Planning a wedding wasn't as fun as I thought it would be. There are so many details that I could care less about. What ever happened to simple wedding I will never know. Liberty was getting frazzled and my mom was trying to control everything. I spaced out to the soccer game on the T.V.

"Jt. JT!" I felt someone slap the back of my head. I turned to Liberty.

"What love?" I gave her my legendary smirk hoping to lessen punishment.

"I was asking what you wanted at the wedding, colors." My dad warned me of this, Mom pulled the same thing on him and he had to look through a hundred shades of red.

"Umm, what ever you want Liberty is fine by me."

"Do you not care about this at all James Tiberius." Her hands were on her hips and she looked livid. My dad was giving me the back out sign from the couch but how could I, she looked beautiful.

"I care, but if you wanted the wedding in your underwear I wouldn't care. You and anything you plan will be beautiful love. I mean I will wear those heart shaped boxers you love and you can wear those sexy..." I couldn't get out the rest of my sentence because of her hand on my mouth stopping me from speaking, she had a faint blush to her cheeks.

"You will be in a tux Jt." She sat down and then looked at me.

"What color." I saw all the swatches out in front of me and looked at random blues and picked teal with my eyes closed.

"This one." She sighed but took it anyways. I looked to my dad and then the door. He nodded.

"Us men have to go out to do some manly things before the wedding." I stood kissed Liberty quickly before I ran into my room and threw my stuff out the window. I put on a T and left the house. I grabbed my stuff and drove off. I went and picked up Toby.

"Were going paint balling, I have to get away from frills and colors." He nodded and grabbed his stuff. It was a new recent thing we picked up when we needed guy time. He called a few more people and in a half hour a lot of us old Degrassi guys were at the old spot in the woods for some paint ball.

"We need teams." Peter and I were captains. On my team I had my dad, Spinner and Sean. Peter had Danny, Sav, and Toby. We went off in the woods and three hours later the sun began to set and we walked up to our cars and went to Toby's apartment to get cleaned up with out our respective woman knowing we went out for paint ball. After a shower and the clothes I wore out back on I drove home to spend some time before we left for Seattle tomorrow. I walked in the house and an amazing smell came from the kitchen. I walked in and saw Liberty at the stove with some roasted veggies and a t-bone steak on a plate cooked nicely next to her. I walked up to her and wrapped my arms around her waist.

"Got some for me?" She chuckled.

"Would I not Jt?" I smiled and began to set the table.

"Wheres my grams?"

"Your mother took her for dinner to get her out so we have the house to our self's for a few hours."

"So we are alone?" It was the first time in a month Liberty and I have had a moment to us. We sat and ate dinner then went to my room for alone time.

After a while we lay on the bed and she is playing with my hair and that is when she notices I missed a spot of paint in my hair.

"Paintball, that's what you went to do?" She got up and slipped her robe on.

"I thought it would have had to of been something to deal with us. But the lies start." She got up and walked out and I just threw my self back on the bed.

"Damn it." I got up and pulled my jeans on before I went to her room upstairs.

"Liberty can we talk?" She opened the door.

"What." She was short and curt with me.

"Look yes I went paint balling but I did lie, I had to get out and would you of seriously let me go from wedding plans. We've been planning for weeks and it is almost done. I did while I was out talk about the wedding with my dad though. Please don't be mad." She looked at my sincere face.

"Jt, we did this once before. Don't let history repeat it's self. Just tell me and if I don't listen then leave but don't lie about it." I nodded. I had an idea something that would make her feel special.

"Don't get dressed, I want to do something nice for you. Stay here till I come get you." I ran to the bathroom and set a few candles that smelled like vanilla and cranberries about and drew a bath for her with relaxing salts. I went to her room and grabbed her before leading her into the dimly lit bathroom. I lead her to the tub and removed my hands from her eyes. I took her robe and hung it up as she got in. I kneeled behind her and massaged her shoulders until I felt her go lax. With a kiss to her shoulder I slipped out of the room to leave her for some Liberty time...

Today we would be leaving for Seattle to visit Sam. After two years I finally get to see my son. Liberty is a basket case.

"What happens if he doesn't remember me?" She was freaking out again.

"Libby, he is our son. It's going to be the first time you've seen him since you gave birth. He's little and doesn't remember a lot." We boarded the plane and off we were to Seattle.

I packed our stuff into the rental car and off we were on unfamiliar streets, I listened to the drone on the gps tell me where my son was. But luck wasn't on my side. Halfway through the trip it started to downpour and the gps lost signal. Now I was in an unfamiliar town. Hell country with my fiance next to me fidgeting anxious to see our son. I hope this wasn't an indicator to our trip, things between Liberty and I were fragile right now. There is so much going on I hoped for the sake of my heart we would make it through, lord knows I couldn't take the heart break it would be if I lost her now. But with seeing our son, she was acting weird, I knew her and she wasn't seeing this as good bye but seeing it as a chance to get close to our son. It would be pointless to get close since in a week we would be gone again. It seems like everything in my life was turning to be like that in and out, my parents, relationships friends and Mack. It still hurt me to think of him but I just can't figure out why he had to die.