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With great force I never knew I had, I pushed the other opponent down. Taking a deep breath, I paid no attention to the sudden yelp and skidding across the ice.

Two other rivals stand in front of me, defending.

I let my teammate handle the one on the right, while I deal with the left. Pushing my legs harder, I twirl around my opponent as he tries to jut me with his forearm, and push him away.

Only you and me now….

I drive the puck in the middle, hopping the defender expected the puck to come from either corner.

In a rush of adrenaline, he moves his stick to the right, seeing the puck slide that direction, but then it makes its indented route and strikes the net.

Then a loud buzz echo's throughout rink and I let out my breath.

"Fuck you!"

My helmet gets knocked off as well as my body colliding with the cold floor. A body comes on top of me and I see a fist pulling back.

Just in time, I move my head to the left; take a fistful of the boy's jersey and throw him to the side. His helmet connects with the ice and then vibrates off of his head, like a ball thrown to the ground. Before he can react, I jump on top of him, tighten my grip of his shirt and sling my fist to his face.

Now is when the referee comes and breaks us apart. Both teams swarm around us, each taking their teammates in a bear hug and dragging them away. Feeling blood trickle down my cheek, I throw the middle finger and spit in their direction.

Well fuck you too.

I hum while walking my way to school.

Distract yourself…just distract yourself….

Maybe I should just be homeschooled. Better than just making a fool of myself.

Oh look, a pretty white pigeon…

No use, my mind quickly drifts to Gilbert and my new added problem, Ludwig.

Sadly enough, I dreamt of Gilbert's smirk and his taunts all over again. Ludwig was there also, joining him. Now I have a tiny bit of fear of Ludwig. At the game, compared to Gilbert, Ludwig is really built. His muscles more defined than Gilbert. But I know not to judge; I can just presume Gilbert is just as strong.

I rub my temples, a streak of pain slowly escalating. The rapid heartbeats that came after I woke up appeared again. I stop in my tracks and squeeze my eyes.

Calm down…

Deep breath in…

And out…

I slowly open my eyes. The shrilling thumps are slowly decreasing as well as the pain in my temples. Taking water out of my bag, I gulp down half of the bottle and continue walking.

"Hello Matvey~!"

Just as I was sitting down, I face Ivan, who looks cheerfully at me. I was about to reply with a boring greeting, but then I thought of something more devious.

"Hey Ivan, how was your wedding?"

Ivan' face suddenly grew darker and his smile faded.

"Please do not start with that Matvey. You have no idea how crazy Natalia is."

I giggle at the remark. "I think its sweet Natalia has a sisterly love for you!"

"Da, at first it was, but then it started getting annoying." Ivan rubbed his eyes.

"But it's still cute."

My heart warmed at the thought. I can just imagine Ivan on a Saturday morning. Ivan and Natalia making breakfast, possible pancakes, since that's the only breakfast I can think of them making and because it's my favorite. Also Katyusha helping by making shapes out of the pancakes. Lately I have gotten close to her. She's really nice but also a crybaby, which contradicts her appearance. First hearing about her, I would've thought she was snobby.

Why am I thinking about Ivan…?

"Matvey?"

"Oh," I snap out of my deep thought. "Sorry, I wasn't paying attention. What were you saying?"

Ivan opened his mouth but then closed it. "нет, noting important."

I shrugged it off as Mr. Wade made his way into the classroom.

"All of you chipmunks owe me ten bucks each!" Mr. Wade slams his books on the desk and smiles widely.

The whole class groans and some objects.

I've totally forgotten for a moment…

Gilbert…

I was thrilled to know school finally ended. The whole gang and I walk out, but then parts, leaving only Elizabeta, Ivan and me. Lilli once again left, saying she's really happy to spend time with her older brother, Vash, since he came back from college. She says they have a very strong brother-sister bond and that made me think of Ivan once again.

We were all talking; well it was mostly Elizabeta complaining that she wouldn't pay Mr. Wade since she never agreed to the bet (which is obviously untrue since she made a whole scene on how 'we will win of course!'), when I hear Feliciano's loud voice.

"Ve~ Gilbert! It's been a while no?"

I swear, can't my day get any worse? As if a chain reaction to his damn name, my heart starts beating rapidly.

"Matvey, something wrong?" Ivan asks.

"W-what? N-no…nothing…"

"Isn't Gilbert once of your old friends? We should go say hi!" Elizabeta says, already trotting over.

Unable to think of anything else, I pull on Elizabeta's arm and pull her into a hug. She slightly yelps in surprise, but then giggles.

"If you wanted a hug, you should've asked!"

Completely forgetting about Gilbert, she twirls me around and makes a lot of squealing noises. I glance at Ivan and see he's laughing.

"Now Matvey, I get a hug too, da?"

"No Ivan, Matthew is mine! You'll have to wait your turn!"

A blush forms on my face. "A-ah, what? T-turns?"

Elizabeta lets go and examines my face. "You're such a cutie Mattie-Wattie!" She coos. I raise my eyebrows at the new nickname she gave me.

Unintentionally, Elizabeta twirls my hair curl on her fingers. The sudden touch and action deepens my blush and I let a little moan escape my lips. Hurriedly, I cover my mouth. Elizabeta quickly filches her hand back and looks at me uncertainly.

"W-what was that…?"

"Come Matvey, we need to go to the daycare."

Ivan grabs my hand and drags me away from Elizabeta before she can ask any further questions. Once hearing Elizabeta's voice, Ivan quickly jogs, and then turns into a run.

"I-Ivan?"

We were halfway away from the school. Ivan now lets go of my hand and walks normally, a little out of breath.

"I won't tell your secret Matvey." Ivan smiles generously.

"W-what secret?" I ask stupidly. I know very well what he means.

Ivan points at my curl. "That is…how you say it…your erogenous zone, da?"

I fiddle with my fingers. I haven't known that was my erogenous zone until Mother pulled it by accident. We were alone, thank god Father wasn't home, and Mother had gotten curious why it grew abnormally. She accidentally tugged it and the same thing happened, I moaned and quickly got aroused. It was worse when she didn't say anything at all afterwards, just gave a little smile.

"N-no, that's uh…!"

Ivan again smiles kindly and continues to walk. I follow behind, thankful he hasn't said anymore. We soon arrive at the daycare and the receptionist once again greets me.

"Mattie! You're here! You're kind of late though…" he pouts.

I've come to learn the receptionist is actually a 'he'. His long brown hair makes him look like a female! Well I'm a hypocrite to say that, but my first thought of when I met him was 'What a weird lady…'. His name is Mr. Lorinaitis, but he likes to be called by his first name, Toris.

"Hey Toris! Yeah I ran into…" I glance at Ivan. "A little problem on the way…"

"Oh, well then. Natalia was waiting for the both of you!"

We both nod, thanking Toris and walk over to my father's classroom. Ivan slowly opens the door, as if a bomb would set off. The room actually looks like a bomb did set of, no surprise there.

"You're both here!" Natalia hugs Ivan, and then surprisingly she comes over to hug me.

"Sorry I couldn't come early and play with you Natalia." I apologize.

She hugs me tighter and tugs on my shirt until I kneel down to her height.

"Brat said we can't get married…" Natalia whimpers.

Aww!

"It's okay Natalia..." I hug her more kindheartedly. I glance at Ivan who turns his head away shyly. I rub her back and she quickly recovers.

"Okay! Let's go home!" She runs over to get her belongings.

"Da, but I haven't gotten my hug from Matvey yet!"

Ivan was being serious? Immediately I blush at the request. I've always hugged girls, but never guys. I seen guys hug quick and fast, in a joking way.

"Uh…okay."

I let go of Natalia and briskly walk over to Ivan, due to my nervousness. He gives a jovial laugh and pulls me close. Ivan then rests his chin on top of my head and inhales deeply.

"I've always wondered who smelled like raspberries and sweets in class." He gives another big sniff.

Immediately I blush. It's not my fault I find Mother's shampoos smelling better than Fathers'. Rather, his shampoos really burn my nose. Though, I do find fond of his newly bought Chocolate Axe body spray I secretly stole from him, so he at least has a sense of smell.

"Am I interrupting a bromance moment here?"

Father's voice suddenly startles me. I gently push away from Ivan and glance at Father. I figure he was in the bathroom, since he's shaking his hands as if he's drying. Then Father smiles.

"If you're giving out hugs, I should get one at least!"

He pulls me into a hug and laughs. "I haven't hugged you since you were little and crying!"

Father ruffles my hair and I make sure he doesn't touch the curl. Unsure, I slowly wrap my arms around him. True, I haven't had this type of affection from Father. He would leave the hugging and kissing to Mother, while he took the roll of hard punches on the arm and pats on the back.

"Well, I will be seeing you later Mr. Williams, and до свидания Matvey~!"

I turn my head to see Natalia fully clothed in her sweater and book bag, with Ivan smiling. I push away from Father, who seems to tighten his hug by the second.

"Yeah, see you."

I guess he was saying goodbye in Russian. I actually feel stupid for not noticing he was Russian in the first place. Natalia waves and says her farewell as well.

After they leave, I fidget at the hug Ivan gave me. It was an awkward but nice feeling at the same time. I also got a whiff of what Ivan smelled like too. He smells like fresh sunny sunflowers on a summer, grassy field. I felt I was actually in a sunflower field, the sun just the right temperature to feel comfortable and the wind blowing adequately. Must be the cologne he's wearing.

Father gives another laugh as they leave. "You smell just like your Mother! What, you've been using her products?" Father says jokingly.

I give him a playful punch as he laughs more.

I think I started a new trend, which involves me. Mostly a trend for Elizabeta. Ever since I hugged her, every chance she gets, she starts coming like a lion who's hunting.

"What! It's nice to hug you! You smell very good, just like a girl!" She says, hugging me from behind. I can feel her nose against my neck, inhaling. I asked her why she started hugging me randomly and this was the answer she gave me.

"Ohohoh~! I as well would want a hug from sweet Matthieu." Francis says, making his way over.

"N-no! No more hugs!" I try to complain. I'm a little angered at how they said I smell like a girl, though it is kind of my fault. But what can I say, Mother's products smell good!

Oblivious to my protests, Francis grabs me and rubs his short, scruffy beard against my cheek. He does a quick sniff and moans lightly into my ear, sending a sea of red across my face.

"You're right; Matthieu does smell like a lady! I smell le chocolat on you l'amour." I can feel his grin across my cheek.

Immediately, I push him away. "You're a p-pervert Francis!"

The group automatically laughs. Francis grabs my hand and kisses it gently.

"Only for you, l'amour." He purrs. He looks at me and winks. Instantly, I snatch my hand away and rub the wet kiss away.

"Yeah Franics, sure!" Elizabeta scoffs. "Those were the same words you said to me. Now leave Mattie alone or I'll beat you with my pencil case!" She shoots death rays at Francis, challenging him to say something witty.

Francis backs away, laughing. "But you fell for it, didn't you l'amour?" Francis then runs, knowing Elizabeta would come over and beat him, which she did.

Walking across the classroom, I willed myself to relax my heart. The attention I got made me happy, honestly. But at the same time, it gave me a small, unobtrusive feeling of loneliness. I try to tell myself that I'm not lonely anymore, but my body wouldn't listen. That tiny feeling of loneliness would come back slowly and settle, and quickly as it came, it was gone.

I turned to Ivan for our routine of morning greetings, but I felt a little uncomfortable when I catch him staring at me.

"S-something wrong?"

Ivan quickly snaps out of his daze but with a little angry expression on his face. "нет, nothing is wrong." Then Ivan returns to his warm, childish smile. "Good morning Matvey~!"

I shake off the feeling and smile back. "Hey Ivan."

We continue to make small talk until Mr. Wade makes his usual appearance through the doors.

I quickly rush to the daycare. This morning Father said there will be a parent's meeting and he'll need help with some things. I'm guessing he needs all the help he can get, knowing his room is such a mess.

Why can't he admit his kids are just plain evil? I chuckle to myself.

I made no time for small talk with my friends, but I have gotten text from Ivan.

Ivan says: Where did you go? I thought we were going to go walk together. =[

Okay let's face it, I quickly ran out because I was afraid Gilbert would be at the school entrance again. Childish of me, I know. But why can't Gilbert leave me alone? My stomach uproars just at the mention of his name! Two days already passed since his 'visit' and I'm hoping I'm safe.

Matthew says: im srry! my pop asked me to help at the DC. u know how crazy they can be! ..

Ivan quickly texts back.

Ivan says: Yes, I understand! I'll be there a little late, so stick with my sister okay?

I give him a quick yes and tucked my phone into my pocket. I remember taking out my phone and Natalia made a prank call. She called my Mother and told her she's getting married. I had to snatch the phone from her before Mother can make any types of assumptions.

"Math-eww, you're here!" Natalia quickly runs over to hug me.

I hug her bag and twirl her around. "You look so pretty today with that new glittery bow Natalia!"

She giggles and smiles at the compliment. Setting her down, she wobbles a bit, dizzily, and touches her bow. "Thank you! My sister Katyusha helped me pick it out!"

I turn my head when I hear a rustling of newspapers. "Time to start your job kiddo." Father smirks.

I groan at the list of things I have to do. The worst of all is I'll have to get some supplies from the supply closet, which is a lot of thing. Finishing the easy ones like, vacuuming, cleaning the small windows and hanging up artwork, the worst has finally come.

"Can I help?" Natalia ask, moving side to side.

I shake my head. "Not unless you want to get eaten by monster! It's dark and scary in there!" I give a little 'rawr!' for more effect.

"It's okay!" She smiles cutely. "If they attack me, I can stab them!" She holds up a small pink ruler as proof.

Gasping, I click my tongue at her. "You shouldn't say that."

Such a violent girl!

"Don't you want me to protect you?" She jabs her index finger to her check, and twirls it around.

I giggle at her attempts to persuade me. "It's okay, you can take her." Father says to me, laughing.

Nodding, I hold Natalia's hand and skip out of the room.

"So Natalia, what are you doing?" Toris asks from behind the desk.

"I'm helping Math-eww!" She lifts my hand then swings it.

I shake my head and mouth 'no she isn't' and Toris laughs and tells us to have fun. The hallway of the daycare is really long and both Natalia and I take our time and act silly. We dance in the hallway and I pretend to be in slow motion which earned a cute laugh from Natalia. We were lucky enough that someone didn't pop out their head and told us to be quiet, but I told Natalia to keep her volume at a level.

"We have now arrived at the storage room," I say in a pilot voice. "ARE…YOU…READY…?" I say the last one in an announcer voice and earn another cute giggle from Natalia.

Smiling, I open the door slowly and look inside. I'm a little skeptical about this room. No, scratch that. More like going to this room. I feel like something bad is going to happen.

"Are you scared?" Natalia ask, not a devious taunt in her tone.

"No, but are you?" I say to her creepily and jump into the room. I narrow my eyes and look for the light switch. After finding it, I motion for Natalia to come. Just taking a quick glance, I can tell this room hasn't been used frequently. From corners I can see cobwebs and on top of boxes, building dust.

"Natalia stay here. It's dusty in here."

Natalia nods and I look over the list again. There are at least seven boxes I need to look through to get twelve files. Maybe I shouldn't have brought Natalia. This is going to take some time. Well, at least the list is descriptive enough. I call Natalia over only to let her carry some files, and she quickly scurries away when she sees a cobweb or anything else that disgusts her. We both work in complete silence except for small talks consisting of 'icky spiders' or 'baby cockroaches living in that hole'.

Then I heard a light whisper.

"Shh…okay?"

Who was that? Already looking for file number five, I pause, not wanting to turn around. Is that Father or even Ivan trying to scare me? I was in the far corner of the room, which didn't receive much light. I can practically hear the Jaws theme playing. If that person is trying to scare me, it's working already….

"Hey Birdie, missed me?"

I turn around and immediately I was pinned to the wall. My head bumps into the brick wall and I hiss in pain. My eyes trail to those scarlet eyes, down that body, and back to his eyes. I could feel my blood practically incinerate inside my own skin. He gave a light smirk at my obvious surprised expression and licks his lips.

"'Cause I missed you."

Without warning, Gilbert cups my cheek and all I can do was hear the earsplitting beats of my own heart. My vision blurs as I feet hot liquid roll down my cheeks. I part my mouth slightly to make a sound, any noise, or even breathe, but my attempted actions were halted by lips.

The touch of those lips burns as if someone dumped a bottle of rubbing alcohol on a serious wound. Gilbert presses his body closer to mine, blocking any space between us. He then slowly rubs his body against mine. I gasp at the action and he leisurely slides his tongue into my mouth. He nips at my mouth tenderly and licks my lips. I would think he was doing this as if we were lov-

NO!

"Math-eww?"

Natalia's apprehensive voice suddenly got louder. I look out of the corner of my eyes to see that Natalia is slowly making her way over here. Gilbert brings his knee to my crotch and slowly rubs. I reluctantly groan into his mouth at the action. My body heats up and I could feel sweat trickling down my back. A loud, wet noise was made as Gilbert yanks his head slightly. I can see Natalia's leg just in front of us.

"Go away kid, we're busy."

His infuriated tone sends chills down my spine and makes Natalia whimper. She sucks in a deep breath and I could hear her running away. Just before leaving audible range, I could hear a little sniffle, as if she's crying. He gives a low growl and turns back to me. His knee is now removed and one of his arms is wrapped around my waist, his hand squeezing my butt cheek.

"I was lonely when you left…"

His voice alone sends another tremble to my body. He smiles and brings his hand up to my cheek. He gently rubs away a tear but another trickles down. Gilbert rubs his thumb under my eye and uses his remaining fingers to rubs against my earlobe and neck. The skin he touches feels like its on fire and I let another gasp escape.

He quickly brings his lips back to mine and this time sucks on my upper lip. He brings his hand to my hair and runs through it, accidently brushing against my curl. I moan loudly and I can feel Gilbert smirk.

"You like this, don't you?"

He gives a low chuckle and slides his tongue into my mouth again. More tears pour and I shut my eyes completely. Gilbert parts a few inches and I feel ashamed that my tongue follows him. He blows on my lips, giving me sick and, at the same time, a shameful, erotic, tingling feeling to my whole body. He wastes no time to plunge his tongue back inside.

"Matvey?"

It was fait, but I hear it. Hearing my name again, I nudge against Gilbert. Another loud wet sound was made as we part. I was now more aware and in control of my actions. Growling at the disturbance, Gilbert comes near again.

"Don't do this to me again! Leave me alone!" I rush my words, sobbing loudly. I brought both my forearms up, as if he had a knife and I was protecting myself.

Gilbert lifts his hand to my hair again and yanks roughly. My curl joins the other strands and the pull makes me moan incredibly loud. Gilbert brings his lips to me roughly, his teeth clacking against mine. He breathes inside my mouth and it makes my insides gurgle in disgust.

"Matvey? Matvey is something wrong?"

That's Ivan's voice!

"I-Ivan!" I scream, breathing through Gilbert's kisses.

Gilbert yanks my hair harder, growling and earning another shrill moan from me. Thankfully, I can hear Ivan's shoes stomp against the floor. Earning more confidence and knowing I'll be saved from this, I smack Gilbert.

Not a petty smack. I grab all my strength and smack him with all I had. But, I regret it after the look he gave me. Gilbert stumbles back and gave a small yelp, but then recomposes himself and presses his lips against my ear, rubbing it lightly.

"W-why?" I plead in his ear.

Gilbert says nothing and gives my cheek a quick, possibly a lovingly kiss. At the same time, he brushes his fingers against my hand, as if he wants to hold it. During the whole situation, I didn't notice I was griping my hand. I was clutching it so hard, I can feel my knuckles almost busting out of my skin. Gilbert's gentle action makes me relax a bit and he grasps my ring finger and pinkie, as if he was a child.

Continuing this for a few seconds, I slowly calm down. Gilbert gave a last squeeze, and brings his lips back to mine. I automatically tense as he kisses me deeply like before.

Then I feel Gilbert yank off of me, as if a giant hand pulls him away. The sudden force makes me stumble forward as well, but I was caught in the hands of Ivan.

"Matvey are you okay?"

Those words instantly brought me to tears, but tears of relief and great misery at the same time. My temples begin to throb, just like the time I woke up from my nightmare. I whimper in pain as I clutch Ivan for dear life.

"What…? I thought-" Ivan paused himself and I try to stay quiet, though it was futile. I manage to lower my volume a bit.

"I suggest you leave. Now!"

I paid no attention to the muttered cussing or the scoff made from the albino. But his last words made my temples pound harder; "I'll see you later Mattie."

Falling to the floor, I let myself do what feels right. Both my hands scrunch up against my face as my knuckles hit the floor, my knees up to my chest, in a fetal position. I can't breathe, and if I do, I start wheezing. The rapid breathing aches my chest, making me sob more which makes everything worse.

"Please," I struggle. I feel Ivan's warm hand rub my back. "Don't tell anyone!" I keep repeating the words, hoping Ivan would comply with my request.

"Math-eww?" I hear Natalia's concerned voice and it makes me bawl more.

"Wait there Natalia." Ivan orders.

I jump from my position and hug Ivan. I want to smell that calming sunflower scent, even just a little bit. I claw my fingers into Ivan's back, as if the scent I'm hoping for would go away.

"Please! Don't tell anyone!" I repeat.

Ivan continues to rub my back and rocks back and forth, as if I'm a baby, needing to go to sleep. My breathing slowly goes to normal, though, with a few hiccups. My wish is granted and my nostrils are filled with Ivan's familiar scent. Taking a deep breath, I let go of Ivan and wipe my eyes.

I force myself to breath. It finally struck me and I looked down, embarrassed to even look at Ivan. I was just crying in front of him. Flinching as he moves, I take another deep breath. Ivan places his hand in front of me and I look up at him.

"You should get washed up, da?"

Without waiting for an answer, Ivan picks me up slowly. Even if I move gradually, my head throbs at each movement. We both slowly walk to the washroom, Ivan and Natalia both waiting outside as I enter.

I splash water on my face and look into the mirror. I really look like shit. Underneath my eyes was red and my lips a little fuller in color. I quickly turn on the cold water and hoped the redness will calm down.

Why always to me!

I grip the porcelain sink.

I wish I could just die…

"Matvey," Ivan's voice muffles through the door. "Are you done?"

Wetting my face for the last time, I open the doors. Ivan stands by the door, a small sympathetic smile on his face and Natalia grasping his hand for dear life. She wipes her eyes.

"Math-eww, are you okay?" she asks, sniffling.

I try giving her the most believable smile I could. "Yes, I'm fine. No need to worry."

"That man was scary! He's a mean friend."

Natalia's comment silences me. Gilbert is nowhere near to being my friend.

"Natalia, why don't you go get your stuff and meet me here, da?" Ivan smiles at her.

She nods and skips leisurely down the hall. Sometimes I wonder if I can be as carefree as her.

With Toris's shift done, it was only Ivan and me in the hallway. I make sure to breathe deeply, not wanting to face Father with a lump in my throat. We both stand in the hallway in total silence.

What does Ivan think of me?

I'm sure Ivan is curious what happened a while ago. I take quick glances at him, seeing if he's watching me. Instead, Ivan's back is turned to me, looking at who knows what.

"I-Ivan I…back there…I-"

"I don't know what happened back there Matvey," Ivan says, interrupting. He turns around and gives me a blank, emotionless look. "But you don't have to explain, only if you want to."

Ivan walks over and pulls me into a consoling hug. "But know this: I will always be here for you. Trust me Matvey."

He rubs my back and my eyes threaten to water up again. Just down the hall, I can hear Natalia's shoes running, and we both part. Looking at Ivan, I give him a small nod and he gives a small smile.

"Let's go brat!"

"Da. Take care Matvey." Ivan pats my shoulder and then parts. He swings Natalia's arm, and glances back at me. Ivan once again gives me a reassuring smile. His attention switches back to Natalia's talking, when she laughs and he laughs as well.

Watching them leave, I take few more minutes and stare into space. I snap back when I hear wheels roll against the floor. I turn to see the night janitor with mop and cleaning supplies and I rush to Father's room.

How much time has passed?

I open his door to see the room empty. Father is bent over, dressed in his brown coat. He straightens when hearing the door.

"Thanks for the help, but you only got a few files." Father frowns.

I falter for an answer. "I uh, there were a lot of files, so it made it hard to look…"

Father nods, approving my half-lie. "Well, ready to go home?"

I nod to him and grab my red hood a book bag. We head out of the room and Father locks the room. "Sorry to keep you so late. Why are your eyes red?" Father asks.

My body heats up in anxiety. "Uh…the storage room was really dusty." I rubbed my eyes to seal the deal. Father nods and gives me an apologetic smirk.

"Yeah, I should've done that myself. Come on, let's go home."

A huge amount of guilt settled into my throat and reluctantly, I swallowed. The thought of acting perfectly normal in front of Father disgusts me to the core. If he ever knew what happened just moments ago, I don't know what I'll do with myself. He's already skeptical about finding about the bullying part, and I can't imagine how he'll react with his homophobic son and being nearly raped.

Beyond imagination.

It'll be too much to bear.

I'll have to run away.

Commit suicide if I had to.

I won't act the same around Father as I do now.

Father and I hop into the car and I quickly rest my head against the cushion. I adjust the seat until its comfortable enough where I can slouch. My eye lids quickly droop as Father rides away.

Unrelated to the story:

Haha, Toris works in the daycare center...

Pedophile! LOL

It didn't even cross my mind after I finished. I didn't even bother to give the receptionist a name at all...

Review, please! Makes me happy!