Pam POV
I have always enjoyed my bond with Eric. Especially so during the time when Sookie is still bonded to him. All the lust, passion, amusement, anger, annoyance and Love she made him feel are extremely invigorating and amusing to say the least. These emotions gave me a lot of leverage over him (teasing material!).
But then the shitstorm named Freyda came and cut it short. The fucking situation with her made Eric close off the bond she shared with him, no doubt to spare me of the vile emotions she invoked in him.
It is a very strange feeling to know that he is alive but not truly living. Oh don't get me wrong. I know he exists. Preston (the yummy fairy and yes, I tasted him. All of him.) , while pretending to be Dixon, told us he feeds and fucks and does his job as King Consort.
But while he is physically well, his eyes speak of his great anger and extreme sadness with his situation. Preston told us that in some ways, he has reverted to being an extreme torturer (he likes torturing Freyda look-a-likes) and takes pride in angering Freyda and messing up her negotiations if he can get away with it. Infantile, but then again Freyda brings out the worse in him unlike Sookie who brings out whatever humanity and goodness he has in him. For 200 years, this has been the case.
So when I suddenly felt a great burst of joy and anticipation from his side of the bond. I know that something momentous has happened. Either Freyda the bitch met the sun or suddenly fell on the sharp end of a stake and is ashes or my telepathic fairy friend made her move and approached Eric in some way. I am hoping, praying and wishing for the former but I am betting it's the latter.
My inner musing was interrupted by my vampire sister. With her usual flair for stating the very obvious, she said, "You felt it?". It was more of a statement than a question.
I nodded. " I am actually hoping that it was because Freyda, was hit on the head, had amnesia and forgot she is a vampire. Then she went out to sunbathe at noon."
Karin laughed. " I was thinking along the same lines but I was hoping she was wearing silver jewelry while sunbathing."
I smirked and stated, " Great minds think alike! Seriously though, you know what it means right?" We shared a smirk reminiscent of our maker.
"It means it has begun."
I really think I need a Beta because:
a. I suck when it come to lemon-writing
b. I suck when it comes to punctuation and grammar.
c. Betas are AWESOME.
