Warning : Bad grammar n tenses, so beware. Every mistake solely mine. Harry Potter not mine. Slash n m – preg. ;D
Severus stares blankly at the mirror in front of him, inspecting his changing body (so much changing). His hand trailed down from his slightly puff chest (much to his shocking realization which he'll denied for the rest of his life) to his now bulging stomach.
He sighs loudly. He frowns deeply when another realization comes onto him. "James," he says softly.
"Yes, Love." James answers absentmindedly as he snatches his pajamas from the drawer.
"I can't see my toes." He murmurs softly. He bends forward in hope he can (even just for a little) see his damn toes.
James froze in instant before he turns to look at his six months pregnant spouse. Sweat begins to form at his temple. 'Sweet Merlin, bless me with your power. Please don't let it be another mood swing.' James prays loudly in his head again and again.
"Of course you can. But you have to bend a little further." James says softly, trying his best to appease his husband insecurities. Severus looks at his husband in curiosity before he tries to bend even further, but much to his chagrin, he begins to stumbles. "But, I prefer you don't try it if no one with you to balancing you." James continue as he grabs his spouse shoulder (much to Severus chagrin) to stabilize his stumble.
"I'm fat." Severus says deadpan.
"You're not fat, Love, you're pregnant." He says as his hands begin to creep down from his shoulder to his bulging stomach.
"I look fat." He sighs loudly, staring at his big stomach in distasteful manner.
"Because in here," James whisper at his husband ear softly "lays our baby, growing up inside your body until he/she ready to come into this world for us." He smiles softly as he cares it lovingly. "And for me, you're beautiful like this. Ripe with our baby inside you and glowing with pregnancy. I can't love you more than this moment." He kiss Severus temple softly and inhale his mint and pine scent. His natural scent which he loves so much.
"And you'll love me less when the baby comes out of me?" Severus asks playfully.
"Like I can love you less." He grins back before he spins his beloved husband around and wraps him tightly in his arms. "I love you so much before that I pursued you high and low until you married me."
"You tricked me into married you." Severus grunts with pout on his red lips.
"Yes, I am and I never regret it." James pecks the pouting lips softly. "And I love you more when you carry my child for nine months and I love you even more when you become the mother of our child." He whispers on Severus mouth before he kisses him fully on the mouth.
His hand grips onto Severus' hips tightly, his tongue swap onto Severus' lower lips. Teasing it to opens up, giving him access into his husband warm cavern before he ravish it througholy. Severus moan softly as James' tongue maps his mouth, teasing his tongue to play with his in passion.
"I'll always love you." James says fiercely as they broke the kiss. His nose bump into Severus' as he smile lovingly at his beloved. Severus looks deeply into his beloved gold brown eyes. He stunned as he saw deep love inside his husband eyes. How much his eyes says how much he adores, love and admiring him. How content he was with him there, wraps tightly in his arms. Severus gulps softly when he turns his head and put it on James' shoulder. His nose right into James throat.
"I know." He murmurs softly. "And I love you too." He whispers softly. His face heating up with his confession. James inhales loudly and he tightens his arms around Severus waist. His grin widen in amazement and happiness.
"After all this time, finally you say it." He breaths deeply into his husband hair. "Thank you, Love." He kisses his hair softly. "Thank you for loving me back."
Severus stays silent and shut his eyes in contentment when his husband rocks them both softly. He sighs as he melts deeper in James arms. "I won't bear your spawn if I'm not loving you."
James laughs loudly. His body shakes in mirth. "Of course. And I never thank you for that." James kisses his head again.
"You should be. You know how much it irritated me to feels every change in your body, oh, and don't forget the mood swing and carving." He grunts loudly.
"I know." He smiles softly, his arms never left his husband body.
"Thank you." Severus says softly.
"For what?" James asks in confusion.
"For forcing me happiness when I refused to took it before. For giving me family that I never had." Severus says mildly. "And for loving me when you could take any good looking person instead of me."
James stops his rocking and slaps his husband back head softly. "You deserve it because you're you. I don't need any good looking person, I only need you. You're mine from the first time I saw you. Never forget that." Severus nods softly. His hand clutches the front of James shirt tightly, afraid if he release it, James would disappear from him.
"I only need my little family. You, me and our children." James says gruffly. "Let's get to bed. You're body need it." He says softly as he stirs Severus into their bed.
They laid down face to face, James arms never left Severus body even in their sleep.
