TITLE: Whatever's On Her Mind Chapter 10: We Will Always Be Here For You
PAIRINGS
Faberry (Quinn/Rachel)
RATING: M
A/N: Sorry this chapter took a while, I am trying to get more motivated to write for this story and I will try to be faster with updates. Big thank you to those who are still reading and reviewing
Quinn's bedroom 6PM
Quinn's POV
It had been a few days since I came out to Santana and Brittany and Rachel told her dads about us, so far so good. We haven't been burnt at the stake, we haven't been placed on a gypsy curse and we haven't lost anybody we care about or been exiled to another realm…yet. The thought of telling my own mother still makes me freeze up in fear and feel like peeing myself where I sit so I know having Rachel over for dinner will of course be so extremely awkward and weird but I love her and she's right, if my mom gets to know her as my 'friend' then maybe she wouldn't be as mad or hate me when she finds out that Rachel is more than that to me. If she sees how much I truly care about her then maybe this could work out.
When I was young I didn't understand what love was, I guess no one does right off in life. I'd look at my parents and watch them fight and listen to them behind closed doors when they thought I couldn't hear them. Always going at each other's throats, and when they weren't they were putting on a false charade in front of me just so I wouldn't suspect they were unhappy, but did they really believe I didn't know? They would drown themself in drink most every night, and I just grew to accept that, but I knew I never wanted a life like that for myself. I never wanted to be with someone that I knew I wasn't happy with, I know the only way to not feel like that is to be with Rachel. I didn't understand the love between my parents, maybe they once had it, or maybe they never really did. But my love for Rachel isn't fake, it's real and that's all that matters to me. And it was when I met Rachel that I truly started to understand what love really was, and suddenly it didn't seem so complicated anymore. Everything started to make sense to me even if I wasn't ready to admit that were true.
"Quinn!" I hear my mother shout from outside my room just before knocking on my door.
"Come in" I answer
She walks into my room and smiles sweetly at me; I'm sat on my bed just doing some boring homework, due in tomorrow. She looks over at my homework like she is taking interest so I automatically know she's here to 'talk'. "Ooh that looks hard" she says picking up a sheet of paper and looking at it closely
"That's not homework mom, that's the lyric sheet for glee" I reply slightly amused by her failure
"Oh I see" she says putting it back down and looking at me again with that smile
"Just spit it out mom, what do you want?" I huff; I actually really need to get this homework done
"Well I wanted you to ask Rachel to dinner tomorrow night" her smile gets wider. My head darts up at her immediately because that's generally what hearing Rachel's name does to me. "I know you said it wasn't a good idea but Rachel seemed into it and I think it will be nice to get to know your new friend" she said persistently
I nod my head "Ok, I'll ask her over"
"Well you've changed your tune, I thought you hated the idea" she giggled at little at my change of heart
"Well I mean it would be good I guess" I say knowing that even though we have to be careful as the situation is risky it's a good chance for me and Rachel to hang out and at least pretend it's a normal date which we haven't been on in a while.
She puts a hand on my knee and says "Ok then, tomorrow night it is, 7pm sharp. Oh and feel free to invite San and Britt over too. I haven't seen those girls in a while, we can all have a big catch up" she stands and makes her way out of my room. I sigh before attempting to go back to my work. Sheets of paper all over the bed and I think I've done about half of it. I can't seem to stop thinking of Rachel plus we haven't had much chance to be…well alone recently and so I'm pretty damn horny right now.
I don't think just ignoring it will help and I have too much work to do to just keep getting distracted so I make a choice I must deal with this little problem before it gets any worse. I stand from my bed, several sheets of work falling off onto the floor. I walk over to my door, close it, lock it and sit back down on the bed. Quickly I pull my open laptop onto my lap, minimizing all the school related pages and opening a new one, remembering Santana sent me that link several days ago that I did not yet use and I searched my emails until I found it. Remembering how she also said it was a good one and she had watched it several times got me excited and I could already feel the twitch between my legs.
Easily finding the video she sent me I have to laugh when I see it is a 'lesbian couple tribbing' video, she sent me a girl on girl video when I wasn't even out to her. Santana really does know me better than even myself. My eyes grow wide at the sight when I begin to play the video, a blond and brunette, of course it is, now that has my wondering if she likes it because they are like her and Britt or whether she sent it to me because they were like me and Rachel. My thoughts end when that twitch occurs again, I watch on as the two on screen girls begin to make out, much more overtly than a regular couple would, even if they were having sex.
My right hand travels slowly down my body, almost absentmindedly, I didn't even notice when my fingers dipped under my underwear and into my growing wetness. "Oh" I gasp as I start to rub my stiffened clit. It's been a few days so I know I won't take long especially when I'm imagining me and Rachel doing all the dirty things these two girls are doing on screen. I know Rachel and I have only just started to be intimate but I already feel comfortable enough around her and trust her deeply to practically do anything in bed with her.
I start to circle my clit while trying not to laugh at how put on the moans are on screen right now, I mean yeah its hot and getting me majorly wet but it's still funny. The brunette lets out a load moan and it's so loud I almost don't realise I matched it with one of my own, I cover my mouth in order not to do it again. When I close my eyes and hear the moaning and feel the pleasure between my legs it makes me believe Rachel is here with me that thought alone is enough to send me over the edge and into post orgasmic bliss
Rachel's house
Rachel's POV
"Daddy!" I practically scream as I dance my way into the kitchen to find one of my fathers, sat at the island reading his paper, he pulls down his reading glasses and looks up at me
"Yes honey" he answers with a small smile
"I was wondering if I could ask you and dad for a favour?" I give my bright Rachel Berry, you-can't-resist-me smile
My daddy looks a bit wary of what I'm about to ask him but he nods anyway "Ok, what is it darling?"
"Well now that you and daddy both know about my current romantic life, which is of course dating another female, I was just curious if it was ok to have one night this week where Quinn could come over and we could have the place to ourselves, rather than us having to sneak around like we have been doing at her place and at school" I ask getting more nervous as I went on, not that me and Quinn have had sexual relations at school of course. I look down and begin to play with my hands. Quinn and I hadn't been intimate together for some time now and even though it was all new to me I was beginning to miss it.
He gives my ask a few minutes of thought before replying "Rachel like me and your father said, we don't mind you being in a relationship with another female. We don't mind you exploring your urges with Quinn, after all you are both young and I remember what it was like when I first met your father, we'd go at it like rabbits too. If you want to invite Quinn over for a night I promise you me and your dad wont disturb you just as long as you remember to lock the door, your room is sound proof after all" he smirked at me
"Really?" I ask rather surprised my dads are actually ok with me and Quinn…fooling around while they are here, which yes is rather weird to think about but as long as we can have some time to ourselves I guess I'll take it. It's nice to know we have a safe haven at least somewhere in the world where we don't have to flinch at the first hint of a noise and Quinn can truly be herself. "Thanks dad, you're the best" I grin as I walk up to him, give him a hug and kiss before leaving the room.
Next Day: Thursday
McKinley High Hallway
I find Quinn by her locker in the morning; I was excited to tell her the news about our new love nest and how we could safely be together without worry someone will catch us. I place my hands over her eyes standing on my tip toes and whisper in her ear "Guess who?"
I feel her smirk before joking "Santa Claus?"
"Are you trying to say I have man hands again?" I joke back
Quinn turns around her smirk completely gone from her face "Rach"
"It's ok, I was joking" I assure her, trying to get her to laugh but I can see it may be a little too soon to bring up old wounds. I grab her hands in mine, but she pulls back and looks around at the other students passing us, it's clearly also still too soon for anyone else to know about us. "Sorry" I mutter quietly
"No, I'm sorry I hate hiding from everyone but I'm just not ready yet" she says with huge sad eyes
"It's ok Quinn I get it, but I have some good news" I announce to her and her eyes light back up with wonder and intrigue "I know we haven't, you know, had sex for a while but I spoke to my daddy and he said we were welcome to…fool around at my place as long as we lock the door" I inform quietly making sure no one is listening in
"Isn't that a bit weird, you know if your dads know we're getting it on?" she wonders
"Well its either that or we continue to constantly look over our shoulders, I mean we can still do it at your place when your mom isn't around or whatever but at least we know we can go somewhere to just be together"
She smiles again and it makes me smile "That sounds wonderful Rachel, thank you"
"You're welcome Quinn"
She takes a chance and gives me a friendly hug, but it only lasts a few seconds, but I'm surprised when we pulled back she was holding my hand. She held it between us, not caring who saw for once. "And I can honestly say Rachel, your hands are definitely not manly" she whispered and winked at me as she dropped my hand.
"You are always surprising me Quinn Fabray"
"Well I actually have another surprise, well sort of, I mean you already know about it but now I have confirmation for it. My mom wants you to come over for dinner tonight. She knows nothing about vegan food so it will be great to watch her try that one, but I apologise in advance for it if it's bad" she laughs as she closes her locker and turns back to me.
"That sounds perfect Quinn; I'd love to have dinner with you and your mom as friends of course"
"She wants me to invite Britt and San too, I hope that's ok, I mean I normally would just want it to be me and you but if they're there for moral support then it could make the situation easier a little" she suggests a little uncertain, obviously thinking I'd hate the idea
"No that sounds good, me you and your mom does seem a bit creepy" I joke
"Ok so I'll ask them. I'll catch you later" she smiles before walking off down the corridor
Science class
Quinn's POV
I wait patiently for my best friends to hurry up and get their perfectly rounds asses to class. For some reason I'm a little nervous about asking them to dinner, I feel like I'm about to ask them to date me, ok that's a little odd but what if they can't make it and then I'm stuck with Rachel and my mother. Not that that is a bad thing, of course not, I mean I love Rachel after all but a night alone with her and my mother is just too soon, I am so not ready for such intimacy in the family. Besides moms always know the truth right, even if mine isn't exactly the most perceptive when it comes to her children, but at least with a distraction there she won't have as many opportunities to pick up on any body language that may happen between me and Rachel.
"Hey Fabgay" I hear coming from none other than Santana Lopez, it breaks me from my thoughts and I look up to see both her and Britt entering the class room.
"Shh, Jesus San still not out yet remember?" I totally panic and look around to realise no one at all is paying attention anyway
"Relax, I've been calling you that since 8th grade" she shrugs and jumps up on the table I'm sat at, Brittany following just after. They both stare down at me and I remember that it's true she has been calling me that since I can remember. I did always wonder why, maybe she had known this whole time and was just trying to get me to accept it or maybe it was a 'Santana joke' she seems to joke about people being gay more now she's out, but I guess it's all in good humour right? I mean if you can't joke about yourself, right?
"You ok Quinn? You look the way Lord Tubbington looks when I say the word bath around him" Brittany asks me giving me a little pout to get me to open up to her
I smile, knowing no one can resist that adorable puppy dog look and watch on as Santana smiles at the blond girl and takes her hand in hers, it's hard not to imagine me and Rachel one day being that out if I could ever get over my insecurities that is. "I need to ask you guys a favour, what are you doing tonight?" I ask hope in my eyes I'm sure
"Oh, well Santana promised me I'd get to be on top if I was good for the rest of the day" Brittany instantly replied squeezing her girlfriend's hand as her blue eyes glittered with excitement. Santana smiled back and leaned in to kiss the happy girl.
I roll my eyes as I watch the sweet kiss turn heated and have to tug at Santana's jacket to get her to break it up "Ok well can you postpone that idea? I need you girls for tonight"
"Quinn look we love you but me and Britts don't do that sort of thing" Santana said apologetically
"What!? No, I don't mean that!" I assure her, guessing she was referring to some sort of three or foursome. "My mom wants to have Rachel round for dinner tonight and as awkward as it will be with just the three of us she invited you guys too, and so I need you there for moral support"
"Ooh free food!" Britt exclaimed letting go of Santana's hand to clap her own frantically "Count us in!"
"Wait, I never agreed to this" Santana spoke up
"Oh come on baby, it's for Quinn, you told me last night you'd do anything for Quinn because she was your 'girl'" Britt reminded leaning in close to the Latina
"You said that? Anything?" I wondered, knowing I'd do the same for both of them of course, they are my 'girls' too, whatever that means
"Of course we'll come Quinn, but if Berry's going does that mean it will be all vegan?" Santana scrunched her face up, not liking the idea
"Yeah my mom is cooking vegan, but I know that's not your thing so you can eat before you come over if you want" I suggest, regretting it instantly when I see the smirk grow on Santana's face and that gleam in her eye as she turns her head to Britt and says
"Oh don't worry, I'm definitely gonna eat before I come"
Her comment makes Brittany giggle and reply "You got that wrong Sanny. You usually come while I'm eating" she giggled harder pulling Santana in for yet another kiss.
I roll my eyes yet again and stand up to move to another table, "You two are disgusting" I state but honestly I'm just a little jealous that they have the confidence to be so open about their relationship and the fact they are both so in love with each other makes me wish I could say 'I love you' to Rachel and for once hear it back.
Before I get the chance to walk away I feel a hand grab my shirt and tug me back "Wait, Quinnie, I'm sorry, come here" Santana begs
I turn around to face my friends and almost as if she was reading my mind Brittany says "You'll get there eventually Quinn. You and Rachel shouldn't have to hide" she says placing a hand on my shoulder
"I know, but I'm not like you guys, I just can't do it not yet" I say quietly again not wanting anyone to overhear us
"That's ok Quinn, I mean look how long it took Santana to come out, no one's rushing you" Brittany assured me and I looked to Santana who was nodding sincerely with a comforting smile on her face
"Just remember Quinn, no matter what happens and what changes, you always have me and Britt-Britt on your side. We will always be here for you, use us" Santana's smiles grows bigger "Now what time is this free food?" she jokes
"Be at mine for 7, don't be late, really don't! I need you guys" I smile at the both of them before going over to the seat I was about to take far away from their making out session
"Butts belong in seats and not on the tables girls, please put them where they should be" I hear our teacher reprimand my friends as he walks into the classroom with his briefcase, placing it on his desk.
I can't help the chuckle I let out when I see them jump off the table and quickly take their seats, Brittany looks over her shoulder to throw me a supportive friendly smile and wave before our teacher starts the class. The knowledge I have both of them loving and supporting me is all I need to know tonight will be ok. Sometimes I wish they were my parents.
18:27PM
Santana's bedroom
Santana's POV
"Oh god San, I'm so close" she moaned and her voice practically vibrates throughout my whole body, there's something about making Brittany gasp in pleasure that makes everything in the world just seem right.
Her legs wrapped around my neck and her hand on my head trying to force me deeper into her. Her arousal spread across my nose and chin, as my tongue works her over. I smirk into her knowing I am the only one that can make feel as good as this, just the way it should be when you love someone.
Right now, in this moment, there is nothing else in this world, just me, Brittany and this bed. Her grip tightens in my hair and I know it won't be much longer until she shatters under my touch. "Santana, oh god, I'm coming" she pants, as her whole body shakes and her back arches off the bed. She tenses for a few seconds before completely letting go as I continue to lap at the deliciousness she is giving out. I've never tasted anything like it and I can't get enough, I'd taste her all day if I could survive on it.
Her body finally relaxes completely as her breath begins to normalise once again, her legs unwrap me from the bear hug they had me in. I look up at her to see her eyes screwed shut and her mouth hanging open still recovering from the pleasure I can proudly say I gave her. "Come up here" she whispers trying to tug me up to her with a weak hand.
I give one finally kiss to her core before I shuffle back up so I'm face to face with the beauty that I get to call my girlfriend. "Hey" I whisper as I kiss her forehead, knowing she needs her mouth for breathing right now
"I love you so much" she gasps as she wraps her arms around my neck and finally opens her eyes to look deep in mine. She gives a lazy smile and pulls me down to join our lips, I know she can taste herself and that's probably the only reason she wants a kiss right now, but I don't complain. "Hmm I taste good" she hums, her words vibrating my lips.
"Yeah you do" I say softly with a laugh and cover us both with the bed sheet. We keep kissing for a few more minutes before she pulls away
"Do you think Quinn loves Rachel as much as we love each other?" she asks and her question is a little surprising but it makes me think
"Yeah I do" I nod, knowing how much and how long Quinn has cared for the little diva "I mean they may not be in the same place as we are right now, but it took us a while to get here too" I smile and kiss Britt again
Brittany's fingers toy with my hair as she thinks "Do you think they'll ever be where we are?" she says almost as if she knows it won't ever happen
"I'd like to think so. Quinn's a smart girl, right? She'll get there, they'll get there. It will just take a lot of confidence and time. She's just got to be patient with herself like you were with me" I explain to her and her sweet cute smile comes right back on her face
"I hope they are like us one day" she says dreamily
"I'm sure they will be"
"I bet their sex isn't as hot as ours though" Brittany laughs
"Oh no one's sex is as hot as ours, have you seen us?" I joke but know it's totally true
"I love you" she says simply and kisses my neck
"I love you too" I reply holding her tight, knowing I'd love to spend the rest of the night like this but alas we must be there for Quinnie "We should probably start getting ready" I say hesitantly because I really don't want to move, my naked body against Brittany's is like every dream come true
"I thought that's what we were doing" she laughs pulling me back in for yet another kiss, I love when she's like this, it's so sexy
18:40PM
Rachel's bedroom
Rachel's POV
I look in the mirror and check myself out, I look pretty sexy if I do say so myself, but I know tonight isn't about turning Quinn on its about being myself and getting to know her mother. She needs to like me, no scratch that, she needs to love me if we want any chance of her not freaking out and hating us when Quinn finally comes out.
So tonight I have decided to go a little more casual, after all I don't want Quinn accidently staring at my breasts or my ass all night, so I'm wearing a simple skirt, knee length of course and my usual knee high socks with a boring sweater. I'm used to not being able to touch Quinn too overtly at school but in the comfort of her own home I just wish I was able to lean over and kiss her or hold her hand or even catch another sneaky tap to the ass but it hurts I won't be able to do that.
I can't believe how nervous I am, it feels like it's our first date all over again, and it's not like I haven't already met her mom, I have done several times and I think she is a lovely woman. I guess I'm just worried about screwing this up for Quinn. I could never forgive myself if I ruined the relationship between Quinn and Judy even if it's not as strong as the one I have with my dads.
I take one last look at myself in the mirror as I finished brushing my hair and then look over to the clock, it's almost time I left, I am Rachel Berry and I can't be late after all.
Quinn's house
18:50PM
Quinn's POV
God I'm so nervous I feel like I'm about to come out to my mother and not just have dinner with her, thank god Santana and Brittany will be here for support, I couldn't stand this otherwise. Don't get me wrong I love Rachel and love spending time with her and would pretty much do anything for her even if I haven't told her that, but coming out to my mother is something I'm just far from ready to do.
I help my mother prepare the table for all of us before I hear a knock at the door, a knock I recognise instantly to be Santana's signature one, actually she has two her other one is more of a simple bang which turns out to be her pinning Brittany up on whatever hard surface there is (which is normally the door) and start making out with her but this time around the girls know better.
I smile knowing some comfort is here and run to the door a little too anxiously, I stop when I get there and compose myself. I open the door to them just to catch the end of their lips joining; I roll my eyes knowing I'd caught them as they straighten up and turn to me. "Hey Q" Santana says
"Hey Quinn" Brittany smiles widely
"Hey guys come on in, please" I stand aside to let them pass, they've obviously been here many times and have most likely made out in every room, in fact I think they had a goal to hit every room in one sleepover. As the girls try to make their way into the living room I quickly stop them, grabbing their wrists and yanking them back "Ok girls normal rules remember?" I ask hoping I won't have to go over the ground rules again, my mother knows they are a couple but we don't talk about it so I have no idea what her thoughts are on it, so just to be on the safe side we came up with a few rules the girls had to stick to when they were around her.
Santana rolled her eyes at my request "Yeah, yeah, we know Quinn. No making out in front of your mom, no touching under the table and that includes any hand play, and no lesbian jokes we haven't forgotten Quinnie, this isn't the first time" Santana assures me and Brittany nods along as Santana goes over them.
"Ok well feel free to go on into the kitchen I have to go check my makeup" I say instantly regretting that comment too when I see the oh so familiar smirk on Santana's lips threatening to turn into a giggle
"Wait Rachel isn't here yet?" Britt asks "But she's always early" her soft voice reminds me of the fact and I begin to worry she isn't gonna turn up. No Rachel wouldn't do that to me, of course she'll be here. She wanted this after all.
"I'm sure she'll be here soon" I state turning away towards the stairs as the girls start to make their way to the kitchen where my mom is, then I remember something and turn back "Oh girls!" I shout getting their attention once more, then I point down to their locked hands and give them a warning look
They reluctantly release each other's hands "Sorry" they both say quietly in unison and I feel bad that I'm stopping them from being themselves but if it was up to me alone I wouldn't care, I just know my mother that's all. I watch the girls enter the kitchen as I run up the stairs.
18:58PM
Rachel's POV
I can't believe I'm almost late to Quinn's tonight, I'm never late but I had a lot of thinking and composing to do, plus I had to make sure I looked just perfect to have dinner with Judy Fabray. But finally I stand outside her spacious house that had almost become a third home to me, the second being the choir room of course.
My heart beats like it does just before I go out on stage and sing a magnificent solo, because I know all the attention will be on me whether I want it or not. I take a deep breath and knock softly on the door, so softly I think I need to knock again but just before I do the door opens and Judy is standing on the other side staring down at me
"Oh hello Rachel, so glad you could make it, come on in. Santana and Brittany are already in the kitchen" she smiles warmly and gestures for me to enter, as I do I feel the familiar warmth of Quinn's home hit me.
"Thank you Judy, it was so kind of you to invite me over for dinner" I speak gratefully
"Oh nonsense Rachel, it's about time you had dinner with us, Quinn seems to love spending time with you so I should get to know you too" Judy shuts the door behind me
I smile up at the blond woman "Uh where is Quinn?" I wonder
"Oh she's upstairs redoing her makeup again; it's like the 5th time. God you'd think she was going on a date or something" Judy laughed out loud like it was a ridiculous accusation, I smile back not wanting to give anything away of course
"No I wasn't" I hear and look up to the stairs where the voice is coming from, Quinn was coming down them, clearly overheard our conversation or at least the end of it. "I wasn't redoing it, I was just…on the toilet" Quinn mumbled
"Much less embarrassing Quinn" Santana said entering the room alongside Brittany, I can't help but giggle because let's face it, Santana was right about that one
"Ok well now that we're all here and no one is on the toilet, let's say we eat!" Judy held her hands up with much excitement
"Sound good Judy, I'm staved, haven't eaten all day" Santana mentioned
"Well almost nothing" Britt said quietly leaning in towards her girlfriend with a smirk on her lips; luckily Quinn's mother was already walking towards the kitchen again and didn't hear them.
19:05PM
Quinn's POV
I roll my eyes yet again at my friend's sexual innuendos and lead the way into the kitchen. We all sit down around the dining table in there. Britt and San obviously sitting next to each other as Rachel sits down next to me, with my mother at the end. I still think this is kinda creepy but whatever Rachel wants I guess.
Rachel smiles at me and I smile back just as my mom places the food on the table, the food that has clearly come from the vegan restaurant down the street. "I thought you said your mom was cooking?" Santana whispered across the table as my mom went to get the utensils
"I did, cooking in my mother's terms is ordering take out" I inform, it's something she has always done, she's never been much of a cook so I've become accustom to it. She either doesn't have the time or doesn't see the point, when it's easier to order from someplace else.
Santana just shrugs her shoulders "Oh well all ends up in the same place"
"Please dig in girls, take all you want" my mother says handing out utensils to each of us and Santana is first in there of course, for someone who is so small and thin she certain can and will eat a lot. My mom sits down and joins us.
Once everyone has enough food and has started to eat the conversation starts to pick up but perhaps not the type of subjects I'd like to be discussing especially with my mother in the room. "So Quinn did you ever use that website I sent you?" Santana asked with her signature smirk in play, seriously Santana, now? It was like she knew I had used it already, what is she spying on me now?
I look over at my mom who seems to be just as curious as Santana is to know, then I dart my eyes to Rachel who has no idea what we are talking about but also seems to want to know more. "What site is that?" my mom asks, eating some rice
I quickly try to think of something other than 'oh Santana just sent me a porn link of lesbians doing it which I decided to use to get myself off the other day' so I just said "Oh Santana sent me a really good site to help with my Biology project" I lie looking over at the girl who is still smirking so give her a look that says 'what the fuck?'
"Yes Biology totally, so did you like it? I told you it was a good one didn't I?" she laughs and Brittany laughs right alongside of her clearly knowing exactly what we are talking about.
"It was very informative, and satisfactory" I say through gritted teeth, I honestly can't believe she would bring that up in front of my mom, not to mention Rachel, no wait of course I can, it is Santana after all, does she have anything on her mind other than sex. Then I realised maybe she is using this as a distraction, so no focus is put on me and Rachel that we can't deal with, though it is still a inappropriate topic to use for such but I guess that's just Santana's way of helping.
"So did you like the bit where-" she goes to continue but I kick her under the table before she gets anymore out of her mouth "Ouch" she mutters still laughing. I may appreciate her help but that's enough on that particular subject
I decide not to look at anyone for a few seconds and just stare into my food, knowing that is a safe place. Of course Santana would turn up to support me to only embarrass me once she's here, classic Santana Lopez, but isn't that why I love her?
"Me and Britt used it again last night, a very pleasurable experience" Oh my god Santana cut it out, my cheeks have already started to go red, I know my mom isn't the most perceptive person around but she sure can still pick up on my embarrassment.
My mom smiled trying to join in on the chatting but she clearly didn't understand a word we were saying, but finally she butted in with her own questions, again though not the type of thing I'd wish to talk about with her "So Santana, Brittany, how are you two doing?" she asked the girls
They both looked at each other with sweet smiles before Britt answered "Good Miss Judy, better than ever actually" she said, looking deep into Santana's eyes. I smile at the name Britt has for my mom, my mother never seems to complain though.
"You know it's funny, most of the time when my friends dated friends they'd be heartbroken in about a week" she laughed and the four of us just looked around not knowing if she meant it as a positive thing or negative
"Well that's not the case with us" Santana spoke up, smiling at Britt and what looks like she has her hand on Brittany's knee under the table, all innocent I hope
Brittany looked from her girlfriend back to my mother "Yeah me and San are in love" she assured
My mom nodded and even smiled, I was surprised that the smile was genuine and not fake "Isn't that nice"
I looked at the two girls then over to Rachel, all of us were as surprised as the rest, no one knew what to think or say "Judy might I say you look very lovely in that shirt" Santana broke the silence with her charm
"Oh why thank you Santana, it's my favourite actually, I think it brings the attention to my boobs" my mom says like its normal, I look away not wanting to be involved in this
"Yes very much so" Santana says, her eyes blatantly trained on my mother's breasts; in fact I can't even believe I am saying this. I kick her under the table again and we lock eyes, I mouth 'what the hell' at her and she just shrugs casually as she continues to eat.
Rachel's POV
"So Rachel how did you and Quinn become so chummy?" Judy asks me, my eyes quickly darting over to Quinn as everyone else's seem to land on me
I know Quinn won't want me to give her mother all the details "Oh well we just started to get closer at the end of last year. I guess we just realised being enemies was a waste of time and we should embrace the things we do have in common" I explain, not sure if I should mention the whole wedding thing I guess I shouldn't as it could make this whole situation even more complicated but Judy seems to already be moving on to the next question
"It's nice to see that you both have realised life is too short to hold grudges, it's better to be friends. Are you seeing anyone?" she asks me and I feel like my heart has stopped
I look at Quinn and her eyes are as wide as mine, as are Brittany and Santana's who are trying to act as normal as possible "Uh…no I'm not currently" I hate lying like this but I know I can't take any other route
"Well a pretty girl like you won't have any trouble finding a nice boy, it's about time my Quinnie started getting out a bit more too" Judy says looking at her red cheeked daughter as she sipped at her glass of wine
"Mom please" Quinn reprimanded and as if we were clockwork the rest of us picked up our glasses of water and sipped at them too, least it would stop anyone of us from speaking for a few seconds.
"Oh come on Quinn I'm just saying you haven't dated since you went all punk and I just think it will be good for you" Judy said honestly and if I wasn't uncomfortable before I sure am now, as is Quinn I'm almost certain
"Mom stop ok, you don't know anything about me and I don't need a boy to make my life worthwhile and if that's what you're waiting for then sorry but it's not happening!" Quinn practically shouted with frustration
Judy threw her hands up in defeat "Ok Quinn whatever you say. I guess there will plenty of time for dating when you get to college"
"This food is really good" I interrupt knowing Quinn really wants the subject changed right now
"Yeah it rocks Miss F" Santana adds to my diversion, obviously picking up on what I was doing, I send her a sweet thankful smile and she smiles back
"Thank you girls" Judy responses taking the credit for the takeout food.
I even give some thought to just standing up here and now and saying I'm dating Quinn, loud enough for the whole world to hear. I wonder what Judy's reaction would be, she doesn't seem to be too bad towards Santana and Brittany but then again they aren't her daughter. I'm not against Judy knowing about us, but I know Quinn needs more time even if it kills me acting like we are just friends and lying about who I am dating. I'd do anything for Quinn within reason and so I want to give her that time to handle this herself and grow in her confidence.
Once dinner was over I offered to help with the dishes as did Santana but Judy just laughed and told us we didn't need to worry about such things as we were guests. Judy cleared the table as she sent us into the living room to do our own thing. As the four of us walked into the living room Santana and Brittany stopped and turned to us
"Well we best get off, but thanks for dinner Quinn" Santana said kindly
"No thanks for being here. God if that wasn't the very definition of awkward I don't know what is" Quinn responded
"Thanks Quinnie" Britt said pulling Quinn into a hug and Quinn hugged back, liking the body contact I'm sure
"Don't worry Q, you'll get there eventually" Santana assured also hugging Quinn once Brittany had finally let her go "Remember none of us are going anywhere, we'll always be here" she whispered into Quinn's ear and I could only just about hear it but I nodded along when Quinn looked at me to show her she still had my support and the awkward dinner conversation hadn't ruined that
I watched as Santana and Quinn released each other and exchanged smiles, then surprising all of us Quinn punched Santana in the arm, she meant it to be playful but from the hiss and winch Santana reacted with I'm sure it turned out to be much harder than that "What the fuck Q!?" she questioned
Quinn smirked "That's for even thinking about mentioning that video. You're just lucky my mom doesn't understand the internet" This famous video seems to have all three girls' attention tonight, and I wonder to myself whether I really want to know what it is of. I'm not sure if I should really believe them when they said it was for biology.
Santana rubbed her arm better and looked up at Quinn with a smile of her own "Sorry but I had to ask, plus I love seeing those cute little cheeks get all red and embarrassed" she tease, grabbing Quinn's cheek between her thumb and first finger and tugging on it like Quinn was a baby.
Quinn swatted her hand away with a giggle, a giggle that made my heart flutter "Knock it off Lopez" she laughed
"You're so easy to wind up you know that?" Santana joked before stepping closer to the front door as Brittany linked her hand with her girlfriend's.
"See you at school" Quinn said and opened up the door to let the girls flee into the night.
Silence starts after Quinn closes the door but it doesn't last long, "Do you wanna go upstairs?" Quinn asks casually, I guess she just wants to be as far away from her mother right now as possible.
I smile and give a simple nod "Sure"
She begins to glow when she looks into my eyes, then she takes one look to make sure her mother isn't around to see us before she grabs my hand and takes me upstairs, all the way to her room, closing the door and locking it behind us.
"I'm sorry if that was a bit awkward Rach" Quinn said walking over and sitting down on her bed
I chuckle "Well I'm not gonna lie and say it was totally normal but it's not your fault. Your mom just wants what's best for you, you know that right?" I go over and sit next to her on the bed, placing myself deliberately close to her
We lock eyes "I know she does but I just wish it was easy to talk to her about this type of thing. God compared to this telling my parents I was knocked up was a cakewalk, I swear" she laughed a little
"Oh baby don't worry, the more you worry about it the harder it's gonna get. I say just stop thinking about it for now. It will happen when it happens, though it would have made a perfect story if you had told her during dinner" I joke
"It would have huh" she agrees with that sexy little half smile on her face, her eyes darting from my eyes to my lips as I smile back
"Anyway I think we should stop talking about your mom right now, because I really don't want to be thinking about her when we're doing this" I say repositioning myself in front of her
"Doing wha-?" she asks but I cut her off with a kiss before she can finish the sentence.
Our lips move together, her hands instantly roaming over my body, one hand finding my breast and squeezing ever so gently causing me to moan while her other hand rubs up and down my back before eventually settling on my ass. I always considered Quinn an ass girl, though then again she seems to love my boobs too as her hand begins to squeeze at mine harder once our kiss becomes more heated.
I start to suck on her tongue and we both fall backwards on her bed, her head landing softly on the white pillow behind her. I move around again so I'm on top of her and place a thigh between her legs pressing down "Oh yes Rach" she groans
I begin to kiss down Quinn's neck and my hand has a mind of its own when it starts to run down her hard perfect abs till they reach the top of her pants. My fingers start to toy with the button as I attempt to undo them with one hand. I can tell Quinn is already turned on because of the grunting noises she is making and the fact she is trying to hump at my thigh. I would find it comical if I didn't love to make her lose control like this so much
I suck hard on Quinn's neck before going back to her lips and my fingers are just about to enter the 'danger zone' and explore under the pants which I have just managed to skilfully undo, when we both hear a noise on the other side of the bedroom door. Quinn shoots up so fast she almost knocks me off the bed; I assume she must be used to having a quick reflex when it comes to hiding from people. "What was that?" she asks as if I would know
I shake my head and shrug "I don't know was that your mom?" I whisper, I don't really know why I am whispering but maybe because I don't want her mom to hear us if it was her on the other side of the door.
"I don't know. This is a stupid idea, we should stop" she says quickly standing up and re-buttoning and zipping up her pants
"You're right" I agree but then I remember the safe house my fathers agreed for us to have. I reach out to Quinn as I am still on the bed and pull her back in. I lean up on my knees and look her in the eyes and wrap my arms around her waist "How about me make the most of my place tomorrow? I think my dads will be out anyway so it won't be weird doing it with them in the house" I suggest hopeful that she would be into that.
Quinn smiles immediately and her features soften "Now there's an idea I love" she smirks cupping my cheek and leaning down to capture my lips for a kiss. It sucks that we can't be open in Quinn's home like we can now in my own but right now the only thing I care about is the fact that I am with Quinn and Quinn is with me and her warm lips are on mine.
And most importantly Quinn loves me and I love her…wait what? I love Quinn?
A/N: Rachel loves Quinn? Really? Guess you'll have to wait till the next chapter to find out.
So yeah I decided to add some of Santana's POV just because I could, I have no idea if it worked if it did let me know if it didn't keep it to yourself, no I'm kidding you can still tell me haha. I might do other people's POVs from time to time but not as often as Quinn and Rachel's, if there's anyone's you want to see let me know
Please leave a review as I need some motivation for this story, I always think people don't really like this one as much as my others even though I put more thought into this one haha thanks for reading :)