God, Berry.

It wasnt enough.

It wasnt enough for you to be talking all the time.

For you to always be in my ear.

Now you're in my brain.

And that.

Is not cool at all.

Because I cant think,

I cant think about anything else.

So, just live ok?

Go back to being just in my ear.

Because you being in my brain.

Its messing me up.

ANd its making me freaking cry.

ANd Im a badass.

Badass' do NOT cry.

So just live.

...

Oh God Rachel.

Please live.

Dont die on me.

I love you being in my ear.

Even if it is really annoying.

I love it.

And I love you.

But I cant ask you to live.

Because ive always asked to much from you.

Just, try, ok?

Try to hold on.

Try to hold on to me.

IM SORRY! I know it sucked soooo bad!