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I know this chapter focuses more on James and Logan but it helps move the story along because it does have importance to the story. Sorry for the lack of Carlos you'll find out why in the next chapter. The chapter you find out why Kendall is an addict and everything else.

Sorry for any confusion, it's a future fic and there isn't BTR but they were almost BTR. It'll be better explained in the next chapter. :)

Now onwards!

The clock engraves itself into James and Logan's minds. Reading four-thirty in the morning. The two are sitting on the couch, Logan resting his head on James' shoulder, flipping through the channels on the TV. They are hoping maybe Kendall will come back.

James shifts his face slowly and notices that Logan is sleeping. James' face softens slowly moves Logan's head from his shoulder to lift him up. He takes Logan to their bedroom and gingerly places him underneath the bed sheets and comforter. James looks down at Logan's body, steady breathing, moving slowly up and down as he breathes.

James leaves their bedroom heading to the kitchen he grabs the pitcher of orange juice and pours himself a glass. He drinks the juice as he moves over to the TV set.

He finishes the juice and flips the TV off, places the glass into the sink then moves back to his bedroom.

He strips out off his jeans and his plaid button shirt and slides next to Logan, only in his tank top that was underneath his shirt and his boxers. He carefully wraps his arms around Logan protectively and drifts off to sleep.

Kendall's Location

Kendall ran out of James and Logan's apartment after finding out they are taking to a rehab clinic. He doesn't want to go there to be tied down and secluded. Yet Kendall forgets that he is isolating himself from everyone especially his best friends that's he's known for the last fifteen years.

Kendall is currently walking the dark street of Los Angeles. He's clothes are taddered and ripped and wearing a dark red beanie that Carlos gave to him for his eighteenth birthday last year.

There are almost no cars passing Kendall on the street he occasionally does see a car pass by, but he continues on walking. He has no idea where's he's going he just keeps on walking, but he does know that he isn't going to that clinic.

Kendall arrives at a beach and finds a dry place to fall asleep. He takes off his beanie and places it where he's going to rest he's head acting as if it was a pillow. Kendall closes his eyes and falls into a deep sleep.

James and Logan's Apartment

It's currently five-thirty in the morning and the sun is going to rise shortly.

Logan and James are both sleeping quietly but Logan begins to stir out of his dreams.

" Kendall please stop this!" Logan yells at Kendall who's is looking himself in the mirror. Kendall has several scars on his lips and hands.

" Sorry Logan but I can't stop. You should know that I can't stop that's why it's called an addiction." Kendall washes his face as Logan stands behind him, Logan sighs in defeat. It's true that Logan knows that Kendall is addicted to meth, but he needs Kendall to stop before he dies and he doesn't want his best friend to die.

" Why don't we take you to a rehab center of some sort?" Kendall spins around to face Logan, puts down the wet towel on the sink.

" A rehab center? You think taking me to rehab is going to fix me, now Logan? Hmm," Logan nods and Kendall laughs cynically, " I don't think so Logan! This is who am I now, a fucking meth addict!" Kendall screams at Logan startling him.

Logan shoots up from his dream/flashback, panting covered in cold sweat, he glares at the clock, six-fifteen. James sits up and places a finger to Logan's chin turning him to face James.

" What happened Logie?" James asks in a whisper.

" It was about Kendall again, he was yelling at me, the day that you and Carlos went out. When you got back Kendall disappeared," Logan begins to shake slightly a few tears rolling down his face, "It's all my fault James. I was pre- pressuring him. James wraps his arms around Logan's shoulders pulling him into James' chest.

" Shh it's ok Logan. You did nothing to make him leave it was his decision to leave. You did nothing," he coos into Logan's ear and wipes away the stray tears. James presses a kiss to Logan's lips and pulls them back under the covers. Logan kisses James on the cheek, " I love you Jaime," he murmurs.

" I love you too, Logie," James says back and they fall back to sleep.

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