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Place: Forks Streets
Date: Thursday, September 19
"So why aren't we just at your house enjoying your mom being on a business trip", I rolled my eyes as Rosalie kissed where my neck met my shoulder.
"I know you don't like it but Bella is my friend, silly", I said and rubbed her knee. She purred loudly and I chuckled. "Stop trying to distract me, this is how car accidents happen". At the moment I sat at the wheel of Rosalie's red convertible, occasionally she let me behind the wheel; that is of course if I promised to not drive so slow.
"It's not like you'd get hurt since I'm here", she said nonchalantly leaning back into the passenger seat. I gave myself a moment to enjoy her outfit. Her hair was partially clipped back, her large Cullen necklace on, and a shin length black dress that curved rather nicely to her chest.
"True", I stated nodding my head. I wore a dark purple dress; the dresses neckline was a silk thin material, the arms were rather light and only an inch and half long, the dress was covered in long shiny black lines that ran all the way to two inches from the end of the dress; the dress stopped a little above my knees. [Dress: www(dot)catwalk(dot)tv/dresses(dot)bmp It's the dress in the middle] My hair was being held loosely in a clip letting pieces of my hair fall out in a very formal messy look. I wore a silver chain necklace that was rather large, and my Cullen bracelet. I wore my favorite black heels, they strapped tightly around my ankle with a bow that sat on my Achilles' heel, the thick fabric ran on the side of my feet and then scrunched together making a peep toe; Alice had bought me the shoes for my birthday.
"Are we staying for the whole thing", I chuckled at her words.
"We'll leave after she opens all her presents, then we'll be alone", I winked at her and she gave a grin.
We began into the winding road and within a few moments we had made it to the Cullen home. I drove the car into the garage and stepped out with Rosalie. I grinned at her and leaned into her car's backseat to grab my birthday present. I looked up to see Rosalie staring at me, I gave her a smile. "What're you looking at?" I joked with her. She just rolled her eyes, I closed her trunk and we made our way into the house hand and hand.
"Hey guys!" I hugged Alice "Oh you got her the present", I chuckled and nodded. I studied the room and whistled, it was filled with candles and a rather nice looking birthday cake sat near the presents.
"There she is, Happy Birthday!" we all turned around to see Bella standing next to Edward on the stairs.
"I thought you said you wouldn't", she muttered and everyone chuckled. Bella stepped off the stairs and I hugged her.
"Happy Birthday Bella", I gave her a full on grin and stepped back next to Rosalie. I wrapped my arm around her shoulder and she wrapped her arm around my waist. Rosalie gave Bella to what was supposed to be a smile but it looked more like a pained face. I giggled gently and kissed Rosalie's cheek.
"Alright open presents", Alice pulled Bella to the other side of the room with a small table behind her.
"Dating an older woman, hot", said Emmett. I rolled my eyes and Edward walked away, I pushed Emmett playfully.
"Open this first", said Alice and handed the rather nice looking present to Bella.
"Thanks", she muttered. I stood on the side of the table watching her, Rosalie stood next to me. "Ouch! Paper cut", Bella held up her bleeding finger and I felt my heart stop. A roar burst through the room and a crash. Rosalie pushed me to the side and I stumbled to the ground. Everyone was trying to push Jasper back. I quickly crawled over to Bella and held her close trying to put pressure on her bloody arm. Bella and I both stared at each other before looking back. Bella was bleeding like crazy…in a house full of vampires.
The boys dragged Jasper out and Carlisle and Edward were the only ones left. "Edward go speak to Jasper, I'm sure he feels terrible", ordered Carlisle. Edward stared at Bella with a strange painful look. He stepped away without another word. "Evian help me with her wound", he ordered and I helped Bella up and we made our way to Carlisle's study.
I helped Bella sit down and grabbed gauze and other things for Carlisle. Carlisle and Bella began to talk about souls and being a vampire. "Evian what do you believe", asked Bella. I looked up from dabbing the blood on her arm as it was stitched.
"I believe all of you have souls, you're good people and actually…you all are better than most people", I said still stabbing her stitched arm. Carlisle let me wrap it then I washed off my arms with wet gauze that became soaked in blood. I grabbed a match and handed it to Carlisle, he light it and burned the gauze. Bella stared at it in thought.
Later after an encouraging hug to Bella, I left the study and made my way slowly downstairs. Everyone else was back minus Jasper. Rosalie gracefully moved over to me. "Are you alright", she hugged me tightly.
"I'm fine, maybe a bruised hip but I'm okay", I told her and she nodded.
"Let's get you home, okay?" I nodded and she slid her hand into mine. I gave everyone a sad smile and made my way to the garage. I slid into the passenger seat and Rosalie started the car, it purred for a moment then Rosalie backed out the garage and shot off. I played with the hem of my dress, thinking about Bella's want to become a vampire.
Did I want to become a vampire? I did because I loved Rosalie, I wanted to be with Rosalie forever and if that meant being a vampire I'd do it. But another part of me wasn't sure, Rosalie hadn't easily accepted our relationship, it was difficult for her to even touch me in public. Would that change as people became more open to different kinds of relationships? Or would she forever be hesitant? I thought about if I was a vampire, I'd never enjoy food, I'd live to drink blood, and I couldn't go into the sun when other people were around. I believed I loved Rosalie enough to give up all those things to be with her but was Rosalie willing to continue this when it was time to change me?
"What're you thinking about?" Rosalie grabbed my hand from playing with my dress.
"About what Bella said", I muttered. I looked up to find her eyes wandering to me for a second before back at the road.
"What did she say", she questioned playing with my fingers. I watched her finger weave around mine.
"About becoming a vampire", her hand stopped playing with mine and slid away from mine out of sight. I looked up to find her jaw tight and her hands clutching the wheel, her eyes were hard. I licked my lips and took a deep breath. "I want to become a vampire, I want to be with you forever", I stated firmly. She didn't reply to me simply just stared at the road, I stared at her the whole time til finally we made it to my house.
"Good night", she said in a tight voice. I stared at her for a second and sighed stepping out the car. She drove off and I felt tears lick at my eyes. I wiped at them wildly and before I could blink Rosalie was next to me. "I love you", her car was at the end of the road. She wiped a single tear and kissed my forehead. She disappeared again and her car was driving away. I wrapped my arms around myself and watched her car leave. Her words sounded so…empty.
Place: Cullen Home
Third Person POV
Rosalie stepped into her home now covered in a little dirt. She had brought her car home then had run through the woods, she had fed and thought about what Evian said. She was still thinking about it when she stepped into her house.
"So Evian finally told you", Rosalie scowled and looked up to see Edward on the stairway. He climbed down the stairs and walked over to Rosalie.
"You read it from Evian's mind, has she been thinking this long?", Rosalie asked crossing her arms. Edward sighed and leaned against a wall.
"I can only read Evian's mind if I concentrate very hard, sometimes I can't read it at all", Rosalie furrowed her eyebrows but thought for him to continue. "Bella has been asking me for a while to become a vampire…when Evian helped Carlisle with Bella it seems Bella gave her that thought to wonder about being a vampire", Rosalie felt even more dislike for Bella; if that was possible. Rosalie went to leave the room. "Don't do it Rosalie", he said. Rosalie shot around staring at him.
"What", she said with narrowed eyes.
"Could you really take away Evian's soul? Could you take away Evian's possibility to ever have children? To get married? To grow old and have grandchildren", Rosalie snarled not liking when Edward used her biggest dreams against her. "Rosalie you hesitate so much in your relationship when it comes to showing affection, you won't even hold her hand in public, how can you spend eternity with someone who you can't even touch in public", he stepped closer to Rosalie. Rosalie turned away from him but felt him step closer. "Evian could have all those things you never did have, would you deny her those things", he said this barely a whispered and Rosalie closed her eyes feeling guilt cover her. "Just think about it Rosalie", he finished and was gone then towards his room.
Rosalie's eyes fluttered open and she stared at the dark room, her eyes wandered to the broken table and to the place Evian had stood trying to protect Bella. She remembered then how weak Evian had looked when she was unconscious in the hospital, how weak and…human. Rosalie had a lot to think about indeed…
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