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Place: Thursday, March 16
Place: Cabin in the woods
"You're awfully quiet are you sure you're alright", asked Alice looking at me worriedly. I slid my cardigan off and nodded weakly.
"I'm fine Alice, just nervous", what I said was half true. I was nervous but I wasn't fine; Cara being so cold was hurtful. A part of me knew I deserved it; I lead her on and I didn't even inform her of me being with Rosalie again. I hadn't told any of them and the moment Rosalie was back I threw them to the side; I felt guilty but I had no time to try to reconcile. If anything this was for best; I couldn't have human friends anymore, I'd have a secret to keep more so now and they'd see a difference in me.
"Evian, are you sure you're ready", I looked over at Carlisle and nodded slowly. All the Cullens stood in the room; everyone looked equally nervous; well Rosalie looked the most nervous. Esme was wringing her hands like a worried mother. Everyone stepped over and began to embrace me and say goodbye. Only Carlisle and Rosalie would be in the room for the first bite.
"Good luck", Esme told me patting my hair down before leaving the room.
"We'll go shopping once you get stronger", was all Alice said. I think she said it to only mean that I would survive and be okay. I smiled and nodded as she walked away.
"I'll be happy to not want to kill you after this, we can get to know each other better", said Jasper with a tight smile and a shake of my hand. I smiled at him not uncomfortable with his words.
"You and I are going to wrestle after this all", said Emmett giving me one more back slap and a wink before walking out the cabin. The door closed and I looked over at Carlisle and Rosalie worriedly.
"Yes…well it's time", Carlisle cleared his throat out of habit and motioned for Rosalie. I lay back on the rather large queen sized bed; there was only a one small sheet next to me.
"Where do I…bite", she asked worriedly. Carlisle hesitated and motioned to my shoulder where my crescent shaped scar was. She nodded and I slid the spaghetti strapped down worried. My feet were bare and I pressed my heels together nervous. Rosalie brushed her fingers along the scar and then met my eyes.
"I love you", I said urging her along.
"I love you too…and I'm sorry", Rosalie inclined her neck and I trembled nervously watching her white teeth gleam gently. She looked up and met my eyes as she kissed the mark before her teeth slammed into my neck.
No one's POV
The pain of the venom hit Evian like a freight train; she burst into a painful scream her back arching in agony. Rosalie ripped herself from Evian after fighting every part of her to keep drinking. She slammed her back onto the opposite side of the room as Carlisle watched Evian wither and scream in pure agony.
"You gave a good amount of venom", you could barely hear Carlisle over Evian's painful screams. Rosalie slammed her eyes shut trying to control the guilt that wracked into her as well as trying to control her blood lust. Rosalie knew her eyes were black as night and her throat clenched wildly.
"I have to…"Carlisle nodded already knowing how she felt. Rosalie shot from the room trying to fight the image of Evian in pain. She could still hear her screams as she rushed through the forest trying to find an animal to feast on.
Evian's eyes opened and closed and she crashed on the bed. Her body was already beginning to be covered in a sheen on sweat as the venom coursed through her veins.
Evian's POV
Day One
I had never felt pain like this before, it was almost indescribable. The only way to really explain it was like someone light up a fire in my veins and was throwing ice cold water all over my body as well while beating my head with a sledgehammer.
The pain in my body made it completely impossible to utter anything more than screams and gurgling noises. How long would this pain last?
Day Two
It's very cold now; I have been coming in and out of consciousness for the last however many days, it's been days…it's felt like an eternity of constant pain. Most of the time all I can do is try to stay awake but I fail because I feel so tired. I've never felt so tired before; most of the time I'm quiet but occasionally that burning returns. The burning is haunting and it's my greatest fear right now.
I sometimes hear muttering of people and sometimes I feel cold hands. Are they Rosalie's? Where is she? I can barely think of these questions because my mind thinks of nothing but pain. I shiver occasionally from being cold. I keep going back and forth; hot and cold; pain to weakness.
When I am sort of here; I question, was this the right choice? Will I make it? Will I ever see Rosalie again…?
Day Three
I am startled out of unconsciousness by a slow pounding noise. I questioned what is this annoying pounding? But then I feel it; and I know what it is…my heartbeat. My heartbeat is slow like a percussionist off beat. Why is it so slow?
Then the answer comes…I am dying. I'm dying…am I going to see white gates or am I going to open my eyes again.
I want to cry because I am so afraid and so very tired. I just want this all to end; my body begs for death…I don't want to feel anything anymore. But my spirit, my spirit cries out to stay with my beautiful Rose.
A white light appears in the corner of my eye; I turn toward it to find my beautiful angel standing before me with a smile. Her hair is brushed just how I like it; her wedding dress is on. This angelic creature reaches out to hold my hand. I grab her hand and she wraps me in her cold arms. But…they don't feel so cold anymore; my skin is cold too….
"Rosalie", I uttered once more before a light flashes before me again. I hear my heartbeat one last time; it's very loud; louder than any others like a striking of thunder. Then…silence and then a burning feeling in my throat.
My eyes open…everything is so very perfect, so accurate; I can see everything. I take in a deep breath but it doesn't affect my lungs. I realize then as the clenching in my throat continued…I was here.
I wasn't Evian Taylor, I wasn't Jack. I was now Evian Cullen…I am a…
Vampire
Dun! Yay! Evian Cullen is here people! I hope I did okay describing the changing process; I had difficulty getting my words out. So I decided to write one after another just because I want to be able to at least get to Eclipse before school starts Monday. They'll probably be only one more chapter before the setting is in Eclipse. Please review! Toodles!