This isn't real.
I'm dreaming.
This can't be real.
I never got to say it.
I never got to say goodbye.
This can't be real.
I never got to say goodbye.
So.
I guess this is my only chance to say goodbye.
So I walk in her room.
With my head held high.
Like the supreme bitch that I really am.
I'm sorry Rachel.
I'm sorry you're dying.
I'm sorry you're dying and I'm not.
Because I deserve to die.
And you don't.
Because I'm the bitch.
And you're not.
So.
This has to be a dream.
You deserve Finn.
You really do.
He's on his way right now.
I'm scared for him Rachel.
He's trying to get here so fast.
I'm scared he won't be able to handle this.
Handle you dying.
I'm afraid it's going to break him.
Like your death is going to break the rest of us.
Just so you know.
Mike and Matt.
They aren't coming.
They told me to tell you sorry.
They said that they shouldn't come in.
Because they never stood up for you.
I just thought you should know.
You should also know.
I love you.
I love you like a sister.
I'm sorry your Mom adopted Beth.
I'm sorry your mom adopted my baby.
Because Rachel.
You could've been good enough.
You would have been good enough.
For her.
For Shelby.
For Broadway.
You could have been good enough for the whole world.
I wish I would have been nicer to you.
I was just so afraid.
If I was nice to you.
Nice to the loser.
That I would lose it.
Lose my popularity.
But even if I did.
Even if I did lose it.
I would've still had you.
That could have been enough.
You would have been enough Rachel.
I'm sorry.
I'm so, so, so sorry Rachel.
I'm sorry this is happening to you.
I was going to apologize.
I had it planned out and everything.
It's just.
I was too late.
You slipped away from me too fast.
You just.
Slipped out of my fingers.
This can't be real Rachel.
This has to be a dream.
Were in dreamland.
Yes, that's where we are.
But I'm going to have to leave.
But you.
You will be here forever.
So next time I fall asleep.
Come visit me.
Okay?
Goodbye Rachel.
Goodbye Rachel Berry.
I'll see you in dreamland.