Whatever's On Her Mind

by SoBrittanaProudlySo

Quinn tells Rachel she is in love with her in the Bridal shop, and Rachel begins to think about her own feelings for the girl. Rachel has Finn and she thought that was all she ever needed, but now she has all these new feelings for Quinn she needs to sort out.

11. Chapter 11: She Is My Addiction

TITLE: Whatever's On Her Mind Chapter 11: Tonight's The Night, She is my addiction.

PAIRINGS

Faberry (Quinn/Rachel)

RATING: M

A/N: I just wanna say a huge sorry to you all I completely suck it's been so long since I last updated, I kind of need to be in a certain mood to write this story. I do apologise this story always takes so long for me to update I try my best but I really do suck when it comes to this. In fact it's been so long even I'm starting to forget what happened in the last chapter haha. However I can assure you it has a plan and I won't ever give up on it so please stay with me and keep reading, loving and reviewing you guys keep me going.

Ok so looks like no one hated the POV of other characters so I will most likely add in some more of that, and someone asked for more Brittana so I will probably get a bit more Brittana POV in from time to time also. Judy is another character I am considering having her own POV part

A/N 2: ok time to answer a few review questions from last chapter, one asked me if I have plans to move Quinn along and not let it stagnate, of course I do, I just like the drama of this fic as it is my most angsty fic and so I enjoy living up to the name of it. I have had a few people ask and wonder about Quinn's coming out, it will happen and soon I can assure you. This fic is definitely moving on and I have plans for where it is going, plans in which I hope you all enjoy reading. Quinn WILL come out, in one form or another, I have had her coming out scene planned for some time but I want to get it just right as I assume most of you are looking forward to seeing it happen. I have been asked if Quinn will be getting thrown out etc. I will not tell you, all I will say is there is gonna be drama but it won't all be bad. As for the people wondering if Judy was behind that door in the last chapter, who knows? Maybe. Maybe not. Judy is a smart woman and I think she's knows more about her daughter than Quinn gives her credit for, her dinner conversation wasn't all that innocent after all. She will have to learn just like Quinn did and she will have her own way of dealing with it. Everything will come out eventually. I am surprised no one has asked if Finn will ever find out, but Judy will I can assure you all so don't worry if you're there thinking it won't happen, it sure as hell will.

So YES Quinn WILL come out in one form or another, the mystery is HOW? ;) Thanks for reading my Q & A haha now on with the chapter. So I left you lot on a BIG teaser, one of my many traits I like to do so let's find out what's going down.

Rachel's POV

Rachel's room

And most importantly Quinn loves me and I love her…wait what? I love Quinn?

"I love Quinn? What? Really? Maybe?" I am currently pacing back and forth in my room after leaving Quinn's place and my brain is going crazy. I have no idea what to think right now. I think I have actually fallen in love with Quinn Fabray, and I really can't blame myself. I mean she is pretty much perfect both inside and out. Yes she has her ups and downs but doesn't everyone?

I should have seen this coming; it was only a matter of time after all until I felt this way. But what about Finn? The feeling I have for Quinn is so much stronger than the one I have for Finn but I still am so confused about my feelings for my ex-boyfriend. Oh why can't life just be simple?

I sigh and collapse on my bed, my legs almost tired of walking around my room with no real purpose. I grab my phone to call the only person I think might actually shed some light on this whole messed up and confusing situation right now.

"Santana?" I say when I hear the other girl pick up her phone.

"Rachel?" Santana asks almost shocked I would even call her "What's up?" she asks sweetly like she is genuinely wondering. She may not be the most obvious person to pour your heart out to but last time I talked to her about something this serious she actually made sense and really helped open my eyes to the things I had been missing. She is like my own personal guardian angel and that's exactly what I need right now.

"Santana I'm sorry to interrupt you this evening but I could really use your experienced mind right now"

I could hear some noise in the background on her end but I didn't question it "Sure what can I do for you Rach?" she asks

"I think I'm in love with Quinn" I say hastily, I don't know whether to add anything else to it but I honestly couldn't think of anything else to say.

"You think?" she replies and I could practically see her face with that quirked eyebrow.

"Well I've never felt this way before and I honestly don't know whether this is love or not. My feelings for her are so strong that it hurts sometimes, I think about her all the time and she makes me speechless almost every time we are together. That's the symptoms of love isn't it?" I wonder.

Santana sighs on the other end "Rachel there are no symptoms to love, all of that cliché stuff is complete crap" she insists.

Her comment saddens me a little but I don't let it stop me "Then how do you know if you love someone?" She loves Brittany right? So she must have some sort of idea of when it all becomes obvious.

"Honestly I can't really answer that Rach, only your heart can. It sounds silly but you just know"

"Do you think I'm in love with Quinn?" I don't actually expect her to answer me but it's worth a try right?

"I can't answer that for you Rachel" her voice is soft and regretful with a slight sigh.

"But you know?"

"Yeah I know, but it's for you to work out and not for me to tell you" she states and I feel kinda stupid asking her over my own feelings when surely this is something I should be able to work out for myself

"Sorry I shouldn't have asked you that, thanks for the advice anyway though"

"Wait Rachel, don't say sorry. I'm actually honoured you decided to call me over this but I think if you just look deep inside your own heart you'll find the answer pretty quickly. Just don't tell Quinn anything unless you're sure ok?" she makes me smile by how much she clearly cares for her friend and dare I say me a little bit.

"I promise I won't, the last thing I wanna do is give her false hope. Goodnight Santana"

"Night Rach" she hangs up before I have the chance but the softness of her voice lingers on in my ears. I like it when she calls me by my actual name. There are times when that girl can appear to be a completely different person than the one I've come to know at school.

Santana is right, I can answer this myself. The answer is already here. The feelings I have for Quinn are so strong they have to be love because I have many friends but I have never felt this way about them so I know it's more than just a friendly feeling, but it's very similar to the way I once felt with Finn. The feeling is so intense and amazing at the same time and I know why. I don't just want to be friends with Quinn. I want Quinn, I love Quinn Fabray.

Santana's POV

McKinley High Glee Club – The Next Day

When I get to glee that afternoon I see Rachel looking pretty nervous standing by the piano pretending to look over some sheet music. I head over to her before too many people crowd into the room

"Rachel, did you tell her?" I whisper as I come up behind her. Rachel turns around to face me almost like I scared her, usually I would laugh at that but I have far more pressing issues to deal with. I will make a note to laugh at it later.

"You mean Quinn?" she asks, of course I mean Quinn who the fuck else would I mean? Nope calm down Snixx this isn't your battle. I need to be a friend right now

"Yes Quinn. Did you tell her you love her?" I ask ever so quietly. I can't possibly risk anyone hearing it; Quinn would never forgive me if I outed her like Poppin' Fresh outed me

Rachel looked nervously around the room, only Mercedes and Kurt were here so far and they are both sat over in the chairs talking about something gay I'm sure. Her scared brown eyes look back at me and I find myself feeling rather sorry for her because I know all this must be more than just confusing for her. I mean to suddenly fall in love with a girl when you were so sure you were straight.

"No I haven't said anything yet. I'm not sure how I should say it. I wish I could just sing her something but that would only risk everyone else finding out about us plus we don't exactly have similar music tastes" she says with a pretty cute pout, ok maybe I get what Quinn sees in her a little bit.

"Don't tell her" I insist.

"Excuse me?" her head shoots up faster than when she hears a Streisand number

I roll my eyes at her "I don't mean never. I just mean don't tell her unless you are sure" she looks on at me listening intently. "Look Quinn has been waiting to hear something like this for years, god knows how long she's carried a torch for you Rachel. So don't just say it just to say it, say it because you mean it and make it special, she deserves that" I explain rather proud of myself for actually having so much care for another human being that isn't Brittany. Then again Quinn has always been one of my best friends and I'd hate to admit it but I love her and I'd fight to the death just to see her happy and I know being with Rachel makes her happy which is why I can't stand to see her love Rachel if Rachel can't feel the same way back, it's not fair.

"I want to wait for the right time too. I know you care for Quinn and are just looking out for her but I don't have any intention to lie to her, I just wish she would relax a little more. But I know it must be hard for her, like it was for you too" she places a hand on my arm and grips it lightly.

I nod and give her a gentle smile to show my intentions are the same "I trust you Rachel" that's all I managed to say before I see something standing next to us. I turn to see Finn looking at us "What do you want Finn?" I growl. I'm still pissed at him over everything to do with my outing but most recently his asshole comments and actions towards me and my friends.

He looks from Rachel to me before speaking "Can I talk to you?" he asks me.

"No thank you I have better things to do" I say coldly with a frown as I attempt to push past him but his hand grabbed my arm before I could get very far "Take your hands off of me Finnept" I shake his hand away and turn back to him

He raises his hands in defeat and opens his mouth again "Can I please talk to you Santana, please just one minute?" he begs

I really don't want to listen to what he has to say but my curiosity always gets the better of me. I look at Rachel who quickly gathers her things from the piano and dashes off to go take her seat for glee "What do you want Finn?" I ask in a way that will make him spit it out rather than keep me waiting.

"I wanted to apologise" he says genuinely, and I almost feel bad for him over the fact I know his sort of ex-girlfriend is lying to him about the real reason she dumped him…I said almost

"I'm listening" I raise a brow and cross my arms across my chest, this conversation still feeling tedious though

"I'm sorry I got mad with you and said that cock comment. That wasn't cool, it was immature and I never should have said anything like that" he looks at me waiting for me to reply

I furrow my brows "Wait that's what you're apologising about? Jesus Finn I can handle a few rude comments, but what you should really be apologising for is the fact you are the biggest homophobe I have ever met and the worst part is I don't even think you realise that" I shake my head at his stupidity before continuing my rant "I mean you outed me to all of Lima and never once have you really shown Kurt any compassion over the shit he had to put up with from your football team"

"Santana I-" he attempts but I interrupt him quickly

"No Finn save it, I really don't want to hear your pathetic excuses. I accept your apology for the immature and borderline homophobic cock comment but I don't want it. All I want is for you to stay away from me and preferably my friends too. If you really want to apologise to someone then talk to Rachel because she's the one who's had to put up with your shit all this time. I'm sorry to be the one to tell you this Finn but you really are just a homophobic giant and you'll never change." I tell him not really realising my voice had risen to be so loud until I turn to walk over to my seat only to find Kurt, Mercedes and Rachel staring at us, eyes wide in shock.

I choose to ignore everyone and take my seat as planned and see my girlfriend enter the room, I'm not really in the mood to talk to anyone right now but Brittany never fails to make me smile and she makes her way over to me.

Finn's POV

After glee I get up from my seat and run to catch up with Rachel. I pull on her arm to get her to stop walking and she turns around, admittedly she doesn't look so pleased to see it's me that grabbed her. "Can we talk, please?" I ask quietly as the rest of the glee club disperses past us. Santana throws me a warning glare that I ignore.

"Are you sure that's safe for you?" she jokes also looking at the Latina as she past us.

"Look Rachel I'm sorry about everything that's happened between us, we used to be happy once. What happened?" I ask almost pitifully and I guess Rachel picks up on it because he reaches out to touch my arm in a comforting manner and gives a soothing smile

"Nothing happened Finn. I still care about you, you know that. I just didn't want to rush into anything and getting married is a big decision" she explains

I shrug before continuing "But we were in love Rachel, it's what we both wanted" I feel hurt that I even have to remind her of that fact

"I know we were but things change Finn, I can't help the way I feel"

"So you don't love me anymore?" I inquire, afraid of hearing the true answer

"I didn't say that Finn, my love for you was real and I still feel deep feelings for you but right now I just need to focus on me and what I want"

"So you're not seeing anyone else?" I only ask because I know she's hiding something from me, I don't know what it is but I'm determined to find out. Since we broke up she's been nothing but smiles and giggles and it seems odd that she isn't hurting as much as I am. My gut says she's seeing someone else but won't tell me who but I trust Rachel and if she says she's not then I have to believe her

She stumbles a little on her words before shaking her head "No of course I'm not, there's no one Finn" she says reassuringly so I guess I have to believe her now right?

"Is there any chance we will ever get back together Rachel? I mean I told you I wasn't gonna give up on you and I'm still not but I need to know, is there still hope for us?" I'm again not sure if I want to know the answer

"Finn we've been over this, I care about you so much you were my first real love. Anything can happen in life you never know what's around the next corner. But as of right now at this exact second no there is none but tomorrow is a different day" she shrugs and I feel a weird pain in my chest from her words. She didn't rule out the opinion of us maybe getting back together but at the same time she may have only said it to keep me happy.

"Well maybe I'm not ready for us to be over, I mean I didn't even get a say in this. You're always deciding things about our relationship but it's mine too and I'm not gonna let this be over" I state sternly, getting a little mad at the fact Rachel never even let me have my say on the matter when she broke up with me.

"I don't think that's really your call right now Finn, now if you excuse me I really must leave I have plans tonight" she speaks almost regretfully, though I can tell she's pleased she gets to walk away. She spins around and walks out the choir room; I follow slowly and stand in the doorway feeling sorry for myself. I watch my (ex) girlfriend walk up to her locker to put her books away.

I furrow my brows when I see none other than Quinn standing there already waiting for her. They smile at each other and it makes me so angry how Rachel can be so buddy-buddy with a girl who used to make her life hell. It's weird how suddenly they are like the best of friends. I've seen them hang out and interact a few times in school and it's not that I'm jealous because I'm not but it's frustrating how Rachel is hanging with all her new 'cool' friends and I'm stuck here by myself just watching them like a pervert. They spend so much time together now and then there was that whole Quinn having Rachel's ring thing.

How Rachel can even trust Quinn is a mystery to me, I mean I dated her and god knows that was nightmare. I mean yeah she's totally hot but I still don't trust her. One day they hate each other and the next their like best friends, I just don't get it and if I didn't know any better I'd say it's like they were sleeping together or something.

The hell with this, I'm done watching, I need to get out of here.

Quinn's POV

Rachel's locker

I smile at Rachel who just gets to her locker, I know she was talking to Finn and I try not to feel any form of jealousy but I can't help it knowing their history together and what they still have. "What was all that about?" I ask her nodding in the direction where she just came from.

Rachel looks at me and I can tell she's nervous about telling me but after a few seconds she gives in and spills. "Finn just wanted to talk to me that's all" she shrugs as she shoves her books into her locker

"Rachel you can tell me you know? I promise I won't freak out like I did last time" I assure her, I want her to be able to trust me after all

Rachel sighed before telling me the truth "He just wanted to say sorry for everything. I'm sure Santana had something to do with that idea" she smiles at me but I can tell it's forced

"And?" I know there's something she's not telling me

"Ok, ok, he asked if there was a chance we would ever get back together"

"And what did you say? And I want the truth Rach" I state

Rachel began to look even more nervous as she looked around the hallway at the few students passing, her voice softened when she answered "I told him anything can happen and I still care for him" she said honestly and the thought of her still having feelings for him is obvious but it's still hard to accept. After all they were together for a long time and getting over someone isn't all that easy. As for the fact she didn't just flip him off kinda upsets me.

"So you think you'll get back with him" it's more of a statement than a question as I lean against the locker in defeat.

Rachel was quick to reach for my hand "No Quinn I never said that. We both know life can throw you the unexpected and honestly I don't know what's gonna happen with Finn and I or with me and you but right now I know that I'm with you and I care for you so deeply, I don't want to lose you Quinn" she says sadly and I can tell she was imagining the prospect of such a thing

I remain silent for a while not really knowing what to say. I can't really bare the thought of her wanting to get back with Finn but it's not like I ever expected us to ever be together as girlfriends so she's already surprised me with that.

"Look Quinn I don't want to fight with you or Finn I just want us to get along. Plus I was hoping the two of us could have a special night tonight if you still want to come over that is?" she smirks at me knowing I can't resist such an offer nor that tone of voice she used

It had been a while since Rachel and I had been…alone and I missed her and of course I hoped she misses me too. We had plans to go to Rachel's tonight as her dads were going out and we could be alone and I honestly didn't want to give that up just because we have a slight disagreement, besides I don't want to be thinking about Finn at all when I'm with Rachel who by the way is technically my girlfriend now.

"Of course I still want to come over, I miss kissing you" I say the last part much quieter than the first then give her a wink

Rachel blushed at my comment and took out a book she needed from her locker before closing it "Well good because I miss kissing you too, among other things" her voice low as she smirks before giving me a once over from head to toe. I can already feel the tingle of arousal start up in my lower regions as she bites her bottom lip at me.

"You are such a tease" I tell her

She looked around at the almost empty hallway we were in before leaning forward till I felt her hot breath on my ear "You won't be saying that tonight" she husked then started giggling when she saw the reaction on my face.

"You wanna ride home?" I ask wishing we could speed this along to the part where we're making out on her bed but I know her dads won't be living until six so we have to wait for a while

"That's ok; I've got my own car. Thanks for the offer though" she smiles and gives another quick look around the hallway to see we are alone, and then she risks it and leans in capturing my lips in a sweet, long awaited and much needed and welcome kiss.

I whimper into her mouth at the sensation of her lips against mine then I realise where we are and I pull back abruptly and panic. "Rach careful" I say though I really didn't want to stop

She just laughs at me and my reaction once again "You're so cute when you're bricking it. Don't worry Quinn I checked, no one is around. Now please can I get a kiss?" she gave me her best puppy dog eyes and how could I say no to that one?

I shake my head at her persistence and my low willpower before reattaching to her lips slightly apprehensively. I know we could be caught at any moment by anyone but I can't help myself, I need to kiss her and feel her. I push her up against her locker gently loving the way she moaned into my mouth when I palmed at her clothed breast. "God Rachel you drive me crazy" I pant huskily before kissing her again.

We make out right there in the corridor for a good few minutes and for once I don't fear being caught I just feel comfortable with Rachel, almost as if nothing can hurt me. By now she has wrapped her arms around my neck and my hands are holding her hips tight. "Oh god Quinn" she moaned as I kissed at her neck.

My right hand began to sneak up her shirt and as I began to feel the smooth soft silky skin under it I realised what was happening, apparently so did she because she was quick to stop me. She pulled back pushing at my shoulders ever so lightly, she look into my eyes both of us panting and slightly flushed at what we just did. "I-I'm sorry, I-I guess I got carried away" I stutter regretfully.

Rachel shakes her head with a smile. "Don't apologise. I only stopped you because I don't want to ruin our sexual appetites for tonight" she whispered sensually

"Oh I don't think anything could ruin that when it comes to you" I assure her and try to lean in for another kiss only to be stopped once again by her little hands on my shoulders

"Someone is finding her confidence, you do remember we're still in school right?" she giggled as I rolled my eyes and nodded. "Trust me tonight will be well worth the wait" she tells me before kissing my cheek "I'll see you at 6:30, don't be late. Ok I know that's not realistic so I'll change that, don't be late by more than ten minutes" she giggles.

"I'll be dead on time" I promise her

"I'll believe it when I see it Miss Fabray, I'll see you tonight" she smiled one last time before holding her book tight to her chest and walking off down the hallway leaving me to stare at her butt. Knowing I was looking at her she deliberately swayed her hips just to swing that teasingly short skirt she insisted on wearing today.

"Bye Rach!" I called out to her. I received an over the shoulder wave before she disappeared around the corner "Wow" I whisper to myself before making my way over to my own locker to pick up my school bag.

Rachel's POV

Rachel's house – Almost 6:30PM

Everything must be perfect. No more than perfect. If tonight is really the night I tell Quinn how I truly feel then every little detail must be just right. I've changed my bed sheets, and cleaned my room. My dads finally went out and they will not be back until late so I know they won't be a problem tonight. Plus now they know about Quinn and I they will be happy to give us some privacy.

As for the romantic side of things I was thinking of laying out some rose petals and putting some enticing music on and maybe lighting a few candles just to add to the occasion but that's far too cliché and I don't want Quinn to know what tonight is about in case I back out. Not that I would of course, I know how I feel and I'm confident in that. It may have taken some time but I know now. Plus I don't want to go over the top in case I scare her and it's not like tonight is the first time we will be intimate with one another.

It's raining and I can hear it pattering against the windows it reminds me of the night I showed up at her house after she told me she loved me. I'm staring at my room checking every last thing off my list, yes I have a list so what? I'm Rachel Berry I'm expected to have lists for everything. I look at the time knowing Quinn will be here soon. I can't have anything go wrong tonight. It must all be perfect if I'm actually going to tell Quinn Fabray those three words tonight.

I almost jump when I hear my door bell, but more from surprise than anything else. She's actually on time for once; in fact she's a little early. I quickly check my hair and makeup in the mirror one last time, then smooth out my clothes before I go rushing down stairs probably messing it all up again but it's not like Quinn cares about any of that anyway.

I pull the door open and there she is standing there like the perfect being she is. She smiles at me and I stand there looking like a complete fool. Her hair is a little damp from the rain. She's wearing a red hoodie and a pair of grey sweatpants, nice to see she dressed up for the occasion. I'll let her off because as far as she knows she's here to hang and get laid. "Hey Rach" she says knocking me back from my obvious staring.

"Quinn you're on time" I reply still slightly breathless about what else to say, god I never thought I'd be this nervous.

"No actually I'm early, I thought you'd appreciate that more" she gave me a sexy half smirk. "Are you gonna invite me in?" she asked.

Duh of course I am we're definitely not doing it out on my front lawn. I step aside and let her pass. I shut the door behind her and turn to face her; she has her hands in her hoodie pockets. "Do you want something like a drink or-"

She cuts me off because she knows I'm about to go into rambling mode "I'll take some bottle water if you have some?"

"Of course I have some, it's in the kitchen" I point to said room and begin to walk in that direction. I can hear her soft footsteps behind me and I know she's following me in there.

I open the fridge and take out two bottles; one for each of us of course. "Here you go" I hand her the cool bottle.

"Thanks" she smiles at me and takes it. She unscrews the top as soon as both of her hands are on the bottle and takes a few big gulps. I can't help but watch her. Her head thrown back and her sexy neck exposed just begging to be sucked on and bitten.

My breath hitches as I realise I need to stop staring; I shake my head hoping it may help. "Someone's thirsty" I chuckle awkwardly. God that was a dumb thing to say.

Quinn puts the bottle back on the table and nods "Yeah I was exercising just before I came here, hence the attire." She looks down at her clothes and oh god now I'm imaging Quinn doing sit ups, crunches, running, jumping jacks…

"Rachel are you ok?" she asks and it's only then I figure I must have zoned out with my exercise porn imagination, but for how many seconds? Oh who cares it was worth it.

"I'm fine Quinn" I assure her. I'm not though my legs are weak and I can already feel my arousal starting to hit me.

"I'm not sweaty though, I grabbed a quick shower before leaving so it's not like I stink or anything" she chuckled

I wouldn't care if she was sweaty, oh god the places my mind is going to. I must stop

"Don't I even get a kiss?" Quinn asked and I remember I haven't even kissed her yet, bad Rachel. I step over to her as she is leaning against the kitchen counter. I smile before she pulls me into a sweet kiss. My hands instantly go to her hair, it's still wet from the rain or maybe her shower I'm not sure. When we pull back Quinn is smiling and I'm…well I have no idea what I'm doing or what's going on with me right now.

My fingers stroke her shaggy blond hair "You're wet"

"Hmm I know" she murmurs hotly before kissing at my neck.

I close my eyes and enjoy it for a few seconds, her warm lips know just where to touch but then I realise what she just said and my eyes crack open again. "No um I meant your hair" I correct though I don't really know why I did this is meant to be where this is leading.

"I know what you meant" she smirked and kissed me on the lips this time and bit down gently on my bottom lip before pulling back. I groan out at the sensation and we lock eyes as our foreheads press together. "Are you sure you're ok Rachel? You seem nervous or something"

I nod "I'm absolutely fine, it's just we haven't had much time to be together intimately for a while and I just want this to be perfect"

"It's always gonna be perfect if we do it together" she says charmingly so as her hand finds my ass and squeezes ever so perfectly. I whimper.

"Can we go upstairs?" I ask.

"We can do whatever you want, it's your house" she reminds me with a small laugh.

I press another kiss to her mouth before taking her hand in mine and placing my bottle of water on the island in the kitchen. I lead her upstairs and into my room shutting the door behind us. Within seconds I have her pushed up against the door and we were kissing again passionately.

God I love her lips, they're so soft and move perfectly against mine. Finn's lips were all dry and sloppy when we kissed. But Quinn is like the queen of kissers, ok maybe not but to me she is. Then again she is the only girl I've ever kissed so it's not like I have another female to compare her to.

Quinn's hands once again find my butt and grope it but not hard enough to hurt, she pulls me closer and our bodies pressed together intimately. My core is pressed up against hers and we both moan as we move as one.

One of her hands leaves my ass and begins to play with the hem of my shirt, her nails just sneaking under it to graze at my skin. The way our bodies are joined and the way her lips refuse to leave mine, her touch sparking electricity between us and how our mouths swallow each other's moans, it's all so perfect. If I had any doubts before they have all dissolved by now…this is the moment. Tonight's the night for sure. "Rachel" Quinn husked against my heated skin as she sucked at my neck.

She began to walk forward which made me walk backwards and I knew where this was heading. The back of my legs soon hit my bed and I fell down into a sitting position on to it. She dropped to her knees in front of me and I pulled her back into a rushed kiss. I need to feel her all over my body, it's like I've become addicted. She is my addiction.

Her hands reach under my shirt again and stroke at my sides; I almost giggle as she tickles me but withhold it due to the fact that's not very sexy. Her fingers reach the edge of my bra and I know I need to move this along when her touch makes the heat between my legs intensify. She pushes her tongue into my mouth as we keep kissing and I suck on it before pulling back and pulling her hands out from under my shirt. Her eyes break open and stare up at me. I know she fears she's doing something wrong but before she can voice it I smirk at her and use my own hands to pull my shirt off and throw it far out of the way.

I don't even bother to roll my eyes when her hazel ones drop straight to my bra held breasts; I guess I would have done the same if I was face to face with her chest. Though the thought does make me wonder how on earth she can keep a 'straight' profile at school when she can be drawn to boobs so easily.

She leaned in and began to kiss and nibble the skin just above my breasts, I tangle my fingers in her damp blond hair and just let her use that tongue. She licked down the valley between them as best she could with my bra still on. I was so caught up in the sensation of her hot mouth I barely even noticed when she reached around my back to unclasp my bra. She tugged it off and I just let her.

As soon as it had hit my bedroom floor her mouth was locked around my right nipple. Her tongue and teeth scrapped over it while she used a hand to pinch my neglected one. I leaned back a little to give her more room and parted my legs so she could get closer and give me everything I needed and wanted from her.

Every flick of her tongue made my core ache to be touched, my nipples both rock hard under her touch and I knew my clit must have been the same with all the blood that had rushed to settle between my legs by now.

"Quinn" I whispered breathlessly and almost desperate. She understood though and removed her mouth from my breast.

She went straight to the zip of my skirt and yanked it down, I lifted my hips so she could remove the item from my body completely which she did quicker than I thought she would. Now I was left in only my panties which had a small patch of arousal already coming through the light material.

I heard Quinn moan when her eyes fell upon it and she used a hand to cup me then dragged it up slowly. "Oh god" I whimpered when she found my clit through the material. Just as I thought she was going to tease me more she stopped and dipped her fingers into my panties. I knew what she wanted right away and lifted my hips again so she could drag the final obstacle down my legs.

Quinn's POV

As soon as her panties leave my hands my eyes fall to her sex. I don't know what it is about Rachel but her whole body just seems perfect to me no matter how much she denies it or how insecure she is. There is no reason for her to be when she looks this good. Her pussy is already so wet, her lips glistening with her own arousal and I can't wait to dive right in and taste every last drop of her sweetness. I love the sexy yet innocent cute patch of hair she has just above her slit, my fingers ghost over it as she watches me watch her.

I should feel embarrassed by how easy I am when it comes to her but I just can't help it, I want to give myself to her in every way and in all the ways Finn never has. I want to make her feel more pleasure than he could ever dream of giving her. Make her feel all of me.

I nudge her thighs and she parts her legs further for me allowing me to slide in closer until I could smell the strong aroma of her essence. The thought of what I was about to do just made me smile with excitement and lick my lips with hunger, not that I haven't done it before to her but it's been a while and I'm desperate to get back in the game so to speak. Her vagina is definitely the best I have ever seen not that I've ever seen too many up close and personal such as this before.

I place my hands on her thighs and look deep into her eyes before pressing another meaningful kiss to her soft supple lips. My god she tastes so good, she's wearing cheery ChapStick I can tell because it's my favourite taste on her lips plus it smells amazing. She brings one hand up to cup my face and I can feel her naked breasts brush against my fully clothed body and the material of my hoodie makes her moan into my mouth.

I know I'm already wet too but this is about her right now, I want to give her pleasure. I can wait.

She bites down confidently on my bottom lip and tugged on it gently, I couldn't help the whimper that left my own mouth as she did so. I've never felt so complete than I do in this exact moment, when I'm with her there's nothing better. Nothing more than I could ask for, feeling her body pressed warmly up against mine and her lips moving with mine and our tongues dancing like they've been doing it for a thousand years already with a thousand more to come.

"Just relax and let me make you feel good" I whisper into her mouth and I feel her nod against me as she lets out a quiet whimper of agreement.

I lower myself down until I'm face to face with her sex, we're still locking eyes and she bites down oh so sexily on her bottom lip as she anticipates what's to come. I break eye contact with her and run my tongue broadly up her length, savouring ever last moan she lets out and every taste of her I get. I pass her clit and place a loving kiss to the skin just above her belly button. Her whole body stiffens and shudders for a second and I go back down.

I lap at her again and push her back slightly so I can open her up more. My tongue dances over every bit of her intimate area, I suck on her lips before bringing my attention to her neglected nub. It's so swollen and begging for release I can't deny it any longer. I wrap my lips around it and suck harshly on it flicking the tip of my tongue over its tip.

"Oh my god" I heard Rachel gasp as her hand flew into my hair and gripped tightly to it. I had to smirk because let's face it I got that reaction from one suck. I bet Finn didn't even attempt to do this and if he ever did then he probably looked as though he was trying to eat a water melon whole. Least I look sexy when going down on a girl even if I do say so myself. Then again it's hard not to when that girl is Rachel Berry.

I took a glance up to see Rachel with her eyes closed and head slightly back, her bottom lip brought into her mouth even more so as she hummed her pleasure out loud. I continued to suck and lick at her clit wanting nothing more than to have her come in my mouth so I could taste even more of her delicious nectar. No I'm not even kidding this girl taste better than honey, she's almost so sweet I should be worried about diabetes or getting cavities or something, but that's not exactly sexy so I don't.

"Oh right there Quinn" Rachel murmured softly as my tongue flicked over a certain side of her nub that was obviously most sensitive so I continue to give that part most of my attention. It's always much easier when a girl actually tells you what she likes.

I let my hands wander from her hips to grab at her ass, I can't exactly get a good grip as she's sat on the bed but having any of Rachel's Berry's ass in my grasp is good enough for me. I decide to step it up a notch as her moaning and whimpering becomes more desperate, so I begin to graze my teeth over her clit, gently nibbling down on it.

Her hips buck in my face so forcefully that I have to reluctantly tear one hand away from her butt to hold her hips down but don't stop my fast paced licks. Her hand is pushing my head into her core and if a guy did that then you'd call him a jerk or an asshole but I love it when she does it, it means she wants more and she can't get enough of me. Because I know I can't get enough of her that's for sure.

I manage to pull away just far enough to move my mouth to say "God Rachel you taste so fucking amazing" I can't help but curse because she really does just taste out of this world, cliché be damned its true.

My words and hot breath on her sensitive bundle of nerves only make her buck harder and moan louder and grip even tighter and all of that just makes my smile even wider as I go straight back to sucking on her clit.

I feel like something has overcome me, a need. I'm like on a mission to get Rachel Berry off harder than she has ever come before, and I won't stop until she does. And then I'll keep going so I can see her come over and over again.

I can feel a coating of her slick wetness covering my chin and lips but it only turns me on more and makes me buck my own hips into nothingness. My hand moulds her ass and one of her hands reach for the strings of my hoodie and tugged at them desperately.

Her clit feels so hard and wet in my mouth and I know I will never get tired of doing this to her. Her taste just keeps flowing into my mouth and I swallow more and more of it groaning as it takes over me making me want more. I can practically feel her pulsing with need against my tongue as I suckle her nub. I give it a gentle nibble and her hips jolt from the sensational pleasure and she whimpers and fists my jumper tighter but I don't care as long as I can feel her against me like this. All of her.

My ego is definitely bulging right now, I mean I've made love to Rachel a few times, not as much as I'd like to of but enough for me to be satisfied right now and I have never made her this wet before. I have never made her moan this much before either. There's something in the air tonight I can tell that is making this girl swoon with desire and it's not just my tongue.

"Oh god Quinn I so close. I'm gonna come" I heard her murmur and I can't wait to taste the gush of fresh juices she will release when I make that happen.

I grip her ass tighter and suck harder on her clit wanting to make her come harder than she ever has before. I can literally feel her thighs shaking against me and I know it's not gonna take much longer. I give her nub a few more flicks of my tongue before sucking it back into my mouth and suddenly her whole body goes ridged and she moans in the most sexy way that it makes my own clit twitch and I feel I could come right here and now and she hasn't even touched me yet…embarrassing.

I pray she doesn't see the blush I have on my cheeks but considering she has one of her own I don't worry too much about it. I look up at her as she comes hard into my mouth and I run her through her pleasure. Her hands tugging at any part of my clothing or hair they could reach, her bottom lip pulled all the way into her mouth and she groans around it and her hips continue to thrust into my face. I don't think I've ever seen anything so sexy and I'm not longer embarrassed if the sight alone did send me over the edge now. Then again I clearly have more self-control than Finn so…

When she finally comes back down to earth and her hips are back on the bed I give a few more gentle laps to her clit knowing she'd be really sensitive and clean up all the wetness that she had given me. I then pulled back not even getting chance to wipe my mouth before her lips were pressed hard against mine. She hummed and I knew she could taste herself all over me.

"Hmm that was so good" she whispered against my lips.

I nodded in agreement "You can say that again"

"You're still fully dressed, we should change that" she giggled before tugging me up to my feet by the strings of my hoodie and pulling me on top of her on the bed and connecting our lips once more.

I couldn't help the moan that escaped my mouth when she pushed a thigh between my legs as we continued to make out. I shamelessly began to grin at it; I was far too turned on to be embarrassed about my desperate state right now. Besides it kinda looked like Rachel was enjoying getting humped as much as I enjoyed doing it.

Soon enough her hands landed on the hem of my hoodie and started to pull at it. I sat up breaking our kiss for the first time since it started and took over. I yanked the offending material off over my head and threw it aside then proceeded to do the same with my t-shirt.

I noticed Rachel's eyes light up even more and her smile grow when she saw I wasn't wearing a bra. Her hands dropped to the button on my jeans and she attempted to undo them. The angle was awkward but she managed to get them undone and I stepped off the bed to kick them off before climbing back on top of her.

Both of us didn't fail to notice the clear wet spot on the front of my light blue boyshorts. "Someone a little excited?" she asked with that oh so sexy giggle and subtle bite of her bottom lip.

"Hey what can I say? That's what going down on you does to me" I reply seductively as my hands fall back on her breasts and I start to play with her hard nipples. I don't get much of a chance to enjoy it before she cups my sex through my underwear and groans at the obvious heat radiating from between my legs.

She casually moved her hand up and down against me just about rubbing my clit against the material of my underwear but it's so not enough I need more. I'm just about to voice this when Rachel completely surprises me by flipping us over with renewed passion. Her lips are on mine before I can even register what's going on.

Her breasts brush against me and I can feel her wet pussy against my thigh, the sensation makes me want to just flip her right back over and go back down there but she clearly has other intentions, intentions I'm so not about to argue with.

Her lips leave mine to attach themselves onto my neck and suck at the skin there, though she's careful knowing we don't want to be marking each other. Markings only lead to questions and questions lead to me freaking the fuck out about people finding out I'm gay. The thought alone makes me feel sad about hiding our relationship like this but it doesn't last long before I feel hot breath and warm wet kisses trailing down my abs, which are obviously toned.

I lean up on my elbows when I feel her fingers dip into the waistband of my boyshorts. "Rach" I muster up enough breath to say.

She looks up at me and smirks "Shh just lay back and enjoy. I want to return the favour" she tells me as she pushes at my abs till I give in and fall back. It's not that I don't want Rachel to give me oral but I don't expect her to do it. Though the thoughts of the first time she did it come flooding back to me and I shuffle to get comfortable so I can experience it all over again.

I have to admit her tongue works wonders and feels fucking amazing down there. I always kinda felt weird about oral sex, like you're putting your face in someone else's business and they're putting their face all up in your bits too but after going down on Rachel I know I couldn't give that up. And of course I would be sad if she never wanted to do it again either but I wouldn't force her obviously.

Rachel's fingers started to tug my underwear down and I lifted my hips and allowed her to remove the last barrier between us. I watched as she tossed them behind her and locked eyes with my sex. I felt myself twitch and pulse under her gaze. She absentmindedly licked her lips and I couldn't help but groan knowing where that little pink tongue was about to go.

"I really like your pussy you know that" she said running a finger down my slit, making me buck into her. The fact Rachel Berry said pussy over vagina was enough to make me even wetter.

She ran her fingers through my folds until it had a generous coating of precome on it then she brought it up to her lips and just sucked on it while locking eyes with me. The image in front of me was so fucking sexy I couldn't even moan out in desire I just lay there desperate in my own arousal.

She giggled clearly picking up on my desperation to have her actually do something, anything. She ran her finger down the dark blond hair I had down there like she was playing with it but I knew she was just teasing me. "I really love this too" she said quietly.

I looked at her slightly confused "You like my pubic hair?" I asked not really knowing if that was sexy or not.

She nodded her affirmation "Yeah I think it's sexy and cute. I always thought you'd be completely shaved or waxed" she continued to run her fingers over my pussy like it wasn't at all making me hornier. Are 'cute' and 'sexy' even words that can go together?

I shrugged "I don't like having nothing there I guess. Wait you pictured my parts before we first hooked up?" I was a little surprised but the smirk I had been sporting was a giveaway I didn't mind.

"What can I say you're a very attractive young woman Quinn Fabray" she chuckled a little before leaning down and getting on her stomach in between my legs. I felt her hot breath ghost over my wet sex making me move my hips towards her slightly.

"I need you Rachel" I break, I can no longer just lie here. I really fucking need her to touch me.

"You've got me baby" she replied as she started kissing my thighs and licking wet strips up the soft sensitive skin.

"Has anyone ever told you, you are a tease sometimes?" I whimper feeling her hot breath get closer to where I'm aching for it.

"Hmm only you" she's says so quietly I barely hear her as she flicks her tongue out to hit my stiff clit.

My hips thrust up instantly needing more. God her mouth is perfection, her tongue is so warm and knows just where to touch. Her teeth graze my hard nub in the most delicious way.

She hums, I presume enjoying my taste and I grip the sheets under me and curse under my breath. "Fuck"

I know I'm pretty close already but I'm not going to admit that within a few touches I'm almost coming. Though in my defence I did get rather worked up when eating Rachel out so cut me some slack.

The hand that isn't tugging the sheets finds Rachel's hair and I chance a glance down at her to find her staring back at me. I don't know what it is about eye contact during oral but I find it so fucking sexy hot that I practically melt when our eyes meet.

I shiver as her nails graze my thighs and she sucks my clit into her mouth, flicking her tongue over the tip of it. Man this girl knows how to eat a pussy I have to say and she already knows the best way to take me to climax.

I practically die from pleasure when she starts to suck harder like it's her mission and lapping every drop of wetness that comes out of me. I have to admit I don't think I've ever been quite this wet either before. My eyes roll back into my head as it collapses back into the pillow when Rachel's hums hard around me and the vibrations shoot like electricity through my sensitive bundle of nerves.

"Fucking hell Rachel" I know I'm not going to take much longer and my eyes crack open at the thought. I don't wanna come yet. I don't want this to be over just yet.

I release her hair and sheets and I lean up on my elbows staring down at her and she's still looking back into my eyes. I gently push at her trying to get her to stop before it's too late. "R-Rach… stop please" I whimper knowing how close I am. So fucking close.

She's stubborn and tries to continue but I again nudge her away "Rachel please stop or I'm gonna come" I warn her in slight frustration because hell do I want her to continue so fucking badly.

She finally gives in and removes her goddess like mouth from my intimate parts. She pouts a little "I'm sorry did I do something wrong?" she asked and I smiled at how cute she looked even with my come glistening on her chin.

I sit up and shook my head to reassure her "No. no of course not. I just don't want to come yet" I tell her as I wipe at her chin effectively cleaning myself off of her.

"Hate to break it to you Quinn but that's what that is for" she chuckled and so did I. Rachel Berry never one to be lost for words.

"Yeah I know that Rachel and I was enjoying it trust me, I just don't want it to end yet. And I wanna fuck you" my voice lowers a little at the end of the sentence.

She whimpers so loudly I have to stop myself from smirking at the reaction. I pull her into a kiss which quickly turns heated and I subtly turn us around and lay her back on the bed so she is now on the bottom. I am a top after all.

Our lips move together like they were made to be joined like this, my right hand lands on her left breast and I squeeze it gently and push my tongue into her mouth. I can taste myself inside and I have to admit it's not half bad; in fact it's totally hot.

I press my hips down into her and our pussies meet, she's still soaking wet. Her hand finds my back and she scratches her nails up and down my skin. I know I said I didn't want to be marked but I love it when she marks me with her nails, it's such a turn on.

Our bodies keep dancing together until I can't take it anymore. I pull back from our kiss to see her swollen red lips and I'm sure mine are just the same. I roll off to the side of her only a little as my eyes rake down her sexy little body, for someone so small she sure has it all going on in all the right places.

My hand removes itself from her breast and runs down her stomach till I reach the wetness between her lightly tanned legs. We both watch as I let my fingers explore her damp folds, I graze the brown hair just above her slit like she had done to me, clearly she likes that type of thing so why not? It's so soft and actually fun to toy with.

A moan escapes her lips as I go back to the wetness, letting my fingers brush over her half hard clit until it's completely swollen again with need. I press a kiss to Rachel's neck as I continue to coat my fingers in her natural lubrication.

When I feel she is ready I slowly slide one finger into her entrance. She parts her legs more to give me more room and I roll back on top of her holding myself up with one arm. It hurts but it's worth it plus being on the Cheerios for so many years has totally given me super human strength thanks to Sue Sylvester's crazy weird yet successful workouts so the pain isn't as bad as it would have been if I was you know weak or something.

I pump my finger in and out of her, I push up and begin rubbing against the part I know will drive her crazy. She's so wet I know she can take more so I pull out only to shove two fingers back in. Her wetness is practically drowning my hand and I know these sheets will have to be changed at some point afterwards.

I could feel my own arousal acting back up, I had settled a little from the small break but being buried knuckle deep in Rachel Berry kinda has that effect on me. I grunt and press my hips down on to her leg; she soon gets the picture and moves one hand down my body.

She spends a few seconds caressing my abs before she reaches my sex, like me she starts with one finger and slips it inside. I move my leg a little to open myself up more for her, being careful not to crush her of course, that would be bad. "Oh fuck Rach" I groan when her fingers instantly find my special spot. Her fingers may not be all that long but they sure are fucking talented, just like her tongue.

We both continue to pump in and out of each other passionately and I've never felt more love for this girl than I do in this very moment. My heart beats with pure love for her.

She soon adds a second finger too and strokes at my clit and I can feel my own wetness dripping down her hand and onto her small body underneath but she only whimpers in arousal so I assume she likes it. I join our lips for another hot and heavy kiss, not pulling away until our breath runs out.

"Oh Quinn you feel so good inside me like this" her voice is husky and breathless.

"Fuck Rachel, I love being inside you" I say pumping harder knowing she must be close.

I can feel myself getting close too, I know I'm about to come and come hard but I want to make her come first. I kiss at her neck and suckle gently, marking her isn't even on my mind right now.

"Hmm Quinn baby I'm so close again" hmm 'baby' sounds so good coming from those lips right now.

"It's ok baby just let it go, come for me" I whisper hotly against her neck and keep sucking at it.

"No I wanna come together" she insists and her just saying that is enough to send me over before I know it. I start coming and my fingers just still inside her. I feel bad that I totally just fucked up the whole 'coming together' thing but my orgasm is so good it kinda numbs the blow.

I can feel myself clench around her fingers as she keeps them moving and rubbing at my clit. Wave after wave of delicious pleasure pulses through my body as I gasp my release. Yes this is definitely one of the most powerful orgasms I've ever had. It feels as if I'll never stop.

I had to of been coming for at least a full minute around Rachel's fingers before I actually stopped. My whole body felt weak and I felt her remove her soaked fingers. I looked down, my chest heaving, to see her put her digits into her mouth to suck my come off. She moaned at the taste and if I hadn't just come I would have simply from the sight.

She deliberately clenched her own pussy muscles around my unmoving fingers reminding me of what I was meant to be doing. "I'm sorry I came before you" I gave her a regretful smile.

Rachel pulled her fingers out of her mouth with a wet pop and smiled back up at me. "That's ok it was hot watching you come"

"Well now it's your turn again" I insisted as I started to move my fingers in and out of her again knowing for a fact she was still close as her muscles started to tense.

I kissed her again and pressed harder against that special spot inside her and began to move faster. Her legs parted more and wrapped around my waist pulling me flush against her. I could feel the intense heat between our sweaty bodies. "Oh god" she muttered against my lips and though she didn't voice it I could tell she was coming.

Her wet heat clamped down around my fingers and I felt the new gush of juices as she arched her back off the bed and her limbs clung around my body. I smirked as I bite down on her bottom lip and ran her through her orgasm.

She too came for a long time and I knew, without bragging, it was extremely powerful. Just as I thought she was finished I pushed in and out harder bringing my thumb up to her clit wanting, no needing to send her over again. The sight of her climaxing due to my touch is the greatest thing I've ever witnessed and I wanted to see it again.

It didn't take long until she came again, not as intensely this time but she still couldn't speak. We locked eyes and her mouth fell open as her muscles crushed my fingers in pleasure. With her mouth opening I thought she was about to moan or something but something else completely and utterly unexpected came pouring out from between her lips.

"I love you Quinn" she panted in my ear as she clung to my body trying to hold on as desperately as she could as her hips kept on bucking.

I pulled back slightly, her eyes looked sincere but then again she was climaxing at the time. When she finally fell back down on the bed in exhaustion I pulled my fingers right out of her maybe a little too forcefully. She cringed a little at the loss between us, especially when I sat up and moved off of her body.

"Don't say that" I told her sadly. My blond hair was stuck to my face from my own sweat. I darted my eyes away from her suddenly feeling like I shouldn't be here. She just told me she loved me, I knew she didn't mean it or at least that's what I thought.

"Why not?" she asked sitting up and pulling the blanket over her exposed body.

"I don't want you to say something just to say it. I want you to mean it" I look into her eyes and I can already feel a tear coming to mine.

She reached out and took my hands in hers, the fact her climax is still on my fingers doesn't really register to me at the time. "What makes you think I don't mean it?"

"Rachel?" I shake my head slightly not really knowing what to say. I've been dreaming of this moment since before I could remember. I've always wanted to hear the love of my life say those three simple yet so complicated words to me and now that she is I'm here freaking out thinking she's saying them for all the wrong reasons.

My heart is pounding and I'm about to speak more when she places a finger to my lips, I can smell myself on said finger. She hushes me. "No don't speak, just listen. The way I feel about you, it's so strong. It's something I've never ever felt before and when I was with Finn I thought that I was in love with him but honestly I'm not so sure that what it was" she shrugs and looks deep into my eyes. I feel like looking away but I don't, this is the moment I have been waiting all my life for and I'll be damned if I fucking miss it.

She continues "I think I just needed someone when I was with him, I felt lonely and he made it ok. But you…you make me feel like nothing can stop me, like there's nothing to worry about. Finn never made me feel so beautiful or important when we made love like you do every single time with just a simple touch" her words hit me like a ton of bricks and my heart explodes with emotion. I can already feel the tears rolling down from my eyes, though the thought of Finn and Rachel even being remotely intimate makes me feel sick but knowing he could never make her feel the way I do brings warmth to my heart like no other.

"It took sex for you to figure that out? Are you sure it's not just the orgasm talking?" I ask because I need to know. The idea that this is all just some post-orgasmic burst of feeling kills me, I need to know this is truly how she feels.

She shakes her head instantly and I can see tears in her eyes too as she brushes away mine with the pad of her thumb. She kisses my lips lightly. "No it's definitely me talking. I swear Quinn you do things to me I didn't even know were possible. The feelings you bring out in me I didn't think even existed in anything other than a Jennifer Aniston film or Jane Austen novel"

I smile but my tears still continue to fall, more from happiness though than anything else. "So you're serious?"

"I'm in love with you Quinn Fabray. Can you blame me?" she shrugs and her eyes glitter with adoration. Ok I was wrong; I've never felt more love for her than in this moment. Screw that one before this is like nothing else I've ever felt before. My heart feels like it's literally gonna burst out of my chest but in a good way obviously.

I honestly don't even know how to respond to her so I let my body take over. I kiss her so passionately and forcefully that she immediately lays back on the bed and I climb on top of her. I kiss down her jaw, the tip of her nose, all over her neck. Then I move down to her chest, I kiss her breasts, her nipples, her stomach and thighs. I wish she had more skin just so I could kiss it too. When I'm done kissing every inch of her flawless body I kiss back up her frame until we're face to face again, our eyes lock.

"I love you too Rachel Berry, so fucking much. You have no idea how happy I am right now" I admit and she smiles before pulling me back down for another kiss, on the lips this time. The kiss is soft and gentle, no tongue, nothing sexual about it, it just is what it is; a sweet and loving kiss.

She wraps her arms around my neck and I lean against her so our breasts are pressing together and our foreheads touching, though I'm still careful I don't crush her.

"Likewise" is all she mutters before we continue to kiss.

A/N: So I hope this chapter was worth the wait. I didn't want to make it like too smutty as it was meant to be sweet and that I guess. Though I have to admit I am really proud of the whole sex and 'I love you' scene I like the way I wrote it though I don't remember writing most of it. But there we have it Rachel has finally figured out she's in love with Quinn and told her. What's next for the pair? Will this make Quinn come out? Will they have a happy ending? Is Finn figuring it out? Who knows, well I do but you'll have to wait lol I tease.

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