TITLE: Whatever's On Her Mind Chapter 7
PAIRINGS
Faberry (Quinn/Rachel)
RATING: M
A/N: Thanks to everyone who is still reading this one, hope you're still enjoying it
Rachel's POV
The morning sun beams through my window when I wake up bright and early, I thought I would be happier today, after me and Quinn had our first date. I mean she tried so hard, she was like the perfect gentleman just you know, she's female instead. I don't really know what came over me last night, but something did and I went down on Quinn and now I just feel like maybe I rushed her into something she didn't want to do.
She planned such a beautifully romantic date, Finn never really did that for me, our dates were mostly spent making out while he groped me with his brutish bear hands and his breath could have been better too. Sure we did other things too, it wasn't just physical but when I was with Finn he wasn't exactly romantically driven, he wasn't the most creative either, in fact the most romantic thing he ever did was 'think' about setting up a picnic when he proposed to me but in the end he couldn't even do that cause he claimed he couldn't find the same cups, I mean is that even a valid excuse at all, oh and I guess the whole naming a star after himself was kinda sweet too.
I've been thinking that what if I scared Quinn, pressured her, and she thinks I'm gonna be one of those crazy girlfriends, I don't want her to think like that, I can't let her think like that if I want this to work at all. Quinn liked it though, she told me when I asked, she didn't complain, but then again who would, the more I think about it the more I just think I rushed this, I need to know her true feelings on what happened last night, I have to talk to her.
I jump out of bed and quicker than ever I rush to get dressed, I skip half of my morning routine just because I can't really concentrate on it all right now, I run down stairs attempting to skip breakfast and just go straight to school but damn my fathers sometimes "Morning honey? I made you some breakfast" my daddy said from the kitchen before I had chance to leave
"Crap" I whispered to myself but I bit my lip and turned back, making my way into the kitchen. "Morning dads" I say looking at both of them sat at the kitchen island. A plate of freshly baked vegan friendly pancakes was pushed towards me and damn my nose, they smelt so good, damn my taste buds they looked even better. Ok so I'll just eat breakfast then I'll be off, I mean there's no point in letting them go to waste is there, besides it's still early so Quinn most likely wouldn't even be out of bed yet, much like the rest of my fellow classmates. I sit down and begin to eat.
"You alright honey, you look a little confused?" one of my dads asked, making both of them look at me like I'd grow an extra nose or something
My eyes darting between them not really knowing what to say "Uh sure, I'm good, just got a busy day at school today. I want to get it over and done with that's all" I say and smile
"Well then it's a good job I didn't let you skip breakfast isn't it" he laughed
I finish breakfast and luckily the conversation isn't brought up again, I really, really hate lying to them, but it is for the greater good I suppose. "Well I'm off then" I say grabbing my school bag and kissing my father's cheek.
"Bye honey" he said before I walked over to my other dad giving him the same affection
"Have a good day honey" I hear as I head towards the front door, this time making it with no more stoppages. I get in my car and make my way to school, it's later now but Quinn most likely wouldn't be there yet anyway so I get another idea, I'll go to her directly, I can't wait anymore without going crazy so I change direction and head to her house. When I get there, I can see her car is still in the drive way, that lazy blond is probably still wrapped up in her bed sheets dreaming of sweet nothings.
I pull up and get out of my car, slightly nervous, I bet her mother will answer the door and I have no freaking clue what I'll say to her, guess I'll just tell her the truth, well the truth with some parts omitted out for both of our safety of course.
"Rachel isn't it?" her mother said remembering my name as the front door opened
I looked up at the taller blond, I can see where Quinn gets her looks from that's for sure, as Noah would say, hall of fame MILF, well a MILF anyway, wait what am I saying this is Quinn's mom, I need to stop thinking altogether.
"Yes hello Miss…Judy, I was wondering if Quinn was in?" I know she is but I don't want to seem too stalkerish that I noticed her vehicle was still there.
"Yes she's just getting ready for school, would you like to come in, I'm sure she won't be too much longer" Judy says nicely
"Yes thank you very much" she moves aside for me to enter and she gestures for me to go into the living room, I sit down on the couch once I'm in there.
"Can I get you something, a drink or…"
"Oh no that's ok, thank you for the offer though" I smile at her
"Quinnie, you have a guest!" she shouts up the stairs and then moments after Quinn comes running down them in her underwear, yep just a bra and some boy shorts
"What mom? I can't hear you I had my music on" she says
"I said you have a guest" Judy points in my direction and Quinn's eyes follow and though I'm distracted by her body I try to look as casual as possible.
When Quinn sees it's me she quickly freaks out. "Jesus mom! You could have said it was Rachel!" she said trying to cover herself up running back upstairs out of sight, I didn't know whether to be offended or just accept she didn't want me to see her in her underwear, not that its anything I didn't get to see last night.
"Well I don't know what that was about" Judy said looking at me confused
"Girls" I joke and it makes the older blond giggle before she heads into the kitchen without another word.
A few minutes later Quinn comes back down stairs, this time fully clothed, she comes into the living room and I stand to greet her "Hi" I say slightly nervous
"Hey" she says looking over at the door, obviously trying to see where her mom is "What's up?" she sounded just as nervous as I was
"Um I needed to talk to you about that thing…you know" I nodded hoping to god she would understand "I could give you a lift to school if you want?" I suggest, knowing it will give us a safe place to discuss
"Sure sounds good" she smiles at me, picking up her school stuff "Mom I'm getting a ride with Rach, so I'll see you later ok!" she shouted
"Ok honey, see you after school, have a good day!" Judy shouted back
Quinn took my hand, surprising me with the sudden contact, especially as we were still in her home, then she pulled me out of her house just as fast as I had entered it. She let go when the front door was securely shut, she looked at the ground and didn't say a word. She followed me to my car and went around the passenger side as I unlocked it and got in.
"So what's wrong?" she asked me when we pulled away from her house
"Did I rush you?" I wish I could close my eyes till she answers, you know for some form of dramatic effect but I know if I do that I will most likely crash at the same time.
"Rush me? What do you mean?" she seemed genially confused by my question
"Like last night, we had the most amazing romantic date but then I went and…well you know, I've been thinking about it, and I just don't want to rush you and I think I may have done that with what we did last night"
"Rach, are you crazy? You didn't rush me, I think you're overthinking this, I mean you didn't force me to do anything last night. I would have stopped you if I thought we were moving too fast. I know we have only had one date but we've known each other for so damn long, it didn't feel rushed at all, and not to mention how long I've wanted that to happen" Quinn explained to me
"So everything that happened last night was ok?"
"It was more than ok Rach" she chuckled a little
"I just, I don't want us to rush things or move too fast, cause that's what ruins relationships"
"Trust me Rachel, things like that won't ruin a relationship with me" she laughs again and it makes me smile
"Why did you run back up the stairs then?" I refer to earlier
"Cause I was in my underwear and I'm a Fabray, we're born to be prudes" she jokes "I guess it was just a habit"
We get to school not long after and Quinn as the gentleman she has been walked me to my locker, another thought popping into my head as we reached it "Was I…you know…like good?" I ask even more nervous now as Quinn smirks knowing exactly what I'm talking about "Because I've been debating about that too and you know I think I could possibly have done better, but you know it was my first time and I didn't really know what I was doing, besides I…"
"Rach stop" Quinn cuts off my mindless rambling, thank god
"Sorry" I look down at my feet, biting my lip in slight embarrassment
"I don't have much experience on having girls going down on me, especially on first dates, but I can honestly say from what I felt last night, you definitely don't need to work on it. What you gave was intense in the best possible way, and I really mean that" she smiles, she's so sweet I just want to hug her but I'm not sure if she's ready for that sort of public display yet, even in a friendly way.
"So you really liked it?" I grin like a crazy person, my ego growing even more than it already was.
"I loved it Rachel, usually when someone comes that hard, it means you're doing a good job" Quinn whispers with a wink, obviously growing in confidence
"So you wouldn't be opposed to me doing it again?" I ask still grinning
"What do you think?" she chuckles "And I can't wait to return the favour"
"Hmm neither can I" I say already imagining that blond hair stroking my thighs as her head bobs up and down between them
"Well how about coming over mine later. My mom is gonna be out again and so we'll have plenty of time, to not rush things" she smirks
"Sounds great, how's 6?"
"6:30 is better"
"6:20 it is then"
"So what about me?" Quinn asks with a raised brow
"What about you?" I wonder
"Well you know, did I like…taste good?" her voice small
"Well you certainly tasted better than Finn" I deadpan and she laughs along "You tasted amazing. A girl could get addicted to something as sweet as you, and I should warn you Quinn…" I lean in till my lips are close to her ear, neither of us caring that people are around at the moment "…I've always had a sweet tooth" I whisper and pull back with a devious promising yet teasing all the same grin.
I hear Quinn whisper something back but I don't hear what it was exactly, as I walk past her hopefully leaving her with a twitching between her thighs, most likely a curse word of some sort. I can feel her watching me as I strut away down the hallway to my first class.
Quinn's POV
"Holy shit" I whisper to myself as I watch Rachel walk away, I can't help the whole staring at her ass thing but when I feel a hand grab my shoulder my eyes quickly dart away
"Hey Fabray" I recognize the voice instantly as none other than Santana. I turn around and there she is with Brittany I smile at them hoping they haven't seen anything "What's up?" she asks
"Nothing. Why would anything be up?" I worry what and how much did they see
"Um it's just a general question. Why are you being weird?" she furrows her brow at me
"I'm not being weird, I'm fine, how are you?" I try to deflect the attention off of me, but Santana is far too smart for that, I already know she kinda has an idea about me and Rachel after seeing us together at the Lima Bean I can't risk anymore slip ups
"I'm fine Quinn, but I have a question" she smiles slightly and it worries me immediately
"What is it Santana?" I look over at Brittany but she seems just as curious as I currently am
"Just wondering, why are you standing by Berry's locker?" she looks at said locker then back at me with a face that I know I can't lie to, she'll just see right through me anyway so what's the point of pretending but I'm not about to just outright tell her
"I was just looking for her that's all" I say knowing how pathetic it sounds, wishing I could take it back and exchange it for a better lie as soon as it leaves my lips
"Right and me and Britt spent all morning knitting for the elderly" Santana says overtly sarcastic
"Ooh that sounds like fun" Britt joins in, before Santana puts her hand on her girlfriend's shoulder to calm her
"You know it's funny you say you're looking for her but she clearly just walked down the corridor after you two had a cosy little conversation with each other, complete with cutesy ear whispering, come on Quinn, our lockers are like right over there" Santana said, nodding in the direction "It's not hard to miss"
I gulp, shit she really does know everything "We were just talking that's all, about a school project" I know she won't buy it at all, but I'm hoping she'll at least pretend it's the truth
"Sure thing, well we'll catch you later Quinn" she says, her tone tells me she knew it was a lie but I'm thankful she didn't bring it up, she took Brittany's hand and it did make me picture Rachel and me, one day doing that, being open like they have grown to be.
"Bye Quinn" Britt smiles sweetly at me before the out and proud couple walk off towards their own class, I sigh when they're out of sight, that was far too close for comfort, I'll have to be more careful next time.
Rachel's POV
"Hey Rach" I hear Finn call as he walks into the classroom sitting down next to me, I'm a little surprised he is talking to me at all but officially we are still engaged so it only makes sense.
"Finn, what can I do for you?" I ask, putting my text book that I was reading aside and looking up at him
"I was wondering if you'd like to go out tonight, maybe for dinner, I mean I'm confused as to whether were still together or not and I just thought we could talk and just whatever, how's tonight?" he asks with his hopeful dopey smile
"Uh, tonight? I can't do tonight, I've got to um…help my dads with something" I lie
"Oh, ok well what about at the weekend?" he smiles again, I actually feel kinda sorry for him now
"Can I get back to you?" I ask, on one hand me and Finn should definitely talk, if this is confusing for me then its most certainly worse for him, but what are me and Quinn, are we officially dating, are we a couple, I can't say yes to Finn until I know where I officially stand with Quinn.
"Sure, let me know" he says throwing me another smile before getting up and heading over to his own seat
After school I go to find Quinn knowing she'll need a lift home as she doesn't have her car. As we're driving to her house I want to talk to her then and there but I know it would probably make more sense to wait until tonight when we have more time for that sort of thing. She jumps out of the car and waves bye to me and I tell her I'll be around at the agreed time before I make my way back to my own home.
When I get in I'm happy to see my dads aren't yet home, I can't deal with more of that right now, I dump my school bag down and kick off my shoes, and I head on up to my room, trudging up the stairs. I go straight to my en-suit and begin to run the shower water, I'm sure that will do wonders for my stress level right now, I mean I just start off getting something going with Quinn and then suddenly Finn comes back into my life, not that he ever left of course but it just all seems like it's happening at once.
I pull my skirt and top off, then reach around and unclasp my bra and drop my panties, revelling in the cool air as it brushed my skin; I stepped into the shower and pulled the door shut behind me. My eyes shut and body relaxing as soon as the cool water rolled down my back, I picked up the shampoo and began to wash my hair, after all if Quinn expects to see me with no clothes on tonight then I'll need to look my best. Next I grabbed the bar of soap and begin to massage it around my body, first my stomach, then my breasts, I ran the bubbles all over my skin before I was completely satisfied with my cleanliness. I put the bar back and just enjoyed the water hitting me, thinking over the day, my flirtations with Quinn, and the thing with Finn and how he looked like a little lost puppy who just found his owner again. Then I thought about the night before, how I found that burst of confidence I never thought I'd have to do such a thing to Quinn. How she felt in my mouth, her fingers in my hair, her taste, it was all so new but it was all incredible and just thinking about it was turning me on again. I considered just grabbing the showerhead and taking care of myself but I wanted to wait till I was with Quinn tonight instead, besides my dads would be home pretty soon so I turned the water off and got out of the shower.
I picked up a fresh towel and began to dry myself off, thinking about what I should wear for our second date…was it a second date? Would it count as a date? I have no idea, who cares what it is, as long as I'm with Quinn.
Once I was dry, I threw on some sweats, I didn't even bother to blow dry my hair, just brushed it, I couldn't risk being frizzy in any shape or form. I searched my closet for something sexy but not too sexy to wear, after all I didn't want to look like I was trying too hard or worse desperate. After I picked out a nice very Berry outfit I spent the next hour or so doing some homework, yes I know, but I am Rachel Berry and I don't like to let it build up, plus I didn't really have anything else to do till I had to go meet Quinn. I didn't want to have anything to eat either, at least nothing big, I didn't want to feel bloated or fat when we got together despite the fact we ate before last night's activities.
18:15pm
Quinn's POV
I put on a nice loose shirt, aka easy to strip off, and some tight fit jeans, when I looked at the clock and swore to myself knowing I was running out of time to compose myself, I don't know why having Rachel come over was making me so nervous again. We'd been out on a first date, we've kissed, I told her I am in love with her and she's even been between my legs but there's still something about that girl that makes me question everything about myself. I guess it's because she's the only one who truly knows who I am, she's the only one I've officially told. I know once we see each other again most of the awkwardness will hopefully fade away but I guess it will be like this for a little while longer.
A knock at the door breaks me from my thoughts. I head to the front door and invite Rachel in, she passes me and I can smell her perfume, it smells so good and I don't remember smelling that one on her before.
"You smell nice" I say regretting my dorkiness as soon as it escapes my lips
She smiles at me "Thank you, it's a new perfume"
I nod "Wanna go up to my room?" I ask trying to seem as casual as possible but also sounding a little too excited to get Rachel in my bedroom once more.
"Sure" she says and before I can even do anything else she's already heading up to it.
I lock my door once we're inside; never can be too careful when alone in your bedroom with the hottest girl in Lima. She has already made herself comfortable on my bed gesturing for me to join her, which I do very quickly might I add.
"Quinn I need to tell you something" she says in a serious voice and already I don't like the sound of it, it's one of those talks I can tell, I bet she's about to tell me she likes me but just not in that way and what happened between us was all spur of the moment mistakes.
"What is it?" I ask and she scoots forward and takes my hands with hers and, oh god here it comes, I begin to brace myself, promising myself not to cry, not again.
"Finn asked me out today" that's totally not what I expected her to say but I guess in a way it's better than what I originally thought she was going to say, though this could work out to be worse.
"Um ok" I say not really knowing how to respond to this, it doesn't really surprise me he's still around, I can't blame him. "What did you say?"
"Nothing yet" she looks up from our joint hands and locks eyes with me, I can see worry in them. "I don't really know what to tell him, you know because I don't know what we are"
"What do you mean?" I ask stupidly
"Are we a couple Quinn? I mean are we an official couple or are we just having fun?" she asks and I can't quite make out if she's upset or if that's what she wants
"I don't know really. I like to say we are an official couple"
"But in secret" she says sounding disappointed for sure
"You know I'm not ready to come out Rach"
"I know, I know and that's ok but I need to know if we are real or if we're just something temporary"
"Rach you know exactly how I feel about you, I'm not ready to be open about it just yet but I am ready for us to be real, if that's what you want" I say holding her chin up with one hand
"That is what I want, I mean we won't know if we're gonna work unless we try this thing right?" she says hopeful
"That's right" I smile
"But what about Finn, I mean technically I'm still engaged to him, what do I do about the date he wants to go on?" she seems genially confused over what she should do
"Go out with him" I say
"What!" she looks at me like I've gone insane and maybe I have, even more so than the whole project 'stealing back baby Beth' thing last year
"Look if you go out with Finn, then he and everyone else won't question what's going on between you and him and me and you"
"You want me to pretend we're still together?" she asks even more confused
"I wouldn't ask if there wasn't a reason. I think Santana kinda knows something's up and she's not stupid, I just don't want there to be any reason for her to question me right now. If you pretend to still be interested in Finn then it doesn't look as suspicious" I explain, my logic even confusing me a little but it all makes sense in my own twisted way
"So I'll pretend that Finn and I are still together" Rachel seems to have the gist of it
"Very much so, if you're ok with that?" I don't want to push her but I'm hoping she will agree, it won't be too hard for her to fool Finn or anyone else for that matter. I know my reasons are selfish and I feel awful about that already but I don't really have much of an option. I don't honestly think Santana will tell anyone not after the outing Finn put her through last year, but the thought of people knowing about me right now and my mom finding out scares the crap out of me and I just don't think I could go through it right now. I remember how hard it was for Santana and Kurt and they both had parents who accepted them for it.
"Fine, I'll do it, but only cause you're asking me to" she takes my hand and places it against her heart, well that was her intention anyway but all I can think of is the fact that I can totally feel her boob.
I quickly shake my head of such immature thoughts and pray she didn't see the smirk I had on my face over them "Thank you Rach" I say turning my excited smirk into a sweet smile.
"So I guess we're kinda like girlfriends or something now" Rachel says with a smirk of her own
"I guess so but go easy with words like that, we've only been on one date" I joke, she laughs along but then we both stop and look at each other in the silence that fell upon us "I love you Rachel"
Rachel looked as though she was about to say something back but I didn't give her the chance before I captured her lips with my own. The thoughts of last night and what Rachel said earlier all running through my head, I could feel myself getting wet as our tongues began to battle each other. She moaned softly into my mouth and the sound had to of been the sexiest thing I've ever heard.
She lay back on my bed and pulled me on top of her, her thighs either side of my ass and I kissed down her neck, my hand finding her skirt zipper and tugging it down. She kicked it off once it was undone and soon enough my clothes had joined her own and all that was left was my bra and underwear and Rachel's top and panties. She sat up and allowed me to remove the shirt, her bra was lacy and red and made her boobs look perfect, not that they needed any sort of enhancement, they were perfect the way they were. I've always loved Rachel's body, even when she used to drown it in those cute animals sweaters that I occasionally miss. Her legs are short but seem like they could go on forever and her ass is just amazing, I wonder sometimes if this girls actually knows just how incredibly perfect she truly is. She is perfection, pure and simple. And sure I may sound cliché but I just don't care when it comes to her, because it's true.
My lips go straight back to kissing, this time to Rachel's chest just above her bra cup, as my hand came up to massage her other breast, both of us grew frustrated at the red material blocking the contact. She sat back up and reached around to unclasp it, throwing it in the pile once it was off from restricting her chest.
"Fuck" I found myself saying when I finally got to see that freaking flawless chest of hers, her nipples already peaking and my hands quickly cupped them like some horny teenager, well I am a horny teenager but still it was like all my self-control just left me and the throbbing between my legs grew and began to take me over.
I started to kiss at her neck again, carefully making my way down her body, the valley between her boobs, her flat stomach, then I reached the waistband to her panties, I could smell her through the thin dark pink cotton, I could also see a small wet patch appearing and I so could not wait to taste her. I dipped my fingers under the band and started to tug lightly; she lifted her hips and allowed me to rid her of them.
My eyes instantly falling on what was underneath, her hot and wet centre, she was totally turned on and ready for me no doubt about that, I smiled again smugly, proud I did this to her. I could see her arousal smeared across her lower lips, a patch of brunette hair covering her slightly. She must have noticed I was staring because she spread her legs and revealed the rest of herself to me, her little clit was already hard like her nipples and her entrance was leaking more of her nectar.
I didn't really know what to do next and now I know how Rachel felt last night before doing this to me, I lowered my head, knowing she must have been desperate for some form of friction and contact between us. My face only inches from her core, her smell so much stronger now, it was musky but it wasn't bad, I liked it, and I knew I'd like her flavour too, so without further ado I stuck my tongue out and stroked one broad stroke up her full length, from entrance to clit, spending an extra second or two on the nub.
"God" I heard her whisper and I looked back up at her, her eyes were shut and she looked beautiful. I wanted to just jump her right then and there but I knew she might not be ready for that step just yet, or at least I thought. I gave a few more licks to her sex, which most certainly did taste as gorgeous as Rachel was, inside and out. But after only a minute of the promised oral she stopped me, bringing her hand down and knocking me away, I worried I must have done something wrong, or hurt her in some way but then she just said "Let's do it"
I looked at her, it was a dream come true, to actually make love to Rachel Berry, I have wanted nothing else for months but now here she is naked on my bed and I'm totally shocked that she is suggesting this. Sure we're both vastly more naked tonight then we were last night when she went down on me but still I didn't really see that coming, not tonight.
"Are you sure? We don't have to, Rachel I don't want you to do anything you're not ready for" I say hoping she's not feeling pressured into doing anything she may regret, or I may regret
"I'm sure Quinn" she says
"Ok" I nod and before I even know it she's brought me down into another heated kiss, her hands running down my back making me wetter with each touch.
One of her hands reaches for my bra clasp and unclips it; she pulls it off of me with ease breaking our embrace momentarily while she throws it behind us. Once my breasts are free of its constraints and the garment is somewhere on the floor with all of our other clothing, we go back to kissing, she's not as lame as me, she doesn't become hypnotised by the first sight and feel of girl boobs, maybe it's because she's not actually gay, but I really couldn't care less when I feel her hand stoking down my chest and palming at one of my boobs. Her hands are so soft and they feel so god damn good, I can't take it anymore, I lean down and yank off my underwear, I'm pretty sure I hear them rip but that's the least of my problems.
Now both of us are totally naked and I've never felt this relaxed with Rachel, it's weird how that works but it doesn't feel awkward one bit, despite the fact our naked bodies are pressed together, breasts touching, lips locked, and I can even feel her wetness brushing against my thigh and smearing itself over my skin, but it's still the most comfortable I've ever been with her.
Our lips never leave each other's as my right hand travels down her small body, feeling her soft smooth skin, my other hand trying its best to simple hold myself up above her, finally all those long, painstaking Cheerios practices paid off for something. My fingers graze the short hairs between her legs and I'm slightly surprised, she is more shaved (or waxed of course) than I would have thought, not that I mind. I soon feel her wetness and its slick as it covers my tips, she moans into my mouth when I gently brush her hardened clit. I love the way she feels and the way she sounds, as her hot breath pours into my mouth, our kiss still never ending.
"Quinn" she gasped finally breaking our lip lock, staring up at me with those chocolate brown eyes, begging and inviting me in. Our bodies are warm together and I can already see a light sheen of sweat on her skin, I'm sure I look the same but it's all worth it. "Please Quinn, I want you inside me" she says in a whisper and it may be quiet but it's still as confident as ever and I can't wait to make her desire come true. It's my desire too, I've spent countless hours at night imagining this one very moment. Dreaming about being able to touch this girl and I'm only seconds away from physically being inside her and my heart couldn't be racing any faster, my hot body is trembling with excitement but also nervousness
What if she doesn't think I'm good at it, I mean she's gonna instantly compare me to Finn's ability, I know she will because subconsciously I did it with her, comparing her to Puck, of course there was no competition there, Rachel actually made me come. I know Finn must be pretty awful but what if I'm worse and she doesn't want to be with me again, I can't let that happen I have to make her feel as good as I know she can make me. Thinking about it is only making me worry about it more, I instead decide to push it out of my head and just focus on the girl that is actually naked and asking me to make love to her right in my bed.
Finally I just relax into what I'm doing, after taking a not so subtle deep intake of breath, and let my fingers push through her soaking folds, feeling her tense and moan underneath me. This is the most intimate moment of my life because it feels like it's my first time, having sex with Puck wasn't like this, it didn't make my heart pound like this, it didn't make my head spin, it didn't make me a pathetic speechless horny teenager but this did, she did, she does
I feel out her entrance and slowly push into her, and within seconds I can feel her own fingers creeping down my front, searching for mine. She finds it with no trouble and I part my legs to allow her more room to move about down there. I moan in pleasure when I feel her little fingers enter me, it's like everything in the world I've been waiting for coming to me all at once. It's the most amazing experience ever and I whimper at the thought, Rachel's fingers edging into me more and more until I feel completely filled. All I can hope is I am making her feel just as good and she can make me, god I worry far too much when I could just be relaxing and enjoying having sex right now
She begins to gently thrust in and out of me and it's obvious she no longer wants to wait so I begin to move my fingers too, just as gentle at first, after all I don't want to hurt her. I lean back down and our lips connect quickly turning heated as our tongues meet and stoke one another. We're both inside each other and our thrusting is picking up, whimpers and whines escaping us both but our lips never parting for more than a split second before they're back on the others
My thumb comes up to press down on her clit and begin to circle it, making her buck her hips up and her legs wrap around my ass pulling me in closer, before her own thumb begins to mimic my actions and rub at my bundle of nerves.
Its several minutes and our bodies move as one, slowly building each other up, barely braking apart for anything even to breathe. The room is filled with our moans and the sounds of our skin on skin contact, I can hear how wet we both are as we move inside each other, the only thing I can smell is our sweat and our sex, and it's the greatest aroma ever. Both of our bodies were completely overheated now and though it had only been a few minutes I was embarrassingly close and if I wasn't so turned on I would get Rachel to stop so we could enjoy it for as long as possible, but it would only drive me crazy if we took a break now.
"Rach I'm close" I say against her swollen lips, determined to hold off just that little longer, I'm not about to pull a Finn she deserves better than that. I pull away from her mouth and move down her body till I'm face to face with an erected nipple. I take it into my mouth licking and sucking around it, Rachel begins to shake so I know she's close too, least I'm not the only one. I look up at her without taking my lips off her breast nor stilling my fingers, she is looking down at me and our eyes lock and her free hand tangles in my hair, ruffling it slightly
"I'm about to come Quinn" she moans and it instantly sends me over the edge. I was hoping to hold on longer enough for us to reach our climaxes together but even thinking of Coach Sue and Mr Schuster trying to make little Cheerio glee babies couldn't save me from this one, I feel like she's touching me in a whole new way I've never even touched myself in before. I buck hard on Rachel's hand and my whole body shivers coming all over her fingers, clenching around them tight as I ride out my orgasm on them.
I don't want to leave her waiting any longer so I quickly recover from my pleasure and continuing rubbing her clit with my thumb whilst my fingers slide in and out of her, drowning in how wet she is. It isn't long before she too is bucking up again and violently shuddering under my touch and though she doesn't voice it, it doesn't take a genius to figure out she's coming, as she gasps and her hand tightens in my hair, I feel her own release soak my fingers but I keep them moving till I know she is completely finished coming.
I pull back a little taking this opportunity to actually just look at her, she's so exposed and vulnerable but that's far from the way she's acting, she's biting down on her lip to avoid moaning too loud, her eyes are shut, her back arching off the bed and I've never seen anything more beautiful than this, I've never been more in love with her than I am right now. I made her feel like this, I made her feel this good, and I honestly can't believe Finn never took his time to do this to Rachel, to make her feel as good as this and to make her feel and look as sexy as this, in fact she looks so hot and beautiful if I didn't have better self-control I'd fear I might come again. Her fingers are still inside me, they're unmoving but she still feels incredible, being joined to her like this.
She stops moving and her body falls limp, and she slowly pulls out of me, I whimper involuntarily as she does and when I see her eyes lazily open to look up at me, I too remove myself from the delicious spot between her thighs. Her chest rises fast before falling at the same speed, I'm pretty proud of myself for making her so breathless and lifeless and without really thinking about it I lick my fingers clean, remembering I didn't really get a chance to taste Rachel fully, I hum to myself, she tastes amazing.
"Quinn" she says quietly and it's something in her voice that brings me back to earth, and I start to realise what we've just done, what I have actually just done. I have just had sex with Rachel Berry and I should be happy about it but suddenly, even surprising myself I begin to freak out. I jump off her and grab my T-shirt and begin to slide it back on before her nor do I even really know what's going on.
She sits up and places her hand on my shoulder and I can tell my actions have upset her "What's wrong?" she asks with a lost confused tone
"I'm so sorry Rachel" I tell her and I don't really know why but I feel a tear at the corner of my eye already
I hear her laugh like what I have said is ridiculous "Sorry for what Quinn?" by now I have slipped my pants back on and I turn around to Rachel to see her hurt face.
"I'm sorry that I let this get too far, I mean you came here for something simpler and we ended up having sex. You said we were moving too fast and then I just go and do that, I'm so sorry" I look into her eyes and the hurt instantly drifts away.
"Quinn you didn't do anything I didn't want us to do, I wanted to take this step with you Quinn, you didn't force me, I wanted us to have sex tonight" she smiles at me and takes my hand, though this is meant to be a special moment I can't help but notice both of our fingers are still a little damp with each other's release
"So you don't regret it?" I ask
"It was incredible Quinn. How I can regret something that made me feel so special and sexy and felt so amazing" Rachel said smiling at me, making me smile back
"It was pretty good wasn't it?" I laugh, feeling the tingling spread across my body as I re-play the images of how Rachel looked in my head
She giggles and looks a little embarrassed "You made me come quicker than Finn did our first time, and it was way harder" she admits, my ego and smug smirk growing beyond my control
"Really?" I grin
"Would I lie to you Quinn?" she says
"I'd like to think not"
Her face turns serious once more and she's looking at me like she worried to speak, but then her mouth opens and she asks "You don't regret it, do you?" her tone almost breaking
Her question immediately throws me off, how could she think that I would regret doing this with her. It's definitely one of the best and most satisfying things I've ever done in my life, and I could never regret being with Rachel in this way "No, no way Rachel, you were amazing, definitely better than Puck" I assure her
"Well that's probably not hard" Rachel laughs
"He was for about 30 seconds at most" we both crack up at the comment, rolling on top of each other on the bed
Our laughter died out and we lay on the bed, in silence, her hand fiddling with my hair as we just listened to each other's breathing, my hand was resting on her chest and I could feel her heartbeat. She sat up and grabbed her clothes, beginning to redress. "Quinn?" she says looking back at me once she is fully clothed again
"Yeah?" I ask
19:02pm
Rachel's POV
'I think I can fall in love with you' I think to myself as I look into those awaiting haze eyes of hers, I say 'think' because I'm not ready yet to admit anything I'm not 100% sure about, but I know Quinn is the type of girl I could easily fall for and fall hard, knowing I am already
"Nothing it doesn't matter" I shrug
"No what is it Rach?" she asks moving closer to me, concern lining her voice
"Just…I'm really happy right now" I smile when I feel a light tear trickle down my cheek, and I take her hand holding it tight in my own.
She smiles back "Me too" she simply says, but then I see her face drop, her eyes on my hand and I notice she is playing with my engagement ring that I am still wearing. "Why do you still wear it? I mean I know you're still pretending but if you don't want to be with Finn why do you still wear it?" her voice is shy, almost as if she doesn't really want to ask, or maybe she doesn't want to know my answer.
Honestly I struggle to say anything, I don't really know why I'm still wearing, I guess I should have taken it off and handed it back to Finn when we sort of broke up, but I didn't think about it at the time and to be honest it wasn't first on my list of things to do. I pull my hand away from Quinn's and stare at the sparkling band around my finger like I've never seen it before and it had just appeared in my hand. Quinn watches me do this and it makes me think, this is all part of the charade I guess but I can still see how this may hurt Quinn's feelings at the same time.
"I can take it off when we're together if you'd feel more comfortable" I suggest to Quinn
She nods her head "Ok" she responds quietly
I pull it off my finger and place it on Quinn's bedroom unit, it doesn't feel bad to take it off, in fact it kinda feels a little…liberating, though I have to admit it is a lovely ring and I still find it hard to believe that Finn Hudson actually had anything to do with picking it out.
Quinn looks at the ring and then at me, smiling. She leans in and our lips join, the kiss is a surprise but a welcome one for sure. We quickly get heated again and I feel this is leading to sex again, Finn was the same, even if we had just done it, as soon as he recovered he'd expect me just to part my legs again for his needs, but then Quinn surprises me with something else. She drops to her knees in front of me on the floor and looks up at me.
"Can I eat you out now?" she asks with a smirk that's so freaking adorable I can't say no. I nod softly at her and lift my hips when her hands creep up my skirt and tug at my panties. I'd only just redressed and usually wouldn't wish to do this so quickly after but to feel Quinn's mouth on my intimate parts I will make an exception.
When my panties are off she lifts my skirt out of the way, exposing my still wet and aroused sex to us both, our eyes looking at it until Quinn licks her lips and we lock eyes. My clit hardens at the sight of Quinn looking so hungrily at me, a gush of wetness seeping out when her finger runs up my full length. I whimper upon the contact and place a hand on her face, cupping her warm flushed cheek.
"Please Quinn" I beg in a hushed tone, it wasn't my intention but suddenly with one touch I'm horny again and I need Quinn to be between my legs, tongue inside me. Fucking me. Tasting me.
She pulls me closer to the end of the bed and places her hands on my thighs "You look so good Rachel" she says not taking her eyes off of my lower lips. She leans forward making my body tense at the anticipation, feeling her breath against me, her nose no more than an inch away from where I needed her to be.
"Smell so good too" she smirks, and without warning she darts her tongue out, sliding it up from my entrance to my bundle of nerves that was begging to be stimulated. I let out an embarrassingly loud moan at the contact but she doesn't mention it, she just laps at me again, this time causing my hips to buck up into her mouth. I was still a little sensitive from my first orgasm but her tongue just felt like heaven I really wasn't gonna stop her for anything right now.
She prodded her tongue at my hole before looking up at me to make sure it was ok, I nodded frantic now, and she entered me. Her tongue hot and wet, caressing my insides, making me shudder in sheer pleasure of how it felt. "God so…don't stop" I bit don't on my lip, knowing if she keeps moving like that I'm definitely not gonna last for long.
Her nails graze the top of my thighs and I very nearly lose it then and there but I am desperate to hold on, never wanting this to end. "Oh Quinn" I breathe placing a hand on her head and guiding her movements, she's perfect the way she is down there but a little assistance never goes unappreciated. I'm so turned on I'm pretty sure I'm leaving a wet spot on Quinn's bed.
Her tongue leaves me and works its way back up to my pulsing nub, searching for my release, finding it almost instantly as its circling pushes me over the edge. My fingers clutching around the sheets under my ass, my muscles naturally tensing and releasing all at the same time and I haven't come this hard in so long I almost forgot how it felt. My mouth hangs open but no noise is coming out and I can barely take a breath. Her tongue still moving, riding me through my climax, till I finally become limp in front of her.
She takes one last long lick savouring every inch of my sex, before flipping my skirt back over to cover me. "That was…just wow" I say, no words in my vocabulary to describe how truly satisfying that really was.
She stands up and sits back on the bed with the same Fabray smirk we've all come to love "Well art is easy when your subject is so hot and sexy" I don't know what it is, if Finn or Puck or even Jesse said that to me I'd be so unimpressed but when it comes from Quinn's lips, the same lips that are still glistening with my own juices, it just sounds so much sexier.
"So you're an artist now?" I laugh, bringing my hand up to wipe at her chin. "Well I guess it could be considered a masterpiece and your tongue is most certainly very talented, your finger too" I say, making her grin grow even wider. "I guess I should probably go, I promised my dads I wouldn't stay out too late tonight, plus I have some more homework to do" I inform her sadly
"I could be your homework" she jokes
"Very subtle Quinn" now she really does sound like Puck
"I don't want you to go" she admits
"I know, me either, but we'll see each other at school"
"Tonight was really fun Rach" fun, is that all it was I wonder but then she adds to her thoughts "No, I didn't mean it like that, I meant like I had fun, this was special, I want you to know that"
"I do, Quinn and it was really special for me too" I lean in and kiss her lips, I can still taste myself strongly in her mouth when our tongues meet.
I stand up and immediately feel embarrassed when I see that wet patch I was thinking about earlier, its slightly bigger than I originally had pictured, causing my embarrassment to obviously intensify, I can feel my cheeks burning.
"I'm so sorry" I say before I even think about it, looking at her with regret
"For what?" she says looking at me, and I realise she hasn't even seen it yet
I point to it shyly "For soiling your sheets"
She giggles "It will wash out, don't worry about it, in fact its kinda hot"
"Hot. Really?" I never thought about it in that way, at least not my own arousal, I'd always try my best to use as many tissues as possible when I pleasured myself in my bed, you know for cleaning up. I guess the fear of someone seeing it especially my fathers didn't help with my self-conscious level on the matter.
"Hell yeah" she says as she stands up "Come on I'll walk you out" I nod and begin to walk to the door but I'm soon called back by Quinn "Wait Rach you forgot these" I turn back to see what she's talking about and she is holding my panties in her hand, it's not that I forgot to put them back on I mean who does that, no I just thought Quinn would like to have them instead
"Keep them" I say with a smile
"What you mean like, keep them here…but they're yours don't you need them?" she says like she is actually confused about me gifting them to her
"I have plenty more, consider it compensation for the fact you'll have to wash your sheets now, besides I'm sure you can find a use for them" I wink at her and leave the room, knowing full well there was some wetness inside them.
"Oh, that's really hot" Quinn grins finally piecing it together before following me out the room and down the stairs.
"So I'll see you at school" I say when we reach the front door, she nods at me and confirms with a cute half smile. I lean in and kiss her sweetly on the lips, then place another on her cheek.
When Quinn opens the door we both see her mother coming towards the house, after just getting out of her car. I know she wouldn't have seen us kiss due to the fact the door was still shut at the time but it doesn't stop my heart from freaking out in my chest
"Oh Rachel, hello, Quinn you didn't say you were gonna invite Rachel over" Judy says when she reaches the door
"Good evening Judy, yeah, it was kind of a last minute thing, but I'm going now" I say feeling particularly uncomfortable
"You can stay longer if you want, I can make you girls some food" she offers, and as much as I would love to spend more time with Quinn, we both look at each other and silently agree it wasn't the best idea just yet.
"Uh that's ok. I actually have quite a bit of homework to be doing so I should really be heading off, but thank you for the offer, that's extremely generous of you" I politely say
"Well education should always come first, I admire that, but remember you're welcome at any time, as long as it's not like 4 in the morning" she jokes "Well I'll leave you two alone, nice to see you Rachel, have a good night" she says as she passes us and walks into the house
"So see you tomorrow" Quinn says, her voice not as confident as it has been over the course of the night, but it doesn't surprise me after that
"Night Quinn" I send her a soft smile and I leave Quinn's home heading to my car
Quinn's POV
She's already out in the darkness and she probably can't really see me but I wave to Rachel anyway as she pulls away from the sidewalk outside my house and drives off down the road. I sigh deeply and shut the door. "So what did you guys get up to?" my mother's voice sounds from behind me and I spin around, I know the question is innocent but panic still continues to set in
"Uh just, talking mostly, you know glee club, school boring stuff really" I lie looking at her in the eyes; I've come accustom to doing this so it's never as complicated as it once was when I started. I clench my fist hoping she wouldn't ask too many more questions but it only makes me freak more when I feel that I am still holding Rachel's underwear in my hand. My mother thankfully hasn't noticed yet or she would have definitely said something, there was no way she wouldn't ask why her supposedly straight daughter was holding a pair or used panties in her hand after spending an evening 'talking' with another supposedly straight female, alone in her home.
I use my wits to tuck them in the back of my pants before she can notice anything odd. "Do you want something to eat?" she asks seemingly oblivious to what I had just done.
"Um no that's ok, I'm not really hungry, I've eaten already, I think I'm just gonna go to my room" I say trying not to giggle at my inside-innuendo
"Ok, if you're sure" she smiles at me, and I can barely smile back, though I find it so easy to do, I seem to be finding it harder and harder to lie to her about all this as the days go on, I wish I could just let her know the real me but I just can't risk such exposure right now. It's starting to make me feel physically sick on occasions but there's nothing I can do about it
I go back up to my room, running up the stairs so I can get away as quick as possible from all judging eyes and lock my door once I'm inside. I pull Rachel's panties from my pants and hold them out in front of me, I know Rachel suggested for me to use them for my late night activities but tonight I just don't need them, being intimate with Rachel herself was enough for me. I didn't have to imagine her, dream about her, I didn't have to look at pictures in magazines and picture her head instead of some porn star's, I didn't have to do any of that usual stuff cause I actually had her, I had her in my bed, under me, inside me and it was better than anything my creative little mind could conjure up if it was given a million and one years to do so. I smile at the satisfying thoughts and memories and head over to my bed
I pull open my top drawer of my bedside unit and tuck the panties in underneath some socks and stuff that I know my mom won't look at. Once I know the garments are safe from any prying eyes and nosy wandering hands, I close it. I see something sparkle on top of the surface and I recognize it instantly
"Shit" I whisper to myself as I pick up Rachel's engagement ring. She must have forgotten it; I know she didn't deliberately leave this here like she did her underwear. I study it for a few seconds, it looks expensive and Finn must have really gone all out to buy this, he did have some good points after all. I know Rachel will freak if she thinks she's lost it and I think about phoning her but I remember she's just left so would more than likely still be driving so I opt to text her instead.
To Rachel:
U left Ur ring here, don't worry I'll give it 2 U at school xxx
I put the ring back down next to my phone so I'll remember to take it tomorrow when I leave for school.
A/N: Well hope you guys still like this story; please leave me a review with your thoughts so I know what you guys are thinking about it.