"No! No! Kurt! Kurt! Not again! No, this can't be happening!" Blaine looked around, realizing there wasn't a nurse in sight.

He was scared. Terrified.

"Help! Help! Help!" he cried desperately, shaking Kurt's body, trying to wake him up.

"Don't leave me Kurt, don't leave me like you did before…." Tears began to well up in his eyes, "I should be able to protect you! I should've been there….. Kurt, oh Kurt! No…." he sobbed, then shouted as loud as he possibly could "HELP! Help!"

Finally A nurse came rushing in, looked at Kurt's Heart rate, and then began to work, paging other doctors immediately. " It's all my fault….. " Blaine whispered sadly, knowing Kurt could die today, and thinking it was because of him.

" Why! Why wasn't I there for him? Why didn't I love him enough? Why couldn't I save him? " Blaine asked the world, cursing himself.

I'm not your angel, Kurt.

I don't deserve your love.

I promise to never allow myself happiness again.

I promise to never speak to you again.

I promise to never get in the way of your life.

"And I promise to never stop loving you, no matter how long I live, no matter how many mistakes you make, I'll love you till the day I die."

Kurt laughed. Heaven was nice.

"At least I think its heaven…" Kurt wondered aloud.

He looked over to his angel, the one who looked like Blaine.

Kurt smiled, and the angel smiled back.

He didn't know exactly where he was, but Kurt knew it felt nice, safe, secure.

And then of course there was his angel, who was there the whole time, providing him with a blanket of comfort and love.

Kurt would pretend His angel was Blaine, and that he loved him. And then Kurt would be happy, as he held his angels hand.

But His angel was quiet. He never talked, he just sat there, staring into Kurt's eyes. Kurt enjoyed that immensely, and would stare back for hours, looking into the eyes that reminded him of Blaine. His angel was always there, supporting him.

But his angel couldn't protect Kurt from the haunting memories of the past. And when his angel left for just a moment, Kurt would remember.

Remember how much he loved Blaine.

And as the days in this dreamland passed, Kurt grew more and more weary. His angel had been leaving him even more lately, and for longer periods of time.

And Blaine would haunt Kurt's heart and soul. Slowly tearing him to pieces.

But at the moment, His angel was there, and Kurt was doing fine.

Kurt was sitting in his angels lap, and leaning his head on the others shoulder.

Life was good, Kurt thought to himself, hoping this could go on forever.

But then, in the midst of all this happiness, the angel pushed him gently off his lap and stood up.

He looked at Kurt queerly, then whispered ominously;

"Its time to wake up."

Kurt was puzzled. He looked at the angel and raised his eyebrow, wondering what he meant by that.

But the angel just shook his head, in either disappointment or refusal to tell.

Kurt began to get up, even more confused.

But then, the nice, heavenly light that had always filled his dreamland, began to fade away.

And then so did the comfort .

He didn't feel warm, or safe anymore.

He felt vulnerable and cold.

He felt pain.

"Angel! Angel! What's going on?" Kurt yelled, panicking, wondering what was happening and why his angel wasn't there to protect him, but there was no one there.. .

Kurt was terrified.

Then he heard noises. Doctors yelling, nurses shouting, machines beeping.

His eyelids fluttered. He breathed in cold, dry air.

And woke up.

Blaine looked down in shock as Kurt's eyes slowly opened and met his own.

Those beautiful eyes.

A tiny bit of hope floated into Blaine, and he looked down at Kurt, praying he could stay awake, or even better, stay alive.

Blaine paid no attention to the yelling doctors rushing around him, Kurt and him were the only people in the room.

Kurt looked up at him and smiled, it was his angel.

But Kurt was still confused. He wanted to know why the angel had left in his moment of pain. He wanted to go back to that warm, safe dreamland.

"Angel," Kurt whispered weakly, while Blaine leaned in closer "What's going on? What is happening to me? Why," He breathed in painfully, causing Blaine to reach out to him and hold his hand " Why didn't you protect me?"

And then Kurts eyes rolled back, and his heart stopped beating.