I'm trying to find my place.
I'm trying to find my place in this hospital.
So I can say sorry.
Even if this isn't where I feel safe.
We all made mistakes.
I may be stupid.
Bu this I know for sure.
We learn to make mistakes.
So we can run away from them.
But I'm not running.
I'm not going to run away from her anymore.
I tell all of this to the sleeping girl in my arms.
That's what Santana told me.
She's sleeping, it's just….
She won't wake up.
Which is the part I don't understand.
Rachel.
I don't understand.
Do you remember when you tutored me?
You would explain things slowly so I could understand them.
Do you remember that Rachel?
Remember.
Because I need you to explain what's happening now.
I never hated you.
Not even a little.
I just thought that if I was nice to you.
I would lose Santana.
I would rather lose you than Santana.
Or that's the way I used to feel.
Because now I really am going to lose you.
And now, I'm not sure who I would rather lose.
Dream happy dreams Rachel.
Don't have nightmares in a world of hate.
Dream about rainbows and butterflies.
And everything will be okay.
I really am sorry.
I'm sorry you're the one who has to pay the price.
I don't know what Glee is going to do without you.
Because Rachel, you are Glee Club.
You deserved the solos.
All of them.
Even though I really wanted to sing that song by Ke$ha.
So even though you won't ever wake up.
Even though you're going to be in dreamland forever.
That's okay.
Because you will dream about rainbows and butterflies.
And everything will be okay.
With that.
I leave Rachel Berry to her dreams.