Whatever's On Her Mind

by SoBrittanaProudlySo

Quinn tells Rachel she is in love with her in the Bridal shop, and Rachel begins to think about her own feelings for the girl. Rachel has Finn and she thought that was all she ever needed, but now she has all these new feelings for Quinn she needs to sort out.

9. Chapter 9: Coming Out Is Hard To Do

TITLE: Whatever's On Her Mind Chapter 9: Coming Out Is Hard To Do

PAIRINGS

Faberry (Quinn/Rachel)

RATING: M

A/N: Thanks for all the reviews and favourites etc. Sorry this chapter was a bit of a wait, hope it's worth it, let me know in your reviews

Quinn's bedroom: 7AM

Quinn's POV

I remember one time I woke up to find my mom sat on my bed and staring at me, I freaked right out and told her it was weird and to never do it again, but she told me she had been watching me sleep for years and that was the first time she had ever been caught. She said she used to do it with my sister too when she was my age, I remember being a little freaked out by it because let's face it, its kinda weird and creepy, but after giving it some thought I began to realise it was actually kinda sweet. I think she still does it sometimes but I haven't caught her since. But now here I am doing the same thing to Rachel.

My mom agreed to let Rachel stay the night and she even set up a temporary bed in my room for her to sleep on, but once she went to bed Rachel shamelessly crept into my bed and we spent the night just holding each other. I made sure to lock my bedroom door though as I couldn't risk my mother walking in in the morning to find us. Rach had to sleep in her underwear, I offered her some sleepwear but she said she'd rather sleep in her panties when she was near me, I very much liked that idea so I didn't argue with her over it.

Though it is still kinda creepy to watch people sleep, I now get why my mom likes it so. Rachel looks adorable when she sleeps, she makes cute little noises and her body shifted around several times through the night. I didn't sleep much myself, too busy thinking about all the horrible things I could do to Finn to get him back for what he did to Rachel, how dare he? I mean who does he think he is? What an asshole. I didn't think it was possible to hate that ape any more than I did but turns out I now do, I just want to rip his head off and stuff it up his ass.

Rachel shifts once again in bed and my attention turns back to her, we have to get up for school shortly but right now I love just lying next to her, feeling her warmth and her breath brushing my neck. I move my hand to flick a bit of her brown hair to the side to stop it from shielding the beautiful sight that is her face. Her eyes slowly drift open and her lips instantly form into a smile when she sees me.

"Hey" she whispers in the most sexy morning voice I think I've ever heard

"Hey" I reply back brushing my thumb over her cheek

"What time is it?" was the first thing she asked as she started to stretch, I had to giggle a little as the question was so Rachel

"Don't worry, we've got plenty of time till we have to go to school" I assure her and her grin becomes wider

"Thank you for letting me stay here last night" she says

"Don't even mention it Rach, it's not like you have to ask me twice to spend time with you" I smile

"I know, and I hope you're not still thinking about castrating Finn" she says a little worried

"Ok first of all does Finn even have the equipment to be able to have a castration in the first place?" I wonder

"They're small but they are there" Rachel assures with a shrug

"And second you bet I'm still pissed Rach. He fucking forced himself on you or at least tried to, you want me to just forget that?"

"No I don't but don't you think everything is confusing enough already, I just don't want any more drama than is necessary right now"

"What do you want me to do?" I ask

"I want you to just let me deal with this ok; after all this is my problem and that's what I'm asking right now is to just let me deal with Finn"

"But Rach…" I start but am soon interrupted

"Quinn promise me" she insists

"Fine, whatever I promise but I still hate him"

"You can hate him all you want" she rests her hand on my leg under the bed sheet and it instantly makes me smile. She leans in to kiss me and I let her, I mean why wouldn't I? The kiss is sweet and only lasts a few seconds before she pulls away. She is leaning over me now and one hand is on my chest so I take it in my own.

"You still gonna tell your dads about us?" I ask kinda hoping she would say no but I know she won't

"I can't keep lying to them, I'm sorry" I nod because I understand why she needs to tell them, and it would be selfish of me to keep asking her to lie to her own parents about what's going on "Maybe you should think about telling your mom, she might surprise you" she suggests

I sit up in bed "Hell no Rachel, I'm sorry I'm just not there yet, she won't understand" I say imagining the whole scene word for word in my head

Rachel sits up too so we can be face to face "You don't know that. She loves you Quinn and I know she won't want to lose you, but I know it's hard so I'm not gonna push you, but staying a secret is hard for me too you know"

"I know and I'm sorry I have to ask this of you and hopefully soon I'll be ready but just not yet, please" I beg her

Rachel nods and leans back in for another kiss, this time our lips meet for longer and I bring one hand up to cup her cheek and its then I feel a tear on her face. I pull back thinking I've made her upset about asking her to do this "Are you crying?" I say as my thumb wipes the tear away which is soon followed by another one.

"I'm just really happy right now" she nods

"Me too" we kiss again "but we should really get ready for school, I know how much you hate being late, I'll even let you shower first" I smile at her

She leans in towards my ear and her hot breath feels good against my skin "Or we could shower together?" she suggests with an innocent shrug and though her words instantly make me twitch I know it wouldn't be wise with my mother at home

"I don't think that's such a good idea babe, you know what my mom's like, I can't risk it"

"Ok fair enough. Guess I'll have to just keep myself amused then" she whispers before getting up and making her way to the bathroom, I shake my head because sometimes the Rachel I see now is so different from the Rachel I used to know, not that I'm complaining of course.

I leave Rachel to her shower and get ready and I put some clean clothes on the bed for her to borrow, along with some shoes as I know she will need them too. I go downstairs to see my mom making us some breakfast "Hey honey, how's Rachel?" she asks in a concerned way, I didn't tell her exactly what happened last night but she knows Rachel was upset and therefore needed to stay with me for the night.

"She's better today, thanks for letting her stay mom" I say with a smile. My mother looks at me with a smile of her own

"You know I was thinking as you and Rachel are such good friends I should get to know her a bit better, I mean she's around a lot and you go to her house so how about if Rachel comes around for dinner sometime? I feel like I don't know any of your friends anymore" she suggested and at first I like the idea that my own mother wants to get to know my 'friend' but then it hits me that it also could be a bad idea at the same time

"Uh Rachel's kinda busy a lot she might not be able to come around for that" I responded

"Come around for what?" I hear from behind me and I turn around to see Rachel walk in to the kitchen in her fresh outfit.

"Oh Rachel I was just saying to Quinn that maybe you'd like to come over for dinner sometime soon?" my mother said before I even knew what was really going on and find a diversion

"Oh that sounds wonderful, I'd love to have dinner with you and Quinn" Rachel smiled and just as my mom turned away to finish making breakfast I felt Rachel actually pinch my ass, I had to bite down on my lip to stop from moaning out loud

"Ok breakfast is served!" my mother yelled, turning to us and serving up some toast and orange juice for us both

"Thank you so much Judy" Rachel beamed at her

"That's quite alright Rachel. Now I'll leave you two alone as I must take a shower but have a lovely day at school and I'll look forward to having you around for dinner very soon" my mom winked, yes she actually winked at Rachel, what the fuck was the world coming to, then she walked out the room and disappeared up the stairs

I instantly turn to Rachel "What the fuck Rach? Why did you agree to dinner with my mom?" I ask still confused by what just happened

"I thought it would be a good thing" she replies with a smile

"How is this a good idea, what if she figures it out? And what was with the butt pinch she so could have seen that, we have to be more careful baby" I insist

"Look Quinn think about it ok? If I get to know your mom as your 'friend'…" she says putting the word in finger quote marks "…and she starts to really like me then when it comes to me being your girlfriend she might not have such a big problem with your being gay" she says in a whisper just in case my nosey ass mother is listening in on us

Her logic makes a whole lot of sense and maybe dinner with Rachel and my mom might not be such a bad idea though I still seeing it being completely awkward "Ok that does seem sensible I guess" I give her half a smile

"That's a good girl" Rach says before leaning in and placing the most gentle of kisses on my lips, I soon relax and kiss her back but knowing the location is a bit risky we soon separate. "Now eat up, or well be late for school" she grins

After eating breakfast I drive us both to school, Rachel's hand seems to spend most of its time running up and down my thigh, teasing me so. And honestly I wish she would stop because it's turning me on and I don't want to be horny during the school day but at the same time I don't want her to stop because it just feels so fucking good.

"I'm gonna tell my dads after school today, if that's still ok?" Rachel says and her hand suddenly stops moving or I can no longer feel it, I'm not entirely sure which one

"Rachel if you want to tell your dads I'm not going to stop you, just as long as they understand they can't say anything to anyone"

"Don't worry they won't do that" she assures and her hand is back with a light squeeze on my thigh

After ten minutes of driving we pull into the school grounds and I take my normal parking spot. I want to just lean over and kiss Rachel right now but I see all the jocks and cheerleaders passing my car, aka judging eyes and I know I just can't, plus if this was to get out to Finn then that most certainly wouldn't be an ideal situation.

"I'll see you in class" I say giving Rachel a head start to class

She nods and climbs out the car with nothing but a touch of my hand, I watch her walk away towards the school before getting out myself.

Rachel's POV

McKinley high school

Once I've gotten my necessary books from within my locker I go straight to class, I know already first period will be hard, I have Finn and Quinn in this lesson and I know there's already conflict there let alone bad blood from what happened last night. I need to make sure Quinn stays under control over this but then there's Finn who I know I need to assure him I wasn't acting weird last night because I'm hiding this secret from him. I still need him to believe everything is ok for now

I enter the classroom, before everyone else of course and set down my things in my regular front row seat. It's a few minutes later when Finn walks in; I presume Quinn will take a few extra minutes as she will be waiting for Santana and Brittany who are also in our class.

Finn sees me right away and looks a little regretful as he makes his way over to me "Rachel I'm so sorry about last night, I don't know what came over me, it was stupid, I hope you can forgive me" he rambles, clutching a grocery bag in his hands

I stand my ground "Finn its fine ok, well no actually it's not fine, it was wrong for you to try and force me to have sex with you when you knew I wasn't in the mood to do such an act last night. And honestly I don't know if I can forgive you right now, I think it's time for us to just take a temporary break until we know what we both want in life" I explain hoping he will just agree but with Finn there's never such luck

"I know what I want in life I want you, I love you Rachel" he says sad and hurt

"I know Finn, I know that, and I still care for you ever so deeply but after seeing you last night, the way you acted and the way you spoke to me, I'd appreciate it if you'd just give me my time to sort myself out and I'm asking you to just respect my decision. If we are meant to be together then we will be, but right now we're obviously not meant to be near each other" I say and though it hurts to be so honest with him I know it's for the best

"Rachel you know I'll do anything for you and if you want some space I'll let you have that, but just as long as you know I still love you and I always will and I'm not gonna give up on you…on us" he states

I nod trying not to shed a tear as I pull my engagement ring off of my finger "Here, you might as well take this back" I hold out the ring for him to take

"No Rachel it's yours I want you to have it even if you're not wearing it"

"No Finn really I can't have it right now, just take it please" this time he finally takes it, despite the fact he's so hesitant. He then leans in and hugs me, wrapping his giant arms around my small frame. I don't know if he fully understands, maybe he thinks I'm just on my period and it's all down to hormones or maybe he really does believe our relationship would actually benefit from time alone right now, but whatever he believes it doesn't change the fact that I'm still lying to him.

"I love you Rachel, I love you so deeply and I know you still feel the same about me no matter what you say, but just remember that ok?" he asks and I nod into his chest as he kisses the top of my head, probably the most intimate and gentle moment we have ever shared.

"Goodbye for now Finn"

"I'll never say goodbye to you Rachel" he insists and our embrace ends with a deep look into each other's eyes

"Oh hell no, it's the T-Rex suffocating the Jew" I hear the familiar voice that is none other than Santana Lopez shout out and me and Finn both look over to see said Latina walk into the classroom hand in hand with Brittany and Quinn following shortly after

I lock eyes immediately with Quinn and I can see something is about to start up as the trio walk over to us "What the fuck is going on here!?" she demands to know

"Nothing Quinn it's fine we were just talking" I try to calm her down but I know it hasn't worked, far from it. In fact it only infuriates her more

"Talking? Are you fucking kidding me? Don't tell me you've forgiven him after what he did to you last night?" she asks angrily

"Quinn it's all been sorted, there's no need to be pissed and you promised you'd let me sort this" I say getting angry myself knowing she broke that promise but I do understand her point of view, I guess she has the right to be mad I guess I would be too if the roles were reversed.

"Fuck the promise Rachel"

"Ok hold up, what the fuck is going on here? Other than a lot of cursing, what did the oaf do this time?" Santana asked and by now Mercedes, Kurt and Puck were all standing in the room watching on

"This ass hole tried to force Rachel into having sex with him last night, even though she said NO!" Quinn informed the whole room and by the volume of her voice I'm sure the whole school also heard it, my cheeks I could tell were now blushing in embarrassment, I honestly didn't know what to say, it's not like it was untrue

"Quinn you don't know the first thing that is going on with me and Rachel right now so why don't you just go fuck yourself because its none of your business in any case" Finn fought back

"Fuck you Finn! You're an idiot and Rachel is my friend, something you clearly don't have" Quinn barked

"Wait is that true, you tried to force yourself on a girl? What is it not bad enough girls already find you physically repulsive, now you have to try and impale them with your sausage dick" Santana butted in

"That is so uncool Finn" Britt spoke up

"Look none of you got the whole story, it was a misunderstanding I didn't do anything right Rachel?" Finn looked at me for support and I could see he was completely outnumbered and he was looking a little scared if I was honest

"Guys it's not like he tried to make me do anything I didn't want to. Honestly this is taken out of context and me and Finn have sorted it all out now so none of you have to worry. I can fight my own battles I don't need any of you fighting for me" I insist as I look around the room and it looks as though Quinn and Santana are about to transform into werewolves and rip Finn limb from limb, part of me is kinda pleased that Quinn wants to stand up for me like this and I'm even surprised Santana is too as she usually doesn't care for my wellbeing, but there's also a part of me that should really put out this fire before it burns through everything good "Everybody just stop this ok!" I shout desperately

"Don't worry I'm gonna go. I just wanted to give you your shoes back" Finn said sadly as he handed me the bag with my shoes in from the night before

"What she didn't even have enough time to put her shoes back on? Geeze what did you do, go all King Kong on her?" Santana growled with a hint of a chuckle, as I took the bag

"Shut up Santana, least Rachel can take a cock" Finn said rather uncalled for making Santana lunge for him but she was stopped as Brittany wrapped her arms around her waist and even Quinn pulled her back to stop the blood bath from occurring. Finn took his chances and made a dash for the doorway, assumingly he wasn't going to stick around for class today

Finn pushed his way past Kurt and Mercedes and stopped at Puck who gave him a disappointed look and as far as I could hear whispered "Not cool dude" to him, but still followed him out of the room, hopefully to talk some sense into him or at least make sure he didn't do something stupid.

All eyes suddenly landed on me and I could feel my cheeks heat up again, I was instantly pissed with Quinn for breaking her promise and causing such a scene in front of our friends and then telling everyone what had happened, as if I needed anyone to remind me.

"Rach I'm sorry" she said trying to grab my hand forgetting there was other people around us that could see. I pulled away but not because we were being watched but because I didn't want to be near her right now. I turned back to my desk and gathered my things before storming out of the classroom "Rach wait, please!" Quinn yelled after me as she followed me out of the room

"Stop Quinn" I say as I abruptly spin around to face her, anger clear in my face and tone of voice, "I can't even look at you right now. You promised me you wouldn't say anything, more fool me for actually believing you could keep a promise" I shook my head

"Rach, come on, I did it for you" she replied sadly and I almost feel sorry for her

"No Quinn, you did it for you" I say before turning away and walking off down the corridor to find some place in school I can be alone for a while away from all the madness that has recently become my life.

Quinn's POV

I watch as Rachel storms away and I know I majorly fucked up but I just couldn't help myself, Finn pissed me off so much with what he did to Rachel and I just had to have my say I guess. It's only when I see Rachel disappear around the corner I realise maybe I didn't deserve my say this time around, it only seemed to make things a lot, lot worse. But at least now everyone knows just what kind of guy Finn really is, an ass hole and nothing more, though right now if that's what Rachel thinks of me then maybe it wasn't worth exposing him in the first place.

I turn around to head back to class, the hallways are empty now but I am faced with Santana and Brittany staring at me, I silently wonder how long they have been listening.

"What's going on with you Quinn?" Santana asks in a concerned manner as they both take a few steps towards me, I panic immediately because I know what she means by the question

"What do you mean? Nothing is going on with me, I'm fine" I try to assure as I attempt to pass them and go back to the classroom but Santana stops me forcing me to stay

"Bullshit Quinn come on we're not stupid, I mean the whole suddenly caring about Rachel, sticking up for her, and I don't know if you've noticed but she's totally wearing your shirt today too" San says

"Yeah I know I leant it to her last night" I reply

"But she was with Finn last night wasn't she?" Santana asked seeing right through my lie, well it wasn't really a lie I did let her borrow my shirt

"She came over to my house after the whole Finn thing that's all" I insist "She was upset so she spent the night" I nod hoping they will believe me

"But she's like best friends with Mercedes and Kurt, I mean Kurt gets ruled out because of the whole they live together thing but Mercedes is a good second choice, why did she go to you?"

"I don't know. Why are you interrogating me? Maybe she came to me because we're project parents. You'd have to ask her" I desperately try and shift the attention

"But you have been spending a lot of time with Rachel recently more so than I would with someone I'm doing a project with" Brittany added and I knew this was getting harder and harder to pretend it wasn't happening, because it so was

"Yeah I like Rachel, she's cool"

Silence passes between us. Me and Santana lock eyes, then I dart to look at Brittany then back to Santana, I know Santana already has it all figured out, I know she's just playing me right now, she wants to admit it

"Wait, you didn't have anything to do with them postponing the wedding did you?" she asks and I look to the ground

"Why would I?" I say a little too defensively

"Wait, you're not…oh my god, is it you?" she asks and even Brittany looks confused by the question this time

"Me what?" I wonder

"You're the one she's falling for" Santana says and I have no idea what she's referring to, I can only assume Rachel has mentioned something to Santana in the past about this. I look at her with a frown wanting to know what had happened and Santana must sense my interest "We talked a while ago, she told me she thought she was falling for someone and asked for advice, I knew it was you as soon as she said it"

"What did you say to her?"

"I told her not to wait too long to make up her mind, and I guess she didn't" Santana raises a brow like she's expecting me to say something back

I suddenly realise I do have to say something back, I have to tell her, after all these girls are my best friends and Santana may have kept herself a secret for a long time but she still told me, it's only fair I tell her too right? I mean she'll understand if anyone will. They both will

"I'm gay Santana" I say so quietly I fear they didn't even hear it and I'm not sure why but I feel a single tear roll down my check, but a massive weight lifts from my chest

"I know" she replies and to be honest it doesn't surprise me that she does. She doesn't speak smugly nor does she smirk in anyway, if anything it is the most comforting thing I have ever heard her say, not so much the words she used but the way she used them. I also realise that those words have very rarely left my mouth 'I'm gay' they seem so simple yet so difficult to say, I've said so many variations but even saying to Rachel I'm gay is something that has never come easy to me, maybe because there's still a part of me that doesn't want to admit it or believe it to be true. They're like the words 'I love you'

"And I'm in love with Rachel" I finally finish a little louder this time and I look at the two girls in front of me, still un-phased by my confession

"We know" Brittany says. Of course they do

Both girls step closer and wrap an arm around me for comfort "It's ok Quinn we both understand this, it's not anything new. Coming out is hard to do but once it's done it feels amazing. Like the world is lifted from your shoulders and you can finally just relax and stop being so trapped inside your own feelings. But I know what it's like, admitting it not only to others but to yourself is the hardest part of it all, and it never comes easy. But me and Britt are here for you 100% and we're not going anywhere, you got that?" San smiles sweetly, yes Santana was smiling sweetly and I'd never felt more close to these girls than I do right now

"Thanks" is all that leaves my mouth before I am wrapped in the warmest, tightest hug I have ever been subjected to, but I can't stop the smile from taking over my lips as I hug them back

"So are you like dating Rachel then?" Brittany asked

"Uh yeah I guess you could say we're dating, but it's a secret and no one can know" I quickly made sure they knew the score

"Don't worry Quinn, we've been there, done that, we won't tell a soul, it's your secret to keep not ours" Santana says sweetly

Then Brittany gets the biggest grin on her face as she bounces up and down on the spot "Oh now we can go on like double dates!" she squealed and I have to say I kinda like the idea of doing that, maybe it might help to loosen me up a bit

"Maybe Britt" I reply and I think a double date would be worth it just to see the way Santana acts when she's on a date with Brittany, because she wants everyone to believe she doesn't do sappy, but she so does.

"So have you done the deed yet?" Santana asked sneakily, did I expect anything else from her?

"What is wrong with you San?" I laugh in a tone that answers her question anyway and we all crack up laughing, I know they'll want all the details eventually.

The three of us go back to class but I spend the rest of the day feeling like crap after upsetting Rachel, I hope to god I haven't ruined everything. I was just trying to do the right thing and I go and fuck that up too, maybe I should just remain mute for the rest of my life. I can't concentrate knowing Rachel is mad at me and she is skipping class because of me, so I pretty much spend the rest of the day scribbling in my notebook and even drawing a naked picture of Rachel which of course I'll never show her or tell her about. During last period I decide I can't take it any longer I tell Mercedes to cover for me with our teacher and I skip my last class to go find her.

I check the library but she's not in there, then I look in a few of the girl's toilets but she isn't in there either, I wonder if she's just gone home until I walk past the choir room and see her sat in there at the piano, quietly playing it, almost in the dark, I instantly curse myself for not even thinking about checking there first. She doesn't see me so I quietly open the door and head on in closing it behind me, I flick the rest of the lights on and it alerts her to my presence and she stops playing "Hey" I say nervously, knowing she's probably gonna shout at me within the next five seconds

"I'm still mad at you" she says in a forgiving voice which is rather surprising, I can't help but smile because she looks so cute when she pouts

I walk over to her and sit next to her on the piano bench; she looks back down at the piano keys "What are you playing?" I ask softly

"It's just some random notes, nothing famous" she shrugs

"It sounded pretty" I smile but Rachel doesn't respond "Rachel I'm so sorry for what I did earlier, I'm sorry for breaking my promise to you. I'm just getting use to all this relationship stuff and it's hard, I just hate Finn for what he did to you and my anger took over. I know it was wrong and I just hope you can forgive me"

She looks at me with her big sad brown eyes "I can understand why you did it Quinn, but if we're gonna be together then I need you to start acting like a girlfriend rather than a bodyguard. I appreciate you standing up for me but Finn is my problem and I can deal with him. I just need you to calm down over this stuff. I mean I saw you get angry today and I didn't like it, that was the side of Finn that I hated and I don't like it anymore on you than on him, you're actions in class were no better than his" she explains

I nod "Ok, I'm sorry. For now on I'll try to be better, I know I suck most of the time and I freak out a lot, I make a lot of mistakes I always have but I'm always willing to fix them, I wanna do it for you"

"That's all I ask" she smiles

"Oh and did you talk to Santana about us? Because she knows and now so does Brittany, they both do, I kinda told them but she seemed to already know" I questioned

"I did kinda mention I was falling for someone but I never once said your name or the fact the person was a girl, and I'm sorry I told her but I'm pretty sure she already knew even before I said anything"

"I swear her gaydar is like off the scales good" I shake my head, she can tell that everyone else is gay but it took her so long to realise she was

"I'm sorry she found out but I mean she is pretty smart and she is gay herself so I just thought that if I told her maybe she could understand, I couldn't risk telling Kurt because of the whole he lives with Finn thing. I think San figured it out before I told her, I can tell because of the way she was speaking to me and the advice she offered" Rachel says

"I'm not mad. I actually think it's kinda good if they know, I mean if anyone was to know it should be them two. They get it and they won't tell anyone and it feels kinda nice to have someone I can talk to now and not have to keep it all a secret from them and pretending we're doing a school project instead of making out" I laugh

"I said I'm still mad at you" she smirks

"Well in that case I'll give you two options. You can either stay mad and walk home or you can make up with me and we can skip out early and I'll drive you home because I know you got a ride to school from a really hot blond and don't have your own car to take" I smirk back at her

"Guess we best make up then" she leans in and rests her forehead against mine, she takes my hand and just holds it for a few seconds before leaning in closer for a secret quick kiss. Our lips meet for almost a second too long as we hear someone coming down the corridor "Come on, let's go" she says and gets up, releasing my hand and we make our way outside to where my car is parked

It doesn't take long before we pull up outside Rachel's house; her fathers are home on a shared day off. Rachel turns to me "So if Britt and Santana know that we're secretly dating does that mean you're any closer to telling your mom?" she smiles knowing already what I'm gonna say

"Not until the world explodes baby" we both giggle "Now are you sure you don't want me to come in with you, I mean it will be majorly awkward on my behalf but I'm here if you need me"

"That's ok, I can do this alone. My dads are understanding, I know they won't have a problem with us being together, I'm just worried about telling them about me and Finn that's all" she says and I can tell she's actually nervous

"They'll be fine, your dads are cool. Call me afterwards ok?"

"Course" she smiles and we kiss and it's almost hard to stop kissing her once we've started, I just never want to say goodbye to her "I'll talk to you later ok"

"Good luck"

She gets out the car and goes over to her house; I drive away after she walks in and closes the door. I can only imagine what happens next

Rachel's house

Rachel's POV

"Dads!" I call out as I drop my school stuff by the door and slip off my shoes "Are you home!?"

"In the kitchen!" I hear my dad call back so I head right over

When I enter the kitchen I see they are cooking, I'm not sure what but they usually enjoy cooking when they share a day off together like this "You're home early aren't you honey?" my other dad asks

"Our final class got out early" I lie

"What's up Rach?" dad asks already sensing my unease; curse them for being so perceptive

I sit down at the kitchen island, something tells me I shouldn't be standing when I tell them all this "I have something to tell you dads and I need you to be understanding and keep an open mind which I know you both have"

Both of my dads look at me then at each other and back at me again before both saying "Are you pregnant?" like the world was crashing down on them or something

"No, no, god, no. I'm not with child" I assure, why do parents minds always go there I wonder?

"Oh thank god, I'm far too young and pretty to be a grandfather yet"

"But this is about Finn"

"Did he break up with you?" one of them asks

"Is he gay?" the other wonders

"What? No and definitely not, well at least I don't think so, though his relationship with Puck can be questionable at times. Anyway, me and Finn aren't together anymore" I state knowing its best to do this quickly, like ripping off a Band-Aid despite the fact that still hurts like a bitch…

"Wait, so you are broken up?" my dad asks interrupting my thoughts

"Yes we are and we have been for a while to be honest, we've been kinda off and on, but mostly off. I told him I wanted more time to figure things out so we postponed the wedding and now we're kinda on a break from each other, you know like space" I explain and I swear my father's look kind of relived, I doubt they wanted me to get married at my age in any case, no matter how much they love me

"A couple of weeks? But didn't you stay at his last night?"

I bite my lip; lies really do catch up with you "Um…well not exactly. That's the other part of what I have to tell you. I'm dating someone else and that's who I've been seeing recently"

"Who, Puck, that blond Justin Bieber kid, the Asian one?"

"I'm dating Quinn Fabray" I look at both of them as silence engulfs us

After a few shocked seconds I hear "But she's a girl"

"Yes she is"

"And you're a girl"

"Last time I checked"

"You're a lesbian?"

"I'm not entirely sure, maybe I'm bisexual, I don't know. But that's why I broke up with Finn, I need time to figure out my feelings and yes I thought I loved Finn but I really, really like Quinn and maybe I could even be in love with her. I know this is new and I'd really appreciate it if you could just be happy for me and accept my choice. I gave Finn his ring back so it's all official and Quinn loves me I know she does so it's not like some experiment if that's what you're worried about" I ramble on until my dad interrupts me

"Rachel. Honey. Baby. Darling. Our gorgeous sweetheart. We love you no matter who you're with; I mean we put up with that Puckerman kid, during that phase didn't we? You are our daughter, our only child, we just want the best for you and if you're happy with Quinn then we can be happy for you too" he says with a smile

"Yes, what your father said. Quinn's a very nice girl and I have no problem with her, least she can't impregnate you and I'm sure she wants to stay well away from that type of thing herself now" my other dad said

"So you're really ok with all this, you're not just saying it so I don't cry?"

"Well I don't like the fact that you lied to us to begin with but I understand why you would, you're a teenager after all. And you lied to us about being with Finn when you were really with Quinn, but I don't disapprove of using Finn as a decoy if he's stupid enough to be fooled by it, but overall you did the right thing by breaking it off with him, I'd hate to see you playing both cards at the same time and hurting one of them in the end"

"I don't want to hurt either of them" I really don't want anyone to get hurt, I never have

"Then we approve of your new lady love, but the rules stay the same. No scissoring while we're home" my daddy warned

"Daddy lesbians don't just scissor, we do a lot more than that. There are many ways for two girls to enjoy each other's bodies in that way and express their love for one another" I explain before blushing at the fact that was probably a little too much information

"Well it's been a while since I've seen a vagina so I'll take your word for it, but just be careful when you're lady loving because that Fabray girl has a history with pregnancy" he jokes

"I will, I promise" I smile "I gotta go call Quinn, but thank you dads for understanding" I get up and we have a group hug

"That's ok baby, just remember we love you always"

After our hug I grab my cell phone and run to my room, excited to tell Quinn the good news. I sit on my bed, getting comfortable I quickly pressed her number in my phone and waited while I listened to the dial tone. It took her several seconds to answer and I almost feared she wasn't going to but then I hear her sweet sexy voice on the other end "Rachel, did you tell them? How'd it go?" she said instantly

"Not even a hello?" I giggle, I have to admit I love it when she gets excited and/or nervous I'm not entirely sure which one she is right now

"Oh sorry, hello Rachel how is your evening going? So did you tell your dads and what did they say?" Quinn said just as fast

"Hello Quinn my evening is going very well, even better now I've told my fathers about our budding relationship and I can officially announce that they are fine with our romantic pairing" I inform with a giant smile I cannot seem to stop from taking over my lips, though I don't want to act too happy in case I make Quinn feel bad about her worries over telling her own mother about us.

"That's great Rach" she says and I can tell she is smiling down the phone too "So there wasn't even any shouting or crying or anything?" she wonders

"Nope and nope. I can assure you everything is fine and they couldn't be happier with my current relationship with a certain blond, that blond being you of course" I chuckle to myself and I wonder if she is blushing at all, I'm sure she is, she blushes very easily

"So I guess I don't need to wear a coat of armour when I come around to see you next then? That's a relief, I'm glad we've taken some steps to come out to some people today" she sighs at the end of her sentence and I can only imagine she is still thinking about coming out to her mom

"Are you ok Quinn?" I ask hoping I hadn't gone too far and upset her

"I'm fine; I just wish I could see you right now that's all"

"Aw me too baby, why don't you come around?" I suggest

"I wish I could but I can't, my mom went to her women's book club meeting and she never takes her keys so I have to stay here to let her in when she gets home" she says sadly

"That sucks" I pout

"I know, especially because I'm bored and so horny" she playfully states

I giggle at her honesty "Well then go do something"

"There's only one thing I wanna do right now and she's not here" she says trying for sexy but only getting cheesy

"Quinn are you flirting with me?" I tease

"You bet I'm flirting with you, I miss you"

"You saw me less than an hour ago" I laugh

"What's your point?" she asks

"I miss you too" I smirk to myself

"What are you wearing?" her voice now husky with lust

"Are you seriously attempting to initiate a phone sex session with me right now, my dads are just downstairs" I assure, my own voice becoming clouded with desire and anticipation of where this is heading

"Do you want me to stop?" she teases and I can picture the sexy smirk and raised brow she must be sporting right now

I bite down on my bottom lip, I know I shouldn't but I can't help it, she just gets me "No, don't you dare" I plead

"Then what are you wearing?" she repeats even more huskily than before

"The same outfit I was wearing at school just minus the shoes" I giggle "What about you?"

"Well I was getting changed before you called, so just my underwear"

"No bra?" I can't help but groan a little at picturing Quinn in her room in nothing but her skimpy little boy shorts

"Not anymore" she toyed

"God Quinn" I moan out embarrassingly loud causing Quinn to giggle on her end

"Take your top off" Quinn ordered sounding desperate

"Way ahead of you" I tell her as I'm already yanking my shirt up over my head. Once it's off I toss it to the ground and make quick work of my skirt so I'm down to my panties and bra. I can feel I'm already getting wet as I shift around to get comfortable again "Talk to me Quinn, I need it, I need you"

"Take your bra off baby" she whispers down the line and she doesn't need to ask me twice before my hand is reaching around my back to unclasp the garment and for it to join the rest of my clothes on my bedroom floor "Now I want you to feel your nipples, get them hard and imagine your fingers are my tongue, swirling around the hard little nubs" her voice is growing more animalistic as she goes on. I take her orders like a good girl and begin to roll my left nipple with my free hand, feeling it becoming erect in my hand

"Oh Quinn keep going, what should I do next?" I ask desperate for more, much more

"Ok, now run your hand down your body, but do it slowly until you get to your panties, remember it's still my tongue" she says confidently and I continue to do as she says, running my fingertips slowly down my already tensing body, my skin becoming heated from my touch, wishing it was hers "Once you're there I want you to slip your hand into your panties, but don't take them off, I think they're sexy. Are you wet?" she asks

My fingers dip beyond my panties waistband and I bite down on my lip to avoid moaning loudly again, I'm much wetter than I had originally thought - damn Quinn Fabray and her sexy voice.

"I'm soaking Quinn" I respond and I'm almost shocked by how naturally it comes to me, I've never really had much experience with dirty talk but hell is it turning my on beyond crazy

"Oh god Rach, you have no idea how badly I want you right now" she practically growled "Rachel touch yourself for me, please. Rub your clit"

It's like my fingers have a mind of their own, they follow Quinn's orders like it's their job. Dipping between my wet folds and instantly hitting my already hard clit. A savage like moan escapes my lips, biting it seems to no longer be working, I'm too far gone. "Quinn are you touching yourself too?" I ask and by the sound of the little grunts and moans I can hear on the other end of the phone I know the answer is yes.

"Fuck yes Rachel and I'm so fucking close" she stated

I rub my clit faster and harder, wanting to catch up with Quinn. I picture Quinn between my legs, her little pink tongue darting out between those perfect lips of hers to flick and tease my clit. Her nails grazing up and down my thighs as she attempts to hold me down but all I can do is buck wildly in the air practically humping my hand wishing it was her. I can hear her breath becoming more frantic down the phone, I know she's not gonna last and neither am I, her noises only spurring me on. I feel my orgasm approaching fast, I don't want this to end, ever, but I need a release, and I need it now.

"Fuck Rachel, I'm coming" Quinn panted

Her words instantly send me over right along with her "Me too Quinn, me too" our moans mix down the phone and suddenly it's all over

A good minute goes by with no sounds between us other than our panting as we recover from the pleasure. My chest heaves and I can only imagine hers is doing pretty much the same thing right now. "Taste yourself" her voice breaks the silence

I take my hand out of my now soaked panties and just stare at the coat of my own juices across my fingers. I hesitate slightly before bringing them to my lips and sucking them clean, I can hear her making similar noise and guess she too is licking her fingers off "Good?" she asked

"Amazing" I simply reply

"You're amazing" she says making my heart flutter and before I can reply with a well thought out yet cliché compliment of my own she adds "Good night Rach" in a soft, tired and spent voice

"Good night Quinn" she ends the call and my smile is back, bigger than ever

A/N: So a nice sexy ending for that chapter, Faberry is on.

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