she asked so I'll answer, it's only fair

"No I've never slept with another girl before, I've only ever slept with Puck once and that was a mistake" I say shaking my head, I honestly don't know what got into me that night

"What about a kiss?" her voice is slightly more shy, I can only presume she is still a little embarrassed over the other night when we were practically in the same positions

I have to laugh cause not many people know about what I'm about to tell her. "Once. The first year at cheer camp, I kissed another girl then"

"Really? Was she…"

"No she wasn't gay, it was a dare. There's not a lot to do at cheer camp late at night so a bunch of the girls got around and we played truth or dare, and I said dare and Santana dared me to kiss this other girl" I laugh as I replay the whole experience over in my head, knowing I could have done such a better job now

"So Santana knows about this?" Rachel was laughing too

I nod "and Brittany"

"I got my own back on her though, I dared her have seven minutes in heaven with Britt and they took ten instead" I explain "Ironic that they first hooked up in a closet, and didn't come out for three years" I crack up and Rachel almost falls off the bed laughing along.

"Was she good, the girl I mean?" Rachel asked when we finally stop laughing

"Yeah actually she was, we didn't use tongue or anything but I think she was the first thing that really made me start to think I was gay"

"Really?" she sounds surprised

"I freaked out after though, almost ran off"

"Oh my god, Quinn Fabray was actually scared of something after all"

I push at her shoulder "Oh and I guess you were so calm when it came to your first kiss" I kid

"It was your first kiss?" again she sounds surprised

"I'm not gonna tell you all my secrets Berry, at least not just yet" I smile

She shrugs pretending not to mind "Fair enough, and my first kiss was with Finn actually, I think he was more scared than I was" she admits

"Wait but that was only a few years back, you were…what, like 16" she nods once, a little unsure of herself again "You didn't have your first kiss till you were 16?" now I'm the one sounding surprised

"Well it's not like I have guys lining up for me, go ahead and laugh Quinn" she saddens a little

"Rach I'm not gonna laugh, I think its sweet actually, despite the fact me and Finn were together at the time it happened but I like the fact that you wait for these big moments, I mean I'm not ecstatic that you gave your virginity to Finn but I'm happy you saved it for someone who actually cared about you, not like Jesse or Puck like I did" I too sadden remembering the horrible mistake

"Pucks a good guy when he wants to be, and if you and Puck never…you know, well you never would have given birth to Beth and that's something to be proud of Quinn" she puts her hand on mine obviously thinking it would work but it wasn't

"Yeah I got pregnant at 16 and gave my baby up, to your biological mom that's really something to be proud of isn't it?" I ask sarcastically

"Quinn don't say that, you're an amazing young girl and I'm so proud to call you my friend, you wanna know a secret" I look up at her because of course I wanna know a secret of Rachel's so I give her a small nod "I've always looked up to you, even when you were a bitchy cheerleader Quinn, but even more so now"

"Your just saying that"

"No I'm not, I really mean it, and you know in some weird way me and Beth are kinda like sisters, and so if we hook up that will make us…"

"Don't even finish that sentence Rachel that sounds gross and never ever mention that again" I laugh when she cracks a smile again "And if we hook up, that sounds kinda promising" I smirk

"You've been hanging out with Santana for far too long" she shakes her head clearly in disbelief over my comment

"What about you, you ever mack on a girl" I laugh deliberately referencing Santana's vocabulary

"No I've never kissed a girl, other than being oh so close to lip locking with you" she laughs

Another silence takes over but this time it's not awkward at all, not until Rachel looks at me like she wants to ask something else but she seems a little unnerved about doing so

"What is it Rach?" I'm now interested in knowing just what has her mind so completely debating against itself

"I was just wondering, if you've only ever had sex with Puck and it was only once, then you must…you know, like when you were pregnant, there must have been no way you couldn't keep your hands off yourself" she grows a little more confident as she finished her question and looks back up at me. By this time we had both finished our food and I grabbed the boxes and bag and got up off my bed to dumb it all in the trash can. "Well?" Rachel smirks

I sit back down on the bed and Rachel scoots closer to me desperate for me to answer "Rachel for most of my pregnancy I was living with Puck and Mercedes, it was kinda hard to do something like that when you're not in the comfort of your own home" I look her in the eyes

"So you spent all that time without even doing it once" I'm a little surprised that Rachel is asking these questions but were having a good time still and honestly I'm kinda finding curious Rachel a turn on, especially when it's sex and sex related things she's so curious on, it makes me wonder if she was ever this open with Finn.

"Ok maybe I did it like once or twice but there was no way I was gonna have Puck or Mercedes find me doing it so I only did it when I was alone and if I was really and I mean really desperate" I admit

"What about now?" she asks so simply no embarrassment at all

"Rachel!"

"What? It's a perfectly natural thing to do Quinn and there's nothing wrong with talking about it. I mean I admitted that I have in the past pictured us together, so what about you?" she asked

"Of course I've pictured us together, in case you've forgotten I admitted I am in love with you" I laugh

"No I don't mean picture us dating or anything I mean do you think of me while you touch yourself?" I swear she moves closer ever so slightly with that particular question

"Rachel!" I shout again

"Oh come on Quinnie, it's nothing to be embarrassed about, I do it all the time" Rachel admits but it's not like I couldn't have guess, I already presumed Finn most likely wasn't very good in bed and I could guarantee he has never made Rachel come during intercourse, he probably blows his load putting a condom on.

"Of course I do it, I'm not embarrassed to admit that, but you can't ask what I think about during…it" I can feel my cheeks heating up and I can't believe I am actually discussing this with the same Rachel Berry that I thought to be an even bigger prude than everyone thinks I am

"So it is me" she giggles not as a question but as a statement

"Rachel…"I go to say more but she cuts me off

"I think about you sometimes" she confesses and it secretly makes my heart leap in excitement

"Really?" I can't believe my ears, did Rachel Berry really just admit to masturbating to thoughts of me, not that I'm complaining in fact it just got me pretty wet

"I can't help it, I picture it's your hand not mine that's between my legs, and sometimes I picture it being your mouth, your tongue, your fingers inside me" she whispers now and her breath brushes past my ear and if I had to put my money on it I'd say she was trying to seduce me, again not that I'm complaining besides I'm so turned on I don't think I could physically stop her right now. "So do you?" she runs a hand up my leg and it continues till it's dangerous close to where I wish it was right now

"Occasionally, maybe" I look down at her hand as it teases closer and closer and I lay back a bit

"You so do, you're blushing" she smirks aware of the effect she is having on me right now

"Well hearing you talk like that is…" I dart my eyes from hers and back to her hand

"…is what Quinn? Tell me" she leans down so her body is basically on top of mine and I think by now its obvious where this is going but there's no way I'm stopping it this time. This is way too hot.

"You know" I nod my head downwards to answer her question even though I know she knows what I'm talking about

"Is it turning you on Quinn? Are my words making you wet?" she husks in my ear

"Rachel Berry, I didn't even think you knew such words" I smirk back at her; I'm really liking where this is going now.

"Oh I have a vast sexually advance vocabulary Miss Fabray" her breath is now hot against my ear and neck and I can practically feel her lips brush my skin.

"That's always good to know" my voice clearly trembling and my skin is completely heated as her hand squeezes my thigh and my hips buck ever so slightly, something that doesn't go unnoticed by the brunette

"Do you like this Quinn? Are you wet right now for me?" she fingers toy with the crotch of my pants and I swear this girl is about an eyelash away from either intentionally or accidently touching my clit.

"Rach, we should stop" I gasp when her finger pushes down on my crotch with just the perfect amount of pressure. My brain is saying one thing but my libido is saying another, and it appears my libido is much stronger as I rest a hand on Rachel's back

"Is that really what you want Quinnie?" her voice so quiet as she leans in and her hot lips press firmly against my neck making me gasp again, her lips feel amazing, so soft and warm, even better than I originally thought they would feel. "Cause I don't wanna stop baby"

I'm aware of the fact she just called me baby and I'm not gonna lie hearing her call me that makes me wetter but I'm too focused on how close we are to care about forming coherent words to reply. Instead I just shake my head and let her continue.

She rolls on top of me more and begins to rub herself against my leg, she really knows what she's doing, no wonder Finn had trouble with arriving too early, I think I might go over the edge if she doesn't stop. She rolls her hips against me and moans , its obvious she's dry humping me and to be honest it's the hottest thing I've ever seen.

She suddenly stops and sits up so she is now straddling my hips "I'm so wet Quinn" she says and she leans down and I know it's coming, I don't want to stop her this time, it finally feels right, I want it to happen. Her lips are inches away from mine when she closed her eyes and leans the rest of the way in. Our lips touch and I don't fight it, it is heavenly, her lips are perfect. I bring my hand up to cup her cheek and keep the kiss going for several more seconds. It's definitely the best kiss I've ever had. She breaks the kiss first and pulls back, but not too far, she stares back into my eyes and I think it's clear we're both pretty speechless.

9:52pm

Rachel's POV

Fireworks, that's what they say you're meant to feel, when you kiss 'the one' and I don't know what it was exactly but there was something more than just fireworks between our lips.

Her eyes are the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. She's staring back at me and I can't comprehend what just happened. Here I am, straddling Quinn Fabray after I just dry humped her several times. She's the most beautiful girl I've ever seen and my heart thumps for her when we're this close. We finally kissed and my body isn't going to let me stop there, I don't want to stop there. I'm too turned on to stop now and I want to make her feel good.

"That was incredible Rach" she smiles as she looks up at me but I can't find the words to say back so I decide to show her instead.

I lean back in and our lips join again, more heated this time and I feel her hand on my back as it unsubtly creeps down till it has reached my ass. This isn't what I figured I would ever do on a first date but I just can't stop myself. I don't want to stop myself, never.

Our lips part and mine reattach to her neck this time, I pepper my lips all the way down her sensitive strong neck, smiling against her skin with each moan she lets out when we connect. I reach her shirt and I pull back, she looks at me with a little worry in her eyes thinking I'm about to stop, but I give her a reassuring smile and lift her shirt to expose her firm hard abs until it's just under her breasts, there's plenty of time to see those next time.

My lips go back to kissing but this time it's on her newly exposed stomach, I lick up her abs and she shudders ever so slightly and I feel one of her hands in my hair. It turns me on more knowing what I'm about to do and yet she has no idea, but the good thing is she isn't stopping me this time and in a way I'm kinda surprised she's not but I'm also very happy about the fact. My tongue circles her belly button and I look up at her. She's looking back, biting on her bottom lip and with half closed eyes as she relaxes into my touches, I know she's turns on, it doesn't take a genius to know I made her wet teasing her with my questions and thigh touching moments ago, though I'm still sure she can last longer than Finn.

After I've pressed a generous amount of hot wet kisses to her abs, my small fingers find her pants button. I can see my own saliva spread across her skin and I feel her hand tighten slightly in my hair, I'm sure she's now figured out what my intentions are and I have to smile. I wonder what's going through her mind right now, good things I hope but I can never be too certain with Quinn. I don't want to scare or upset her then again I don't think going down on her will do either of those things.

I undo her pants and look back at her when my fingers are dipped inside past the waistband as I silently ask if its ok, she gives me a nod and it seems like she no longer really knows what's going on. I tug on her pants and she lifts her hips allowing me to rid her of the restricting material after pulling them down her perfectly toned legs. I drop them to the side of us on the bed then look back up at her, I've always wondered what type of underwear Quinn wore and it turns out for today at least she has a pair of light blue boy shorts on, they hug her ass and frontal area perfectly but I can't wait to get them off.

She is breathing more heavily now, waiting for me to make my next move. I walk my fingers up her shin, over her knee and then up her thigh till it stops at the hem of her underwear. It looks like she's gritting her teeth and I can already smell some of her arousal seeping out and is just starting to soak her crotch. I hook my finger into the leg of her shorts and tug, she lifts her hips again and I pull her underwear all the way off putting them with her pants.

Now Quinn is completely exposed to me, well she still has her shirt on but her most intimate part is practically staring back at me and she's not even moving or trying to cover herself up, she is letting me see all of her and I know that isn't something she does for anyone, so I'm pretty honoured, Finn, Sam, that girl she kissed in cheer camp, no one has ever seen her in this way, sure she slept with Puck but my guess was he didn't really take his time to appreciate the perfection that lays before me right now. The perfection that is Quinn Fabray. A perfection that is waiting for me to touch her. And right now there is nothing I want more.

I can now see just how much my teasing did turn her on as I see a generous amount of pre-come spread across her intimate area and it's enough to be embarrassed about but she is so sure of herself, embarrassment hasn't even crossed her mind. I can smell her much more now too and it smells so amazing I can't wait to taste her. Her hair down there is more brown than blond, kind of a mix of the two, and as I lean in closer I can see very fair hair that makes its way from her belly button down to where I want to be, its ironic with the names she would always call me but at the same time it looks cute, there's not a lot there but I still find it to be particularly adorable.

"Is this normally what you would do on a first date?" I heard her laugh I lock eyes with her and smile for myself, I know now that she has figured out what I'm about to do, I only gave Finn head once and never again because it was one of the worst experiences I've ever had. My advice-never tell a guy you don't have a gag reflex because he will always try to take advantage of it and test just how lacking you truly are, luckily for me Finn wasn't that…shall we say advanced for it to be too much of a problem, I'm just glad I never mentioned it to Puck instead. But here I am on top of a naked from the waist down Quinn and all I want to do is taste her, I actually want to give her head. That's gotta mean something I'm sure.

"No Quinn I don't make a habit of sucking my first dates off" I whisper to her and I can tell my vulgar use of words not only surprised her again but also turned her on even more. I didn't want to tease her anymore so I decided to take action instead.

I leaned back in till I was face to face with Quinn's wet sex. My tongue darted out and I licked up her length collecting her pre-come, I surprise myself by my actions and how eager I was to get in there, pardon the pun, but I just couldn't stop once I had started, not that I would have wanted to of course.

"Jesus Rach" Quinn moaned and I pushed her legs further apart so open her up more, my reward was divine as I was presented with her cute little but clearly erect clit on display to me. I leaned back in and blew ever so gentle on her nub, her hips bucked up and it caused me to smirk my susses.

"You smell so good Quinn" I inform her and dart my tongue back but this time I swipe over her clit and she bucks harder. I used one hand to hold her hips down and her hand tangles in my hair.

I dip my tongue down and it circles her entrance, it's not like I haven't realised this is my first time at tasting a girl and pleasuring her at all but it's like something is guiding me, not only Quinn's hand in my hair but something else, it's like I know what I need to do. I find it so enjoyable I have to admit and I now understand why Santana and Brittany hardly ever leave their rooms when they're together.

My tongue slips in to her hole and I instantly feel her walls and muscles clench around the appendage as she pants. "Fuck Rachel" I can't help but feel an ego boost when she moans like that, nor can I help the throb I now feel building up between my own legs.

I've always known Quinn was extraordinarily attractive but seeing, hearing, touching her like this is on an all new level.

I pull my tongue out and drag it back up to Quinn's sensitive bundle of nerves, I begin to circle it and I have to admit I love the way it feels against my own tongue "More Rach" she pleads and I'm more than happy to give her exactly what she wants right now.

I'm not ready to have my fingers inside her just yet but I know what I can do to make this more pleasurable for her, I wrap my lips around her clit and suck on it hard, her hips jolting up again as she tries to hump my face. I never knew giving head could be so satisfying for the giver as well as the receiver but I guess it truly can be if this is anything to go by.

I suck at Quinn's clit and at the same time flick it back and forth with my tongue and its obvious by her reactions that the sensations are driving her wild. I have no idea what to expect from her but my guess is she's getting close so I use the hand on her hip to slowly caress her stomach, drawing random patterns on the soft skin.

"Rachel I'm so close" she sounds breathless and I know I'm doing a good job, I'm pretty impressed with myself also but then again there's not a lot I can't do when I put my mind to it, or in this case my mouth. I giggle to myself at the thought and the vibrations must have run through Quinn's clit because the next thing I know her fingers are tugging my hair, trying ever so hard not to tug to hurt me but I know the pleasure she is receiving is making that beyond difficult.

I give her a few more licks before I feel her whole body tense up "Fuck I'm coming" she whispers with gritted teeth, I know she's also trying not to be too loud in case her mom overhears. I glace up without taking my mouth off of her pulsing nub, I keep licking at her as she covers her face with both hands. Her body shakes as she comes, and my mouth gets covered in her sweet delicious juice which clearly I now have a taste for and can officially say I love the way Quinn Fabray tastes.

Once her body becomes limp I lap up the rest of her come that has leaked out and I pull back, licking my lips, savouring each and every drop last of her. She still has her face covered when I crawl up next to her on the bed. Her chest rises and falls trying to regain some sort of steady breathing rhythm.

"My god Rach, was that really your first time at doing that to a girl?" she pants and I can't help but giggle as she strokes my ego yet again.

"I can do it again if you weren't 100% satisfied" I tease and wiped my mouth with a tissue I found in my dress pocket

"God no I'm definitely completely spent" she laughs taking her hands away from her face "That was absolutely incredible Rachel" she looks up at me and smiles a lazily half smile, I know I've done good

"Well I'm glad your satisfied but it's a school night and it's getting late, drive me home?" I ask in a perky voice

Quinn sits up and her smile fades away "But what about you don't you want me to do you?" she asks and it only makes my heart beat for her all the more, knowing she actually cares about me getting off too, another thing I didn't have a lot of luck with Finn over, he wasn't the most giving lover, once he was done, which was practically straight away, it was almost as if he didn't care about me at all, he never really tried to help me with my needs.

"That's ok Quinn, you can repay me next time" I say brushing my fingers lightly against her still naked leg "Now put some pants on, you can't drive naked"

She pushes her shirt back down and climbs off the bed, grabbing at her underwear and pants and slipping both back on individually. I don't complain at the rather nice view I am presented with of her ass as she redresses.

She turns back and sit down on the bed again "What does this mean though?" she asks not knowing where she stands "What does that make us?"

I place my hand on hers "I don't know really"

She must have thought I didn't enjoy our time together because the next thing she said was "It doesn't have to mean anything if you don't want it to you know, I mean it wasn't sex it was just oral right so we can just forget it if that's what you'd prefer" she speaks in an almost heartbroken tone

"Quinn, I'm not sure about a lot right now, but what I am sure about is I really liked what we just did and I have no reason for us to stop" I smile to reassure her I mean every word

"Really?" she asks bringing her own smile back, the one that is the cutest thing I think I've ever seen

"Really"

"Good cause I really don't wanna stop that either, and I certainly don't want to miss out on my chance to do that to you" her smile turns into a smug smirk and I get wetter just thinking about feeling Quinn's mouth on me in that way, pleasuring me so intimately.

I don't response with words, for once I'm a little lost for them, I just lean in and capture her lips once more, feeling those fireworks all over again, the beating of my heart going in all directions as her hand comes up to cup my face. She moans into our kiss and I can only presume it's from the fact she's tasting her delicious self all over my lips

She breaks the kiss first this time and I see her subtle lick at her own lips tasting every bit of the shared flavour. "Are you sure you don't want me to help you out?" she tries to get me to give in "You must be soaking right now"

"I am but, I'd rather wait, besides I think I'll just go home and think about you some more and that will help" I wink at her and know she just got all hot again, it really will be worth the wait.

She pulls me in for another kiss and I realise it's the first kiss she has initiated herself, it feels good for her to take the lead and for me not to worry that I'll freak her out or scare her off. We only break when air is required, after all we don't want to die before all this gets really good.

"Now are you gonna drive me home or are you gonna make me walk back?" I joke

When we get downstairs Quinn's mother is in the living room watching some reality show by the looks of it "Hey girls, is Rachel leaving?"

"Yeah mom, I'm just gonna drive her home now" Quinn answers her mother

"Ok well you come straight home ok dear, it's a school night, remember?"

"I will mom don't worry, I'll be about 20 minutes ok" Judy gives her daughter and nod and we head out towards Quinn's car, we both climb back in and she reverses out of her drive way and begins to drive to my house

Most of the drive was filled with general conversation, for the first time both of us didn't feel at all awkward, it was just like we were friends, talking, laughing and having fun. When Quinn got to my house she pulled up outside and turned to look at me with a serious face

"Are you sure you're ok with this Rach, with us?" She asks

"I wouldn't say I was if I wasn't, I like you Quinn, I really do and I feel I'm only going to figure out my feelings for you if we try this thing, if you'll let me of course" I really hope she isn't about to back out

"Of course I'll let you, I love you Rachel, I just don't want either of us to get hurt" I can see the vulnerability and fear in her eyes, something I'm not used to seeing from one Quinn Fabray

"I don't want to hurt you Quinn"

"I don't want to hurt you either"

We link hands

"Well then I guess we'll just see where this goes" I smile

She smiled back "Did you have a good time tonight?"

"I had the best time Quinn, I've never been on a better date, you are an amazing person just remember that. What about you, did you have a good time?" I laugh cause I know exactly what she's about to say

"I've definitely never had a better date Rachel, your mouth is far more talented at things that go beyond singing" she laughs, trust her to make such a crude yet comical comment

"I'll see you at school" I say

"See you at school"

I bring our linked hands up to and kiss the back of her hands and she runs her thumb over mine

"Night Quinn"

"Night Rach"

I step out of the car and wave her off as she drives home; I turn to my own home and make my way inside

"Hey honey" my dad calls from the living room, I was hoping to skip the greeting and just go upstairs but my door shutting skills aren't as quiet as I would like them to be. I walk in to the living room to see my dads sat on the couch, one is fast asleep and the other looks like he's not far from dropping off too. "Have a good time out with Finn?" he asks me casually

I know I have to lie yet again but it's for a reason, getting into a conversation about Finn and the wedding is not something I could handle tonight. "Yes dad, we had a lovely time" I smile sweetly

"Good, hope it stayed all PG" he warned but I could see the smirk on his face

"Dad!" I playfully scold

"I don't wanna know. But other than any of that what did you guys get up to?"

"Um…we just went to see a movie, then got some vegan take out" my smile grows wider remembering how sweet it was that Quinn would offer to got vegan just because of me

"Finn ate vegan?" he laughs sounding surprised, I just nod afraid of speaking in case I say the wrong thing, it would be easy to just tell them the truth then I wouldn't be so worried about slipping up so much, but right now just isn't the appropriate time "Well I'm glad you had a good time honey" he said

"Thanks dad" I look at him then over to my other dad who is out cold right now, laying on the couch, and his feet over my other dad's lap. "I'm just gonna go to bed now, I'm pretty tired"

"That's fine Rach, me and your father will be up soon, just finishing watching this movie" he looks over at his husband and laughs "Well I am anyway, it's a classic"

"Ooh what is it?" I inquire, suddenly more interested

"The original Bonnie and Clyde" he answers with a smile

"Ooh that is a classic, classic film and classic outlaw duo" I smile back

"You know me and your dad always wanted to be like those guys" I look at him in a slight confused manner "Well you know without the murdering and robbing" I laugh because without those things Bonnie and Clyde were just a regular couple that loved driving

"Ok dad, well enjoy, goodnight"

"Night honey" he smiled at me once more before I head upstairs.

When I get to my room the first thing I do is lock my door, I'm too turned on to want to be interrupted at all at this point. I reach around my back to the zip on my dress and begin to undo it, once its undone I slip out of it and allow it to pool around my feet. I step out of it and pick it up not wanting to crease it I place it over the back of my desk chair.

I catch a look at myself in my full length mirror, I let my hands run up my body as I admire myself. My fingers brush past my erect nipples that are still covered by my bra, I reach around and unclip the restraining material, tugging it off and letting it fall to the floor under me. I head over to my bed and climb in, I know I'm tired but I'm still wet after what I did to Quinn and I know I won't be able to sleep until I deal with that problem.

Once I'm under the bed covers I run my hands over my breasts again, pinching the now naked nipples between my fingers and letting out a low moan. I feel myself get wet even more as the sensation flows through my body, preparing for what's to come.

I lift my hips and pull my panties off tossing them in the direction of my laundry basket; I let a proud smile grace my features when I surprisingly hit my target. I snuggle further down in my bed revelling in the feeling of my soft cool bed sheets laying against my overheated body.

I spread my legs as my hand runs from my breast to my belly; I caress it gently, effectively teasing myself. I bite down on my lip not wanting to make too much noise but I know I can't help it when a groan rips through me. My fingers reach my small patch of hair and keep going till they're totally submerged between my soaking lips.

They easily find my clit and my hips involuntarily buck up to greet my hand. I use my index and middle finger to carefully rub circles around the already hard nub, my other hand fondles my own breasts, giving special attention to each equally. Once my fingers are wet enough I slip down to my entrance, teasing myself for just a few seconds more before effortlessly slipping them in to my tight hole.

"Oh Quinn" I whisper with my eyes shut tight. I wasn't lying when I said I think about her when I touch myself. I imagine that she's here with me now, hovering over my, her fingers inside me, making love to me. I picture her kissing my lips and my neck and all the way down my body till I can feel her warm breath stroke past my sensitive clit. I want to watch as her head dips and moves back and forth between my legs pleasuring me until I climax with nothing but a moan and her name escaping from my lips.

"Feels so good Quinn" I gasp as I slowly move my two fingers in and out of myself, feeling as I clench around the digits. I'm so wet now I can actually hear every time I push in and pull out. My other hand still toying with my breasts and I use my fingertips to lightly brush the underside of my left breast imagining the way Quinn would work if it were her right now touching my body.

Her caress would feel so much softer than my own I'm sure, I wonder if she would be too soft, not that I would care but I do often fantasies about Quinn being rough with me. The thought alone gets me a whole lot closer than I was before and I know I'm not gonna last much longer.

I pull my fingers out and run them back up to my clit, pressing down slightly making my hips buck yet again. "God" I whisper, it feels like every single nerve between my legs is being stroked with each rub. I can't take the tension building anymore and I have to have a release. My fingers pick up the pace as they rub quicker now back and forth, slipping easily around. "Hmm" I moan biting down on my bottom lip hard enough for it to hurt at this point.

"Jesus" I don't think I've ever been this wet nor has my clit ever been this hard. I'm about to go over and I spread my legs just a little more to maximize the sensation between them. I change back to circling my nub for several more times to drag out the pleasure just that bit more. Then I quickly go to more fast strokes and just as I do my whole body stiffens and my back arches "Quuiiiiinnnn!" I gasp one last time as I come all over my fingers.

I give a few more lazy strokes to my now oversensitive nub allowing myself to milk my orgasm for as much pleasure as possible. Once I can no longer take the contact I remove my hand from between my legs and relax my body. My chest raised high before falling back down as I pant to regain sufficient breath.

I wish I could just drop into post-orgasmic bliss but unfortunately I can't sleep naked in case my fathers wake me before my alarm has chance to go off in the morning. I peel the covers away from my body and I can see the glossy sheen of sweat that has painted most of my skin. I sit up and smile when my whole body tingles in the pleasure I just gave myself. I pull a tissue from the box aside my bed and wipe my hand, before getting up and making my way into my en-suit to go through my night-time ritual

A good twenty minutes after and I'm freshly prepped for my beauty sleep. I go back into my room pull out some clean PJs and dress myself. I unlock my bedroom door but keep it closed then walk back to my bed where I climb under the covers once more. I quickly set my alarm for a nice early time in the morning and lay my head down on the soft pillow, ready for my well-deserved sleep. I smile to myself as I drift off knowing that tomorrow at school will definitely not be as awkward

A/N: Ok so they finally kiss…and did some other stuff too. What did you guys think? Good? Bad? I hope it was good lol. But I'm only the writer so I guess I can't answer that one. Any ideas of what you guys would like to see next? Drop me a review and let me know your thoughts and suggestions.