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Chapter 5 : A guiding light

Killua's P.O.V

Look at her…

She is smiling disgustingly mischievous towards me when those two are right in front of her.

What a bitch I'm countering with right now…..

She got those two just in 15 minutes after meeting them. Making me feel like wind in the air.

No. Gon is the one who's too kind to think that she may lie.

And Leorio is too foolish to think that way even if people from around the world say so.

She is the strongest enemy I ever encountered with so far…

NO! No way! What am I thinking? She is just an idiot!

I hang around Gon too much, I think, that my view of people changes… just a lil' bit.

There are dozens evils out there and she really is no one of them.

She's just an idiot ….

She must be thinking that she just got some good toys to play against me…

Hmph ! Only idiot can come up with such thought….

"What are you guys doing here? You wanna buy something or just taking a walk?" she released her both held-hands and get them behind her back.

"Not really, tonight, the daughter of our friend's boss is gonna held a b'day party. He said we could come and bring as many people as we want! You can imagine how rich they are? Hahaha! They would likely to invite the entire city! It's held in the auction building and he said we must wear formal suit. So we're on the way to get a rent." Miel was looking at Leorio while he's explaining with his hands tossed everywhere.

"Miel could come too, if you want. It would be so much fun!" Huh? Gon asked her to come too?

"I may come? Is it okay?" she pretend to be shy. Yikes!

"OF COURSE IT IS! what gonna be a blast is they would show The Black Messenger! The coolest black metal band ever and many more! There are also Juan Synvlakovsky, Milmight Stern, the Duo Muse and so on! All of them are popular entertainer! You can't miss this specta one! You'll regret it for eternity if you didn't come to see them while it is sooo freeee!"

"Ahahaaha! Leorio, you're like the EO! How do you know so much?"

" How do I know? I know everything that's going around the world! It is as easy as flipping my hand!"

Beep Beep Beep Beep…..Beep Beep Beep Beep….

" Oh it's my phone" she shove her right hand to her pocket to get her black colored phone, then looking down at her phone screen. "Tell Killua, too. If he's coming, I'll come too."

"Of course we will. You don't have to worry about it. You really care about him, huh?"

"Yeah, Gon, of course! He's my fiancée! Excuse me, then." Smiling, she walks away from them.

Tch! Disgusting…...

Acting all weak and cute just for gaining their trust…. I don't have to do all that efforts…..

" Killua, tonight there'll be—" I cut Gon off.

" B'day party, I know. I hear it already." Gon and Leorio approach me.

"Come with us! It's okay to bring as many people as we want! It's like an open house!" he said it happily. His anger towards me before has gone with no trace at all. Well I know he's such this type, but that bitch acting made me think the otherwise. It made me think that his anger has gone now because he got manipulated by her words.

"Yeah, I will. Let's go rent the suit."

Leorio looks surprised by me. "Huh? How do you know that we're supposed to wear suit?"

"Yeah Killua, I'm a bit surprised." Gon too?

"I was behind you all the time, I can hear you clearly." I said bored. They just say 'oohh, right!' 'sorry, we know, Killua!' They really forget my existence, then! Just what's so special about that bitch, really. Well, she is a beauty, slim, well mannered girl with interesting anomaly body parts. But it's just the cover! The hell with this world! All of you fall for her fake package! She is a two-faced drama queen! I've had enough with this! That bastard come later but took it all in a matter of minutes!

I'll never speak with you ever again!

"Hey, I'm finished. Let's go. Please guide the way, Leorio!" speak of the devil. She raised her right arm, cheerfully telling Leorio around like old friend. It's sting, moron! Can't you smell it!

Leorio would be too stupid to not grant her words."Yoshhh! This way, guys!" he cheerfully leading us as she said.

We start moving. Leorio at the front, followed up on his left side by….. Gon. Huh? He left me? What! He used to say 'Let's go, Killua' before leaving when we're together.

"Let's go you two. Leorio will guide the way for us!" Huh? You two? Uh, I forgot, there was still this brat! I took a glance at the jerk to find her smiling mockingly at me!

"You have participated the auction with Zepail before, right? You must have rent the suit before. You should be the one who guide us, Gon!"

"Uh, I forgot the place already. Uhehe~ . Then, why are you leading the way?"

"Huuhhh? Because Miel told me to. The problem is I don't know where to rent the suit…"

"Huuuh! Then who's gonna guide us?"

"Just ask random person in the street, then."

"If you say so…."

They don't even ask me to consider my solution, huh? Was I really left out?

"Killua Zaoldyeck is jealous as hell now." Uh, this bitch! She says that with her phone she hold near her mouth using it as a mike. "He got jealous over his two friend that didn't even has a piece of thought to ask him a solution in the first place. He's being left out like a chick was kicked out from a group of duck and—" I shot an irritated glare at her, shut my mouth as I don't want to speak to her anymore! "I better end this report, will they regain consciousness of his existence? Don't change the channel, we'll come back after this break." She spoke like an entertainment news host. Huh, just mock as much as you want. I'll never speak to you. I look away and walking quickly, but suddenly she stopped me with an arm in front of me.

"Wait, Killua. Let it pass first." She is saying that as she looks down on the street.

What possibly could be there that she has to stop me? I look down on the street to see nothing but an ant in front of my right foot. Just an ant. Nothing else. If I look carefully, the ant is carrying something, maybe sweets which it found in the trash bin. She really stopped me just for an ant?

Idiot!

Miel's P.O.V

"Hello, Papa."

"Hi, dear. How's your day?"

"Boring as usual."

"Hahaha, you're fine then. How's him?"

"We haven't had the ceremony."

"Hm…. It's been 2 weeks now."

"I've just met him 5 days ago."

"Is that so? Have you got him?"

"I don't know anything about him yet."

"I'm not asking that, I asked you, have you got him?"

"…looks like he doesn't care about me at all."

"Huh? It's strange. Are you telling the truth?"

"Yes, I am."

"I can't just believe it, you know."

"He's still a kid, Papa."

"Yeah, a kid…. Just like… you… the same age … as you…"

"Anything's wrong?"

"Don't you ever dare fall for him. You got that?"

"I…..am not…..falling for him…"

"This is your duty. Remember that in my mind. Don't let one mistake, smash all of your hard works."

"I…won't… Papa."

"Miel, what fragrant are you using now?", Gon suddenly asked me.

We're on the way to the hotel where Gon and Leorio are staying after getting rent some suits.

In the end, we got a taxi from Killua suggestion so that it would save the time and energy. The driver knows the field better. It's has been 3 hours. Because we got our lunch after getting the suits. What strange is Killua didn't mock me at all. Not even a single word TO me. Till now. Is he mad at me? It's not that I like him mocking me better. Well, I didn't intend to steal his friends away. It just happen. Actually, I got surprised, too. It's way too easy. Do I lie too much?

Now we're on the front gate. Everyone carry theirs. Except me, Leorio offers to carry it, so I let him.

We're walking to the front door. A bit far. Why don't we get inside by the taxi?

"Miel? You hear me?"

"Huh? Oh, yeah. What was it again?"

"What fragrant are you using today?"

"Uh, I don't use fragrant. Why?"

"Hmm… nothing."

"Oh."

"Ne, where do you live?"

"In my castle."

"Castle? Where is it? We have gone to a castle before. When we played the Greed Island. Right, Killua?"

"Yeah, Battera-san's house, huh?" Killua answer him.

"It's so much fun back then! Miel, where is it?"

"Mountain, I suppose."

"I suppose? You don't really know where you are living?" Leorio's joining too.

"Well, I guess…."

"Hm? Why are so quiet now, Miel? You're still that cheerful in the taxi?" Leorio is anxious.

"Really? Oh. Don't know."

"Something bothers you?"

"Nothing. Maybe my mind is just blank right now." I said without think.

"Heeesshh, you're random…"

"Maybe she is tired. I'll check you in, Miel. You can get a rest in the lobby while I do so." Gon kindly offer a help.

"She is not a 5 years old kid, Gon. She also doesn't carry anything with her. Let her deal her problem by herself." Killua neglects Gon's offer.

"Well, but look at her."

The three look at me. What? Is my face changing?

"She looks like she doesn't look at anything." Gon spoke.

"I look at you." I said as looking to Gon's eyes.

"It was just now."

"Oh.", just oh? Wew, maybe I'm tired, huh?

No, it's because I'm feeling a bit lonely. Hey! Wait! Why do I feel lonely?

Inside the hotel, Gon went to the receptionist with Killua to check me in. Leorio accompany me to sit on the sofa in the lobby. He put the stuffs down and sat beside me.

"You really tired, huh? You don't smile at all." He started the conversation.

"I don't smile because I don't find anything to be smiled to." I looked at him blankly.

"Ohh, haha…."

Just like that, the chit chat over.

I kept staring at Gon and Killua far in front of me, blankly. Leorio looked at me several times, looks like he tries to keep the conv going. But I ignore him. Uh, those two are coming this way. It's finished.

"Miel….! Here is your room key. You can get some rest now. Do you want me take you there?" He brings the key with his right hand and giving it to me. Gon is so kind, huh. He went for that trouble for me and smile dazzlingly like that. But, I don't care about him at all.

I can feel he didn't do it to get anything in return. I just meet him this morning, but he treats me this well. Have I deceived him that far? No, more than that, he's still a kid too. A kid I've ever have chat with is only Killua. I think most of boys are as asshole as him. But he proofed me wrong.

"Thanks." I took the key. "You don't need to."

"Yeah, Gon. She has her legs with her. She can go by herself. Stop taking care of her too much. She is a grown up." Killua replied.

"Uh, are you offended, Killua? I'm sorry, I didn't mean to."

"Maann….you little, punk. Don't get jealous over nothing." Leorio's joining.

"HUH? It's not that stupid! I'm just saying that she'll get clingy to you, guys. She is an idiot, you'll have to babysit her around if you keep it going."

"Even if the ant has a real tiny body, that could be crushed anytime without efforts, It keeps living Its life with honor and confident, without any anxiety or a single doubt to take one step ahead. To the dangerous world. To the harsh world. To the world, only its kind can understand. To the world no one give a slightest damn about It. There, It was living with a peaceful mind, like this world is not as hell as its look, whereas to get a little piece of the wonderful Gateau Chocolate , It has to put Its life on the line." I'm saying as I move my hand to any directions.

Leorio and Gon looked at me blankly.

"Uh?"

"Huh?"

"Don't get surprised guys. She is a drama queen afterall, it's not suprising if she got dramatic all of a sudden." Killua's explaining with a bored look on his face. "She's just saying that she is just a merely idiot who deceive her preys with her looks, like carnivorous plant luring their dinner."

"I remember I don't use metaphor in my sentence. You really can't understand my sentences? And I'm not finish yet." I cross my arm, pissed off with his mean words. He gives up on his demo, huh?

"It's alright you two. No need to further this. But I'm happy that you're still active, Miel. I thought that you catch a cold." Gon's saying stopped me.

"Why do you think like that?" well, I forgot, he didn't know yet that I've never catch any disease.

"Well, you wore that tiny dress on you. It's revealing too much, it think. So I thought that you catch a cold on the way because you suddenly get quiet. That mini dress could make me imagine your curves. You better wear long sleeved dress and longer pants. It's for your own safety and the wind is not good for your health too." He said that with an angelic smile on his face. Showing his eye-smile, I feel it's gently wrapped me with warmness.

This is the first time someone care about my appearance that concerning about my health. Everyone look at my appearance as a creation. What only matter are just graceful, beautiful and honor. Force me to wear those painful corsets, irritating accessories, really hard to move gowns….. Those lolicon teens too (my older ones), just seeing me wearing tanktop, they kept looking at me with rapist disgusting-look. It's fortunate that Leorio isn't one of them. If I remember carefully, everyone I've met before looks me with disgusting face, wishing I'll do anything for them as long as they treats me well. I start to think that Killua was right back then. I'm just an idiot. They're just treating me too nice.

Gon words change my sight. It's like I just got my eyes unwrapped, I can see brighter now. Up till now, I just look at this world only from my own perspective. That this world is boring and dark. I keep myself thinking that I don't see anyone clearly cause of that. Now I know that I just making up excuses, because actually, I don't care about this world. Suddenly, I can see that Gon and Leorio have spiky hair. Brown highlight for Leorio and greenish for Gon. Leorio has some whiskers on his cheeks and have a light skin while Gon's darker. Killua has silvery-white hair that looks so soft and puffy. His skin is pale too. Killua has a pair of fierce and sharp blue eyes, but it looks gentle somehow. Leorio's brown eyes are steady and pure, while Gon's are bright and felt…..wonderful. I wonder, how did he see the world with those eyes?

I can see that this hotel actually has a large lobby. Luxurious with the ornament on the wall and the pillars. There are two big windows on the left that bring the bright sunlight inside, lightening the whole area. There 2 big chandeliers wrapped with shining crystal pieces. Up till back then, I'm just seeing the sofa I had sat on, now I see there are many sofas here and 5 tables in total. This hotel is nearing my castle with its luxury.

Wow, I'm really describing things around me! Not just where I am or just a person! Where did I go up till now? The world is going around me! They're right beside me and I can't see anything of them. I'm being with them all the time and just can see all of them, now? So i was that hopeless all this time. I can look at everything better now. More clearly. With this so much light, enlightening my eyes.

And the one who has brought that light is smiling exactly in front of me. Making me feel warm, secure and safe with his kind smile. Making me feel like I don't have to go through the cold ever again.

"Gon…. Please, take me to my room."

Woohoo~ is Miel falling for Gon instead of Killua?

Killua doesn't give a damn about her, but Gon's treatment has opened her heart.

Oh, crap! I've typed it in the summary that this is Killua X OC!

Well, I'm a bit quitter :D

Who knows where will I take Miel's heart to? It just doesn't make sense if Miel fall for Killua….

Hmmmmmm… Should I change the summary? :D

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