I'm so, so, so, so sorry this is late. You would not believe the week I have had so I had to scrape in doing this chapter, but I'm all up to date now i've finished this story, (yes the end is very close) now I just need to upload them. If you want any questions answered, please feel free to message me I will be happy to help you understand in more depth about details from the story or other things you may be confused about. On with the story...
Katniss POV
Since my engagement to Peeta I have felt nothing but pure love and happiness that he will someday in the near future be my husband. It feels weird to call Peeta my husband, well actually my future husband, but it also feels right. Over this past weekend he has really convinced me that I am making the right decision to marry him. I'm glad my first time was with him. It was such a special moment that I will remember for the rest of my life. When I think about the way he kissed me, the way he touched me and the way he pleasured me, fills me with lust and the eagerness to experiment once again with the love of my life. Every night he stays in my thoughts, I just want to make love to him and feel our bodies connecting with each other.
When I told my mother about mine and Peeta's engagement, she didn't seem too happy that he has already proposed in such a short amount of time and that I was much too young to be thinking about marriage. I reassured her that Peeta and I were deeply in love with each other, just like how her and my father once were. I told her we weren't even planning on getting married until we were over twenty. She understood and gave me her blessing, but I knew deep down she was probably scared about me getting married so young and possibly getting hurt, like all mothers do. Prim was very excited when I gave her the news; she even started coming up with ideas for the wedding. I told her I was in no hurry to get married, but promised her she would be my maid of honour when it was the right time to get prepared.
When the next week of school comes around I prepare myself to tell Gale and Madge about my engagement. How will they react when I tell them? Will they disagree with my decision? I just hope they can see that no matter what, nothing will break us apart. We love each other dearly and I hope they will see this engagement as a good thing just like I do. If they don't support it then I guess we will have to go on with our lives, but if they do I will be so glad they agree that Peeta and I are meant to be together. As the school day passes, lunch time soon comes around and I walk into the lunch room and find Peeta sitting at our normal table waiting with Gale and Madge so I walk over to go sit down with them.
"Hey Katniss, how was class?"
"Just the usual, boring. How was your guys weekend did you two do anything together?" I say looking at both Gale and Madge.
"Yeah we spent all weekend together, just making up for the lost time spent apart." Gale says putting his arm around Madge and kissing her forehead.
"What did you guys do?" Madge says.
"Well we went into the woods and went to the lake that my father used to take me to when I was little, we all should go there one time it's really beautiful."
"That is such a good idea; it would be so nice to just relax like there is nothing to worry about." Says Madge, dreaming in her head of paradise.
"Hey, don't you feel like there is nothing to worry about when you're with me?" Says Gale, pulling her into a hug.
"Of course I do, I always know you will protect me. I'm just talking about relaxing as in paradise, with no worries and no capitol."
"Don't we all dream of that, but yeah I think that would be a really good idea Katniss, I haven't taken Madge into the woods yet so I think I should show her around my home away from home."
"That's good then it will be extra special." I say as I grab a hold of Peeta's hand. "Hey guys, there is something important we want to tell you."
"What is it are you… pregnant?" Says Madge as she gulps before saying the word pregnant.
"God no! Well yesterday when we were out in the woods it was a very special time for us and we thought we should tell you before people start noticing it. Peeta proposed to me."
"AHHH YOU'RE ENGAGED!" She says as loud as possible letting everyone hear her as she runs around the table to give me a big hug. "Let me see the ring." She says grabbing my hand. "Wow that is gorgeous, where did you get this Peeta?"
"My great grandmother gave it to me just before she died to was passed down through my fam-"
"Well, well the school just heard you proposed to Katniss." Crucis says coming over to our table and sits down right beside me.
"Yeah and it's none of your business Crucis, so stay out of it."
"Mellark, you stay out of it she was my girlfriend once too you know, I've just come over here to ask if she really is happy with you."
"Are you just asking for trouble? Because it definitely looks like it."
"No, no I'm not looking for trouble I'm just giving a friend some advice."
"Yeah well your advice is crap to me and you are not my friend, so leave us alone, don't you think you have already caused enough problems?"
"Me? Cause problems? I only did all those things to keep you safe Katniss."
"Safe from what?" I say confused.
"From Peeta, you know he's bad for you."
"What is your problem? Just leave us alone or else." Peeta says getting in his face.
"Or else, what?
"Just wait and see." Peeta says just as the bell rings.
"Come on Peeta, let's get to class." I say as I pull him away towards our next class.
Before we head off in different directions to our class I tell Peeta not to worry about him, he just wants to stir Peeta up so that Peeta will lash out like last time. He agrees with me, but I think he might do something out of school, something bad which I hope he doesn't. I don't want anyone getting hurt because of me.
After class, I head out of my classroom and see Peeta casually leaning against the wall talking to a girl. I've never seen her around school and it makes me suspicious. I know he wouldn't cheat on me but he might still flirt around with other girls that he probably thinks as harmless, but I can't stand it. I know I shouldn't be jealous, but I can't help it. I know if I tell him to stop talking to any more girls it would start an argument and arguing with him about talking to other girls is the last thing I want. I feel like an idiot for even being jealous. I know he would never cheat on me, would he? As I start walking over to him the girl cups her hands around his face. Is she going in for a kiss? I run over before anything can happen.
"What the hell are you doing Peeta? Were you going to kiss her?" I say loudly making the girl stand away from Peeta and I.
"What! Of course not, why would you think that."
"She had her hands on your face so she could pull you in to kiss her." I say while giving the girl an evil look.
"First of all I would never kiss a family member in that way, this is Thalia, my cousin."
"Oh my gosh, I am so sorry. I probably just looked completely psycho to you just then." I say to Thalia.
"Don't worry about it, I understand." She says giving me a sensitive smile.
"Second, she had her hands on my face because she was feeling my stubble. And third, I would never cheat on you Katniss you know that."
"I know, I know, I'm sorry I guess the thought just came into my head and I just lashed out."
"You know there is only one girl in this world for me, and that's you and it always will be." He says giving me a small peck. "TO EVERYONE IN THIS SCHOOL, THERE IS ONLY ONE GIRL THAT I WANT TO BE WITH FOREVER AND THAT IS KATNISS EVERDEEN! I LOVE HER AND I ALWAYS WILL!" he says loudly to everyone in the hall making me blush. "I want everyone to know that I'm already taken and I'm in love."
"Excuse me Thalia it was really nice to meet you, but I need to talk to Peeta in private, I will see you around school!"
"Sure no problem, bye guys." She says waving as Peeta gives her a goodbye also.
"I need you so badly right now!" I whisper into his ear.
"Now? Where?"
"Come with me." I say as I pull him out of the school and towards the shed where I have the best sex I have ever had… so far.
What did you guys think? I kinda want to do a sequel for this story because i love the characters, but I have no ideas! Next chapter WILL be up in 3-4 days!