200 years.
200 damn years.
That is how long I have waited for him even if he does not know it.
200 years ago, he left me for Oklahoma to marry Freyda. I let him go, thinking that it wall for the best and that there is nothing I can do.
After all, I did use the Cluviel Dor for Sam.
Don't get me wrong, I do not regret using it. Sam and I made a good life for ourselves after Eric left. I cared for him and loved him enough to be with him even if it lacked the passion Eric and I had. We had 2 kids and was happy. I had the husband, children and white picket fence I had always dreamed of.
It was like that for 20 years when we noticed that I have not aged physically. It seemed that there really was a price to pay for every great magic used.
Apparently, when I used the Cluviel Dor for Sam, it took my Humanity with it and passed it on to Sam. It left me with my fairy spark and the residual vampire blood in my veins, making me more fairy with vampire abilities. Sam and my children, Alessandra and Alex took it all in stride. Pam and Karin and Amelia took it all great as well. Through it all, Eric was not informed because Freyda forbade him.
Now, here I am 200 years after it all happened. Waiting for him.