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Chapter 6 : I'm no one near any of you

Leorio's P.O.V

Huh? She just said that she doesn't need Gon to take her, but now she said to take her?

Oh! But, it is a good chance! She won't be with us this way. Better make them away, quickly.

"Huh? But Miel, you just said—" I cut Gon off

"You heard her already, Gon! Take her to her room! Now go, you two," I push Miel and Gon away quickly and giving her stuff "ah, and it's yours, Miel. Get some sleep, okay! Now, go! Quickly! What are you waiting for? Come on kids, go!"

"Uh … okay. Let's go, Miel." Gon walked first and Miel following him, with a head looking down at her shoes. She's not in a good shape. But her word before implies that she didn't know why Gon thought that she may catch a cold. It means that she doesn't catch one. Plus, her face is not turning red. I think, I don't have to check her. Just a sleep will do.

"Huh? Wai—" Killua looks like want to break this moment. I won't let him. I quickly shut his mouth with my right hands and then I look at those two in front of me.

"Bye! Get well, soon!" I shout at them cheerfully waving to their direction. Gon waves his hand and looks a bit confused when he saw Killua was being shut by my hand. Miel is still the same, I can see her gripping on the edge of Gon's white shirt. Well, how can she see what's in front of her, if she just look at her shoes?

After I lost sight of them, I release my hand from Killua.

"What do you want?" shoving his hands in his pocket, Killua ask me with a serious look on his face. He knows that I have a problem with him. Well, I'll blurt it out at once.

"First, I'm just saying this now because I don't want to put Miel in uncomfortable state. You said that your fiancée has died in a car accident!" I put both my hands on my waist and start lecturing him "Now, we can see her in full piece! She is alright! Why did you lie to us? Because you plan to sell her in the black market? Shame on you, Killua! You're still a kid but already have such an evil plan in your mind!" I place a hand on my forehead, closing my eyes and shake my head in disbelief. "Maaannn…..Do you really know what kind of jerk will you be if you really do that?!"

"I've told you, she deceived you guys! stop falling f

or her outlook! She's lying when she said that I'll sell her in the black market and the rest! She's a drama queen! You have to believe me!" Killua shout back at me.

"After all of your lies? How could I? then, just tell me why do you want to hide her from us?"

"Hufft…." He left out a heavy sigh "Then, imagine if you're in my place. Thirteen years old, have no experience with girl, suddenly get engaged to a total beauty, feeling flustered and confused of a sudden disaster." He said those with a fierce looks? "and start thinking shits like 'oh, she is pretty and my family choose her for me, could it be that she's special?' just to know that she actually is a complete idiot, slut, bitch that has gone with several men before. I'm her 25th."

"25th…..?!" I'm shouting out loud. The people around look at me startled. I'm feeling a bit embarrassed. Then I ask him softly. "So, she has gone with men before….. but she seems to be in the same age as you….. …and….. you feel at defeat?"

"It's not that, moron!" he took his hands out and put them on his waist too. Facing me with a hard look. "On top of that, she is a drama queen. Deceiving people like she did to both of you, she's the worst kind of girl in the world! And you fall for her that too easily! You believe in all of her shits! Why? Because she looks like an angel with that looks and manner? You don't believe in whatever I said to you and you left me out! You get it?!"

He's frustrated. I can tell that he's angry towards me. But if Miel was really as bad as he told, she really did it neat and clean. It's just so normal.

So, Miel is that kind of girl? I still can't believe it, though "Well, if you're saying the facts, I'm sorry , Killua. I didn't mean to left you out, but….."

"Huh! It's okay. It's enough if you get what I'm saying to you." he crossed his arms.

"I still don't understand it, why would you go for all that troubles to hide her but still brings her with you?"

"Huh? Oh…." He blushed a bit. " Well, I didn't bring her with me, she is the one who follows me here. And, for the hide thing….." he paused. His cheeks turn red now " I don't want to let my friends know that I have such a horrible girl to be my bride in the future.….well, oh, maybe I'll just end up being like her previous ones and just having "the 25th" title in her list, so I don't have to marry her….."

Oh… I see…. So he doesn't want to look shameful in front of us. He wants to show us the best part of him. That he doesn't have anything bad around him. He feels ashamed to have that kind of girl with him. Huh, you are the moron one, Killua! We're friend, right? You don't have to hide anything from us. My face was softer this time. Well, If I was in his place….I wouldn't do the same! Letting such a babe go is really a waste!

"Hohohoho! Killua, my friend, you're really just a kid, huh?" he looks at me confused and startled. "Listen, you don't have to be ashamed or anything for having such a girl with you. What could be change of her is just her player manner, right? If you could posses a magic power, you want to change her, right? No! NO! You don't have to go visiting a witch or get a 50 years of meditation to posses it! You already have it! What is it? What is it? You wonder it too, right? Huh? Huh?" now he looks me with an irritated face. "It…is….LOVE! you just have to make her love you! It doesn't matter how many she has gone with, she's still a girl! girls are human being that when we, boys, got a hold of her heart once, will be our slave for like eternity! A girl's heart will never forget of anyone who she has laid their love to! Even if she got another man to live with, she won't forget her love to their true one! With love you can do even the most foolish things in the world. If she loves you, she'll listen to whatever crap you give to her! What do you say now?"

"I say….idiot!" whoa, he's shouting at me! "It was if she is just a normal girl! What do you think a player that have been with twenty fouuurr…twenty fouuurr men would feel about love?! She can do that because she's simply just a slut! A slut just doing things like that for her own pleasure! She doesn't feel anything about love for those twenty foouuuur men! All this time!"

"Huh? How can you say that? Have you asked her?"

"Oh… not yet…"

"Huuuuhhhh?! You punk! Then why ar—"

"But I'm sure she's just like that! End of story!"

"Brat! You can't just say something like that as your fucking wish! You haven't asked her yet! Shame on you! You're just afraid if you can't really make her love you, am I right?"

"That's not it, bastard!"

"And then she will go to another man, while you have already given her a place even for just a minute in your heart, but she didn't even care about it and left you like some used up tissues."

"That was very like her to do that! You get it now? She would eventually do that!"

"HA!" pointing my index finger towards him, I'm shouting as I caught his guard off. "I know I was right! So, you do have a feeling for her, huh?"

"What! There's just no way!" his face was a definition of a denial.

"Even if she is a slut, you've given her a place once before, right? But after knowing such things you gave up."

"I've never have any feelings for her!"

"So, she is your first love, but end up being someone you don't want to be with. Well, that really will break your heart….." I put a hand on my chin, I'm thinking. It's just make sense.

"Stupid! How many times do I have to tell you, so you'll get it?"

"But your problem is solved already! You know there was this man," I start my story-telling "he looked at a random girl in the street and falls for her. After some chit chat in several days, his feeling has developed even more and he decides to propose a marriage to her. But….. but, she turns out to be a whore…..the.. *sob* the man has already love her to death….*sob*" Huooo…. I'm crying out… my face is covered in tears "The man… the man still propose to her in the end. *sob* the girl is definitely doesn't have any feeling towards him and told him what she really is, but he said…*sob* he said that he didn't care about it and he really married her! He… love her, pure from his deepest heart! Uuuhh… … it's saaadddd!" I wiped my tears on my face, it's really sad….! How could he…! This is the pure love! Doesn't look at anything even if it's the worst part of the world! He knows what's really inside that girl even if she is a whore…. He must be love her, cause he can see it, the pure golden heart that's inside her, that nobody can found.

"Huuuhh…?" Killua seems to be out of his mind now in disbelief. Huh? Why? It's sad, right? "and where did you get that cheesy-romance story…..?"

I pull out the book from my suit pocket to let him take look. It's red colored and has beautiful golden crafts on it "I'm not finish yet…. What's worst is, she still did the whore things after the marriage! Could you imagine it?! But the man keeps himself silent although he knows it and keep loving her. In the end…..*sob* in the end….. the girl realize that she has done a horrible thing. She start to love him and stop her whore thing, up till now, they live happily ever after…Uhhhhh… love…it's love that change her….his love has changed her…to a better lighten place….*sob*"

Thud! Killua shoved the book onto my chest. He doesn't even bother to read the synopsis but start to bark "So this is where you find with those crazy things. That's what I call idiots! You fools can do anything stupid as much as you want. But loving someone like that is just ridiculous!" he back away and leave me with my book on my hand.

"Huh? You didn't get the story? *sob* it… it is…."

He turns to look at me, shoving his hands in his pocket again and calmly say "I've get it, stupid. Okay, fools will really do that, blindly love a whore for nothing, voluntarily giving anything he got for nothing, but….." and suddenly, his face is hardened and his eyes got darker, so dark like he would kill me anytime if I spit more, even a word. When I hear him spoke the next sentence, I got chills all over my body, but he spoke it with an extremely calm and at the same time full of blood-lust, fury and madness. It's worse than the one I look at when he just killed Bodoro in Hunter Exam.

"Don't you dare tell me to do the same, it was nonsense. I'm no one near any of you, stupid."

Miel's P.O.V

Looking in the mirror, I found a kid smiling happily there. It's 6 p.m. The party actually starts at 4 but Leorio told us that the best part would come up about at 7, so here I am still brushing my blonde hair in front of a fairly big rectangle-shaped mirror which attached to a desk. I get the brush here, I didn't bring any with me. With the ornament at the mirror edge, it looks luxurious. Reminds me of the mirror in my room.

After Gon took me to my room, I asked the payment for the check-in, but it was so expensive and I didn't have that much with me. About 1,5 million zennies for a night. So, in the end, I'll just transfer the money to his account. Just then there's a message in his phone so I waited for him. He said it's from Leorio, it say 'Hey Gon, tell Miel too, that we'll get the party a little late, no need to hurry cause the best part would come around 7.', Gon said that he was about to tell me that the party will hold on 4.

So I can get some rest first. I can't sleep though, I'm not that tired. After getting inside my room, throw my belongings and lay on the bed I keep thinking about Gon, how can he be so wonderful? He is mature for his age, bright, positive, looks like he is an optimist, gentle, cute...

Uh, what am I thinking?! I'm still Killua's fiancee. Well it's not official yet, but it will be though. Gon is Killua's friend, Gon won't be happy if I...feel something like this, he'll feel guilty to Killua. Eventhough Killua won't give even a slightest damn about it. But in the end, I think Gon is just a perfect being.

Ah, it's time. I pinned both my left and right side hair up. I wore my rent dress,a white no- sleeve dress with a fairly big black bow behind my waist. The skirt on the front side end just above my knees and the back reach my ankle. There is another black skirt under the outer white. The skirt has pockets too, that's why I go for this one. I wore black colored strap shoes with 3cm heels. But I'm happy to find that I still looked like a spoiled brat kid! Hahaha! It's not like when I was in that cursed castle, I have to wear adult-like gown and make up when I'm just 12!

Now, I'm ready, well I looked childish this way. But still not reaching the level that would embarrass everyone. I take my keyroom, get outside, lock my room and put the key inside my pocket. My room is on the 3rd floor, the same goes for Gon's and Leorio is staying at Gon's room. Gon said, Killua's room is on the 2nd floor. This hotel has three floors but the building is so large. There are some pools in the middle. The building is shaped like O, simple, huh?

I went to the lift to reach the 1st floor. Gon told me to meet in the lobby. The lift is empty and up till I reach the 1st floor and the lift door opened I didn't see anyone, but a white haired boy. It must be Killua, he's not far, maybe he just got here. I approach and greet him while I was 2 meters away.

"Killua."

He turns and looked at me nonchalantly."Oh, it's you idiot."

Huh? What's this? I see him different from before. My foot just stop on the spot, my eyes got wider Something about him that I didn't know up till now, that has made me asking myself from the first time I look at him. I kept my eyes on him. Staring at him in amazement. Maybe cause I didn't bound at anything now... I can see him clearly that

"Killua is actually handsome, huh? I can see that smooth and flawless pale skin. Does he get any skin treatment? It's strange for a boy. It's as smooth as vanilla ice cream."

"Huh? Why you…suddenly—" He talks to me but I'm just too busy with my own mind.

"That silvery hair looks reaaa...lly soft,eh? I wanna try brushing it so badly. Although he wears a suit on him, I can see his trace. It's slim but firm. Does he go to any gym?"

He looks at me pissed off but he is blushing a little bit. "Hey, idiot—"

"The suit was perfect on him. Only a man with a built body, looks good on a suit. That baby face was cute too. Those combi could make him looks this hot at that age. Oh, it's answering my question."

"Drama Queen, if this is one of your disgusting act, quit it already or you'll make me do it hard and painful…"

Eh, act? all I was doing is just staring at him. But why were he saying something like that?

People begin to pass by us. Some were from the lift and some from the lobby. They're looking at us, wondering; what happen with those two? Is there a quarrel? They want to break up! No,stupid, the girl is confessing at him! Killua was confused of the sudden condition. Looking all around just to found everyone looked at the two of us. He quickly approach me.

"So…. those are why the first time I look at him, I immediately think that he is dead gorgeou-"

UPHH!

his right hand covers my lips along with a grab on my left shoulder. His hands are firm. Looking at me hardly as I startled to his "only about 5 cm away" eyes.

"Stop saying... Those embarrassing...words... idiot….!"

Huh? Saying? No, I thought them in my mind.

He pulls his right hand a bit, uncovering my lips, but it's still in front of me. His eyes locked with mine.

"Killua, why did you say 'stop saying'? I'm not saying anything. I'm just thinking."

"Ugh! Idiot," his right hand grabs my right shoulder and both hands feel hard "you said it all..."

"Oh, am I? No way! There's no way I said that! It's embarrassing! I keep it in mind! By the way, how could you know it?"

"I know it because I heard it with my fucking ears; you're saying those fucking embarrassing lines that you keep in your fucking mind!"

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What! What! What!

Isn't it obvious?

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