Hello, hello! I swear it might be illegal how much I love you, reviewers. I have a personal answer to all your questions.

Girl-crazy-4-Vampyrespeed: Well for the changing thing, patience is a virtue. ; P And secondly, I wasn't really sure what I wanted to do with Emmett, I wanted to give him a love interest but it almost felt too immature to give Emmett and Rosalie a different lover at the same time.

Princess Alexandria: I completely agree with you and I most definitely will incorporate that into my story. I personally can get rather annoyed when people ever use the term phase when it comes to someone who is gay; I've heard it myself all too many times. I hate to say but you're probably going to start hating him more soon. ; )

Ksbballgirl1: You didn't ask a question but I wanted to thank for you being such a lovely reviewer and always being kind enough to review.

ShadowCub: First, HI LOVER! XD Sorry- I was kidding. : P Well you answered your first question yourself, Edward is just simply controlling but I also think he's acting similar to how he is with Bella and not wanting Evian's "soul" to be destroyed. For your second question I'm trying to convey the fact that Rosalie isn't completely understanding of her sexuality yet and Edward had used all her weaknesses against her. I made sure to mention children and things because in the book Eclipse she does tell Bella how badly she wanted children and a happy marriage. If she let's Evian have that it would be like living through someone else's happiness.

So after all that; enjoy!

Place: Taylor Home

Date: Friday, September 20

RING

RING

I groaned loudly and flipped over in bed my hand searching for my cell phone blindly. I lifted it up and brushed my bird nest of hair out of my face. "Hello", I muttered sleepily.

"Thank goodness! Sweetheart I got a call from your school saying you didn't go in today, I was calling the house like crazy", I blinked a couple times to hear my mother's frantic voice. I sat up in bed and looked over at my clock with wide eyes.

"Oh my god!" I leaped out of bed but shouldn't have because the whole room spinned. The clock on my bed side table shone brightly in crimson letters 1: 30. "I'm so sorry mom I didn't know I was so tired", I looked around wildly for clean clothes.

"I told the school I had forgotten to call you off", I let out a sigh of relief and plopped down on my bed.

"Thanks mom, I owe you one", she chuckled and bid me a farewell informing me she'd be home from her conference by midnight. I hung up the phone and looked around wandering why Rosalie hadn't woke me up like usual. I lifted up my phone to call her but noticed the note on my desk.

Sorry, have some business today. I'll come by later to talk.

-Rose

I stared at it for a few moments before shrugging and setting my phone down. I felt very refreshed from my sleep and decided to take a nice long bubble bath. Later, when I stepped out the bubble bath I felt very relaxed. I pulled on some basket ball shorts and a tank top. I yanked my hair into a low ponytail and was barefoot. By the time I had finished it was already a rather long time that school would have been done. I was rather bored so I lie down in bed and stared up at the ceiling.

"Evian", I shot up in bed not even hearing Rosalie slid into the window.

"Hey", I said happily with a smile. But my smile fell with the look on her face; it was so cold…so disconnected. "What's wrong", I asked with furrowed eyebrows.

"Let's go downstairs", she said and I nodded following her quietly down stairs. My heart pounded in my chest and I had a bad feeling "Sit down Evian", she ordered and I plopped down. She sat on the other side of the couch stiffly and stared at me; she stared at me for a while and the room was dead quiet besides my breathing.

"What's going on Rosalie", I said in a whisper.

"I'm leaving Evian", I looked at her confused. "My whole family is leaving", she added.

"What, I don't understand", I said pushing my palms together. She sighed and stood up standing in front of me.

"I'm never coming back Evian…we're not going to be together anymore", my heart dropped and I shot to my feet.

"W-what, no I don't", I shook my head wildly.

"I don't wanna be with you anymore", my body became cold, colder than even Rosalie's skin as every word left her mouth.

"You lied to me…you never loved me", I said in a numb voice staring into her eyes. Her face flashed of a second of pain before she nodded and her face was solemn again.

"I never loved you Evian", I took in a shaky breathe.

"I lost my virginity to you", I whispered so very quiet as I looked down.

"Good bye Evian", my head shot up and I grabbed her wrist.

"Why? No…please don't go", I begged her. She yanked her wrist away and her eyes became hard.

"I don't love you Evian Taylor", her voice was so cold and before I could say another word she was gone. Her scent still lingered, my hand was still stretched out to touch her; I stood for I'm not sure how long. The sun had set and finally her scent had left but her words stayed.

I gasped for breath, I felt like I was drowning; I was drowning in sorrow. My knees buckled and I fell, Rosalie wasn't there to catch me. I was now on all fours my head shoved into the carpet, my nails dug into the carpet. I lay there for a while in the silence only the ticking off the clock could be heard, it emanated in the house and echoed everywhere; as did Rosalie's words of hate.

Her voice rung through me and stabbed me a thousand times over. I then heard screaming, the screaming continued you for so very long; I wondered who was screaming what was wrong with them. "Evian! Evian!" I heard a crash and warm hands lifted my face up. "Baby why are you screaming", my mother's cooed out. The screaming had subsided to sobs, I realized then I was the one that had been screaming. My body quivered and shook with each sob.

"She hates me…she left me", my mother's eyes filled with anger but then pity. She wrapped me into her arms and I found myself like a child in my mother's arms being rocked back and forth. She held me in a thick almost cocoon like-state trying to protect me from the outside world.

"I'm so sorry", she repeated it over and over rocking me. I felt none of my mother's love…just pain, indescribable, almost unbearable pain. My sobs began to end and she still held me. I felt lifeless; nothing could match the hole in my chest. I took in a deep breath and again I was screaming my mother buried my face in her chest. I felt darkness taking me over, my mother's words of caring unheard, I closed my eyes and I slipped into a numb state; darkness was enveloping me in an embrace.

Don't kill me! I'm sorry I had to do that my readers, but love shall prevail! Maybe; P I tried to describe Evian's pain and shall continue too. I'm basing it on a pain of a loss of one my exes when she broke up with me. I suppose I'm using this story to kind of vent those feelings I had at the time. I do hope you enjoyed the chapter and even if you're mad at me please review. Thank you lovelies!