I'm so so sorry this is late again, this week has been really busy for me with school and I didn't think it was going to be, but it was :/ Hope you enjoy :)

Katniss POV

Great now Peeta is back at school. My efforts of trying to push him away from me have failed. Now I will have to deal with seeing him every day. It's not that I hate him for what he has done; I just can't bear to see him without freezing, getting nervous or even tearing up a little bit. I still have strong feelings for him and I don't want to make myself look weak in front of him by crying. I don't want him to see that I'm not coping without him. That's my payback, make him hurt. I wonder if he will find out about me and Crucis dating. Ever since Peeta and I have broken up, I've been hanging out with Crucis a lot. I don't know what compelled me to hang out with him; I guess I just want to make Peeta jealous. So he will leave me alone and I won't have to see him.

When I saw Peeta for the first time since our break up walking into the lunch room, I froze but quickly looked down so we couldn't make eye contact. My heart was racing a million miles an hour, my stomach was full of butterflies and I couldn't think straight. What was I meant to do if he came over? Luckily he didn't, he just walked to the lunch table where we used to sit together and just sat there. When it's time for our next lunch period he does the same thing as last time, he walks into the room, makes eye contact with no one and just sits down at our lunch table. That was until Gale went over to him and they both walked out of the room together. I hope Gale didn't hurt him over what he did to me.

For the rest of the day I don't see Peeta around school at all. I can finally relax knowing that I hopefully won't bump into him somewhere. Maybe he has gone home. But for all I care is that he isn't here to possibly make me break down in front of everyone. After class it's time to go home and I spot Crucis's group of friends standing outside the school together. As I walk towards them I notice Crucis isn't there. Then I feel someone come up behind me, grab me around the waist, turn me around and kiss me on the lips, hard. It's Crucis, giving me what he calls his signature kiss. To me it's more like his sloppy kiss. I reach my hands up to grab onto the sides of his face to deepen this kiss so he thinks I actually enjoy this. He then starts to glide his tongue into my mouth and so do I until I pull away.

"Mm I like the taste of your mouth, soon I want to see what you taste like." he says as he glances down at my lower region. Gosh he is just as bad as Peeta's brothers.

"So do I." I say to make it sound like I actually enjoyed what he just said to me. If I wasn't trying to make Peeta jealous there is no way I would be dating this jerk.

"So I was thinking… you should come over to mine, you know hang out like we did last weekend." He says putting his hands on my hips pulling me closer towards him.

"Sure what did you want to do?"

"How about just hang out at my place, just talk about… stuff."

"Uh yeah, that sounds good. So should we go right now? Or do you want me to meet you there in a while?"

"Yeah right now so we can have more time to ourselves. No one will be home until later tonight." He says with his stupid 'I think I'm sexy' grin. I have a feeling us 'hanging out' won't be just hanging out, I think he expects something more along the sex line.

"Are you hinting at having sex?"

"No, did I say anything about sex?

"No but-" He says cutting me off.

"Exactly so we'll just see what happens won't we?"

Great what have I gotten myself into? Is he going to try and make a move on me? What should I do if he does? Should I run or let him take my virginity? Maybe I should have thought this through a little more when I agreed to date him. All I was thinking about at the time was making Peeta jealous. Should I break up with Crucis to stop him from going too far with me? Maybe I can rekindle my relationship with Peeta. What! Why am I thinking about getting back with Peeta? Remember Katniss he lied to you about your relationship. He is nothing but a player, but I just want to hug him. Feel his body against mine one last time. I really do truly miss him.

"Are you ready to go my lady?" he says holding out his arm so I can link mine with his.

"Of course, lead the way my suitor." I say smiling, but then my smile suddenly drops as I see Peeta in the corner of my eye looking over at me and Crucis. We gain eye contact and I freeze. Should I at least wave to him or say hello? But before I could do anything he has already started to walk in the direction of his house, slowly moving out of my sight.

"What's the matter is something wrong?" says Crucis wondering why I have frozen all of a sudden.

"Nothing, I just thought I saw an old friend."

"Alright well let's get going." He says and we head off to his house.

Once we reach his house it's exactly like everyone else's in district 12. Old, rundown and dirty, just like a normal family house. Crucis then shows me to his room and I sit down on his bed and so does he. For the next half an hour we talk about school, family and what we do for fun.

"So what would you normally be doing on the weekends if you weren't hanging out with any of your friends?"

"I would most likely be hunting in the woods or going to the hob to sell what I have caught, not that excitable. What about you?"

"Well before you and Peeta had a thing we used to hang out all the time. We would hang out with the girls that Peeta had been chatting up at school, steal liquor from our old man's cabinets if there was any. That was a fun time. Then he changed, he became a liar to you and to me. He's just a different kind of person now that's why I think it's a good idea if you and I don't have any contact with him. You know so he doesn't hurt you again… or me."

"Who are you to tell me who I should and shouldn't have any contact with?"

"I don't want you to get hurt by him again if you let him near you."

"Well if I get hurt that's my own fault you shouldn't be getting into this." I say standing up and starting to walk out of his room before he grabs a hold of my arm.

"Look I'm sorry, please don't go. I was just looking out for you."

When would he ever be looking out for me? He just doesn't want me to get back with Peeta, but why? What has Peeta got that Crucis hasn't. Well I guess it used to be me, but now I'm with Crucis. Maybe he wants to make Peeta jealous just like I do? Does Crucis have some sort of grudge against Peeta, maybe because Peeta always used to get the girls and he didn't or something?

"Alright well can we not talk about Peeta, he's in the past. I want to focus on the future." I say sitting back down next to him as he puts his arm around my shoulder.

"Sure I won't talk about him again, but I know something we can do." He says as he starts leaning in.

Should I stop him now before we go any further? But before I have time to back away his lips are forced onto mine. His kiss lacks the passion that Peeta's kiss had. It feels forced and amateur compared to Peeta's kiss even though my kiss is probably amateur as well, but I think Peeta was just a natural at kissing plus he had practise. Maybe Crucis hasn't kissed many girls before. He starts to move closer to me, forcing me to lie down on the bed. One of his hands has found my breast so he starts to rub it. I find it rather uncomfortable so I try to shimmy his hand away and he thankfully eases it away, but now his hand has started to make its way to my pants. He glides his hand underneath my pants and underneath my panties.

"Wait, I don't feel comfortable going any further I-I'm not ready for that yet." I say pulling away from his kiss and pulling his hand out from under my pants, luckily he hadn't gotten to where he wanted yet.

"Come on I promise to be gentle." He says continuing to kiss me and sliding his hand down my pants again.

"Look if you are going to force me into anything, I'm going to leave." I say pulling away from him and pulling his hand from my pants again.

"Come on Katniss you make me so horny you can't stop this now." He says as he presses his lips against me with force to stop me from pulling away.

His hand continues to slide underneath my pants and he reaches my clit and starts to rub it while his other hand has pinned one of my arms down. Panic starts to fill inside of me as I think that Crucis might force me to have sex with him. I then feel adrenaline run through my veins as I push him off me with all the strength in my body onto the ground.

"I told you to stop!" I say standing up.

"Oh my god Katniss, I'm so sorry. I don't know what came over me… I'm so, so sorry, please don't leave." He says realising what he has just done and standing up next to me and pulling me into a hug. "Please forgive me Katniss." I know I shouldn't be forgiving him but I can't just stop dating him after a week. Peeta will think I want him back. I have to keep the relationship going.

"I forgive you but don't do it again, got it?"

"I promise it won't happen again." He says kissing me once again.

I so wish I hadn't continued to date him, but I have to continue this relationship. I can't just stop after a week and look weak to Peeta. He will think I haven't stopped thinking about him. I don't know why I want to make him jealous so bad. I just want him to know he can't just get me back straight after what he has done to me. Maybe we will be back together some day, but for now I don't want him back even though I love him more than he could ever imagine.

So Crucis made a move on Katniss. Who wants to punch him in the face for doing that to her? I know I would. Who do you think Crucis looks like, I want to know who pops up in your head when you picture him? I kind of imagined him to look like Marvel from District 1 you know not extremely good looking but not ugly since he does hang out with Peeta. The next chapter will be up in the next 3-4 days :)