Chapter 11

The wind, the speed, the fear, all of it ran throw me. I closed my eyes and hoped to god this was all a dream then it went black.

I awoke in darkness I looked everywhere trying to find some source of light but I found none panic was settling in quickly. I have been in darkness before but not like this, I felt blind and helpless and I couldn't stand it. I tried to feel around to feel my way out of where every I was but when I felt that cold moist ground I new exactly where I was. I was the huge cave not far from town, well not far if you have a car that is. I stood up and moved to feel for the wall.

"Going somewhere." Said a slightly scary voice. I didn't know where he was but I knew it was close cause it felt like Sebastian had whispered it in my ear.

"You'll pay for this! Edward will save me and he'll kill you!" I screamed in pure anger.

I suddenly felt an arm grab me and then I was pined to the wall. "Oh I doubt that. Sweaty he doesn't even know where you are and he won't find you till your blood fills the air." He said with the most sinister enjoyment in his voice. Then I felt the most disgusting feeling tingle through my body. His lips touched me neck. They slid up slowly moving up to my cheek. With every movement he made sure I felt his teeth. My disgust grew more the thought of anyone's lips touching me other then Edwards revolted me.

He moved his lips across my cheek to the side of my lips. I new I should punch and kick, do anything to stop him but I also knew it would do nothing. I stood still made no resistance I would not let him have the satisfaction of my torture.

Like that it happened he kissed me. He pressed his rock like lips against mine and the resistance I had was lost. I kicked, pushed did every thing and still his lips stayed there. Tears started to poor down my face as I finally lost the strength to hit.

He lifted his head and threw me across the room. I fell to the ground and just lay there. I new when he took me I would die but what he was doing was worse he was going to make me suffer and in so doing make Edward suffer.

"Why don't you just do it already?" I sobbed "Just kill me like you plan to cause hurting Edward like this will only make your death that much more painful."

"Don't you get it sweaty." He said. "I'm not going to kill you. Sure killing you is a way to make him suffer, but at the same time Edward feels there's one thing worse then death, something he would never wish upon the love of his life." Hearing this I stated to feel the shock set in I knew what he was planning and I knew it was bad. VAMPIRE. He was going to change me. I gasped involuntarily.

"I'm glad you get it my treat, and when Edward see his love like this, sees the pain in her eyes when she knows she'll never see her family again, her friend, her whole human life it will just kill him more and I'll finally be satisfied."

I felt a hand on my leg know and I felt an inner pain grow. He was right I don't want to be a vampire at least not yet it would hurt to much to leave my family but nothing I do will stop this. I thought to my self.

I closed my eyes and waited for the inevitable. I felt Sebastian move closer and the tears pored.

Suddenly I heard a yell and a thud. I opened my eyes and looked around. Much help that was in the pitch black. I listened to the sounds to find out what was happening. I heard growls and hissing. I could tell one was Sebastian but I didn't know who the other was. At first I thought it was Edward but it was too feminine to be.

The fight continued loud and vicious but eventually I heard Sebastian yell "you'll pay for this you bitch!"

Suddenly I felt an arm pick me up. I was about to scream and try to fight when I realized the arm was far too delicate to be Sebastian's.

"You humans are such pains in the asses." said I the person holding me. I couldn't believe it. I recognized the elegant musical voice it was Rose.

I sat in Edward room. Edward was pacing back and forth still upset that again Sebastian was able to get to me. Every so often he'd look at me with the saddest eyes a look that could break your heart. He felt guilty and no matter what I said it wouldn't change. I'm glad he can't read my mind I don't want him knowing we kissed it would only hurt him more.

The rest of the family walked in after Rose went and got them all of them had the same face as Edward well all but Rose.

"Why did you save me?" I blurted out. My thoughts just came out I couldn't help it she hates me and yet she was the one out of all the others who saved me