New Approach

Paul POV

I stared at her in shock as she left. Her words had took a minute to sink but when they did the pain was hard and deep. My imprint didn't want me in her life. She was my soul mate and yet she didn't even want to be friends.

I sulked out the library and left out the front door. I was in no mood for dealing with school and I knew it would only be a matter of time before I took my aggression on some poor underclassman, making things way more complicated than they already were. I quickly ran to the woods near our school and phased letting my animalistic take over. The pain was just too much to bear in my human form so I phased into something that can handle the pain better, my wolf form.

Suddenly all the words she had ever said to me came back in a rush to me. From the moment we first laid eyes on each other to the time where she rejected all came back in a flash before my eyes. It was than that I realized my foolish mistake. I'm so stupid. How could I just let the girl of my dreams leave before me like that with out getting a chance to show her how much she means to me? She probably doesn't even know my name and yet I love her more than life itself. And to think she thinks I only wanted her for sex. I had never been more disgusted with myself.

"Wow… It looks like Paul Meraz finally met his match," Jared's annoying voice appeared in my head. I was too busy tying to control my anger that I hadn't even thought to check to see if anybody else had phased too. It was really irritating sometimes to have others inside your head especially when you wanted to keep your thoughts to yourself.

"Well you sure aren't doing a good job keeping your thoughts private," he replied back slyly, ignoring my silent request to be alone with my thoughts.

"Well if you asked me I would just go over to her and….."

"Well it's a good thing I didn't ask you than isn't it!" I replied debating whether or not I should go over their punch Jared. I knew he was really trying to comfort me but I didn't want his advice right now. After all his imprinting situation was so much different seeing as how Kim was practically in love with him even before he had known she existed. All Jared really had to do was introduce himself properly and tell her that she looked pretty. Everything else worked itself out perfectly.

"So maybe if you hadn't been f****** all those girls than fate wouldn't be such a b**** to you" Jared said still angry at me for bringing up the fact that he didn't even look twice at Kim before he imprinted on her. It was always a low blow when someone brought up an imprint in the conversation.

"Man, I'm sorry," I said knowing how much pain it brought him when I reminded him off all the stupid mistakes he made before he imprinted. "I was just mad because of how things are going with me and her right now."

"It's okay… I shouldn't have interfered when I knew you wanted privacy," Jared said. He was never one to hold grudges. Every time we got into arguments they were always quickly resolved. With that he phased back and headed to school to see Kim.

I was on quicksand with my imprint and I didn't want to make things worse. I could always beg for her forgiveness and hope that she accepts, but I had a feeling that it wouldn't come that easy. Jared was right; I had screwed all those other girls just for sex and now fate was repaying the favor.

There was only one person who I knew of that could help me in a time like this and I was pretty sure that she would never let me live this down.